LUCA
The girl bit her lip, and for a moment, I froze.
Alina gave a small smile at the knife, her blue eyes huge in her face. “Put the knife back, Luca. If you kill me here, you might as well declare war, and my family will win.”
No one had ever proposed to me before, let alone walked into my study, uninvited, and done it with this kind of force.
“Oh, not to worry, this knife isn't for you.” I shifted forward on my chair to take a look closer at her eyes. Cobalt blue.
Most people could barely look me in the eye, yet here she was, holding her ground like she belonged here.
She didn’t.
“And no, Alina. If you're dead, your family is too.” I laughed. The Costa Mafia was like every Mafia. If the head was gone, so was the body if care wasn't taken.
She was scared. I could tell from the way she held herself so stiffly. Yet looking at her face, you'd never know.
I leaned back in my chair, studying her, playing with my tiny dagger, a gift from my mother before she died giving birth to Sofia.
Alina Costa.
I’d heard of her family, of course. Everyone in Chicago had. But her? She didn’t fit the family. Too clean, too polished. Too innocent. And beautiful, in a way that didn’t make sense for someone in this world.
Her family was bloody, cruel, evil.
Before I could ask another question, Marco pushed the door open. He didn’t bother with manners, his large body filling the doorway.
“Boss, the men are getting restless,” Marco said, crossing his arms. Marco was my second hand man. He controlled the men and they took orders from him in my absence. “They’re asking if they should finish him off without you.”
I raised an eyebrow, annoyed by the interruption but not surprised.
“Lock the door,” I said, waving him off. “They’ll wait as long as I tell them to.”
Marco’s eyes went to Alina for half a second before nodding and stepping back out. The lock clicked behind him, leaving us alone again.
I turned my attention back to her. “You know, most women who walk in here aren’t looking for a husband. Especially not me.”
Her chin lifted, anger flashing in her eyes. “I’m not most women.”
I nodded, trying to understand the woman in front of me. “Clearly. So tell me, why me? Why not some idiot who doesn’t have blood on his hands?”
“I have a feeling someone in my family might have killed my father.”
My mouth parted in shock. I wasn't one to show emotions but this was a secret. Her eyes didn’t flinch. “It is a secret for now. I'm sharing it with you so you understand how badly I need an ally.”
I sighed. I had the Marino empire to run. I didn't need the Costa family wealth even though it was tempting. But what was really tempting was her.
Alina Costa. Her pink lips parted softly open, her blue fixed on his, her hands shaking behind her back. I wanted her.
“How old are you?” I asked, cutting straight to it.
“Twenty-four,” she answered, blinking like she wasn't sure where the question had come from.
I tilted my head. Old, but barely old enough. “Do you know my age?”
“Yes. You’re twenty-nine.”
I nodded, impressed. She’d done her homework, at least. But it still didn’t explain her being here.
I stood, shoving my chair back and waved for her to follow me. “Come on. Let’s see if you know what you’re asking for.”
She shook for a second but followed, her heels as I led her down the hallway.
We passed two men standing guard at the door leading to the basement. One of them looked at her, confused, but knew better than to say anything.
They saluted as I reached, nodding silently as I unlocked the door and stepped inside.
The air changed immediately. Damp, cold, and smelling of blood and sweat. The lights were low and created deep shadows on the wall.
This wasn’t a place for someone like her, and yet, she didn’t say a word.
A man was tied to a chair in the center of the room, his head slumped forward. His shirt was torn, his face swollen, blood falling to the floor. The man wasn’t moving, but he wasn’t dead yet. Not completely.
My men stood nearby, leaning against the walls, watching silently.
I stopped a few feet away from him and look back at her. She stood still, her face blank.
No fear. No disgust. Just nothing.
Interesting. Too calm. The nothing pissed me off.
Her eyes moved to the blood, the ropes, and finally, the man’s swollen face. She didn’t even blink. Maybe I wanted her to be scared.
"You’re full of surprises," I said.
I stepped closer to the man and slapped him hard across the face. His head jerked up, and he let out a weak cry, blinking through the blood and sweat covering his eyes.
“You know why you’re here,” I said coldly. “You stole from me. You thought I wouldn’t notice?”
He didn’t answer, his eyes running around the room like he was looking for a way out.
