Sabestain's pov Snow's question caught me off guard as I held my breath. I was a bad liar. I knew that and saying anything would make her suspicious of me. I didn't even know what we had going on, I just knew that we were friends. Did I want something more than that? I couldn't answer that question. I kept quiet as Snow stared at my uncomfortable state. What the heck was going through her head? I haven't said anything so she might start suspecting. What should I even say? I was confused."I was just joking". Snow said and I sighed in relief. I had a hunch that she knew I was in a dilemma as to what to reply to her question. Her question was unexpected and even if she waits till tomorrow I don't think I would have a reasonable answer to give her because I didn't know what I wanted at this point. First I just wanted to stay away from her but now….I want her close to me more than I like to admit. I want her presence around me and it upsets me when
Sebastian POV I don't know if it's okay to say that Snow was ignoring me now. At first I thought it was just because she was tired that made her give no reply to the text I sent asking if she went back safely ,but now I think she knowingly ignored my text, because it has been a week and two days and she hasn't sent a reply. I was beginning to worry that she wasn't fine, but I didn't want to call her or send another text since she didn't reply to the last text I sent. I was getting too obsessed with her. I knew that but I couldn't help it. I wanted to know she was but still I didn't want to seem as if I cared too much. I was struggling with how I felt about her. Did I care more than a friend? Or was it something else? My mind was in constant stress over thinking about her. Then I finally decided to call her when it got close to three weeks and I haven't heard from her. I got back from work and tomorrow would be a Saturday so I had all the time in the
Sebastian's pov Snow was obviously upset for reasons unknown to me because I was not with my cell phone. I kept it in my room."I am just waking up from sleep now and I have my phone in my room". I told her as she glanced over to the couch which my blanket was on. " Tsk you just got saved...I thought you were actually ignoring me". Snow said as she sat on the couch and tossed my blanket to me. "Go clean up it's morning already". She told me as she took the tv remote and I rushed inside to my room to freshen up. I can't believe Snow met me this way. It was not as if I looked titerted or anything but I was still wearing my pajamas and that was embarrassing but there is nothing that could be done now it has happened so I got to leave with it but I still didn't like it. I got into the shower and took a quick bath, brushed my teeth and then the problem began. I was actually looking for something to wear as if I was trying to impress someone who was even kidding I wanted to im
Snow's POV I watched him silently as I noticed he was angry."I didn't". He grit out and Jennifer continued pressing the doorbell and banging on the door. Talk about a crazy and deranged ex who goes way to the top. "She won't stop if you don't tell her to go away". I told Sabestian who sighed as he walked up to the door and opened it himself."What are you doing here!". He yelled at her and Jennifer flinched at the time of his voice. Wow! I haven't heard Sebastian speak this way before he seems very angry at her."I...well...I…". Jennifer struggled with her words and then I chuckled and their attention turned to me and I raised my hand in surrender. I didn't even know when the chuckle escaped my mouth. "If you come here again or ring this doorbell again I will take a picture of you and post it on social media as the crazy ex...let me see what your husband would say then". Sabestian threatened Jennifer as he slammed the door shut in her face and locked it."Sorry...I wasn't
Sabestian pov: I have never been this happy nor waited for something so patiently. Everyday at work I would just pray that the day ended so I would mark one more day off my calendar as I waited for the weekend. It felt as if time flew by in a jiffy and it was already the weekend.... I was expecting Snow on Saturday so I woke up extra early,did a few crunches as I tried toning my abs to be better. I was not the type that likes exercise because I didn't have time for it but today I wanted to look better. I took a refreshing bath and wore my cologne and then put on the outfit that I had picked out for this occasion. I had breakfast before I sat on the couch waiting for Snow's arrival. It was 10:33 am when I sat down on the couch and I considered calling Lucas to get some advice but I decided against it. He didn't call for me after I called him and he was with his girlfriend. I didn't know what to even ask him because I was not in any relationship wit
Sabestian pov Snow and I stood still in the garage wondering if we should take her bike or my car. Snow would not back down. I knew that well and it wasn't easy to back down as well, but I wanted to go out with her to see what she had planned. I don't want to sit on her bike. I fear this woman's driving skills and my car would be more comfortable for me but I don't think she cares about that with the way she had her hands on her hips not wanting to back down from this."My car would be more comfortable". I told her and she scoffed. "For you it would be more comfortable, not for me,for your car is a living nightmare. Have you forgotten I have driven it before?". She asked me and I remembered that day I was drunk and she drove me home. Yeah...she has gotten into my car before but it was comfortable for me so I don't know what she's complaining about. "My car is comfortable for me but your bike….your bike I don't want to get on it I think I value my life". I told her and Sno
