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Author: JulieSummer
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It wasn’t real...It’s never been real...

All those moments we shared, everytime we touched...It was nothing but the Sin’s doing...

Nothing but a big, cruel lie...

Small tears kept making their way down the sides of my cheeks, mixing with the warm rivulets as I stood completely still under the shower spray, letting all that dried blood and dirt wash away, reminiscing every touch and every kiss...every intimate moment...Now being washed away by the warm water and the cold, bitter thought persisting in my mind, continuously reminding myself that all this time, it’s been nothing but the Sin’s doing. The Sin’s magical, utterly cruel spell.

What kind of monster resides within me?

What kind of cruel, sadistic monster resides within me?

But most of all, why does it even live within me?

How?

How did it even end up in there?

My lightly trembling palm slowly rose, hesitantly placing it right over the middle of my chest as all those questions kept raising inside my mind, feeling that powerful, un
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