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Chapter 24
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2021-06-23 12:24:38Willow's POV
Only a few moments ago, I woke up, finding myself practically buried in Maddox's arms. For a moment, I found myself smiling because he was here, sleeping next to me finally. But the next moment, realization hit me like a fucking train, knowing what has all happened at that it's not two months ago... It's today... Another day in this horrible life of mine.
Pulling away from his warm, longing hold that I wish I could sleep longer in, I decide it's not good to get attached, especially when I'm supposed to keep away from him and just wait out my soon-to-be shorted life.
As I try to quietly try and pull his arms off of, they grip right back around my waist, placing his hands gently over my rounding belly. "How ya feelin?" he pulls his mouth to my ear, whispering the words gently.
I inhale sharply, going completely still. "G-good," I tell him truthfully, but now I don't feel good: I feel like crying because I wish I cou
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Sinful Nights Chapter 25
Willow's POV "Sex? Is that really one of the only ways that I can relieve some of the stress straining on me in this pregnancy? There must be more than that, like a tea or something, or some massage therapy perhaps?" Dr. Liliana is looking back and forth between both Maddox and I now, nodding her head slightly to my suggestion, but she looks right back at Maddox, keeping her eyes on him. "Is it possible to have the maids make lavender and mint tea for Princess Willow here around the clock?" she asks him, a slight bit of sarcasm playing in her voice. For a doctor, she seems to be quite the comedian at times with some of my questions. If I don't want to have sex with Maddox, I shouldn't have to, even if it's for my own good. There must be plenty of other natural ways to get rid of this damn strain going on in my body while these little gremlins of mine keep growing. Maddox shrugs, leaning back into his chair, letting out a l
Huling Na-update : 2021-06-24Sinful Nights Chapter 26
A few weeks later...Willow's POVIf you're still wondering... No, we didn't have sex. I was serious about the sex part, not the making out part. I'm no where near ready to have sex with Maddox soon, if ever, like I said before. I know it will eventually happen because the night I had my first time with him, should probably not be the last night of that pure bliss I felt.He doesn't need to know that, though. So when the time comes and I think we should do it again, I will tell him and maybe he will still somehow find me attractive and want to do it since I've gained quite a bit of weight in the past few weeks with these new dietary and exercise restrictions I was given.I mean, I feel a lot better having less fatigue and nausea, but I'm not so sure that I am ever going to look the way I did after this pregnancy. For my unborn children that I love so much already, I feel like I am giving up my whole b
Huling Na-update : 2021-06-25Sinful Nights Chapter 27
Maddox's POV "Ugh, finally!" I celebrate with an unimpressed groan, really proving the face that today's work day was way too fucking long for my liking and all I want to do now is go and have some supper with my beautiful wife and talk all about the new nursery we are making for the twins. That's when I hear a very quiet rapping on the door. It's slow and broken apart into pieces like a broken vase, making me quite curious as to why someone that timid is daring to knock on my door, especially at this time of day. "Come in!" I call out, quite obviously annoyed that there's probably that maid who wants to speak with me about Willow and something 'bad' shes done today. I don't know the maids name, but she is always trying to get Willow in trouble over the stupidest things, even though Willow is of much higher rank than her and could literally have her executed. I don't plan on telling Willow that, so don't worry. Things could go chaotic in this kingdom rather quick if I were to do th
Huling Na-update : 2021-06-26Sinful Nights Chapter 28
Willow's POVThe last thing I can remember- still feel, for that matter- is my vision going to a haze as I stumbled through the cracked door to Maddox's office. All I know is that he was there beside me in a matter of seconds, holding my head just in time as I could've fallen to my death. My head was so damaged at that point that any sort of impact could've killed me right then and there.Only seconds ago I woke up and processed that through my somehow un-damaged brain. Now I'm sitting here in this hospital room, staring up at the ceiling.I try to move and look for anyone that can tell me what the hell happened, but when I move just a single muscle, I can feel an entire tube that's shoved deep, down into my throat corrupt my breathing. It was helping me breathe a moment ago and now I'm choking on it, struggling to lift my hands to tug it out of my throat.If this is how I die, everything that I was just put through will
Huling Na-update : 2021-06-26Sinful Nights Chapter 29
Maddox’s POV How could I have been so blind? I thought Elise was better than that, I thought she knew that what we did was an accident and it would never happen again. Just because she is an ex-fling doesn’t mean she has the fucking right to go ahead and try to revenge whatever we had by trying to kill my pregnant wife! It was a mistake, it was all a mistake. I was having a stressful day, drinking one too many drinks, even for my gifted vampire metabolism. Then she was there in my office, trying to deliver some lunch to me and one thing led to another and we somehow ended up in my room. In mine and Willow’s room. “Elise!” I bellow as I enter the servant quarters and begin to creep up the hall and past other small, blushing maids. They bow to me then runaway giggling when I give them a small nod before making my way further into the hall. Elise was a regretful one time thing so I have no idea where the hell the little bitch’s dorm is.
