Chapter One
SEBASTIAN."The patient has regained consciousness. " Those were the exact words I had received this morning.
The door of my car slammed shut. My destination was the hospital
Almost one whole year.....eight months precisely.
I would finally get to know the god damn truth he had been about to tell me.What If he had been lying? The thought had crossed my mind these few years but like always I dismissed it.
I would just have to kill him, like I should have done that day.
I was the only one aware of the fact of him being alive.
To everyone else, he was long dead.My fists clenched tight against the wheel, my mouth set in a determined grim line, the hospital was just a few distance away from this part of town.
Now that the truth was only a few feet away from me, I asked myself if I really want to find out.
The truth might just shatter everything I've ever known, as well as the very foundation that I had been built on.
Had dad really kept a dark secret from us?
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Flash back
EIGHT MONTHS AGOI stared at the dying old man, he was bleeding profusely from where he had been stabbed, for a first attempt I would say Gracie really hit the left spot of his chest perfectly.
Without medical care, he wouldn't make it past the next ten minutes. The task of sending him to hell had been left to me, from the peripheral of my vision I saw my brother exiting with Gracie, along with this bastard's daughter, probably going in search for my little niece.
My little niece Hazel and her mother were the only persons I had somehow gotten connected to, aside from dad and Hayden.
And he had fucking hurt them. Family was very important to us, we didn't have much of them but we protected the ones we had..
Too bad the motherfucker was barely unconscious or I would have been glad to show him the meaning of hurt. I was a little disappointed.
My fingers tightened around the trigger , in a hurry to be done.
He croaked something under his breath, I must commend the fact that he really did have a strong will to leave.
I could barely make out his words.
"Y..your bastard o...old man k.. knows everything!" he rasped, his features contorted with pain from the effort.
What does dad know?
I wasn't keen on listening to the bastards dying words, but he continued anyway.
" He I..isn't innocent ! You s..should ask him why y..your mother and s..sister h..had to die "
The hairs on my body prickled as a wave of ice ran through me.
The filthy bastard was still lying!!
Hell must have a very special spot for fucker like him.
Dad wasn't innocent. Fuck that. None of us were. But he would never do anything that would harm our family.Not to mention mom and Jenny. He loved and cared about them more than he would ever care about Hayden and I.
"I have evidence to prove it. " he muttered before his eyes shut closed.
He was no longer breathing.Dead?
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He hadn't died.
I had somehow managed to preserve him .For eight months he had been secretly receiving treatment in one of the facilities I owned in this town. And today, the bastard finally regained consciousness.
My men were all over the area, there was no fucking way he could escape.
Something was wrong.
From a distance I could see the thick fudge of smoke in the air.
The sound of Sirens . People screaming.
I stepped on the pedal, a few minutes later my car was packed in front of the hospital.
Or rather, what remained of it.The fire still blazed, everything stood in ruins.
Ambulances... Firemen yelling orders . Bodies ushered out in a stretcher.
"Fuck! " The curse rolled out from me.What the hell had happened here?
I went into action , making way past the red tape lines.
Some doctors and nurses were still around, trying to save as much patient as they could. I made my way towards one In particular. Dr Hamilton. He had been the one in charge of Robert.He caught sight of me and hurried over, meeting me halfway.
"What the fuck happened! Where is he!!" I grounded out .My breath came out harsh , I tried not to snap out of control and grab the already fearful looking doctor.
A look of sadness and worry crossed his face, it prepared me for what to expect, but I still needed to hear it from him.
"The fire was too much, we couldn't save him, same as all patient in that ward . They are all dead "
Dead.
I stared at him speechlessly for a moment. I waited for eight months for this?How the hell did the fire start? I fucking knew it couldn't be a coincidence that Robert had also regained consciousness today.
Someone must have done this ...
But how could it have happened? Hayden and I have erased most of Robert's men,
Not that they could come in here with so many of my men around. They would have seen something.
"I need to see fucking see the body!" I clenched out.
A look of disapproval crossed Hamilton's features.
"Right now , I can't possibl...." The hard look I shot him had his words dying in his .
About five minutes later, it was in front of me .
Burnt but was still recognizable
It indeed was Robert.. The CCTV had been destroyed along with everything."Boss we found out something " a men spoke from beside me .
"What! " I snapped.
He looked hesitant as if struggling for the words much to my irritation.