I turned to Alina. “Do you understand now? Do you see why they call me The Monster?”
She met my eyes, her face still blank. “I already knew who you were, Luca.”
Her calmness threw me off, but
She didn’t respond. Her face stayed blank, like this was normal for her.
"Please," The man choked. "I didn’t mean to…"
I raised a hand, and he shut up.
The man cried out again, pulling weakly at the ropes. I pulled out my gun and aimed it at his forehead.
"Wait!" the man cried. "Please, I can…"
I fired.
The shot blocked my eyes for a second, and the man bent forward, blood pouring out of his head wound. The guards didn’t move.
I looked at Alina again, expecting fear, disgust. Something. Anything.
But she just looked back at me, her face too calm, her eyes large.
"Do you understand now?" I asked.
"Understand what?"
"Why they call me The Monster."
She shrugged. "Yes. And I still want to marry you."
The words hit me like a slap. I stared at her, trying to figure out if she was crazy or just stupid. Maybe she was stupid. Beautiful and stupid.
"You’re serious about this?" I asked.
"Yes," she said simply.
I stepped closer, walking around her like she was prey. "You just watched me kill a man. What’s wrong with you?"
"What's wrong with you?" she shot back.
I couldn’t help it—I laughed. A short, sharp sound.
"Of all the people you could marry, you chose me," I said. "Why?"
"Because I need someone dangerous," she said, her voice steady.
"And you think I’ll protect you?"
She nodded.
For the first time in years, I didn’t know what to say.
I stopped in front of her, my arms crossed. “You don't know anything about me."
"I know enough," she said.
I opened my mouth to argue, but a loud knock interrupted us.
Marco's voice came through the door, almost shouting.
"Luca," he said, "you're going to want to see this."
Marcos barely got disturbed, if he was shouting, something was very wrong.
I looked down at Alina. She barely got up to my shoulders, yet she was so fierce just standing there. Yet. "Stay here," I said, heading for the door.
But something about the way she grabbed my arm stopped me.
"Take me with you.”
I looked at her hand, then at her face. She wasn't calm anymore-she was scared and didn't want to be left in the dungeon. Whatever was waiting outside that door, Alina knew it wasn't good.
"Fine," I said, pulling her along. "Let's see what mess you've brought with you."
ALINAWe stepped out of the door to find Marco already turning away. Hehesitated, looking at me like I was in the way. Luca caught it and waved him on. “Spit it out.”Marco cleared his throat. “Someone left us a message. Out back.”My stomach twisted. A message? I wanted to ask what kind, but something in Luca’s face told me I wouldn’t like the answer.There was an edge to him now. Something sharper. Dangerous.I knew then he'd been playing with me before. I pressed my eyes closed and sighed. I remembered the blood spilling down the man's face. I'd nearly vomited my breakfast then. We followed Marco out to the back of the property. The air was heavy, the kind that settles in your chest when something terrible is about to happen. I followed Luca, my heart pumping in my chest. Thirty or so men were there, all armed. They shifted as Luca walked through, their silence saying everything I needed to know about his authority.My breath caught when I saw the body.Blood pooled around the m
ALINA“They’re waiting for you in the living room,” Pietro said.The Costa mansion was huge like a giant, bigger even than Luca’s home. Big and cold. It had always felt that way to me. More a place of power than a home. I walked up the steps with my father's right hand man, Pietro at my side.He was sixty years old. Strong and stocky. “I didn't ask to see them today.” I snapped, pressing a finger into my forehead. I had a headache “They didn't ask for your permission, Al.” Pietro had called me Al as long as I could remember. “They don't need your permission to visit their brother's house.”I had told him everything in the car. About the two dead men and my fear of Luca. He had told me my uncles were waiting inside the house. I nodded, my chest tightening. No, they didn't. The house was quiet as I hurried to the living room.I stepped into the living room and stopped to pull in a deep breathe. I needed patience for this. Either of these men could have killed my father. I suspecte