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-04Sinful Nights Chapter 30
Willow's POV Blood. There's blood everywhere in the room; it trails in from the cracked-open double doors, making it's droplet of a trail over to the bed and staining the plush rug underneath my dangling feet. I like that rug alot, I love the feel of it under my toes in a cool, Fall evening, but now it's turned from a nice, light burgandy, to a deep, nearly brown red. It's not useable anymore, even if it all comes out with some stupid carpet cleaner, because enemy or not, I don't want any blood left if this comes to an end. "M-Maddox," I whisper in fear, pushing myself back in bed against the covers in hopes I can maybe make a run for the door and get to any place- a place safer than here. He must see the fear in my eyes, because as soon as I try to escape off the other side of the bed, his fist relaxes on the head of Elise, letting her dangling neck and brusied, battered head, crash to the ground. It stains the carpet even furthe
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-07Sinful Nights Chapter 31
Willow's POV "Maddox?" I call out as I roam the lengthy, wide hallway of the upstairs after climbing the staircase. There's only a couple of door up here, and a room opened up by an archway which contains a flat-screen tv mounted on the wall, slick black couches, and fine wood bookshelves within the walls of the room, all filled with books- books that look recognizable. Far up the hallway, I can see a door ajar with bright, gold light spilling out into the nearly dark hallway. As I take a few steps closer, I can hear the full-blast of the shower and the mumbling and cursing of Maddox's voice intertwined with the water droplets. I take a deep breath and walk up to the door, setting my hand carefully on the handle of the door and giving it a small push. Thankfully, he doesn't see me, but boy do I see him. The bathroom is comfortable in size with a single, granite sink perched right beside the closed-in toilet, all which are
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-09Sinful Nights Chapter 32
Maddox's POV Willow... My sweet and astonishingly beautiful wife, Willow. She is like no other woman with her hair the kind you will only ever see on top of princesses heads: long, shiny, and soft to the touch. Last night, I could barley keep my hands out of it, just as much as the rest of her delicate body. I waited so long to touch her like that- feel her like that, and it finally happened after months on-end of barley being able to kiss her soft, delictable lips. Now I know I'm not religious by any means, or have ever been for that matter, but I truly believe that Willow was a gift from God- maybe even the universe- to me. She's like your favourite food, the one you can never get enough of no matter how many times you've had it. "You're awake already Mad?" Mad... I guess Maddox was too much of a mouthful for her. But I like it because she came up with it and shes the
Huling Na-update : 2021-07-12
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Sinful Nights Chapter 93
Willow’s POV“Where are we going?” I finally ask after letting Maddox carry me like some broken object down the hall, not even the least bit bothered when a guard or a maid passes by, shock quite evident on their faces when they lay eyes on the whole situation going on here.He doesn’t answer my question, though, and just continues to hold me against him so I don’t try to flee.I let my head flop back in exhaustion from barely getting a damn word out of this man. “Just let me down for God's sake!” I push on his broad chest, and he finally lets me down on the ground. I straighten myself out, shaking my head in disbelief, and I begin walking away from him, back towards the bedroom. “I walk you know. And I can also stay very cozy in that bed alone, so I’m going back and you can do what
Sinful Nights Chapter 92
Hey guys!This is the second last chapter of this book so I’ve decided that when it ends, you can vote whether or not there should be a second book in the reviews. Also, I’ve included some backstory to Maddox’s family with the new doctor that has been added recently and will be in the next book if there is one. Anyways, enjoy! Maddox’s POV “What?” Williamson shoots his head up after fluffing a pillow underneath the arm she’s receiving blood from. He sighs and storms over to me, snatching all four tests out of my hand. He may be half my height and weight, but this man is the last person I will ever argue against; he’s scarier than my father most times. I see the negative one first, giving me this strange, ‘are-you-stupid?’ Look before I motion for him to look further, then he sees the other three which are all positive.
