Novels by beargyunology

CLYONE"I love you. I really really do that sometimes, Terry would tell me to not give too much because I'll end up hurting too much as well, but who cares, right? You could hurt me, I could hurt you, we could hurt each other, but we will still end in the same state. Going back together. That's one thing I actually admire about you. You always try to understand me no matter how hard the situation could be for you. If it means consuming the very last stage of your patience, you still tend to lend your ears to listen on my side. Yes, there are still times that your immaturity will strike and even the flaws that I sometimes find annoying and irritating too, but that won't change the love, affectionate, support and comfort that you had given me. Believe me when I say I'm not just in love with your beauty, but to your soul as well."As soon as I looked up on the ceiling to prevent the tears from falling down on my cheeks, I felt you held one of my hand which caused me to di

CLYONEIt's been half an hour since I laid myself on the bed, tucking myself in underneath the cozy sheets while staring at the darkness in my eyes. I couldn't sleep and I have no intentions of doing so as well. I'm just currently at the state of trying to accept that maybe, what my guess is about the hints you are dropping could be true; that maybe, you are going to leave me soon and that maybe, this could be the last moments we could share. Though I still can't process it in my mind as I think of the fact of you leaving this soon is too early. I don't know if I should call myself selfish because I don't really want you to leave, not just yet. I really can't accept it yet and I want you to stay longer.It's just confusing still that a part of me is at the process of trying to accept the fact that you will be leaving me soon, but another part of me is at the state of getting scared to know that it could be true. I am in between and I'd rather to stay in between. If tha

CLYONE "My dad says that ghosts really stay to finish a business that they didn't got to finish when they were still alive. I kind of believe that too." Earlier it was you who is resting his head on my shoulder, but as time passed by, we exchanged positions. My head is now laid on your chest while we were laid on the cozy sheets underneath the blanket fort and are still watching the movie. I, then, looked up on you and to my surprise, you are already looking down on me. "How do you say so?" I really have no much idea about souls nor ghosts and such, but one thing is for sure. I am scared of ghosts. Geeze. Just the looks are already creepy and all, what more with their presence and especially if they are trying so hard to catch a certain person's attention. And what if that certain person is actually me? Geeze. What am I thinking and why do I have to think that way? I'm only scaring myself. "Remember when my grandmother died?"

CLYONE"Are you okay? You seemed quiet today." You sat at the stool just next to me and placed the back of your palm on my forehead at the same time."You're temperature's fine," you said as you placed a plate full of pancake with a chocolate syrup at the island."What's wrong?" you asked again as your hand grabbed the fork on the plate. I, then, shook my head as I faced my own plate filled with pancakes mixed with a chocolate syrup as well.I took the glass of orange juice beside my plate, then drunk on it. The room was just as quiet as I was which causes the clattering sound of the plates and glasses to be audible enough for us to hear."I just don't feel like talking," I answered as I took my own fork and looked over you at the same time. You, on the other side, is slicing a small piece from the rounded pancake infront of you."But are you good now? No overthinking or doubts anymore?" As soon as you started to speak, you lifted your head

CLYONE"I'll be beside you when you wake up. I would be the first thing you'll see when you open your eyes, okay?" You gave me a reassuring tiny smile as you brushed some strands of my hair away from my face.I didn't say a thing, but just stared. No matter how many times you assured me that everything was just a prank, you were just curious about those things you asked me earlier and that Kai was just really heartbroken about the girl he dated, I am still not satisfied. I am hinting something already, but on the other hand, I'm scared to find out what was that something. Also, I had no idea what could it be and I'd rather stay that way; innocent of what strange is going on because I don't want to lose you beside me.I heaved out a sigh and closed my eyes, letting my body rest under the cozy sheet that is covering me while I am laid on the bed, faced at your direction. You, on the other hand, laid yourself comfortably while you slid down your hand to my wa

CLYONE I smiled as I looked through all the questions on the rolled paper in the container. I remember you sitting at one of the containers by accident after the game which ruined it that's why the questions for the truth game got mixed with the questions for the would you rather game afterwards. There were only few stuffs to check on that box for the games, so after a few moments after I finished to check them, I moved to the other one just next to the place where this box I just finished to check was placed. I took it infront of me and stared. I smiled as I read the titles on each cd. Mostly are action movies since we prefer to watch them instead of romance movies despite of being quite a romantic couple. If there is romance on the list, mostly are the tragic one. Movies that made me cry so hard actually which made it memorable for me to watch. The plots just hits so hard that even if I'll only hear the song that was used on those movies, I will start cryin