Alizeh's POV
I entered the cafe with confidence until I glanced around and saw how pretty the place's ambiance is and the people here. That made me feel self-conscious.
I saw a hand waving at me. I looked in the direction and the crowd disappeared to the side. There I saw him.
Jason!
Sitting at one table, smiling at me.
I took a deep breath trying to appear composed and walked towards him.
He looked quite the same as he looked in his profile picture. In fact, he looked much better in real life. He wore a crisp white shirt. The same gelled hair, light stubble, and smile on his face. A sigh of relief washed over me thinking about the last I am finally on a genuine date after so many years.
As I reached near, he got up. He appeared taller than I thought. His attire suited him. Seems like he has also gone through shuffling and invading through the clothes in his wardrobe in the morning.
Although he pestered the thought of meeting at dinner time, as it might have gone sufficient for his duty time. I gave him an excuse for being busy at work and called him for morning coffee. He looked fresh but I doubted if he had taken a bath or not?
Probably yes.
"Hey hi, Alayzeh?" His sparkling brown eyes hooked on me.
"Ummm... Jason?" As I said, he offered his hand to me and I gave in.
''Yeah,'' he let out a chuckle which I have heard on calls before. I let out a nervous chuckle.
"Have a seat," He said, pulling out a chair for me.
I sat first and then he took a seat.
His skin looked brighter in real life. I had an urge to check myself in the mirror.
"It’s Alizeh by the way" I corrected him, glancing at the glass. I couldn't form an opinion if I am looking good or not.
"Oh, nice to meet you in person Alizeh," He said, flashing a smile at me.
Every time he smiled so wide I could see his gums. I quickly took a look at myself in front of the mobile camera and saw I looked pretty good.
Everything is fine Alizeh, you are overthinking, you look good. I talked to myself.
"Thank you, same here. How's your morning?"
I asked him.
"Rushy," he chuckled.
"How was yours?" He asked.
I don't want to talk about the unfortunate morning events, which left me feeling frustrated, exhausted, and broke. I let out an awkward laugh.
"Beautiful. I love mornings" I chuckled again.
"Haha, I wish I could choose any one of them. My duty doesn't allow me to have favorites" Then he suddenly leaned over the table, looking at me "You look gorgeous by the way" he whispered and then got back to his seat.
''Okay,'' I said feeling dumb.
What did he just do? Is he flirting with me or scaring me?
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Next few minutes, we laughed and talked about various things. We ordered a coffee with some food. He ordered fries which gave me a weird feeling. I can't eat oily things in the morning. He talked about how he was willing to meet me on a date, and also shared that he is looking forward to getting into a relationship with me, as he wants to settle down as soon as possible.
"Why? Is there any hurry?" I asked him.
"I mean, I really had decided to get married by this age," He said, adjusting the collar of his shirt.
Married by this age!
Well, one of the things mum wants me to do. I nodded at him understandingly. But his reason did not convince me. Will he settle down with anyone just because he is aging?
He kept talking about his life, and how he doesn't get time for himself.
"Well, Alizeh, the thing is my duty timings are not fixed. Whenever there is an urgency I need to go." he talked, keeping his demeanor serious.
"I can understand," I said while taking a sip of coffee.
"Because of volatile shifts, I couldn't travel yet. I want to go on a long trip after retirement." He talked about his retirement plans.
Well, that's far ahead.
"What do you think about life after marriage?" He asked, earning my baffled look.
Life after marriage! I wish to have one, unlike my parents.
"I never had such extraordinary adventurous wishes in my life. I am a simple person. The main reason I called you for a morning date was, I really wanted to spill some truthful insights from my life."
He smiled genuinely nodding at me.
"Even I would like to share something about my life. I had two girlfriends and it's been three years since I had broken up with the second one. My duty was the reason I couldn't give time to her. So if spending time together is on your list then you still have the choice to reject me " He stated.
I chuckled, shaking my head.