ALINAMy maid arranged the lace sleeves of my wedding gown for the third time. She put string of pearls around my neck, the coolness of the beads heavy against my skin. "You look beautiful, signorina," she whispered.I gave her a weak smile, my heart hammering too loudly to say thank you. My reflection in the mirror looked like someone else. The dress was beautiful, a classic white gown that tight around my waist and flared out at my hips.The door was pushed open and Valentina burst through the door. She looked stunning in her red dress, but her face was white with worry.She had tried to convince me to cancel the wedding for two days now. I had refused. “Out,” she said, waving a hand at the maid.The girl stopped, but I nodded, and she ran out. “Alina, are you serious about this?” Valentina grabbed my shoulders, shaking me lightly. “Do you know what you’re doing?”“I’m walking down that aisle and marrying Luca,” I said, though my heart was racing. Luca and I had settled on a dat
ALINA“I'm the one who packed your bags.” Mother said. My tears dried up at once. Why would she do that to me? “I didn't agree to move in with Luca, Mother.” She shook her head, smiling sadly. “In the Mafia, it doesn't matter, Alina. You will obey Luca. Whatever he says is the law to you.” “But I have so much to do here. I must organize my father's estate. The men are already feeling restless for some direction.” “The men will not listen to you, Alina. Not without Luca backing you. And Luca will not back you if you do not obey him. Don't you understand? He owns you now.” I backed away from my mother, lifted my wedding dress and ran away. Her words “he owns you now” went around and around my head. I hadn't thought this far ahead. I really hadn't expected any of this. My idea of it had been that with Luca’s name, no one would dare command me around. But now, it seemed Luca would be giving all the commands. I need to find Pietro. If I am moving into Luca’s mansion, then he is goin
LUCALuca stepped into the room, tearing his suit off. He couldn't remember the last time he had worn one. He snapped a finger at Demetrius, one of his men. “Pour me a drink. Make it a strong one.” Marco waved Demetrius away, and poured the drink himself. He squeezed half a lemon inside the gin, and brought it over. “Don't get drunk. You still have to bed your wife.” Luca grunted and gulped down half of the drink. He grunted, faking a groan. Marco laughed, tipping back half his drink too. “To your marriage. May it give us healthy sons and daughters. Sons especially.”Luca closed his eyes, remembering Alina's wide eyes as she stared up at him, her teeth biting into her lower lip. Oh definitely, they would make children. Lots of them if she kept staring at him like that. “She's going to be a wild one.” Marco said, sitting across from Luca. They had a meeting in three minutes. Someone had thrown a body over his wall, Luca wanted to find out who it was. He was at his small house. A s
ALINAI felt my heart climb up my stomach and into my chest. I ran over to Luca, throwing my arms around his shoulder. He winced, and I jerked my hands away.They were stained with blood.Oh God.I had Luca’s blood on my hands. The thought made me stumble as my heart started racing. “What happened?” I hurried to the bed and pulled the sheets off, throwing them on the floor. Luca sat on the edge of the bed.He grunted, gritting his teeth as he looked up at me with angry eyes. “Someone shot at me and Marco.”I inhaled and exhaled. Luca was the King of the Mafia. The Monster. This was normal to him, probably. I wouldn’t lose my cool.I knelt in front of him and started unbuttoning his shirt. “Damn it, Luca. This is our wedding night. The least you could have done was return to me in one piece.”He groaned when I peeled the bloody shirt off his shoulders. “I fucking tried. What do you think I was doing? Waiting there for them to shoot at me like a living target?”I could tell he was in pa
LUCAMy hands were shaking, all the blood rushing from my head down to my cock. I could feel how hard it was pressing against my pants.Alina’s eyes were closed tight, her chest rising and falling hard.I growled. “Go on.”She opened her eyes. “Marco is outside the door.”I rolled my eyes. “To hell with Marco.”As if he had heard my words, Marco banged on the door again. For fuck’s sake!I closed my eyes and forced my hands to stay steady. I took a large step away from Alina. “Stay in bed. I’ll be back in a few minutes.”I stepped into her and kissed her long and hard. She was too shocked to kiss me back, but I liked her soft lips against mine.I pulled her gently from the door, stepped outside, and closed it. Marco was covered in blood too.He also looked very sorry, which didn’t make me feel any better. “Marco. You could have given me a few minutes before banging on my door like that.”Marco grinned. “Did I interrupt something?”I walked by him, fists at my side, begging my cock to
