CLYONE
After singing another verse in the song where I got to skip the first verse because of the sudden quick light make out, I turned to face you again with a playful smile pastered on my face. But this time, your brows were furrowed and your lips were formed into a tiny pout as annoyance became evident in your face. You are sulking for real.
I let out a laugh.
"Baby, one, two, three. Your body's callin' me. And I know wherever you're at is exactly where I wanna be, but don't blame me. It ain't my fault. Nope, nope, nope. It ain't my fault. Nope, nope, nope. It ain't my fault. Nope, nope, nope. Oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my."
I couldn't help, but let out another laugh as I moved the microphone away from my face to avoid it from announcing the neighbors how annoying my laugh was, when you rolled your eyes as you hugged one of the throwpillow beside you. Your arms are crossed as the pillow was laid on your chest, locked on your embrace.
My eyes w
CLYONE I am currently scanning through the song book as I was looking for a song that could be sing by two persons when I felt your frigid hands touched my right arm. I instantly turned my head over you. I smiled and raised both of my brows when I was greeted by your brows arched dramatically as you sang the song that just started. "Wise men say only fools rush in. But I can't help falling in love with you. Shall I stay? Would it be a sin if I can't help falling in love with you?" I couldn't help, but smile by how you copied the deepness of the voice of Elvis Presly, the one who sings the song you are currently listening to. "There's no wrong or right. Just love me. That's all," I wisphered as my eyes remained on you, afraid that I might interrupt your singing for the nth time if I'll scream it right through your ear. You let out a small laugh that was caught on the microphone which made it audible enough for the neighbors who are passing by i
CLYONE "Take my hand, take a breath. Pull me close and take one step. Keep your eyes locked on mine and let the music be your guide." My lips aren't smiling, but my eyes does as they glistens while staring at you and singing those phrases for you. Meanwhile, you are smiling widely as your back rests at the backrest of the sofa, laying comfortably while watching me and perhaps, processing every words that comes out in my mouth inside your head. Then, after I sang the girl's part on the song, you immediately took the microphone away from me and did your turn. This song by Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron is just so calming to listen to. I remember us watching the High School Musical series together with our friends way back in highschool. "Won't you promise me. Now won't you promise me that you'll never forget. We'll keep dancing (To keep dancing). Wherever we go next." We both laughed as the second verse became chaotic because of the sudden quick
CLYONE "You know what? We had sing enough," you blurted which caused me to look up on you. We are currently seated on the same spots on the couch next to each other. We just finished another song and were currently looking for a new one when you suddenly slammed the other half of the book to close it. My brows, then, raised as my lips formed into a tiny pout. I wonder what suddenly made you stop. But somehow in someway, I am glad that you now have plans to stop since my jaws are already tired. Geeze. How many songs did we even blast to disturb all the peaceful yards of the neighbors? I hope they won't make us leave when they saw us. Harsh compliments will be enough. Pfft. "So, you want to stop?" I asked as I placed my right arm at the top of the backrest as I faced you. I even placed my other leg at the top of the couch when I did so. Without a word, you nodded with a slight smile formed in your lips. Now, it was my turn to plaster a smile in my lips.
CLYONE I laid myself at the backrest behind me as I placed both of my feet at the top of the table with my eyes locked on the television infront of me. My attention was too focused on singing that your sudden action left me flabbergasted. I turned my head over you when I felt your head nudged my shoulder. When I saw you, that's when I realized that you didn't actually used your head to catch my attention with the nudge. Instead, you are placing your head at the top of my shoulder as you laid yourself beside me with your hand still intertwined on mine. I let out a smile together with a soft laugh as I let go of your hand, beacuse I wrapped them around your shoulder to lock you on my embrace insteadl. I saw your lips formed into a smile with the sudden action which caused my smile to grow bigger. Then, I averted my eyes back to the television. I couldn't help, but let out another soft laugh when I felt your head squirmed in my shoulder as if finding the
CLYONEI am currently filling a big transparent bowl with a bunch pieces of meat of the chicken curry from the cauldron beside me here in the island when I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. A smile free from confusion and terrifying feeling plastered in my lips as my head turned to face you. There, your face greeted me with your eyes focused with the dish infront of us."How do you feel? Much better?" you asked. You, soon, averted your eyes on me after you said the question. Then, I nodded as an answer and couldn't help, but let out a tiny giggle as I do so.It just feels so good to be free from that chaos. It feels like something invisible that had been suffocating me for two days had finally leave the body it was attached too. It feels like I've became a prison of a chaotic smothering, but they had finally set me free. It just feels nice that I have nothing to worry about and to think of anymore. Nothing, but the euphoria and blissful compathy I am
