Alizeh's POV
Suddenly the doorbell rang.
"Kia, wash your hands properly"
"You are definitely upset, Mommy," She said stepping up on the wooden stool and washed her hands in the sink.
I wanted to tell her to stop understanding me! That she isn't that old to understand me.
I walked to the door hastily and opened it.
"Hi Ali, Woah! Are you going to a fancy-dress competition? Because you look like a Panda with that smudged eyeliner and you might get the price too" Anna said controlling her laughter which I can notice.
"Shut up Anna" I hit her off. She laughed. Anna is my neighbor. She lives two blocks away from mine.
"Look what I brought for you and the little one, " Anna stepped in holding a small basket of food.
"Anna aunt" Kiara ran to her happily.
"Hey, little one look what I brought for you," Anna said giving her the basket. Kiara peeked inside the basket and smiled widely.
"Strawberry pancakes!!" She chirped.
Anna gave her the pot of pancakes and then looked at me smilingly. Her eyebrows furrowed immediately as she noticed a nervousness on my face.
"What happened?" She asked. I sighed walking to my room.
"Blunder happened," I said in a stern blank tone.
"Oh is that so? Don't worry I will help you" Anna said pushing me towards my room.
Since I have shifted here to live, Anna has always been helpful to me. I have always seen an elder sister in her. She has loads of information about dating and matrimonial stuff.
She is unlike me, a divorcee without a child. After her divorce, she has gone on uncountable dates. We vibed well with each other for this reason, as she is being still single. Though she has this tremendous hatred towards men. Her past relationship with her husband did not go well. Her infertility mocked her respect and for that, she got blamed by her husband and his entire family.
Initially, she did try to reconcile with him but he did not reciprocate. He left her and never looked back at her again. It made her so much angry that she started hating men but still she kept on going on dates till the date.
"Makeup is an art and you are my darling just need a right Picasso to understand this art!" She gestured at my body. ''You don't need any makeup. You are a born sculpted beauty. Just look at your boobs" Anna said. There she goes again. Giving compliments so I can feel better.
"You are just saying this to cheer up my mood, and where are my boobs?" I said touching my chest. They are been invisible while I kept waiting for them to grow. Well, it's the opposite to say about my lower body. I have been blessed with the pear-shaped.
Who even decided such shapes in the name of fruits?
"It's nice to have a small pair of..." Anna cupped her hands in front.
"Stop it, Anna. Now don't start the anatomy topic again" I said. I don't know why but it has made me somewhere insecure.
"You know you can implant," She said.
"Is there any option of Smart-brain-implant because you need it" I replied.
Anna looked at me dramatically.
"Look at that sassy attitude, that's like my Ali."
She slapped on my booty. I flinched and rubbed it shaking my head in disbelief."Come on, don't be so modest. Appreciate yourself. You look beautiful than you think." She said picking up the straightener.
"Every woman is beautiful Anna," I said.
"Yes but very few have a heart like you" She took some strands of my hair and styled them.
"Then why one has to do so much artificial work on face to impress a date?" I asked her. She laughed animatedly.
"Trust me today's date might go longer" She winked at me.
I huffed hearing her words.
"I am not looking for this date to take THAT turn, Anna," I said in a hushed tone.
"Oh, you leave it. You will get to know when your date will keep staring at you!" Anna patted on my shoulder. Her lips twitched when she noticed the powder stains on my shirt. But hearing her words I felt good thinking about it.
"Ahh, you are blushing already. I don't think I need to use any blusher on you" Anna said. I couldn't help but laugh at her cheesy lines.
"Anna, how do you still go on dates? Didn't you say you hate men?" I asked her.
She gave me a look. "Yes I do hate men but not the sausage they carry"
I closed my ears after hearing such words. I hate it when she compares male body parts to any food item. The sausage is officially ruined for me.
"Honey when I say I hate men, my swords are only pointed towards my ex-husband,'' She told me. I closed my eyes as she put the tip of the eye brush on my eyelid.
"And I am dating because I also have needs. Every woman has, isn't it?'' She poked on my shoulder. I shook my head sideways murmuring NO. She laughed. My family has a magical ability to change every need into matrimony.
Feeling alone? Get married. Feeling sad? Get married. Want to go for a world tour? Get married. The phone is not working, get married. In their eyes, being a single mother is a crime.
"It's fun we can get until we hit menopause, at this age I don't think I will get a man to settle down" She huffed.
