Ava.
"I'm sorry, Alpha." Father had run over before I could think of how to reply to him and immediately stepped in between him and I, slightly pushing me aside.
Interested, I narrowed my eyes and moved back to leave even more space for him. Several times, I'd see dad panic over issues involving Celia but had never cared to raise a finger when it came to me so all those years, I sought to make bad things happen to Celia just for the fun of watching him panic. If Celia fell and bruised her kneecap, she had to go to the local hospital, get admitted to a VIP ward and would not leave until her scar was completely gone. But that wasn't the case when I had caught a serious cold or when Marilyn once thought I would die... or when I had to spend two weeks in the hospital. I was alone and never had his care for once.
"Ava is impatient and tends to say silly things at times but she's really sweet. She'll make a good wife, I promise you, Alpha. She's efficient with the laundry and cooks very well."
I wasn't. If I was impatient, I wouldn't still be living with them after all these years of torture.
Zayn always helped me to pay for my laundry and I never attempted to boil water all my life.
I shook my head and turned away, not wanting to listen to anymore of his lies or be tempted to step into their conversation.
"Ava is alright. " I heard Alpha Darwin say as I made my way to the limousine where his Beta stood.
He is right. I am alright being myself but not a good wife.
"Madame!" His Beta came to me once he saw me approaching.
With bright golden eyes and blonde hair, he looked rather nice than his master. I had no idea if he was though.
"Madam, I'll take you in." He said, ushering me to the limo and opening the backseat for me.
I smiled at him with gratitude before stepping in. I had no idea what his name was and didn't know if it was appropriate to try to be informal with him or not. But just as I sat down and intended to close my eyes and resume my sleeping session, I caught sight of Zayn watching me by the fence. Jared and the rest of the gang stood behind him and each one of them held alcohol in their hands.
Have they been drinking or planning to drink?
Alpha Darwin's Beta closed the door, snapping me out of my daze and I immediately retrieved my phone from the shorts I wore underneath the gown. I clicked on his contact and texted him, explaining everything that had happened in a few words. His response only came in about several minutes later and despite the simple words he had used, I ought to say they were the most touching words I've ever been told;
'I love you, Nakayla.'
I chuckled and closed my eyes to take a nap. At least, that didn't sound so bad as when Edward Sykes called me that. And barely anyone has ever told me they loved me. Not even my biological mom or dad.
"Nakayla, is it?" I heard that unmistakably strong voice just right beside me and I felt the formerly warm air around me become pressured.
The fucking text! I snapped my eyes open, giving up on my nap time before it even started. I sat up properly and immediately turned the screen off, taking my bottom lips in.
Of course, I'm not sure what to tell him... that he shouldn't call me that or that Zayn is nothing but my best friend and not my lover, or to go ahead with my crazy lecture on how he should treat a bride that has been sold off to him?
That aside, how the hell did he get in without making a single noise? I did not even hear the car door open.
"I promised your best friend I won't treat you badly. You're going to be my wife and of course, the future Luna of YellBloodOwl." His dark gray eyes held mine in a mesmerizing, yet strong manner.
Ever since I was a child, I've always believed the eyes of a werewolf revealed a lot about their personality. That is, I've always judged a werewolf based on the way their eyes made me feel when looking at them. Like dad, he's always looked at me with hateful eyes so I figured out we could never like each other.
But this man... there was just something about his eyes that made it difficult to know what he thought. They were expressionless, of course, and...
Alpha Darwin leant back, looking away from me and relaxed into the seat. A lady walked over to us, holding a tray with two glasses filled with water. She dropped it on the table before us and left after bowing slightly.
"Would you really prefer to wear red at the ceremony?" Alpha Darwin asked, minutes after we'd driven out of Oakley Backwoods and I raised my brow.
Red? That is my favorite color.
Truly, he must've talked to Zayn and that brat must've done a whole lot of ratting on me. I wonder if he also told him what's in it for Oakley if this marriage went on.
I nodded reluctantly, taking my lips in, "Yes. I..." I faltered, not sure of how much he knew.
