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VALENTINA
“ State your name. ” He asks me again.
How many times has it been already? I stay unmoving, not really ready to answer any questions at all.
My hands are cuffed to the table in front of me and the man sitting on the opposite side of this table is a good sight to behold, but he is not that great.
This has been going on for almost one hour now. He has repeated the same question over and over again.
State your name.
Such a simple question. But, it's not so simple.
My name is my identity, a confirmation of who I am. If I tell them my name, it means, I have opened up my mouth. Once I open my mouth, they will get everything out of me and I can’t let this happen.
So, I keep my mouth sealed shut. It's better if they think I am a mute, but they are not dumb. Too bad.
People from this Crime Intelligence Agency are too smart.
I relax back in the chair, enjoying this good time in which they have not decided to torture me. When they really start getting the information out of me, it will turn messy and...
Bloody, of course.
“ State your name. ” He asks that annoying question again. He is like some irritating song played on repeat mode. It irks me out and that's what this man wants from me anyway.
Closing my eyes, I inhale deeply. There is nothing in the air, except for the scent of his Expensive cologne, which he used to intimidate me.
“ You think your boyfriend will come to save you but trust me on this... ” Finally, he says something else and this something grabs my undivided attention.
“ No one can find you here. ”
He is smug. A smirk curves up the corner of his lip after he says this.
Sighing softly, I look around myself. It’s an all white room.
White walls. White floor. White table. White chairs.
Everything is sleek clean in here. It doesn’t put my nerves at ease though. It scares me instead.
What did they do here that they had to clean the room like this? This is the question they want me to ponder about.
I look down at my clothes. I am wearing a white shirt and sweatpants. They changed my clothes into this, while I was unconscious.
“ So…you won’t say anything. ” He is not saying this to me. He is wondering to himself, finally coming to a conclusion of his own.
“ I guess you will talk after Agent Vitali comes. ” He nods his head to himself and relaxes back in the chair.
I notice his suit. It’s black.
This is so unfair.
Pursing my lips, I try to mirror his pose by relaxing back, but I am not given the privilege of moving freely. If I try to relax back, my hands scrap against the handcuffs.
Oh God! I think I Wanna sleep. This is so scary and boring.
Agent… whatever is his name is staring me down just like I am doing to him.
Suddenly, the door to the silent room opens with a soft click and a man steps inside.
“ You are here, Agent Vitali. She is all yours. Get the answers. ” Agent dash goes to the door and moves past the other man to leave the room.
I break out of my scared trance when Agent I-don’t-the-name-of, leaves us alone.
I shift my eyes and blink at him.
He has black piercing eyes. A sharp gaze which holds a person on their spot. Unmoving and Breathless.
His hair match his eyes. Dark as night. Pure deep darkness.
Coal and Ashes. That’s what his eyes and hair make me think about.
My eyes move down to his flaring nose and then down to his thick pink lips which are set in thin line.
My eyes travel lower and stop at his jaw which is perfectly angled.
His height is at least six – four something and the black fitted suit he wears, doesn’t help hiding his great body.
His ears are pierced. Tattoos peek from the collar and cuffs of his black dress shirt. This already suggests he is not that usual kind of Agent, like everyone here.
Slowly, my eyes travels down further and stop at the black Attaché Briefcase held in his right hand. As I stare at it, he shifts it from his right hand to his left and I end up gulping after seeing the silver rings on his fingers.
Agent Vitali.
He is Agent Vitali. He is not the first breath-taking man I have seen in my life, but there is definitely something different about him.
Something captivating. Something sinister.
I have heard about him. About the tales of his infamous torture. He can crack the hardest of nuts. He can make even animals talk.
He is scary.
I guess it’s torture time. I wish they clean the room the same way after they are done with me.
He walks toward me elegantly and places the briefcase over the table, creating a thud noise. I drag my tongue over my lips and crane my neck back to keep my eyes fixed at him.
He blinks and looks away. He pushes the chair back, scrapping it hard against the floor and making a screech noise. I flinch, closing my eyes.
Opening my eyes after a moment, I sigh out. He is sitting in front of me now. Unlike the agent earlier, he is not wearing a strong suffocating Cologne.
He is wearing a soft masculine cologne. Not too intimidating, but attractive nonetheless.
“ So Ms. Valentina Morgan. ” He removes his black coat and speak up in a calm and deep voice.