These scientific biological changes in a woman's body have always terrorized me."Don't say that Anna. I am still single" I said worriedly. She has touched to forties and her experience in dating is higher than mine. Whom I am even comparing myself? She laughed. "Don't worry. You are young, thirties aren't old. It's a new cool between. Many men are there who wants to date older women for the experience."
She sang the last part. I sighed," And who am I? A mouse kept for an experiment? I really don't want to be a part of that"
She laughed and poked me, "And what if you like someone younger than you?"
"I don't know. Mum has chosen this guy for me and I couldn't say because she would have eaten my head."
"I don't understand your mother sometimes. Why marry when you can date?" She said.
"Because marriage is the ultimate destination. Open the doors of your heart for someone who wants to be with you, grow old with you." I told what I used to think before now I feel marriage has just become a game of two without love.
She groaned. I could notice a hint of disagreement with me but I wanted to tell her that she is a wonderful woman. Love can knock at her doors at any age. I am sure to be hopeful enough that one day she will get her perfect man. There is no doubt that she is compassionate and even at her age, she is the prettiest.
"Done honey'' She said putting the liner brush back in the bottle. I opened my eyes and felt getting blew away by the makeup on my face. I couldn't help but stare at myself for a moment. A minimal amount of makeup just like I wanted. Those perfectly winged eyes were indeed looking eye-catchy.
"Mommy mommy" Kiara ran to my room holding a plate of pancakes. Some of it was on her face. She looked at me.
"Wow mommy, you look beautiful," She said.
"Compliments has already started," Anna whispered in my ear.
I shushed her.
"What is it, Kia?" I asked my daughter who was still in her morning clothes.
"Do you want some pancakes? They are so delicious" Kiara said taking a mouthful bite of one. My mouth watered but I can't eat them now.
"No Kiara baby, " Anna walked at her. "Your mommy will get pancakes from someone else," She said. I gave her a look.
"Someone else? Who?" Kiara asked me.
"Uh Kia, have you brushed your teeth? Have you showered?" I changed the topic swiftly, walking to Anna. "Anna, not in front of Kia please" I whispered to her. She mouthed Okay to me.
"Well, never mind" She quickly picked a pancake from Kiara's plate.
Wow. These two ate those delicious-looking pancakes in front of me.
"I won't be home for a while," I looked at Kiara she nodded her head.
"Perhaps till night" Anna added. I gave her a look.
"So don't irritate Anna behind me. She will drop you at Granny's house. Behave like a good girl there. Okay?" I looked at Kiara waiting for her reply.
She pouted.
"Today is Sunday. Where are you going, mommy?"
Her sudden question made me go baffled.
I looked at her for a while thinking what should I tell her?
"Your mommy is going on a ..."' Anna was about to reveal when I cut her.
''Extra work'' I glared at Anna while she was controlling her laughter. I shook my head showing disbelief to her. All she is having fun of me.
''If you need anything call me'' I told Anna.
"That won't be happening especially you will on a date!" She said in a loud voice walking with me to the door.
''Don't announce like this Anna. I don't want anyone to know about it'' I murmured peeping outside. The corridor looked empty.
''Ahh, I and Kiara will be fine together. I will drop her at your parent's house. You just go and have fun. Have you taken your phone?"
She asked. I peeped in my bag."Check"
"Car keys?"
"Check"
"Lipgloss"
"Check"
"Condoms"
"URHH Shut up Anna" I threw a
disgusted look at her. She laughed at me."All the best for the date," She squeezed my arm.
I smiled at her and left them behind.
