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Serenity Rising Mind link's and Omelettes
Serenity POV Shit. I didn’t mean to say that. Ever since I woke up, I feel like I can't keep my damn mouth shut. I am snapping at everyone and feel like my emotions are running at 100. When Tony barrelled down the stairs with all her energy, I just let her engulf me in a hug. All I wanted to do was comfort my father, but I had caused him pain. All I ever do is cause the people around me pain. Tony sways me around a little, but I can't hear a word she is saying, as I watch my father go to the Luna office. When am I ever going to stop hurting people? Tony pulls away from me with her bright brown eyes, and long brown hair flowing around her face. She is all smiles, and I am trying to hold back tears. “So, it's probably going to be nuts today but when things calm down, we should definitely have a girl's day. Just you and me. We can escape the testosterone twins and have some fun for once. Yeah?” she says brightly, and I try to manage a weak smile to her. “Erm, yeah. Of course, T
Serenity Rising Changing
Serenity’s POV Following some disapproving looks from my father for my lack of appetite and a nice casual chat around the breakfast table with my aunties and uncles, my father stood up. “White Moon Pack. Thank for you your patience this week.” he said to those in the room aloud and opened the pack link to share his speech with all of our members. My father would never hide thing from them, and I assume this was just another show of his effort for honesty and transparency. “Some of you are aware that my pup was hospitalised this week. She is now home and doing very well.” he says and smiles down at me. I hear a flood of well wishes into the pack link, so I stand up, next to my father. This is my role. This is what I was born for. This is why I chose to return. To be the Alpha they deserve, so I won't fail them now as they are facing uncertainty and worry. “Thank you, White Moon, and I promise to speak to you and see you all soon. You have no idea how much your well wishes and p
Serenity Rising Changes
Myles POV Well, this is uncomfortable. I want to shift in my seat or something to alleviate the stress I am feeling but I can't. I have to be professional. I have to be the Beta she needs me to be right now. I have to make my dad proud. I glance over at him briefly as the Alpha lays out what he wants from the council and can see he is feeling pretty similar to how I am. We aren't used to this. This isn't how our pack works usually. The Alpha and his Luna sit at this table and make the decisions and hold the discussion, so there is no remit for what we can or cannot do here. Can I speak if I feel I should? Do I just sit here to support her? I mean, I don’t care if I have to sit silently, I just want to know what my place is here. Ren sits back in her chair and slides her hands to her lap, and I feel I can release a breath I have been holding unconsciously. I suddenly feel her place a hand on my leg, just above my knee and I snap my eyes to her. She doesn’t look at me, just opens a m
Serenity Rising Sam's Interview
Alpha Sams POV I watched as the young Beta dragged Ren out of the room, disliking his hands on her again. This was going to drive me crazy. I know he said he was just being a friend and Beta to her... at least for this year... and i was grateful she had someone to be there for her, but I can't help it. I want to rip his arms off and beat him with them whenever he touches her. ‘Leave them alone stupid. He is trying to look after her. She needs him’ Spear says to me rolling his eyes. I can't help it. Ever since I figured out how badly I had fucked up with my daughter, my protective Alpha behaviour has been out of control. I sit back down next to Mylo as the doors click shut once again and I can no longer see my pup. I sigh out a heavy breath and lean back in my chair. ‘Car, Tom, get your asses over here please.’ I say to my unit in a mind link. Mylo looks over at me shocked. ‘You don’t have to do this Sam. We know you value our input. We don’t have to sit at this table to know it.
Serenity Rising Men
Serenity POV He pushed me into the pack house wall outside the back door and closed me in. The Alpha genes in me bristled slightly at his actions. Unfortunately, my wolf was currently belly up and panting like a horn dog. I look up into his beautiful blue eyes and try to hold myself steady. “You are changing the game here Se and you haven't told us the rules.” he says in a deep voice that makes me feel a little weak. “What are you talking about Myles?” I ask him confusedly. “You put me in the seat next to you as if I am your equal in there. What was that?” he asks me, scrutinising my face. I must genuinely look as confused as I feel as he continues. “Our pack never has lower ranked wolves at the conference table unless they are being interviewed. What happened in there?” he asks me. “You are my equal Le. In there any everywhere. I couldn’t be an Alpha without you. Without your support and guidance. Sitting in that room with a bunch of Alpha’s won't change that.” I tell him and
Serenity Rising Dismissed
Alpha Sams POV “Or my pack is. They stood outside that hospital together. Hundreds of wolves. Praying to the Goddess for my daughters healing. We all stood there and watched them hold candles and moon flowers, praying for my daughter's recovery. They, just like us, knew it didn’t look good. She had lost a lot of blood, had damage to two major organs, and had multiple wounds covered her body. The people of this pack came out and stood vigil. Suddenly, she was healed by the Goddess. I don't think that a coincidence. Do you?” I ask Dom and Darrius in challenge. “It was your daughter that was healed. Not this pack. I think she is blessed, and you don’t want to report it to the council.” Dom says with a smirk I want to wipe off his face. “Jealousy of the Goddess favouring my pack is a strange colour on you Dom. We as a pack were deemed worthy of her favour. Have you ever received a blessing from her?” I ask with all the snark I can muster. Mylo snorts beside me, trying to hold back his
Serenity Rising Sequoia