Definitely different. He is not asking me to tell him my real name on repeat mode. As expected, they know my real name already. They just want me to start talking.
After placing his coat on the back of his chair, he unbuttons the cuffs of his shirt and rolls the sleeves up to his elbows, revealing his intricate inked veiny arms.
My eyes are caught up in his movement. It’s not attraction. It’s cautiousness.
“ Before we begin, do you want to say anything, Ms. Valentina? Anything to tell? ” He asks after he places his hands on the table, breaking me out of my trance.
“ N-No. ” Shit! I just talked. Why did I talk? I grimace and his lips twitch.
Fuck all of this!
“ If you don’t have anything to tell me… ” He trails off, waiting for me to gaze up at him. When I look up, I am breathing deeply.
“ We should begin then. ”
VALENTINA“ We should begin then. ” Saying this, he averts his eyes away.Getting hold of the briefcase, he gets up from the chair. I nibble on my lower lip, a nervous habit.I breath through my nose, thinking ways to avoid the upcoming torture.He opens the Attaché briefcase with his dull eyes inspecting it’s contents. I can’t see it because the open compartment of the Attaché Briefcase is efficiently blocking my view.My fingers curl up with curiosity and fear.Out of a sudden, he glances at me and then looks down at the contents of the Attaché Briefcase again.Is he deciding on the tool to use for torturing me? How considerate of him!“ Ms. Valentina. ” My name rolls off his tongue smoothly.I notice his accent then. It’s Italian. Explains his name too. He doesn’t look Italian though.He takes out a shiny little knife from the
VALENTINAI don’t want to hate Agent Vitali anymore. He let me pee.When I told him that I wanted to pee, he gazed at me strangely for a good long minute and then looked away.It was awkward and embarrassing.He unlocked my handcuffs and lead me to the washrooms down the white slick clean corridor without any nasty remarks or threats.While he made me walk in front of him, he walked behind me with steady steps. I could feel my back burning due to his piercing gaze being fixed at it.Now as I stand beside the door to the washroom knowing he is right outside, I am thinking about his options.They are going to torture me until I speak up. They won’t stop even if it takes a lifetime. They won’t let me die either.The torture will become worse with each day.I want to be practical here. This brave act won’t save me from all the pain which scares every human being out there.A kn
VALENTINAAfter I agreed upon helping them, Agent Vitali lead me to the room which is right beside that interrogation room.He asked me to rest and he went to talk to the seniors or whatever.Where he has locked me this time is a plain room.White room.A white bed. White sheets. White floor. White attached door.This is unbelievable. I am beginning to despise white color.I sigh out and jog toward the bed before laying down over it. I have been unconscious for a whole day and when I woke up, I was already in that interrogation room, handcuffed to the table.Before that…I was out on shopping. I was allowed to go shopping only once in three months and many guards followed me around.I don’t even know how they managed to kidnap me after dodging all those guards.I just remember going inside the lingerie store’s dressing room. Before I could undress completely, another man
VALENTINA I don’t know how much time has passed already, considered that there is no clock in this room. They haven’t given me any food either while hours must have passed since Agent Vitali left me here. I sigh to myself while I stay seated on the bed. Raising my hand, I rub my temples, tiredness overcoming my body and mind. I need to sleep, but I can't bring myself to sleep, because I am confined in a place where people only care about what they want or need. Even if I am helpless, I must stay wide awake so I know who tried to harm me and why in general. Suddenly, the door to the white dull room opens after hours and the Agent who-I-don’t-know the name of…steps inside leisurely. His eyes land on mine and he pauses beside the door. I feel a wave of fear passing through my body for a moment, but then the utter calmness claims my mind again. “ Having fun? ” He lifts his right eyebrow in amusement and utters. This one se
VALENTINA Just what is this Agent trying to prove by acting so unprofessional with me? He wants to get the truth out of me by using seduction? That’s the worst thing he can do…to me and to himself too. I can get angry at him for doing this repeatedly, but I can’t deny the fact that his seduction works on me a great deal. “ You look hot like this. ” He whispers in the same deep voice to me and the fact that I can’t see how he is looking at me right now makes me want to hide somewhere. “ Do you seduce all female captives like this? Is this your speciality? ” I shoot back, goosebumps rising over my skin. Why do I bother to reply to him every single time in the first place? Perhaps, he is too good at his job and that’s why he is so famous among everyone. Some fear him, some like thorn clan and me. Some need him, like this agency and many more agencies do. “ It’s just you. ” He replie