Not sure if dad or Edward has told him even more about me, and what he believed. Or perhaps, if he had been watching my moves and lifestyle secretly for a while now.
"Why are you marrying me?"
There were a lot of things to be questioned about this marriage arranged by him and the alpha of Oakley. Surely, this man must have a lot of girls eyeing him back where he is from and picking anyone of them won't be an issue for him but he decided to come all the way to a small pack like Oakley to choose a rookie cursed by the moon goddess on the day she was born. That is very questionable, especially regarding the fact that Alexa has asked me to be nothing but a snitch.
"Oakley has no good intentions for you. I've only been asked to go ahead with this marriage so as to ruin you. Do you know that too?"
Of course, he didn't. If he knew, then this_this whole arranged marriage drama _ would've ended long ago.
His next words surprised me even more, leaving me stunned for a minute or so, "I know. They have an assistant back at home for you and I'll personally introduce you. I won't force you to be on my side. "
Definitely, no one told him how much I've always hated being a member of Oakley Backwoods. I mean they've always looked at me like I was a bag of dirt that didn't fit in the environment, so why the hell should I take their side?
"But if you want, I can ask Alexa to be your maid."
Funny, indeed. And what did they owe him? A gold mine...or the whole pack's riches?
I shook my head and laughed. Imagine Alexa having to dress in cheap rags and bowing to me while serving me tea... Well, I can only imagine.
"I'm serious." I stopped laughing at that, not finding it any more funny. I turned to face him immediately, eager to be met with a joke but fuck... those eyes are cold to the bones, too cold to even make a joke.
"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered, utterly confused.
Surprisingly and more confusingly, Alpha Darwin reached out and took my right hand in his and caressed it slightly, seemingly drawing a somewhat pattern on it.
"Just be a good wife and I'll give you everything."
That sounded like a promise to me. Very promising and enticing. But I doubt that I have what it takes to be a good wife or what it takes to be good enough for him... and if I really want to be. As the most popular girl rebel in the whole of Oakley Backwoods, my everyday activity must've entailed everything but pure good. And if I could be a real wife?
Maybe I could deal with the sex and the title, and there would be no love between us.
Arranged marriage, after all.
"We have to come to an agreement." I suggested, turning to him, before it became too late or brought up by him instead of me.
"If this marriage is going to work out, we have to reach an agreement between the both of us." I continued, trying my best not to think about how stupid it sounded. Well, I've done a lot worse stupid things but this surely feels worse, for reasons I can't exactly figure out.
"What?" He opened his eyes and looked at me with that same expressionless look.
Hmm, I would really like to know how he's able to hold that look. It's as if nothing could shake him, not even a goddamn earthquake happening right before him. Strong, cold, intimidating, intense... and gorgeous. Those fucking eyes.
I blinked my lids, looking elsewhere, away from being betrapped by his... charm? Yes, charm. Funny how they could be cold and gorgeous at the same time.
"Since this is an arranged marriage, I think we should make an arrangement on how it would go on and eventually end. "
For all I know, the last thing I'll want from his 'everything' would be an eternity in a loveless marriage.
"Hopefully. But divorce is an abomination in YellBloodOwl, it's like you're challenging fate, cupid and moon goddess." Alpha Darwin told me, narrowing his brows at me and even if that wasn't a real expression, it appeared that he actually wasn't wearing that same cold one.
And wait, was he actually reading my mind?
What the hell is he?!
"I did not. Your thoughts were too loud to be ignored."
How prideful and arrogant!
I tapped my fingers on my thighs, maddened by his words and raging from his attitude. There was no way I could sign up for an eternal bond with a man like this. I just ought to think of a way to turn our marriage ceremony into a break up.
He tightened his grip on my hand, doing more of a torture session than a caressing one and I bit my lip hard enough to numb the pain out, but not without a teardrop. He's so damn good, isn't he?
"Let me convince you, Nakayla." He said, emphasizing my name in a way that left me too vulnerable to reject him.
He drew nearer, his fingertips brushing past my wrist upwards, my elbow and my shoulder.
