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2021-06-01 00:15:53Willow's POV
The next morning...
My back is aching like nothing before... It feels like someone went in and shoved knives in my spin and twisted them for fun. My stomach hurts too, but I don't feel the need to puke... Not yet, at least.
I sit up on the couch, seeing that Maddox has placed another blanket over top of me because I had been so cold last night I was visually shivering underneath that thin fabric that is barley even a blanket.
Pushing the heavy, black duvet off of me, I roll out of bed and reach for the shirt that was left for me, pulling it quickly over top of my bare body. It smells of Maddox's cologne, cologne that I wished to smell each nigh but now wish I could loose my scent altogether just so I don't have to think of him.
I go over to the door, walking on my tippy toes, scared a board will creak from underneath me and I'll give away my cover. I make it, though, but
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