"Spit it out or you'll join those dead bodies over there! " I gritted. I had never been one to joke around, they also knew that very well.
"It's your father...he was spotted an hour ago, just before the fire "
Doubts.
Questions I shouldn't have had to think about flooded my mind.He came here. He knew! That I had kept him alive all these while.Did he set up the fire? To kill Robert?I didn't want to think further but I couldn't stop.
Had Robert been Right?
No. It couldn't be.
My fists clenched tight as an unknown feeling settled in the pit of my stomach, tightening up all the knot.
Only dad could possibly answer these questions.
I met the doctor's gaze for a brief moment, there was something else still nagging inside of me.
"Hamilton? I need you to do something for me "
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Chapter TwoSEBASTIANI drove the car to a stop in front of the patio.I took a moment to stare at the house, Dad has lived here alone for some time now. We pay him visits frequently. By we, I meant my brother, his fiancee and their girl Hazel .Our old butler for years greeted me with a slight bow as I entered the house in long heavy strides ."Where is Dad? ""The old master is retiring in his room"I gave him a curt nod as a response and made my way up the stairs.I twisted the door opened to reveal dad, he was going through the morning papers.He didn't look up or show the least surprise.He had been expecting me. He had to know why I was here so there was no need to beat around the bush."Was it you? " although my voice sounded as cold and emotionless as he had thought me, I couldn't push back a stir in my heart, that t
Chapter Three MELISSA. I ran the brush through my think wavy brow hair as I stared at my reflection in the bathroom's half length mirror. Coffee brown eyes stared right back at me, eyes that had never revealed much.My gaze trailed down slowly. Scars.. Some older than others.Others barely visible but I could see them just fine.The way they mar the skin almost all over my back.My fingers reached to my bare shoulders to encircled around one of the very visible ones absently , I think it was a cigarette burn. The last one he had left on my skin.I knew each and everyone of them, the mistakes that earned each one was still perfectly imprinted in my memories. Had it been really eight months? It still felt like everything had happened only just yesterday. He is dead... He can't hurt you..
CHAPTER FOUR.I met a most familiar pair of gaze. An intense shade of green. Dark and stormy that sent a shiver through my spine.Those orbs could only belong to one person.Sebastian McAndrew.I have met him at least a few times in these few months, those cold eyes regarded me as he tilted his glass to me in recognition as well as greeting, I returned it with a curt nod and resume on my drink.I still felt his gaze burning into the back of my head, it was unnerving. He had that chilling effect on almost everybody that I knew, he easily mentioned the position as the most feared person in this part of town. But it wasn't fear I felt , all these years those dark green orbs had always filled me with an intense thrill I've kept hidden all these years.I should probably go home, but it would be such a waste, I might as well drink myself to stupor.I ord
CHAPTER FIVEMELISSA.The moment the door pushed open, his lips devoured mine again, this time the fierceness of it stole my breath away, sent hot pool of lava igniting through my veins.There was no emotion or gentleness in the kiss .Demanding . Harsh. Brutal. were the few words I could use to describe it.My fingers sank into his hair as his lips found the sensitive skin of my throat, grazing it lightly with his teeth.A moan escaped my mouth my back slammed against the wall as he lifted me to straddle against his hard bulge.His fingers worked on the materials of my dress at the same time I worked on the buttons of his shirt, my fingers trembled from need.I heard the sound of a ripping material that I barely realized was my dress. Soon enough I was clad in my bra and lacy panties."The bed " I said in a rasped .