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Alizeh's POVAfter walking out of my apartment, I got into my car, put the key in, and started it. The engine grumbled for a moment and stopped. The indicator flashed the empty tank sign. I slammed my hands on the steering.The day can't get more irritating. So many obstacles I am facing today and then this. Dammmit.Stupid car. But I will not give up. Otherwise, my mum would kill me. I have disappointed her much already. If I give her any reason then she would think I have deliberately done it. I will go on a date for sure either this way, I looked at my right or this way, I looked at the road and decided to take a cab. I got down from the car, locking it, and walked out of the gate.While walking towards the main
Alizeh's POV I entered the cafe with confidence until I glanced around and saw how pretty the place's ambiance is and the people here. That made me feel self-conscious. I saw a hand waving at me. I looked in the direction and the crowd disappeared to the side. There I saw him. Jason! Sitting at one table, smiling at me. I took a deep breath trying to appear composed and walked towards him. He looked quite the same as he looked in his profile picture. In fact, he looked much better in real life. He wore a crisp white shirt. The same gelled hair, light stubble, and smile on his face. A sigh of relief washed over me thinking about the last I am finally on a genuine date after so many years. As I reached near, he got up. He appeared taller than I thought. His attire suited him. Seems like he
Alizeh's POVJason kept staring at me with his clueless face.A commercial of ageing cream played on the café's television. Where everybody looked shocked after a little girl called a young woman a mommy. The woman in the advertisement looked happy because people thought she was unmarried but that was not the same case with me. Everything happened in slow motion. Just like in movies, when two actors are in love but here I am in trouble. I stared at Jason, zoning out from where I have been. A big question mark appeared on his face has printed this question, 'Why is she calling you mommy?'--I looked at Kiara and her childish smile tell
Alizeh's POVWe soon reached my parent's house. Mum as usual ran towards me and threw series of questions."How was the date?""What did you two talk about?""How was he?""Can we fix your wedding with him?"I sighed looking down and shook my head slowly."I don't think we are a perfect match Mum. He wasn't like I thought"She gasped."You must have done something"
Alizeh's POV I recalled everything from my past, my decision to keep Kiara with me even after my parents refused to be with me in my decision, I fought with them and gave birth to her. Only because of him. His memories doesn't hurt me like before. I can say I have moved on from him. But my mum will never let me to forget him completely. Like yesterday she will keep taunting me. My relationship with my family took a not so good turn when I spilled the news of my pregnancy to them. As usual they created havoc on my decision of having Kiara. For them, it was just a part of practical
Alizeh's POV"KIAA, come fast breakfast is ready" I yelled loudly.I kept the plates of sandwiches on the table and wiped my hands to the napkin."KIAA??" I called her again but she did not come out or answer.What if she has fallen in the bathroom?An eerie thought came into my mind and I ran to the bathroom, opening the door of it. I found Kiara asleep sitting on the closed toilet seat. I sighed and facepalmed myself."KIARA" I shouted and she flinched opened her eyes from sleep.
"Jason!'' Who thought a first date turned up to be traffic police in the town?"Good Morning to me!'' Jason said grinning at me and bobbing his eyebrows up.He is such a liar!During our date, he lied about being a cop. Well, he turned out to be traffic police.What else he can lie? Is his name really Jason?I checked again on his badge to confirm. At least his name is real."Where are you going, miss? That too in so much hurry? Another date eh?" He said in a mocking tone. The other officer with him chuckled.
Alexander stood in front of me. This felt unbelievable. After so many years, almost a decade I am seeing him.I noticed some coffee stains on his shirt, some on the floor.Thank god it was a cold coffee."Hi"He flashed a charming smile.He looked so much changed. Since the first time I met him and to now, he had some drastic transformation and it was visible."Hi" I murmured lowly keeping the empty cup on the shelf and noticed some coffee stains over my shirt too.What the ...It has spilt all over my shirt which was now showing the outline of my
Alizeh’s POV Nervousness, sheer excitement, heartbeats pacing up and down, and your mind feeling wishful for the future, all these emotions are like a piece of jewelry for a soon-to-be bride. Yes, I am finally going to be a bride. Today, while looking at myself in the mirror all dolled up as a bride I can't believe my destiny has finally led me till here. All the way I have cursed my destiny for not being with me but now finally the love knocked on the door of my heart. I am getting ready for my love, Layla. Since the day she proposed to me, we have never looked back. Every day with her passed like a new day in my life. She always left me surprised. We thanked God for breaking my sandals that day and Layla forgetting the address, so we could come across the reason for helping each other but never thought we would be bound by hearts. After staying in
Alizeh's POV The next day arrived with some chaotic unwanted trips. My mother forcefully took me for dinner at Issac's home, leaving Kiara behind with Anna. My mind was still eating up with previous incidents. He welcomed us to his small house, located nearby the beautiful lake. His mother came out just to see me. Then both parties greeted each other. My mother appeared ecstatic. "What happened?" I asked him. "I will check her. You both become comfortable" he said and went behind his mother. I sighed thinking about how to be comfortable when his mother has already shown her disagreement. I looked at Kiara who was in her world, looking around the house. It has less furniture and looks quite spacious. After a while, Issac came out with his mother. We sat at the dining table, in s
Alizeh's POV I closed my eyes, fighting not to cry. When Alexander finally left, suddenly I felt scared for unknown waves coming at me. But this was it. This time I understood what I don't want, which is I can't settle for less even if it comes with more. I covered my face with palms and let the tears flow down. "Ali" Kiara's soft voice fell on my ears. I immediately wiped my teary eyes and looked at her. "Yeah" I tried to keep my voice clear. "I'm sorry," she said. "It's okay" I said and she smiled showing her crooked teeth. And just like that, we were back again. "Are you really going to marry Layla?"