I have really liked his spontaneous attitude and behavior. So I would not mind sharing some of my past life events with him.
"Jason, I ..actually...want to share with you something very important about my past"
I tried to be careful with my words. He nodded while sipping his coffee. "There's no need for it Alizeh. Past is past. We should focus on our present for a better future".
That's great but-
"But it is important for me to share it with you. Because my past is a part of my present and will be there in the future as well" I said, his eyes narrowed at me then he put the coffee mug down.
"Yeah go on, I am all ears," He replied.
I took a deep breath and let it out, holding my hands together.
"I..." pausing in between I tried to calm myself down. He seems like a genuine man and even though mum has warned me to not share my past, I can't lie in front of anyone, especially if anyone is looking for a life partner in me.
"Mommy"
Before I could talk, I heard this very much familiar voice of someone. It reminded me of Kiara. No no Alizeh, don't be an idiot. She can't be here. She must be with her grandparents.
"So I was telling that..."
''Mommy''
I was interrupted again.
I couldn't hold the curiosity and looked back in the direction. Kiara flashed a sparkling smile at me. Our eyes met and she waved.
"Mommmyyyy"
I shrieked in horror and immediately looked away, grabbing the menu card and covering myself behind it.
"What happened Alizeh? You were talking about something..." Jason asked me to touch the menu card. I shooed his hand away.
The main thing I was concerned about is what Kiara is doing here? And how the hell did she find me?
"Alizeh? Are you okay?" he sounded concerned.
"Hun I...yeah I was just checking the menu. I am hungry" I stuttered.
"Oh, we should have brunch then" His polite voice and Kiara's over-enthusiastic voice made me anxious to behave weirdly.
"Mommy, I found you," Kiara chirped clasping her hands.
This time I heard her voice close to me. I looked above the menu and there she is, smiling at me, showing her crooked teeth.
"Mommy?'' Jason asked me cluelessly.
I held the coffee and drank it hurriedly not knowing how to react.
Things are turning out exactly the opposite as I thought.
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Alizeh's POVJason kept staring at me with his clueless face.A commercial of ageing cream played on the café's television. Where everybody looked shocked after a little girl called a young woman a mommy. The woman in the advertisement looked happy because people thought she was unmarried but that was not the same case with me. Everything happened in slow motion. Just like in movies, when two actors are in love but here I am in trouble. I stared at Jason, zoning out from where I have been. A big question mark appeared on his face has printed this question, 'Why is she calling you mommy?'--I looked at Kiara and her childish smile tell
Alizeh's POVWe soon reached my parent's house. Mum as usual ran towards me and threw series of questions."How was the date?""What did you two talk about?""How was he?""Can we fix your wedding with him?"I sighed looking down and shook my head slowly."I don't think we are a perfect match Mum. He wasn't like I thought"She gasped."You must have done something"
Alizeh's POV I recalled everything from my past, my decision to keep Kiara with me even after my parents refused to be with me in my decision, I fought with them and gave birth to her. Only because of him. His memories doesn't hurt me like before. I can say I have moved on from him. But my mum will never let me to forget him completely. Like yesterday she will keep taunting me. My relationship with my family took a not so good turn when I spilled the news of my pregnancy to them. As usual they created havoc on my decision of having Kiara. For them, it was just a part of practical
Alizeh's POV"KIAA, come fast breakfast is ready" I yelled loudly.I kept the plates of sandwiches on the table and wiped my hands to the napkin."KIAA??" I called her again but she did not come out or answer.What if she has fallen in the bathroom?An eerie thought came into my mind and I ran to the bathroom, opening the door of it. I found Kiara asleep sitting on the closed toilet seat. I sighed and facepalmed myself."KIARA" I shouted and she flinched opened her eyes from sleep.