Sabestian pov As Snow held onto my hand and dragged me into the arcade I couldn't help but wonder why she chose here of all places for us to come to. I was glad that she finally took me out somewhere but was this the best place to come to?. I didn't get to answer as she pulled me as she walked. This is embarrassing but I didn't say anything because I was happy at the back of my mind. Snow played games to her content and I watched her with a smile on my face as she could yell and kick the machine if she didn't win the game.''Why are you smiling at me, won't you play?''. Snow asked me as I snapped out of my thoughts and shook my head.''You seem to be having a lot of fun, i don't want to ruin it for you,play in I would just watch besides I am not good at games I know my limits well.'' I told her. I am not the type to play video games ,because I stuck at it .I would never win and I don't want to start losing games and throwing a tantrum here in front of the woman I was
Sebastian POV: As I told Snow that she looked gorgeous she furrowed her brows as she stared at me for a while before drinking from the can of beer she was holding in her hand. My heart felt restless. Why did I have to say that out loud? I should have said nothing and ignored her till she left. Now she is acting all weird. Snow didn't say a word to me anymore as she continued to drink nonstop and I was contemplating if I should tell her to stop drinking or just say nothing hoping she would stop. I sighed deeply as I saw that she was not going to stop drinking anytime soon.''Slow down a bit so you don't get a hangover tomorrow'' I told Snow who ignored my words and continued drinking as I watched her with my can of beer in hand. After she was done drinking to her fill she stood up and headed to my room and I raised an eyebrow at that as I followed behind her to see what she was going to do. Snow got into my room and went into the restroom as I sat on the bed wondering w
Snow pov;I began to discuss with the boss he said that he was okay with whatever we decided to do but didn't say much about it. He didn't seem to like the present situation he was in .No one would like to look bad in front of his men.No boss wouldChris and I told him we were glad he was fine as he left the decision making to us.That being said , Chris and some other gang members went to go and meet with the leader of the rival gang.Meetings like this I hated to attend in the past, because it was the boss that did it more efficiently, but I had no choice now did I?For the next couple of days, it was just us talking with the rival gang trying to sort things out, trying to know what they wanted and it turns out they wanted more of our turf and we can't possibly give the places that we collect money from,so there was no conclusion made. The rival gang said that they will continue to hunt us down, if we did not give in to their request. I was at a loss in this, this fight was g
Snow's pov ''It was Edward .''he said. It was hard to believe that Edward would do that, but he always had love for money, so maybe it was because of money that he would betray the Boss. He should know better than to do that.It was a death sentence. ''where is he now ?'' I asked Chris.''No one has any idea where he is,he just disappeared.'' Chris said.He ought to because stating would not end well,I didn't want to waste much time as it was late and I needed to get back to my son. Chris and I went inside the base . The boss was sleeping when I saw him. I didn't want to stress him by waking him up so I just left his room, as long as he was fine that was all that mattered. I asked things about the other gang and they told me that it was alright they were trying to take over. Why after all this time are they acting like this? even buying someone to tell them about our gang's whereabouts. '"Have you investigated it.'' I asked and he said he had handed me over the documents t
Snow's POV;***6 YEARS LATER*** Things we leave behind don't necessarily go away.I thought I had left that life behind but one day I got a call from Chris.''What do you mean by the boss got injured?''I asked him in annoyance as he told me something I thought I would never hear in my life. The boss was injured. I looked back at Sebastian's sleeping face after I left the mafia world life has been pretty good for both of us and I promised I will never go back to that life ,so hearing this now ,I was conflicted on what to do ,it's been six years already and I thought that I will never have anything to do with that life again.But now I was being called, the boss was injured and the gang members were anxious.I was probably the second person that boss trusted and I know the ways of the mafia world well more than any member….it's often rumored that the boss would hand over to me when he retired ,but I left instead and now this ,maybe I felt a little angry at myself for leaving ,maybe
