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181 Reckless Impulse

Author: Nyx Rai
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-26 17:52:08

Scarlett’s POV

His sorrowful tone digs up all the memories I bury deep -- all the moments where he would stare at me with pure hatred in his eyes, only to try to cover it up when he notices me, and failed to no less. In the end, he would just avoid looking at me with his tone getting colder and colder.

I just thought it was because I was adopted, but now I understand.

“Does...does your wife know about it?” I ask, not able to say the word “mom” even though I tried to. In my memory, she tried to love me, or at least, she tried to act as if she does.

“She only knew I found an orphan with the same blood type in a hospital,” He shakes his head quickly, “She loves you, you know that. Everything Ava has she wants you to have, too.”

No, quite the opposite. Everything I had, she wanted Ava to have, including Sebastian. Every “reward” she got me for donating blood, she got Ava; and when Ava got something just for being their lovely daughter, it was always kept unique for her.

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pleeease post more chaaapters🫶🫶
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Sindhu Sunil
please post a few more chapters
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I really really hope she tells him everything including her pregnancy. Don’t drag this any further. Seb and scar together should take the story forward whether that taking revenge from fullers or digging about Damian.
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