"Jason!'' Who thought a first date turned up to be traffic police in the town?"Good Morning to me!'' Jason said grinning at me and bobbing his eyebrows up.He is such a liar!During our date, he lied about being a cop. Well, he turned out to be traffic police.What else he can lie? Is his name really Jason?I checked again on his badge to confirm. At least his name is real."Where are you going, miss? That too in so much hurry? Another date eh?" He said in a mocking tone. The other officer with him chuckled.
Alexander stood in front of me. This felt unbelievable. After so many years, almost a decade I am seeing him.I noticed some coffee stains on his shirt, some on the floor.Thank god it was a cold coffee."Hi"He flashed a charming smile.He looked so much changed. Since the first time I met him and to now, he had some drastic transformation and it was visible."Hi" I murmured lowly keeping the empty cup on the shelf and noticed some coffee stains over my shirt too.What the ...It has spilt all over my shirt which was now showing the outline of my
Alizeh's POV - "Tough day?" I heard a voice coming behind me earning my response. I immediately looked back only to find Alexander standing behind me. My heart started drumming faster. We were waiting for the elevator to come upon our floor. When I glanced back, I saw him looking at me. After being someone's part of banter, I was feeling quite low until I came around this man in my past who wants to dig all the equations I buried decades back. He has transformed himself very well. I was still in the thought of how he happened to work here? He
Alizeh's POV- After working till my neck started paining and my back went stiff, I decided to call it a day. The work has been almost finished, just some things left by Mrs O'Neil. I decided to inform her and got up roaming my eyes around. Everyone has already left. The cubicles were empty. I walked into Mrs O'Neil's cabin and suddenly remembered her leaving the office in the afternoon, after quarrelling with her husband, Mr O'Neil. I sighed. I think I will be able to give her this tomorrow. Well, that was a good sign because I will get some time at home to finish the undone. Great! I turned my boots to go when I heard some noises in hushed tones, coming from Mr O'Neil's cabin. It made me really susceptible to thinking no one is in the office, to whom Mr O'Neil is talking? I walked near to his cabin and carefully peeped insid
Alizeh’s POV Nervousness, sheer excitement, heartbeats pacing up and down, and your mind feeling wishful for the future, all these emotions are like a piece of jewelry for a soon-to-be bride. Yes, I am finally going to be a bride. Today, while looking at myself in the mirror all dolled up as a bride I can't believe my destiny has finally led me till here. All the way I have cursed my destiny for not being with me but now finally the love knocked on the door of my heart. I am getting ready for my love, Layla. Since the day she proposed to me, we have never looked back. Every day with her passed like a new day in my life. She always left me surprised. We thanked God for breaking my sandals that day and Layla forgetting the address, so we could come across the reason for helping each other but never thought we would be bound by hearts. After staying in
Alizeh's POV The next day arrived with some chaotic unwanted trips. My mother forcefully took me for dinner at Issac's home, leaving Kiara behind with Anna. My mind was still eating up with previous incidents. He welcomed us to his small house, located nearby the beautiful lake. His mother came out just to see me. Then both parties greeted each other. My mother appeared ecstatic. "What happened?" I asked him. "I will check her. You both become comfortable" he said and went behind his mother. I sighed thinking about how to be comfortable when his mother has already shown her disagreement. I looked at Kiara who was in her world, looking around the house. It has less furniture and looks quite spacious. After a while, Issac came out with his mother. We sat at the dining table, in s
Alizeh's POV I closed my eyes, fighting not to cry. When Alexander finally left, suddenly I felt scared for unknown waves coming at me. But this was it. This time I understood what I don't want, which is I can't settle for less even if it comes with more. I covered my face with palms and let the tears flow down. "Ali" Kiara's soft voice fell on my ears. I immediately wiped my teary eyes and looked at her. "Yeah" I tried to keep my voice clear. "I'm sorry," she said. "It's okay" I said and she smiled showing her crooked teeth. And just like that, we were back again. "Are you really going to marry Layla?"