CHAPTER SIXMELISSA.I met his dark green gaze. I went still for a moment as he regarded me.Topless and clad only in my panties.I snatched my gown from the floor and used it to shield my upper parts from those orbs that did something to my insidesIt wasn't as though he hadn't seen everything, or even touched and tasted them but I might as well save myself some dignity which I seemed to be lacking.."Where are you going? " his deep morning voice rumbled as he straightened to a sitting position , the bed sheets entwined between his legs, shielding his lower half.I bit my lips groaning inwardly, there goes my plan for a quiet escape.Pin drop silence fell, how was I supposed to answer that, where could I go considering this was my suite.My throat clogged up tight, I hadn't wanted to face him for this same reason, I d
Chapter SevenSEBASTIANI stepped hard on the gas pedal, roaring the engine to life. My thoughts kept drifting back towards everything from last night, it almost felt surreal, but the slight ache in my pants told me it was anything but.From the moment she had stepped into the club she held my attention.Melissa Robertson.There was just this deep aura she always around her, Those mysterious gaze were always on guard and blank cold. Eyes that withheld the deepest secrets.We've met quite often in the past few years, I've always regarded her as her father's ice queen.She spoke less, did every task with the utmost caution.We were so similar in many ways, it was one of the first thing about her that piqued my interest and at the same time I often wonder what lay beneath her cold facade , Would more layers of ice be discovered or wo
Chapter EightMELISSA**I stared at the pills in my hand with uncertainty , there were becoming less and effective, this was twice the dosage , but I needed it to sooth my aching nerves.The nightmare and flashbacks were hitting me more frequently than ever.Sometimes of dad.... Other times it was about him.The first time he scarred me would forever remain vivid in my memories.I had been just sixteen.Dad had wanted to strike that deal . It had not mattered to him the price he had to pay for it.And unfortunately I was that price.But then, it hadn't been just that once nor even twice.My lungs burned tight from lack of oxygen , I shut my eyes closed as the haunting memories replayed, it's shadowy cold fingers reached out to drag me into its unbreakable shackles.The sound of his sickening laughte
CHAPTER NINEMELISSAThose pair of gaze burned intently at me .I was reeled by his sudden presence, For how long that had he been standing there without my knowledge? Had he heard my last words.My heart gave a frantic jump , I struggled to regained control of myself and mask my face to a neutral expression.His presence shouldn't matter to me, we were totally nothing to each other, besides he probably wasn't here to see me, it had been two weeks since that day, so why would he suddenly remember me?My doubts were blown away when he suddenly filled the room with his presence, the whole space spontaneously became too small.From the corners of my lids, I saw Maya scurrying her way out of the room, her face was paper pale, I guess she could only talk big , now that the tiger was here she was leaving me alone to face whatever danger and misfortune it brought along with
EPILOGUE **FOUR YEARS LATER SEBASTIAN. "When are Uncle Hayden and Aunt Gracie supposed to get here? " Trey asked, he was three, soon to be four in a few months.He constantly looked over his shoulders with wide hopeful eyes.I would say I had it correctly when I told Melissa that I had the feeling that we were going to have a boy. Trey looked every bit like me, except when he smiled, that was definitely his mother's.He usually was a very well-behaved kid, the same couldn't be said about Mia, who was for now content in screaming out her lungs, with her mother battling to calm her down. Our gazes met and held.My heart swelled with pride like always, she had been mine from that moment I saw her at that club and now she was mine forever."Daddy, are they still going to come!" Trey asked impatiently, staring at me expectantly and waiting for a response.I smiled and reached to pat hi
THREE MONTHS LATER**MELISSA"We are gathered here today to honor the very unique love between the bride and groom by uniting them in marriage..." The priest began.Standing on the aisle was the most beautiful bride I've ever seen and it was none other than my sister. Today was she and Hayden's wedding.Her eyes were lighted, I could tell that she was happy, it brought tears to my eyes. I also had never expected to get a happy ending in my life either, but somehow I did, with Sebastian.He easily got adjusted to the fact that he was soon going to be a father. As for me, I would be lying if I said that I still wasn't worried, but in this nervousness also came tremendous happiness that I've never experienced. I knew for certain that I would give this child growing inside of me the best of life that I possibly could. A slight whimper broke into my thoughts, I stared at the face of the beautiful baby in my arms. About some three months ago,
CHAPTER FIFTY FOURMELISSA**I hadn't expected him to accept the news so easily, a huge part of me had expected him to freak out exactly the way I did when I first found out. I was struck with a surge of relief, that was until he mentioned staying together as a family.He made it sound so easy, so tempting. Only I couldn't allow myself to give in to it.I had never experienced what it meant to be a real family, I hadn't Still, I understood very well that it would never be real unless there was love. And that was something that I would never be able to get from him, or so I had thought until he had said those words.The emotions that swept through me then were raw, mere words couldn't describe the disbelief mixed with shock and also something else. An explosion of happiness so powerful that shook me with the urge to burst out in tears. His lips silenced the little trace of doubts I had, devouring mine hungri