ALINAI opened my eyes, moaning softly as the light coming from the window stabbed my eyes.It was morning already. I closed my eyes again, deciding I really had signed up for more than I could take.I remembered Luca standing in front of that man, his cock falling to the floor like it had never been attached to a human body.“Alina?”I opened my eyes again. Luca was sitting beside my bed. I watched him silently for a second. How could someone so handsome be so devious?Luca was dressed in a black shirt that stretched tight across his shoulders and highlighted his hard stomach.His thighs were thick in his black pants.His thick hair fell over his eyes like he had been running his hand through it all night.I looked away, swallowing hard to clear my throat. My mouth felt too thick, same as my throat. “Did you really cut off his…”Luca stood and came to the bed. He took my hand in his. “Yes, Alina. Sometimes, we have to be evil to stay alive. They almost killed me.”I swallowed again,
ALINAI lay on my bed, flipping through the diary again. My brows pulled together as I read another page.None of this made sense. How had my father even gotten all this?It wasn’t just names. It was secrets. The kind of things no one should know.My stomach twisted as I ran my fingers over a page listing every Mafia family in Chicago, ranked from the biggest to the smallest. There were notes beside each name—allegiances, betrayals, weaknesses.How the hell did he know?I turned another page, but before I could read more, a knock sounded at the door.I shut the diary so fast the pages folded, then shoved it under my pillow and sat up, smoothing my shirt."Come in."Sofia poked her head inside. "You want to come out for a stroll? I’m heading out."I hadn’t left the house all day. My only interaction had been my call to Mikhail earlier, checking in on the warehouse.He’d told me nothing had been moved out or in. No changes. But he was watching."Any information," I had told him, "no mat
LUCAI sat in my office, fingers around the heavy glass of my tumbler. The whiskey burned down my throat, but it didn’t do much to calm me.The latest shipment of guns was late. I hated delays.These weren’t just any guns. The businesses who ordered from me paid top price because they knew I only dealt with the best.No second-rate stock, no excuses, and definitely no waiting. If I didn’t deliver on time, they’d start looking elsewhere.And that wasn’t going to happen.Marco sat across from me, relaxed in a way that made my patience even thinner."Anything yet?"He shook his head. "Still nothing."I held the glass tighter, then deliberately loosened my fingers. I didn’t want to break the glass. It had been a birthday gift from Sofia. "I want updates every five minutes. If that shipment isn’t here soon, I’ll be the one handling it myself."Marco didn’t argue. He just nodded, watching as I downed the rest of my drink and set the empty glass on the desk with a dull thud.I leaned back in
ALINAI stared at the diary.It was black, square, and leather. Worn, like it had been touched too many times.My fingers hovered over it.What if it was personal? What if it had things I wasn’t supposed to see?I swallowed, running my thumb along the spine. It felt strange, finding something of my father’s after all this time. Like he had left a part of himself behind, just waiting for me to discover it.Part of me wanted to open it right there. The other part felt protective of it, like it wasn’t even mine to touch.I let out a slow breath and pushed the drawer back in, hiding it. Then, after a second, I pulled it open again, just to see if I had worked the latch correctly.The drawer slid out smoothly.I closed it once more, pressing it firmly shut. I’d go through it later. When I was alone.Even as I cleared the rest of the desk, moving papers and sorting through old receipts, my mind stayed on the diary.What was inside?What had my father been writing about?I was still thinking
ALINAThe car ride was quiet.I sat in the passenger seat, staring out the window at the places we passed. I hadn’t been back to my father’s house since the wedding.I hadn’t planned to return in a while, but now, here I was, heading straight there. My mother had refused to clean out my father’s study.Months after his death and she still didn't want to. Though my parents' marriage had been arranged, she had come to like him intensely.I wondered vaguely if that would ever happen for Luca and me.Valentina broke the silence. “So? How did the meeting go?”I tipped my head against the seat. “Roberto made a scene as usual. He pulled a gun on me.”Valentina stared at me, shocked. “You’re serious?”“Yeah.”A beat of silence. Then, “So what happened?”I didn’t look at her. “Luca came in and ruined everything. I had it under control. I even told him not to come, but of course, he didn't listen.”Valentina snorted. “By ruining everything, I guess you mean he saved your life?”I frowned at her