"After this, we can agree to whatever you want and you can choose if you want a partner like me or not."
There was just something about him at the moment that seemed too incredible... something. His low, husky voice. His romantic accent. His gorgeous gray eyes and that look on his face. In fact, everything about him was too incredible to be resisted.
Alpha Darwin wrapped my hair in his hand and gently thumbed my nape, seductively. I felt the weight of his other hand on my shin and he folded the skirt of the gown up, sliding his hand underneath it.
What...the hell is he going to do?
Alpha Darwin bit his bottom lip, his eyes finding mine and capturing them. His hand slowly moved up, further in between my legs and I inhaled shakily, my thoughts messed up all around the place. I had no idea what he was doing to me or what he wanted from me exactly but he must've known that if I let him go ahead, I wouldn't be able to reject him again.
I opened my mouth to speak, not very sure if I was willing to reject him but I continued nevertheless, "What...are you doing?" I questioned, despite myself.
This was torturing and pleasuring at the same, maybe sinful but I knew I would pay any price it takes to have him continue. That thing he was doing with his eyes... with his hands and with his tongue licking his bottom lip for the third time in goddamned night. I just wanted to...
I gasped sharply when he slid under my shorts and cupped my slit through my panties. My thoughts seemed to have fled away and my mind, well, was probably floating on an island I couldn't locate. It felt... real. Raw and hot, and I just wanted more from him.
I closed my eyes as he pressed on me lightly, rubbing every skin that could be rubbed and my heart thumped harder.
Alpha Darwin kissed me passionately, as though he had been keeping affection to himself for several years. Slowly but desperately, and he tasted just like mint and cigarette. He played with the waistline of my panties, snapping it against my skin a few times and I groaned.
"I want to touch you, Nakayla." He mumbled amidst our kiss before finally slipping his hand in, meeting with my bare vagina.
I inhaled, stiffening my moan as he slipped his warm middle finger into me. Slender and skilled, perfectly meant for dirty things like this.
Ava.Alpha Darwin grasped my legs and yanked me closer so that I half laid down on the sofa, the side window supporting my head. I bit my bottom lip as I watched him strandle my legs across his neck. He leant down, biting softly on my chin and I gulped down, unable to resist."You're so tight." He said, taking his finger out before a session even began and I sighed. It has always been that way_ with Jared, Zayn and the rest of them. How surprising it was that the only girl rebel was still a virgin and no one dared to do anything with me the moment I tell them I'd never done it. Alpha Darwin kissed my lips and moved back, resuming his former posture. "We've arrived at YellBloodOwl." He told me, doing so well to get rid of my embarrassment in the moment and I sat up immediately. I arranged my dress, eager to see the view but alas, the windows were rolled up and tinted. Not very clear. I turned to face him, hopefully wishing that he'll grant me this first wish of mine, "Can I see the
Ava.After the ceremony had ended by evening, Darwin had someone send me to my room and assigned me three maids but I sent them back to rest, insisting I wanted a private time to myself. After making sure to lock the door behind me, I immediately started to take off my dress and heels. I took off the marriage bracelet too and tossed it aside angrily. I stepped into the bathroom walls which were surprisingly demarcated by a drapery that looked almost too transparent. It was beautiful and seductive, yes. But I didn't have the mind to admire how much luxury he had spent to prepare this. I could only read much into why the room was soundproof like Arindam briefed me and why the full-sized mirror was adjacent to the ceiling-to-floor window that faced his bungalow. And why anyone in the room could see what I was doing in the bathroom. I turned on the shower and held the shower handle over me, letting it wet my hair downwards as my tears flowed helplessly, my chest tightening as I shuddered
Ava.His pupils narrowed and he didn't answer me immediately. It must've surprised him that I would come up with such a question, and his reaction did nothing to kill my curiosity. Instead, I wanted to know more_ if she was really his mate and had his baby. "Why do you ask?" He replied me with a question and I pretended to roll my eyes.Perhaps, there was really something and Olivia was right. I was just the bride he gets to fuck legally because her pack had enough of her already and couldn't tolerate her nasty behaviour, so they gave her to him freely. And Olivia on the other hand was a prestigious Beta; his mate and his original lover. Whatever happened between them to not get married did not change the fact that I was just an imposter. "I just wanted to know if she is one of your lovers." I said, trying my best to sound unbothered but even I could hear the concern in my tone. I hurriedly continued so that he wouldn't mistake me for being jealous, "It seemed that she wouldn't min