VALENTINAThe ride to the so-called safe house is taking longer than I expected. To my relief, Agent Vitali is driving the car silently instead of getting on my nerves.I relax in the seat, pulling my legs up in a mannerless way. He doesn’t say anything and the blindfold around my eyes prevents me from seeing his reaction.I sigh, closing my eyes behind the blindfold and deciding to just go to sleep for a while. Not knowing where I am going or what is going to happen to me is nothing new to me so it’s not scaring me like it used to scare me before.“ We are almost there. Don’t sleep in the car as I will have to wake you up in half an hour. Sleep once we are there. ” He speaks after a long time in a casual tone and I only end up humming.My mind is too sleepy to think about what he is saying. I just want to rest before I am thrown into all difficult situations once more.Even if he knows I won&rs
VALENTINA“ This is harassment! ” I gasp, leaning away from him instantly.“ There is no law and order for you. ” He mimics my tone, the smirk still present on his lips.I squint my eyes, throwing him a glare. He is right about no law and order for me. He can do whatever he wants to me and no one will ever find out or care about it in the first place.“ Eat before you faint again. ” He whispers all of a sudden, pulling away from me.Going back to his chair, he slumps down on it and begins eating without sparing me another glance.I look down at the pasta in my plate and pick up the fork to eat. I need energy if I want to deal with this mouth-watering Agent.We both eat in silence. I keep my eyes fixed on him and he takes out his phone from his pocket while he eats.Phone…W
VALENTINAAgent Vitali briefly comes to inform me that he is leaving to see things through with this Red Daisy Club matter and as he warned me before, I shouldn’t even try anything stupid.I shake him off, not interested in anything he has to say to me. Not until he really comes back, raging or calm.Either way, I am doomed.He leaves my room and like a good prisoner, I come to see him off at the door which clicks shut with a beep when he steps outside.I wait and wait and wait. Doing nothing, taking deep breaths.What if he comes back calm and silent and tells me they have dealt with Red Daisy, ambushed, found drugs, destroyed the place - A stupid lie. What am I going to do then?Can I play this game for longer when I find out the Agency is just using me or should I find some way of my own?Just one shot at revenge…That’s all I have, I remind myself.If t
VALENTINAI don’t know for how long I cried. I told him everything, almost everything and then cried for him too.Can I do anything worse than this?I sigh, now laying over my bed. He left earlier, saying he had to be somewhere else. I don’t know why but he looked baffled, as if there was something he couldn’t understand and didn’t like either or as if he had to make a decision he didn’t like.I release another heavy breath and stare up at the ceiling. My hand reaches out to my dry lips, my fingers tracing the outline. The touch of his lips still lingers on mine.I never knew a man’s touch could feel so good. I am only familiar with the agony the men in my life brought me.Pulling my hand down, I purse my lips and continue drilling holes in the ceiling.The loud ding noise of the main door opening breaks me out of my trance. I sit up in the bed.My heart begins to beat fast. Fixing my eyes at the door, I wait for Agent Vita—no—Matteo to come to my room.Time passes but he doesn’t come
MATTEOShe is so beautiful. When I look at her from close, that’s what I always think.She is beautiful but she is beaten and broken. She is damaged and dangerous.They had taken her innocence and her peace of mind. It hurts me to know that whatever she does now to bring her old self back, it won’t ever be enough.Valentina is gone. It seems the innocent girl, the one who was whole, had died a long time ago and what I see now is the broken shell of a person she once was.She is a danger to herself at this point, because she can’t control her rage, her thoughts, her memories from claiming her again and again.I hate to admit this, but she is a threat to everyone around her as well.As I hold her broken, crying self in my arms, I silently feel miserable for her.So beautifully broken she is. So impossible it is to fix her now.I should have
VALENTINAI close my eyes. The vein in my neck throbs against the tip of the bloodied sharp knife.He is going to kill me.“ If you attack someone, you have to do it right, Darling because if you fail and give them a chance, they won’t hesitate before slicing your pretty throat open. ” He whispers against my lips.The tip of the knife presses further into my neck but never pierces my skin. He doesn’t want to kill me.I open my eyes, meeting his gaze from up close. He looks like the epitome of perfection, someone without any flaws when he is so near.For a moment, I forget where I am standing. I forget about the knife held against my neck, I forget about the seduction and hidden serious look in his eyes.I see him for what he is. The emotions flickering in his eyes, the raw desire and the painful ne
VALENTINA~LITTLE WHILE EARLIERAgent Vitali leaves me in my cage and for some time, I just stand in front of the door, staring at it emotionlessly.Then, anger sears inside me. I want to get out of here - these words become an itch under my skin.I turn around on my heels and go to the kitchen to drink water. I need to calm the hell down.When I am near the sink, my eyes land on the knife holder placed close to it. I pause in my way, a glass held in my hand.He manipulated me, lied to me, gave me hope just to snatch it away once more. Just like everybody else.My emotions turn hard, my eyes zeroing in on the knife holder.I think there is only one way to get out here. I need to threaten Agent Vitali somehow or injure him a little so he can let me go. It’s a foolish idea - I know, but I can’t think of anything else right now.