Alizeh's POV Acoupleofdays have passed in a week, but there are still three daysleftfor Layla'sreturn.I haven't got a chance to talk to him as she is busy. Everything from everyone's life has come back to normal. Olive has returned to her apartment with Kevin and their baby. They also held a baby shower and naming ceremony which we all attended. The baby boy's name was finalized on Omar. Anna was back on her normal routine but this time she has changed her perception towards dating and men. Thank God. Bella has returned here again but her husband has gone out of town. Sofia hasn't changed her life much. She looked pretty busy with her two kids. Recently her late husband's brother visited her and since then she seemed to be a little
Alizeh's POV Layla pulled over her car near my apartment. We got out of it together. I shook Kiara to wake up but she was unbothered. It's nearly 4 am. I picked her up in my arms. My God, she is turning heavier. I walked ahead while I could feel Layla's continuous stare at me. I couldn't walk ahead because of how she held my eyes. She shook his head, smiling a little. "Thank you, for being there with all of us," I felt relieved. "Mention not. Besides, I love to be around you" she pinched my cheeks. I smiled so much, feeling my warmth rushing up to my cheeks. "I wish I could tell you something tonight but it's not possible." Her words churned my heart. I somehow knew she was hinting to tell me something, which I already knew but still I did not come to the conclusion. "Never mi
Alizeh's POV "Alizeh, please help. It's painting a lot" Olive cried holding her heavy belly. I gasped looking at her state. She screamed in between too which clenched my heart. "Wait, let me call an ambulance," I gasped and ran inside. I heard Olive screaming in pain again. "What happened?" Layla panicked. Macmillan looked at Olive. A scream let out from her mouth when she saw him "Macmillan! Oh my god!" Uh-oh girl this isn't a time for fangirling. I was searching for the ambulance number in the directory. "I don't know, she is in pain. I need to call an ambulance" I said and glanced at her. She was holding Olive by hand. "Ali, I think she is having contractions." She said "What? What's that?"&n
Alizeh's POV "And then it was the lowest grade she has ever got" I talked about Kiara's teacher, Issac Gray to Layla. She intently listened to me. "It's fine Ali. She will get back on track again. I trust Kiara. She seems intelligent" She said, sipping her coffee. "But not in mathematics, I don't know what else I can do for her. I think I should find a good tutor for her" I put up my idea at the same time I wanted to bang my head on something. Come on, she is a daughter of a woman who works in the finance department who can't poop in the subjects like mathematics! Layla looked at me." How about I tutor her?" My breathing hitched. "You? Are you s-sure?" "I have done this before, besides mathematics is my favorite subject. I will teach her if you want and for that
When I opened my eyes, it all felt like a nightmare. Kiara was sitting in front of me. I got up and leaped into a hug, pulling her closer to my chest. Never before have I felt like this. Losing her is the worst possible thing life can give me. My eyes fell on Anna, Sofia, and Edward. Edward came ahead and sat beside me. "Are you okay hun?" Anna gave me a glass of water. I drank it hurriedly. "I'm okay guys. Sorry to disturb you all" I murmured looking down. "Now you have disturbed, tell us what has happened?" Anna sat beside me with a questioning face. I shook my head sideways. I couldn't even dare to utter those words as they ached my heart. Anna let out a sigh. Edward patted my head gently. "Let her get some rest. We will talk about it when she will want" I thanked Edward. After everybody left
Alizeh's POV The other day, while doing the work my phone rang. When I checked the phone, it was MacMillan. I received it one go. "Bambolina, SOS, come down fast I am waiting," he sounded in hurry and without letting me ask anything about what and why he cut the call. I grabbed my purse hastily cursing him and walked towards the elevator. After coming out of the elevator, I walked out of the building and saw Macmillan's car. He peeped his head out of the car and waved his hand at me. I walked at him, meanwhile, he got down from the car and opened the door for me. "What happened?" I asked while getting in. "A major problem has occurred," He sounded concerned and serious while running back to his car and getting in. "Okay, but what is it exactly?" I put my seatbelt on while he adjusted once glanced at him