Ava. I nodded, trying my best not to feel hurt by his words. Or at least, not to show it. He seemed to have forgotten his promise to take me to meet his mom today. And I seemed to have become too weak to give him the tongue lashing I had planned. "I'll leave then." I told him and turned to go, not bothering to bring up the meal I had brought for him. It was probably not my business also. After all, this wasn't a real marriage and no one was responsible for anyone. "Were you the one that brought in the food?" He asked when I reached the door and I stopped. "Yes," I replied, not turning to face him. However, I waited to see if he was going to say something about it but I gave up when it took so long to hear a word from him. "Alright. Wait downstairs for me, I'm going to change." My heart leapt happily when he did not ask me to leave or try to scold me for poking my nose into his daily routine after just one day of being in his life. Even to me, it seemed like I was moving too fast
Ava."Ever since what?" I asked, curious about why I've never heard of him until now. Of course, I'm still so new but as the alpha's twin, it's strange that there's barely been a mention of him. "Damien died." Olivia answered me herself and I turned to face her, shocked and sorry."It's been six years but I have refused to break the bond between us. I believe he sees me in the most difficult moment of my life and will be there to guide me and Rainbows when we need him." Her eyes sparkled as she spoke about him and she flicked her hair, a forlorn smile appearing on her face. I wasn't sure if she needed my pity or comfort, considering the fact that we weren't close in the first place. And I wasn't sure if it was crazy_ her idea of the dead being able to be give one solace_ or worse still, true. Perhaps, there had always been a tiny part of me that never overlooked the fact that I never got to know my mother and maybe that tiny part wanted to know...to know if she loved me or not; if I
Ava."Darwin says you're a nice girl." Zenobia, Darwin's mother said, placing a slice of chocolate cake on my plate. She was beautiful and looked, without doubt, too young to have given birth to someone as old as Darwin. She looked like she was still in her twenties with the fairest of skin and most infecting smile ever. Looking at her, being cheerful and forever young, I was starting to think I might've been better as a vampire than a werewolf. "Did he?" I glanced over at Darwin where he sat across the hall, sipping on his wineglass while a gang of youngsters crowded him. He held his usual cold and intimidating look that made it seem like he knew everything that was going on in every other person's head. Well, maybe he knew. I couldn't help but notice how attractive he was, even when doing nothing. Even with that straight face and cold look, he still looked irresistible. "Yes. Usually, he would go for ladies that are several years older than him. When he told me I would like you,
Ava. "Nakayla, are you alright?" Halsey stood up worriedly as I stomped back to their booth. He rushed forward to me and caught my drunk self in his arms but I didn't want him to hold me longer. I struggled and tried to writhe free from his grip. I desperately wanted to question Adele."I didn't intend to get her drunk but she kept pushing further." Renata said behind me. She fisted the sides of her skirt fearfully beside me and tore it, even. The wine was weird_ it heightened my senses and made me pay attention to these things. Or I was tipsy, really."You're just some bad news, aren't you?" Adele scowled at Renata as she stood up with the rest of the guys. "Why are you even here? You should just disappear like you've always done." That was harsh. Definitely, it wasn't just about the drink. "T... This has nothing t..to do with our fight. I.. just came here for fun and..." Renata stuttered pitifully. Yoshimi stepped in their middle and grabbed her before she could resume her state