Sinful Nights Chapter 91
Willow’s POVI’m sitting on the edge of this infamous bathtub, impatiently waiting for the water to reach the desired point as I also anticipate the results of all four tests lined up on the counter.I’ve decided that if the tests are negative, I’m going down in this water with the help of whatever potion shit Maddox keeps here in this medicine cabinet and some of my old razors which I’ve already begun to pry apart.Before preparing for all this, I made sure that no one was in the other room by continuously calling out for help. I know someone would’ve responded- especially Maddox if he were here. Knowing him he would likely just tell me to do what I was told then threaten to inflict some sort of cruel punishment on me.Fuck. That scar in my bac
Sinful Nights Chapter 90
WIllow’s POVA few weeks later…Misery. Absolute misery. Nothing but misery and pain down here in this cell with no one to speak to but the occasional rat that will scurry by me, searching for any bits of food I’ve left because I felt too sick to eat the disaster they give me on a plate.All my life is at this point is an endless loop-hole; everything goes spiraling downhill, then the next I’m too in love or happy to even see the consequences that there are to come with having emotion like that. Then, everything just repeats and repeats, but in a worse manner every single time.I should’ve known when Maddox brought the kids in after I found him sleeping next to me that morning that shit was going to hit the fan because Maddox had a plan; Maddox always has a plan and I should know that.
Sinful Nights Chapter 89
Willow’s POVIn the morning….Last night was the best night I’ve had in weeks so far, even if Maddox slept in the same bed as me just so we could put on a show for the twins so that they won’t have any suspicions with our relationship. I guess they’re nearly three, but really, in reality, they’re very smart for their age.I’m predicting that Flynn is going to make a good ruler with his father with his ‘political’ views one day and Ella will end up at the top of her class. And maybe, just maybe, I can convince Maddox to let her go to one of prestigious universities in Nitraville or somewhere in the dark realm.Out of the two of them, I’m really not sure who will rule yet. It is too early to tell their real personalities, even if they become more and more prevalent everyday. Things and interests can change, especially at an ag
Sinful Nights Chapter 88
Willow’s POVWhere the hell did he even go? It’s not like I was wrong or anything because seriously, if I’m their mother, should I not be able to see them? They’re so young, though, so will they even care that I’m gone? Maybe all I was to them was another caring person towards them who fed them with my own body for a year handmade sure they got everything they needed. But that’s all for Maddox now, isn’t it? I’m just here now to produce more children for him so I don’t get my neck tied up in a noose and be hung in front of the entire kingdom.I’m beginning to think that the noose may just be the best option now. All I want to do is rip these bandages off of my skin, open up my wound, and let myself die from infection and blood loss.The pain is too much to bare now. I’ve lost every go
Sinful Nights Chapter 87
Maddox’s POVI slam the notebook shut between my tensed up fists and toss it to the ground, too angry to even look in Willow’s now hurt and tearing-up eyes.“You should know by now that after having been married for nearly four years now that I’m not fucking stupid when it comes to you trying to run away from me. This would’ve the what… FOURTH time you’ve tried to escape, and this time you even left your own two children behind with nothing but a stupid love letter to them that they can only read when they’re older!” I bellow, pacing up and down the room, wanting nothing more than to grab my belt that’s laying on the washroom floor and whip her back until she’s begging me for my forgiveness.“For christ sake, Willow, they’re only three years old! Do you really think that
Sinful Nights Chapter 86
Willow’s POVA week later…Maybe the wolf coming after me wasn’t such a bad thing… maybe, just maybe, it was bette than that to happen than being chased by Maddox until he became so angry with me that I would end up being a meal.Yes, I went through pain with that stupid wolf having almost smashed my arm in half, nearly leaving half of it on the ground, but it was so much less pain than what Maddox has been putting me through these past three years- even more now that I think about it. The kids are going to be three soon.Oh no… I’m going to miss their birthday, aren’t I?Well, I hope my death doesn’t disturb that too much. The last thing I want if for my babies to be sad on their big third birthday.Fuck, maybe I should’ve postponed my exit to a little later.Well, whatever. What’s done is don
Sinful Nights Chapter 85
Maddox’s POVWhat can possibly be taking her so long? She said she was just cleaning up, and I don’t really mind if the bedroom is messy because God knows how much worse I’m about to make it.I knock again, calling out her name again. “Willow?” I holler through the door, wrapping my fist against the wooden door again, and place my ear against it.I hear nothing. Usually it’s very obvious she’s in here with all the cleaning and cooking she’s usually doing to keep herself busy.Why isn’t she answering? She always answers me.I keep my head placed against the door, just listening for even the slightest movement. Well, that’s until I hear a very distinct splash from outside.“That’s it,” I mutter, pulling th