LUCAI didn’t bother looking at my father. I was too tired to argue. Too tired for the tense silence pressing down on the room.Instead, I turned to Alina, still standing in the doorway.“Come and eat,” I said.She didn’t move.She stared at my father like she was seeing a ghost, her body stiff like she was preparing for another fight.I sighed, pushed my chair back, and stood. I walked over, took her hand, and pulled her toward the table. Her fingers were cold in mine, and for once, she let me lead her without a word.That was strange.I almost wanted to laugh. She had fought me over everything so far. Argued, pushed, tested me at every turn. And now, when I expected resistance, she was quiet?Maybe she was as tired as I was.I pulled out a chair for her. She sat, lowering her eyes to the table.My father was still watching us, his expression tight with anger. I ignored him and turned to Sofia instead. “Eat,” I said, nodding at the food on her plate.She nodded, then picked up her fo
ALINAI blinked at him.What kind of stupid question was that?He was really asking if I thought he didn’t want me?I folded my arms across my chest. I thought about ignoring him, but I was too angry. “Are you serious?”Luca didn’t answer. He just stared at me like I was the one who wasn’t making sense.I laughed, though I didn’t think his situation was funny anymore. “Your actions say everything, Luca. They speak louder than words.”His eyes darkened. “Oh yeah?” His voice was tight. “And what do my actions say?”My pulse kicked up, but I kept my chin high. “That you don’t want me.”Luca threw his hands in the air, looking like he had just heard the most ridiculous thing ever. “That’s bullshit.”“Is it?” I leaned in, my hands pressing into my lap. “You kissed me. You touched me. You had me spread out on that table like a fucking buffet,” I pressed my palms to my face, suddenly embarrassed, “and then you walked away. So forgive me for thinking you don’t want me.”Luca cursed under his
LUCAI barely made it out of the room.My breath was ragged, my eyes blurry with lust, my cock so hard it hurt. I had to force myself to walk, my legs stiff, every muscle in my body rejecting my decision to leave.I should have made love to her.I should have buried myself deep, should have ripped off those tight little pants and taken what she had been so ready to give.Instead, I walked away.Why?My fingers were shaking at my sides as I stepped into the hall. I couldn’t even fucking think straight.Her taste, the sound of her moans, the way she had looked up at me with her lips stretched around my cock; it was burned into my skull, running in my mind, driving me mad.Pietro was still standing outside the door. He straightened when he saw me.I barely looked at him as I grunted, “Give her a few minutes. Then bring her to the car.”He nodded, but I caught the look of unease on his face.It was enough to finish what little patience I had. I was so angry at myself that I needed someone
ALINAI was shaking hard, my ass barely able to stay on the table.Luca pulled a chair closer to the table and sat. He pulled his pants down his legs, and his hard cock jumped free of his pants.He wrapped his hand around his cock, stroking himself as he watched me. His voice was rough when he spoke. “Get off the table and touch me.”I swallowed. My pulse pounded at my throat.I had never done this before. Not really. The only time I had ever seen a man naked had been years ago, in school, when I was drunk and reckless.The fumbling, the clumsy hands, the slippery kisses—it had turned me off completely.But this was different.Luca was different.Luca, who was looking at me like I was water and he was thirsty.Luca, who looked like he wanted to bite me as he fucked me into tomorrow.I dropped off the table and knelt in front of him. I reached out gently, my fingers brushing over the thickness of his hard cock.He was hot, smooth, pulsing under my fingers. My breath hitched. He was big
ALINAI was so mad I could barely see straight. My head felt like it would explode, my teeth chattered from the force of my anger, and my hands were shaking at my sides.“What the fuck was that, Luca?” The words were heavy. I had never been so angry in my life. If I had, I didn't remember.Luca just stood there, watching me with a small smile on his face. He smirked. Like this was a joke.Like I was a joke.I stepped forward, stabbing a finger into his chest. “I had it covered. You didn’t need to swoop in and take over my meeting.”He had made me feel weak for a moment. I had been feeling so proud of myself for subduing Roberto, and he had come in at the last moment and made it about Luca, The Monster.Now all the men would remember, was how Luca had saved the day. I barely stopped myself from slapping his stupidly broad chest.His lips were shaking, his beautiful eyes dark with the laughter he didn't allow to slip past his lips. “Swoop in?”“Yes! Swoop in,” I snapped. “I told you to