CLYONEI bit my bottom lip as I curled up while still sitting at the counter top of the bathroom. My upper portion bowed as my hand grasped onto my abodemen. I swear. These cramps just hurts like hell that you will never wish to experience another monthly period for the upcoming month. Geeze. Only if it will not affect my health, I will probably wish for it to just vanish."Here. I got the warm water for you."I looked up with my hands still grasped on my abdomen only to be met by your figure holding a bottle and is coming towards my place. Wrinkles are completely evident in my forehead as my lips twisted lightly in pain."It still hurts?" you asked as one of my hand reached for the bottle."Yeah," I answered, almost in a whisper, and not even certain if it was audible enough for you to understand.When I took the bottle, I immediately put it inside my shirt and pressed it in my abdomen. The warmth of the water embraced with my cold skin in
CLYONE I opened my eyes with brows furrowing as I do so. I lifted my head up to roam my eyes around me. The loud music is still blasting to the whole room while I am silently laid inside the fort. I must've fell asleep for hours. The current song was not the song next to the last song I heard when I cried my heart out. This was the last song on the list already. Dead to Me of Melanie Martinez. I heaved out a sigh as I got up from the sheets. I brought my hands up into my face and felt it. The tears have dried and maybe next time, I have no tears left to cry. But it could be the other way round. I might cry another bucket of tears if another longing for you occured. Who knows? I let out another sigh and decided to move into somewhere else not to sleep, but to reminisce another memory. Since I feel so tardy and numb right now — yes, I can't feel myself crying anymore. Well, at least for now. The crying session earlier helped even a little, I guess
CLYONE"Clyone, wake up!"I rose from the bed as I opened my eyes in a swift move. The first thing I saw was the same darkness and moonbeams passing through the glass window inside the whole room. A cold breeze where I am not sure where it came from also touches my skin giving chills on my whole body. I can feel my heart pounding fast nonstop as if I just got chased by a terrifying creature. My breathing becomes heavy as I try to process what just happened in my head.It's a nightmare."Baby," I grasped onto the fabric that was covered in my lower body when I heard a familiar voice spoke. Its tone is full of softness, worry is plastered over it.I swallowed hard as I turned my head to face you. I'm not expecting anything anymore. My mind is just blank, cannot process anything yet because of the terror and shock. I can feel my forehead forming cold sweats that drips down on my face. My chest keeps going up and down nonstop, breathing heavily.
CLYONE"I love you. I really really do that sometimes, Terry would tell me to not give too much because I'll end up hurting too much as well, but who cares, right? You could hurt me, I could hurt you, we could hurt each other, but we will still end in the same state. Going back together. That's one thing I actually admire about you. You always try to understand me no matter how hard the situation could be for you. If it means consuming the very last stage of your patience, you still tend to lend your ears to listen on my side. Yes, there are still times that your immaturity will strike and even the flaws that I sometimes find annoying and irritating too, but that won't change the love, affectionate, support and comfort that you had given me. Believe me when I say I'm not just in love with your beauty, but to your soul as well."As soon as I looked up on the ceiling to prevent the tears from falling down on my cheeks, I felt you held one of my hand which caused me to di
CLYONEIt's been half an hour since I laid myself on the bed, tucking myself in underneath the cozy sheets while staring at the darkness in my eyes. I couldn't sleep and I have no intentions of doing so as well. I'm just currently at the state of trying to accept that maybe, what my guess is about the hints you are dropping could be true; that maybe, you are going to leave me soon and that maybe, this could be the last moments we could share. Though I still can't process it in my mind as I think of the fact of you leaving this soon is too early. I don't know if I should call myself selfish because I don't really want you to leave, not just yet. I really can't accept it yet and I want you to stay longer.It's just confusing still that a part of me is at the process of trying to accept the fact that you will be leaving me soon, but another part of me is at the state of getting scared to know that it could be true. I am in between and I'd rather to stay in between. If tha
CLYONE "My dad says that ghosts really stay to finish a business that they didn't got to finish when they were still alive. I kind of believe that too." Earlier it was you who is resting his head on my shoulder, but as time passed by, we exchanged positions. My head is now laid on your chest while we were laid on the cozy sheets underneath the blanket fort and are still watching the movie. I, then, looked up on you and to my surprise, you are already looking down on me. "How do you say so?" I really have no much idea about souls nor ghosts and such, but one thing is for sure. I am scared of ghosts. Geeze. Just the looks are already creepy and all, what more with their presence and especially if they are trying so hard to catch a certain person's attention. And what if that certain person is actually me? Geeze. What am I thinking and why do I have to think that way? I'm only scaring myself. "Remember when my grandmother died?"