Snow's povI told the boss that I haven't gotten rid of it. His face dropped.''You really want to see what I would do?" He asked, anger evident in his voice.''I don't want to run away from this ,because I am not the type to run and I will tell you plainly that I can not get rid of this child. I would rather leave the mafia world than get rid of my child,'' I told the boss firmly.He has been so good to me in the past that I don't want anything to change, I like what is going on between us now and how he cares about me like a daughter and I know that well and I don't want to disappoint him.But this is something I just can't do, this is my child and I want to do everything I can to protect it.''Do you understand what you saying Snow do you just wish for that sentence is that what you want?'' the boss asked.''I just want you to put into my account all that I have done in the past and let me go. I don't want to live here damaged.''I told him.I don't want to get punished here.''So y
Snow's povAs I left the same base and got into my car and drove off,all I could feel was numbness .I haven't felt this way before. I didn't actually even know what to think or even want to feel. I just knew that I should drive to the hospital.There was nothing else I could do ,but listen to the boss ,because he was right in every aspect ,the life I lived was not one a child should be involved in. What was I even thinking of in the first place I thought that I could finally get Sebastian out of my life and now this.Seriously damn it! I stepped on the gas and drove at high speed. I could hear the shouting of the driver telling me to slow down and calling me crazy but I didn't care as I just drove.Even though I had to be the boss I just didn't feel like doing this.I didn't want to kill a child that did nothing to me.I never knew my parents and I never thought about losing a child or even having one because in the first place. All I knew is that parents who give life to kids an
Chris povI can't wrap my head around what the doctor was saying. I heard the words but I still didn't understand how that could be possible.I have known Snow for so long that this was something hard to believe. Who was the father of the child? When did this happen? She wasn't acting unlike herself so how did this happen? I was only thinking and asking myself questions that have no answer. I was not happy by this news and maybe I felt a bit jealous that someone actually got together with Snow.Who the heck was that?I thought as I clenched my fists together." S...she is pregnant." The doctor repeated again this time more softly and silence filled the whole room.This wasn't going to end well. I knew that wellSnow is one of the best and her getting pregnant was not something that was done. This was a mafia gang. We were supposed to be bad people, not good people or normal people caring for kids."This life wasn't isn't for kids you know that well." the boss said to no one in
SNOW POV:Chris and I got out of the car and walked into the warehouse , as we approached the men they saw us and a shootout occurred. There are guns shooting everywhere, this is not how it was supposed to go down. We were supposed to take them by surprise and not let them know we are coming here today.They were fully prepared waiting for us at the entrance with their guns out as we walked in. Thank goodness I and Chris came together ,I can't believe I am saying this.We took cover. This is really frustrating. We were supposed to be the one pushing them back, not us being ambushed. This was so wrong I managed to shoot down two of them. I don't actually know how many there were. This was just supposed to be a simple ambush,we were just to get their Boss and come out unscathed easier said than done ,the Boss was not protected by them but the Intel we got said that he should be with just two guards today so why was this wrong?Were we betrayed or is there a mole in the base? T
Sabestian povI was torn between following Snow or staying in my apartment. I can't believe what she said was she trying to just push me away but was it actually true.Come to think of it, she was too strong to be a woman and she always acted so weird but I didn't mind.Who would think she was actually in the Mafia. I can't believe this ,but I can't do anything about it ,even if I knew I was in love with her ,I can't still do anything about it ,because she has rejected me and chasing after her will be pointless I have had my own share of heart break from Jennifer ,I don't think I want to pursue that again from snow, I just let her go and she left.Call me a coward, but I think that's the best thing.For the short time I know Snow, I know she won't change her mind when she has made up her mind on what to do. I don't think any form of persuasion would make her change her mind ,even though I know that I should try ,I still did nothing as she left and I slumped on my couch , feelin
Sebastian povI can't believe I was actually kissing Snow. She tasted absolutely delicious and I couldn't get enough of her. I pushed her onto the couch and she wasn't complaining one bit and I was more than happy ,as we continued to kiss as I struggled to undress her .I pulled off her top over her head and my hand landed at her trouser as I was trying to unbuckle it and pull it off,I don't know if I should say that it was because i was drunk ,but I was feeling high and I can't think anything as our clothes was out of the way, we continued kissing and biting each other until I almost fell off the couch.The couch isn't big enough so I picked her up with wobbly legs and headed to my room. She wasn't complaining as we got to the room. She was acting unlike herself. I was happy that she was complying well.I gently lay down on the bed. I knew that we were both drunk and maybe I should have stopped then, but she hung her hand across my neck and pulled me onto top of her and I can't