Ava.The way he called my name...The way those words sounded helplessly seductive leaving his lips despite the menace they were meant to pass. No one ever talked to me like that or made me feel this way_ submissive and rendered to their will. I wrapped my hand around it and tried to imitate those adult actresses when they give a handjob. I could barely get my hand around the whole of it but I made do with what I could hold. He was... fucking huge. Now, the more I thought about it, the more it felt like he really meant all those threats he gave me about fucking me till I could no longer move. "Come here now. Open your mouth better." He held the back of my head and brought me even closer. I needn't be told to take off my hands, I was perhaps doing it the wrong way. He put his erection into my mouth and held my jaw firmly. With his two hands holding my head, I couldn't move back or stop him if I wanted to. I rolled my eyes up to him and saw that a corner of his lips was curled up as he
Ava."Where is the celebrant?" Adele asked, handpicking desserts for herself. She was the last person to arrive, it wasn't so surprising. "He had something urgent to attend to." I told her, wiping my mouth. Mea had been crying ceaselessly in her grandmother's arms and it was pitiful enough to watch the both. Zenobia had made a lot of effort to try to calm the little princess but it wasn't working. "Here, let me have her." I stretched my arms forward and collected her from her."The little tigress doesn't like me at all. It's such a pity, her elder sister and I were inseparable when she was little." Zenobia managed to express her pride and sufferings in those two sentences. I laughed and kissed my baby, giving her no reply about her remarks. Mea had immediately quietened down once she was in my arms. "See, she is in love with her mother." Zenobia continued to express her bitterness over the issue. You would've thought it was something so important. "Your first daughter is just li
Ava."I think this one is more conservative and fits me more, Tessa." I smiled as I caressed the diamond stone that complimented the thin necklace around my neck. It was more enviable in comparison to the gold chain, yet very simple. "Yes, yes. Everything fits you, my queen. That's because you're so beautiful!" We laughed. She had always had a sugar coated tongue, although she could be very plain and quite naive, that made her my favorite amongst the others. She had originally been introduced into the royal household as the new nanny sometime back but once I got to know her true self, I decided she was worthy enough to be the housekeeper. I sighed and stood up and swirled around to face the full-length mirror. The reflection that stared back at me was very satisfying.The blue ball gown was a good choice, indeed."I like it." I said to no one in particular.Perhaps, I could wear more of this color in the future."You're very gorgeous, my queen. No maiden or lady could compare to
Ava."Do you dare to?" Six pairs of eyes had turned towards the entrance, stunned by that voice."Darwin!" I had sprung forward and writhed free from Olivia's now weak grip, taking that she was distracted."Darwin! Darwin...!" I had jumped into his arms, only to be shocked with the sound of a gunshot.For one, I found it difficult to believe I hadn't been shot. It was a task convincing myself that I wasn't already dead but still very alive and unharmed.Darwin's kiss reassured me of the fact and I blinked my lids as I slowly turned to see what had transpired within the past seconds. "You fucking betrayer!" Olivia cursed, her eyes turning bright red with fury. The bullet had narrowly missed her and gone through the wall behind her, causing a few blocks to break. "Sick woman!" Zayn spat and tossed the gun away. And he had transformed with a growl. Zayn's wolf was a red hairy one that I had always found admirable and different amongst others but in such a situation, I was convinced t
Ava."Is it true?" I turned to Takeshi, "Will feeding him with my blood fasten his recovery?""I think we could try that too. There's a high chance it'll do him a lot of good but I can't assure you anything. I haven't seen him in this state ever, taking his identity as a special being."Too much information there. "Okay. Okay." I wasn't interested in their history together,"Let's get to action then."The longer we delayed, the more dangerous the situation got."What? What? No, there's no way I'll let you lose any blood in your state, Ava. Nothing can happen to you too." Zenobia blurted, grabbing the razor Takeshi was supposed to hand over to me.I frowned, "Zenobia, I'll be fine."Nobby shook her head, her expression as fierce and determined, "That was what you said when I let you leave earlier. I won't forgive myself if I let you put yourself to risk just because you feel responsible. "She was right. I was most especially responsible for all of this and I wasn't retreating when it