CLYONE"Are you okay? You seemed quiet today." You sat at the stool just next to me and placed the back of your palm on my forehead at the same time."You're temperature's fine," you said as you placed a plate full of pancake with a chocolate syrup at the island."What's wrong?" you asked again as your hand grabbed the fork on the plate. I, then, shook my head as I faced my own plate filled with pancakes mixed with a chocolate syrup as well.I took the glass of orange juice beside my plate, then drunk on it. The room was just as quiet as I was which causes the clattering sound of the plates and glasses to be audible enough for us to hear."I just don't feel like talking," I answered as I took my own fork and looked over you at the same time. You, on the other side, is slicing a small piece from the rounded pancake infront of you."But are you good now? No overthinking or doubts anymore?" As soon as you started to speak, you lifted your head
CLYONE"I'll be beside you when you wake up. I would be the first thing you'll see when you open your eyes, okay?" You gave me a reassuring tiny smile as you brushed some strands of my hair away from my face.I didn't say a thing, but just stared. No matter how many times you assured me that everything was just a prank, you were just curious about those things you asked me earlier and that Kai was just really heartbroken about the girl he dated, I am still not satisfied. I am hinting something already, but on the other hand, I'm scared to find out what was that something. Also, I had no idea what could it be and I'd rather stay that way; innocent of what strange is going on because I don't want to lose you beside me.I heaved out a sigh and closed my eyes, letting my body rest under the cozy sheet that is covering me while I am laid on the bed, faced at your direction. You, on the other hand, laid yourself comfortably while you slid down your hand to my wa
CLYONE I smiled as I looked through all the questions on the rolled paper in the container. I remember you sitting at one of the containers by accident after the game which ruined it that's why the questions for the truth game got mixed with the questions for the would you rather game afterwards. There were only few stuffs to check on that box for the games, so after a few moments after I finished to check them, I moved to the other one just next to the place where this box I just finished to check was placed. I took it infront of me and stared. I smiled as I read the titles on each cd. Mostly are action movies since we prefer to watch them instead of romance movies despite of being quite a romantic couple. If there is romance on the list, mostly are the tragic one. Movies that made me cry so hard actually which made it memorable for me to watch. The plots just hits so hard that even if I'll only hear the song that was used on those movies, I will start cryin
CLYONE"No!" I groaned as soon as I stopped my game piece in a snake's head on the board.We got tired of the scrabble, so here we are, moving on to the snakes and ladders which I find more fun than the scrabble. Geeze. Scrabble is just not my thing. It only shows how stupid I am compared to you who is fond of it.You, on the other hand, cackled as you took the two dice from the floor. As I was about to move my game piece at the edge of the snake's head, you held my hand, but didn't moved as if you only hold it to stop me from moving on where my game piece is supposed to be. You are still laughing when you rolled the dice. Afterwards, when you saw the number, you count from where was the last number my game piece stopped up to the very last number indicated in the dice. Unfortunately, it ended on another snake's head. But that didn't stop you to roll the dice once more which caused me to laugh harder."That's cheating!" I said in between the laugh w
CLYONENot so long since you left the room when I decided to get up from the bed as well. One of my problem really is when I woke up and I stayed awake for a moment, I will not fall asleep again. That's why here I am in the bathroom sink, brushing my teeth even though my eyes are a little drowsy still. But because of the cold water plus the minty taste of the toothpaste, I got to wake up each minute that passed.After I cleaned up myself, I followed downstairs on the kitchen. There, I saw you mixturing something on a big stainless rounded container using a wooden tool to mix it as well. As soon as I entered the kitchen, the scent of the flour lingered in to my nostrils. And as soon as my figure entered the small room, your head lifted up to check me.Your lips curved into a smile in an instant which I gladly answered back."Good morning," I said as I toddled towards you."Morning," you answered back with a grin still plastered over your face.
CLYONE A small smile formed in my lips. I'm missing the old times for real. I, then, flipped more on the pages until I reached the end. I can still clearly remember how the itinerary for that day messed up a little because of this certain activity you added that was not included on the original plan. We were supposed to make portraits for each other, but since you asked to make a sketch of me just like what Jack did to Rose made a quite massive change on the plans. I also found out the you stayed all night to make more sketch of me that night that was why the first sketch I looked through a moment ago was filled with mostly a portraits of me. T