MATTEOStanding on the rooftop of one of the highest buildings in the X city, I wait for Leo while I stare at the city before me. Everything seems so bright and dazzling from up here. The whole city is drowning in light and it feels like darkness has no home down there.But, I know what resides down there. It’s anything, but light and something like the evil darkness.Blood, Gore and Coldness exists in every corner of this city. It’s because this is the Thorn Clan territory. The rule and order of this city has long been in the hands of the Mafia Clan everyone fears. I have seen it from close, before I was kicked far away from the life of luxury and pleasure.I inhale the cold air and push my hands into my pockets.I aim to bring the light back.With the thought of light, Valentina’s face revolves in my mind. She looked so hurt when she realised that I was onl
VALENTINATaking his words to be true, I grab the plate from him. I am still suspicious, but I guess there is no harm in eating the sandwiches if this is what he wants me to do.I grab the first sandwich and start eating it. My eyes meet his dark eyes occasionally. The tension between us is dangerous.The way he looks at me always does strange things to me. I want to lean in, touch him, want to know what he truly feels and thinks and needs.Agent Vitali pushes his hand forward and places my stray hair behind my ear. My chewing mouth pauses as I find it difficult to move for a second.His thumb slides down my cheek and halts at the corner of my lips. My heart does somersault in my chest, wanting to break out of the ribcage and land near his feet if given the chance.“ What do you want so bad? ” His voice is a mere sensual whisper, a question he is asking to himself
VALENTINA“ I want to go outside. ” I let out and his eyes narrow down, observing me, wanting to know my reason behind this demand.“ What are you planning? ” He asks, just like I expected.“ I have lived in a cage my whole life, Agent Vitali. I want to see the outside world. ” I gulp and reply, my eyes still staring in his.It’s not completely a lie, but it’s not the whole truth either.His grip on my waist and then hair loosens up. In his eyes, I see a unique emotion which can easily pass as pity.My gut twists, but I don’t back down. I can’t let his pity get to me when I am so close to getting what I want from him.“ You just want to run away, Valentina. But, you can’t. ” He takes a step back from me and his hands leave me at once.I loose the breath I held back for a while.H
VALENTINASuch a tempting offer. As usual.Just stay put and everything will be over soon, he says. I can’t tell what the hidden meaning behind this offer is.“ Okay. ” I nod my head in a trance.He watches me until I leave the bedsheets and place my hands in my lap. I realise how hot my face is and it must be turning red, giving away every emotion he made me feel just now.“ Good. ” He smiles lazily and gets up from the bed before walking out of the room that I call mine, temporarily.Just as he leaves, I take in huge intake of air. Then, I release the breath through my nose slowly.Something is wrong with him and it’s confirmed now. Everyone is playing their own games here and they all have their own goals to achieve just like me.What do I want in all this madness going around me? I have to make it clear to myself.Agent Vitali made my heart flutter today. Even if I
VALENTINAMy smile falls off my lips after a while and I make my way to my bed.What am I thinking? I think, sitting down on the bed.Did Agent Vitali really manage to get my mind off the main topic? We were talking about Caelum.Caelum said that I haven’t told anything to Agent Vitali when I have already told him many things. What’s happening? I don’t understand.As I think about it too deeply, I can only think of two reasons for Caelum to be behaving this way.Number One. Caelum and Agent Vitali are playing games with me so they can confuse me and eventually make me talk about all the other things that I know.And Number Two. Agent Vitali kept all the information to himself instead of reporting it to the Agency.The second option is absurd. Agent Vitali works for the Agency…Why would he hold off information?I shake my head to my