SINFUL OBSESSION CHAPTER FIFTY-FOURSEBASTIAN**Time slowly ticked past while we stared at each other in pin-drop silence.Whatever I had been expecting her to say as the reason she was confused and scared, I would never have expected it."You wanted to know, Yes, I'm pregnant Sebastian! " She repeated louder, her eyes becoming a little blurry.For the first time in my life, I could say I was left speechless, my throat was too tight for me to utter a single word. She stared at me unblinkingly, probably waiting for my reaction to her revelation, surprise couldn't even begin to justify the surge of emotions that assaulted me the next moment.I've never given a real thought about having my own kids, my brother's daughter had given me quite a scare when I had first met her. It was majorly because I had never been a kid myself. I didn't know how to handle them or know how to behave myself around them, so I neve
SINFUL OBSESSIONFifty-ThreeSEBASTIAN**"Your medicines " I spoke, tearing the silence.She jerked slightly as though she hadn't seen me approaching, in fact, maybe she hadn't. It hadn't gone behind me that she was a lot more different since these past two days since she got discharged from the hospital, often at times, I would catch her staring ahead into space. I could amount the number of words she had spoken to me since we returned.She mumbled a word of thanks as she accepted both pill and water from me."I'll help you change your bandage" I spoke, accepting the glass from her, placing it on the table."I can do it myself, it doesn't even hurt anymore since these days" She muttered under her breath, her eyes wandering everywhere in the room but me."I wasn't asking if you can or not, I just want to do it for you"This time her eyes snapped to meet mine, there was a mix of emotions burning in those
SINFUL OBSESSIONMELISSA**The sky outside was beginning to brighten up, indicating it was already morning.I sat on the small bed, barely of the doctors and nurses who were flocking around me, I couldn't even answer any of their questions.I couldn't tell if my current state was due to the shock I experienced a few hours ago. Was it hours already since that horrific moment?Everything had happened too quickly, but thankfully, Sebastian was fine. A bullet had grazed his side, but according to the doctors, it was not anything life-threatening. That cold fear that had taken control of me when he had been lying on that ground was something I never want to experience again.I didn't mean to blurt those words aloud like that, maybe it was those words he said or the way his eyes had seemed so tender, I knew I just had to let it all out. It felt as if some huge burden had been lifted from my chest, only the
SINFUL OBSESSIONCHAPTER FIFTY ONE**SEBASTIANThe last few hours had been one of the longest of my entire life, that raging fear that I was too late to save her, that something would so easily go wrong and she would end up even more hurt than she already was, or that Robert would pull the trigger on her at any time. It would have been so easy to tackle Robert if only he didn't hold her so dangerously close to him. I've always known she was important to me, but at that moment, I would gladly have laid down my life in exchange for hers without a second thought. Thinking of a life without her in that crucial moment had been agonizing. I realized I wouldn't ever be able to do it.Fuck whatever this is called, all I knew was that I needed her with me at all times.And never think of letting go.Robert had made the mistake of thinking it was just me, that was the first advantage I had over him, and just as he had fired tha
SINFUL OBSESSIONCHAPTER FIFTYMELISSA**And behind him was...Sebastian!Oh god!My heart rocketed high in both shock and disbelief. An intense wave of relief made by legs weak.I couldn't tell how he got to be here, not I thought I wouldn't be able to see his face for the last time, but somehow here he was .He came for me. Gun in his hand, his stormy gaze met with mine and remained, my heart squeezed so tightly in my chest, I felt it would burst out any moment. There was a dark chill in his eyes that I haven't seen ever before.He was furious.From where I stood, I could feel the cold rage radiating off him in full waves. I couldn't tell if it was directed at me, or dad, or perhaps at our situation right now. But then, the ice in his eyes cracked, replaced by a softened look, a flicker of communication passed between the both of us at this moment before it all faded into bubbles.A sudden pain
SINFUL OBSESSIONCHAPTER FORTY NINEMELISSA.**"Leave it to you to bring me this surprise, when I thought we would have to wait" He patted Rick's shoulders twice, his expression seeming almost proud.I stared at the man unflinchingly.The silence echoed after his statement. His second one since the moment the door had pushed opened.Except for the sounds of their approaching footsteps which were heavy against the cold tiled floor, there was nothing, except maybe the heavy pounding of my heart.I stood still where I stood, barely aware of the sound of the seconds slowly ticking past from the wall clock on the side of the room.I didn't know for how long past, we both stared at each other. Studying the other. He was perhaps searching my gaze for shock, or maybe it was terror, I was supposed to feel at seeing him, this was the surprise Rick was talking about giving me, and even though I had fully anticipa