Chapter 39

Tristan's POV

I can say reading that file was far from what I expected I'd feel after reading it, I'd been staring at open space for more than 15 minutes in my bedroom.

I don't even know what to think or what to feel

I'm not mad or angry, I'm just sad and disappointed.

Why did she think she couldn't tell me?

Did she think I'd judge her for it

I feel the bed move beside me and I turn to find her turning on the bed and facing me, her eyes are slightly open even though I know she's still sleepy.

Seeing me in a sitting position, she quickly rubs her eyes before sitting up too, she moves closer to me

"Are you okay"? She asks and I just hum, my eyes are trained on her, a lot of things running through my mind

"Why aren't you sleeping"? She asks her voice void of any form of sleep

"Nothing" I whisper out still staring at her

"Are you sure you're fine"? She asks, I don't answer this time, I just keep looking at her "Tristan you're scaring me, you've been like this for that past two days, is so