Ava."Hey, are you okay?" I was stirred back to consciousness by Celia's continuous tapping on my left arm.I snapped my eyes open and gasped for breath. Fuck! That had been too sudden and totally unexpected. "Yea, I am." I brushed my hair back and nodded my head quickly. I was still quite in shock about the whole thing that had transpired. That was Marianne Sauber... and I felt her anguish. It was so painful... I don't even dare to imagine such. Takeshi had told me that I could see visions about those I had felt their pain, if I ever wanted to. But I had never seen mom, not to talk of healing her... what was happening? My phone's continuous ringing brought me out of my thoughts and I took it out from the purse. The name that flashed on the screen relieved me a bit."Darwin!" I called out as I placed the phone by my ear, "I am not fine."I didn't realize how terrified I was until a tear slid down my right cheek. I quickly wiped it away with my thumb and rubbed my nose. "What hap
Ava.Diane helped her sit up straight against the wall, a pillow supporting her head. I didn't know where to start. Or rather I'd say I was still trying to figure it all out."Ahem!" Diane pulled forward an empty chair for me to sit in.That was at least better than being too shocked or too lost."So where do you come from, young lady?" She asked once I'd settled down. Celia's wandering eyes paused momentarily, and then continued, glancing especially back at Diane and I. It was creepy. "I am from Oakley Backwoods." She said after some time.It seemed she was really healed but it was weird enough_ she was yet to say something about my presence."We shall contact your people and...""No!" She had cut her off and hopped out of bed immediately. "I don't want to go there. Do not take me back, please." She panicked for a while before rushing to my side and getting on her knees. She held my leg and started crying sooner than I would've figured, "He will kill me if you take me back ther
Ava.Why did that sound like the most ridiculous apology ever?Yoshimi was simply insane but what was even more crazy was the drama behind it.So...Heidi liked Halsey even when he liked Renata but he couldn't be with Renata because he doesn't want to break her and he hadn't forgiven Renata for being in a fake relationship with Darwin? But Renata thinks she and Yoshimi could be a thing and wants to keep his baby? It's none of his fault, is it?"I thought we agreed that you wouldn't be concerned about that whore, Halsey?" Heidi stepped forward and tugged at his sleeve.Wait, they are really together? How come I missed that information? "Don't call her a whore, Heidi. I'm not that patient."Heidi sniggered, "She's played the three of you _ Darwin; Yoshimi and you. What does that make her?""Renata was in a fake relationship with Darwin. There was nothing else between them." Or who exactly amongst us was mistaken? I or they? "That doesn't matter. She's a witch that once threatened to
Ava."Does Darwin know?" I asked as I examined the two dresses I held in my hands. One was a plain white slip-on gown, it was a simple look but the sequin designs at the sides along with the white rose at the waistline added a touch of elegance to it. The other was a red gown that screamed bad ass. It had thin straps and needed to be laced at the sides, plus the neckline was really low. Originally, if I were still that old Nakayla that didn't have to consider her position as a queen and an expecting mother, I would've directly gone for the red dress. But the white dress was more likely to hide my bump a little so I dropped the red one."I didn't tell him. He wouldn't approve of it if I had." She said as I walked over to the full-length mirror to see how I'd look in the dress.I nodded. She was right _ Darwin wouldn't allow us to do this if he knew about it in the first place. The dress wasn't so bad. It made me look noble and classy so I wasn't exactly being too much. It was enough
Ava."We've searched everywhere and sent out fliers but there has been no result. I am beginning to lose hope, Ava. I don't want her to die...Can you help me talk to your husband? Please, he can help."I knew it..!"Bullshit!" I slammed the table, getting on my feet at once. "I hope you do find her dead body." I stomped out of the room and left despite his calls and pleads.I couldn't believe what he just did. Could greediness be anymore real? And Celia was missing? It was less likely that she had gone missing or even wanted to be found. I thought Edward really had her under his watch. Alas, she finally got away with all her sins. I wasn't interested in worrying over her whereabouts. I had something even more pressing to think of.Yoshi...How did him impregnating someone have to deal with Darwin? What was the connection there? Should I tell Darwin about the text I saw? Or not?I pulled myself together and cleared all these sensitive thoughts from my head once I'd gotten in Darwin's