Alizeh's POV Acoupleofdays have passed in a week, but there are still three daysleftfor Layla'sreturn.I haven't got a chance to talk to him as she is busy. Everything from everyone's life has come back to normal. Olive has returned to her apartment with Kevin and their baby. They also held a baby shower and naming ceremony which we all attended. The baby boy's name was finalized on Omar. Anna was back on her normal routine but this time she has changed her perception towards dating and men. Thank God. Bella has returned here again but her husband has gone out of town. Sofia hasn't changed her life much. She looked pretty busy with her two kids. Recently her late husband's brother visited her and since then she seemed to be a little
Alizeh's POV Layla pulled over her car near my apartment. We got out of it together. I shook Kiara to wake up but she was unbothered. It's nearly 4 am. I picked her up in my arms. My God, she is turning heavier. I walked ahead while I could feel Layla's continuous stare at me. I couldn't walk ahead because of how she held my eyes. She shook his head, smiling a little. "Thank you, for being there with all of us," I felt relieved. "Mention not. Besides, I love to be around you" she pinched my cheeks. I smiled so much, feeling my warmth rushing up to my cheeks. "I wish I could tell you something tonight but it's not possible." Her words churned my heart. I somehow knew she was hinting to tell me something, which I already knew but still I did not come to the conclusion. "Never mi
Alizeh's POV "Alizeh, please help. It's painting a lot" Olive cried holding her heavy belly. I gasped looking at her state. She screamed in between too which clenched my heart. "Wait, let me call an ambulance," I gasped and ran inside. I heard Olive screaming in pain again. "What happened?" Layla panicked. Macmillan looked at Olive. A scream let out from her mouth when she saw him "Macmillan! Oh my god!" Uh-oh girl this isn't a time for fangirling. I was searching for the ambulance number in the directory. "I don't know, she is in pain. I need to call an ambulance" I said and glanced at her. She was holding Olive by hand. "Ali, I think she is having contractions." She said "What? What's that?"&n
Alizeh's POV "And then it was the lowest grade she has ever got" I talked about Kiara's teacher, Issac Gray to Layla. She intently listened to me. "It's fine Ali. She will get back on track again. I trust Kiara. She seems intelligent" She said, sipping her coffee. "But not in mathematics, I don't know what else I can do for her. I think I should find a good tutor for her" I put up my idea at the same time I wanted to bang my head on something. Come on, she is a daughter of a woman who works in the finance department who can't poop in the subjects like mathematics! Layla looked at me." How about I tutor her?" My breathing hitched. "You? Are you s-sure?" "I have done this before, besides mathematics is my favorite subject. I will teach her if you want and for that
When I opened my eyes, it all felt like a nightmare. Kiara was sitting in front of me. I got up and leaped into a hug, pulling her closer to my chest. Never before have I felt like this. Losing her is the worst possible thing life can give me. My eyes fell on Anna, Sofia, and Edward. Edward came ahead and sat beside me. "Are you okay hun?" Anna gave me a glass of water. I drank it hurriedly. "I'm okay guys. Sorry to disturb you all" I murmured looking down. "Now you have disturbed, tell us what has happened?" Anna sat beside me with a questioning face. I shook my head sideways. I couldn't even dare to utter those words as they ached my heart. Anna let out a sigh. Edward patted my head gently. "Let her get some rest. We will talk about it when she will want" I thanked Edward. After everybody left
Alizeh's POV The other day, while doing the work my phone rang. When I checked the phone, it was MacMillan. I received it one go. "Bambolina, SOS, come down fast I am waiting," he sounded in hurry and without letting me ask anything about what and why he cut the call. I grabbed my purse hastily cursing him and walked towards the elevator. After coming out of the elevator, I walked out of the building and saw Macmillan's car. He peeped his head out of the car and waved his hand at me. I walked at him, meanwhile, he got down from the car and opened the door for me. "What happened?" I asked while getting in. "A major problem has occurred," He sounded concerned and serious while running back to his car and getting in. "Okay, but what is it exactly?" I put my seatbelt on while he adjusted once glanced at him