Sequoia POV After that daft Alpha left the office, I went back in. I need to keep distance between us. I had become an expert at crafting space between us. I start filing all the paperwork that had been placed on the desk. I needed to organise something to get my mind straight. Maybe I should leave the pack for a while... visit my sister at the Nighthaven Pack. Alpha Henry is here already so it would be easy to ask permission for an extended visit. I can't reopen the hope and longing. My wolf and I can't take it. ‘He might realise once this is done Quoi.’ My wolf Seraphina says with a whimper. ‘He won't. There is nothing to realise. I can't live in that space anymore Phia. I just can't. He doesn’t even say my actual name for Goddess sakes. I mean nothing to him. Never have. Never will. With all this going on, its opening too many wounds. Let's just get some space for a little.’ I beg her. I am too old for this drama. Everyone knows me as Flora the housekeeper. My father transfer
Serenity Rising Apple Pie
Serenity POV I had been sat listening to her talk about her plans to adopt a pup as I peeled apples at the kitchen side. I was so happy for her, but more than anything, I was happy for whichever pup she takes home. They are so lucky to have her as a mother. “Are you going to ask Mia and Tia to keep an eye open for a baby for you, or are you happy to have an older child?” I ask her, genuinely curious. “Oh, no, I think I would rather adopt an older child that needs a loving forever home. I want to give a child all of the love that I can.” she says with a smile. I am bursting with happiness, and as she caramelises the apples for her pie, I run around the island and hug her tightly from behind. A tear runs down my cheek with pure love and happiness for her. “Quoi, I am so happy for you! I am so happy for the pup you adopt. They are so lucky to have a mother like you” I say with a shaky voice. She turns and pulls me into a crushing hug, and I smile into her shoulder. “I have thoug
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Serenity Rising Reevaluate
Serenity's POV Uncle Mylo had a point. something needed to be done, but I don't think it's me who needs to do it. He looks at me with a broken soul, only seeing his failure. It's killing me inside because I am his daughter... his heir. I want to see him look at me with pride, but that all went away when I broke our family. 'You didn't break your family, Ren. She did. Maybe we should ask mom what to do? she may have an answer.' Star tells me in my mind, and I have to agree that calling my mom could help. He was chosen to be my dad for a reason. maybe she can knock some sense into him? "Uncle Mylo, you're right. dad is spiralling and causing all of his unit to spiral with him. But... it can't be me who speaks to him." I tell him, and he furrows his brow in confusion."But Ren, you're the only one who can solve this. he is drowning in his own guilt, and it's all focused on you pup. I know it's a lot to ask, but we need to snap him out of this." He says with a hint of panic in his voic
Serenity Rising Drastic Measures
Beta Mylos POV"I know you're trying to be supportive, but you're just pissing me off and getting underfoot... now would you just go. I need peace. " Sam, all but snarls at me, and I heave a loud exasperated sigh. He was hunched over his huge glass topped, metal desk, pouring over paperwork. The dark grey circles around his eyes, and the way his cheeks seem to be sinking in, has us all on edge. Me and the guys are gifted with intuitive connections with our Alpha. It's a large part of what makes an Alpha unit so successful and close. We can tell when he's in danger, pain, feeling fear or anxiety. Since the verdict, we could all feel his stress and anger. It poured off him in waves, and we had all started losing sleep. "Sam, you're officially affecting us all now. Me, and the guys are worried. We can't continue like this. None of us are sleeping because you're up all night drinking your pain away and then wallowing in regret. Do you think we don't feel that? that we don't sit in the ha
Serenity Rising Shut in
Serenity's POVI haven't seen my dad for three days, and I'm starting to panic. He is either locked in his suit or in his office. I know the sentencing must have been hard on him, but for him to shut everyone out for days is a little extreme. I have been trying to keep my distance, as I know it will only hurt him more to see me. me. the cause of all of this. the reason for his pain. I almost whimper with the slice of pain that whips across my chest. the guilt is eating me alive. "Nope," Myles says, pooping me on the nose with his finger. I snap out of my internal war and snap my eyes to his. bloody fool has a goofy ass grin on his face as I scowl at him. "Your father is dealing with things right now and I can promise you, not one of those things is regret or grief over that horrid bitches death. OK?" he asks as he rubs his nose against mine. Myles has utilised the absence of my father over the last few days to be affectionate with me whenever possible. We barely go an hour without
Serenity Rising numb
Alpha Sam's POVMe, and my unit, stand in a circle, watching as the flames roar in front of us. no one says a word. thus is not a funeral, and this bitch deserves none. we brought canisters filled with fuel and doused her in it before lighting the bitch on fire at the closest rogue pire. we have a few dotted around the pack. the smell serves as a nice warning to those who chose to try to attack us. We have lived in peace for so long that nowadays, it's a small burned patch on the earth, forever smelling of rotten, burned flesh. the crackle of the fire and the rustle of nearby woodland animals fleeing from the blaze are the only sounds. I know I'm supposed to feel something now. maybe even grief, however irrational it may be... but I don't. Now my anger has faded, although I am sure it will never fully go away. Now, all I have left is exhaustion and numbness. I push my hands into the pockets of my black slacks. I hate wearing formal clothing, but being Alpha calls for it far more than
Serenity Rising Damn it
Alpha Sam's POVI watched Ren slump against the young Beta in relief. I know she panicked, thinking I wouldn't go through with it. I know I have a long way to go before she trusts me again, but I refuse to let my pup down again. When the Beta pup mind linked to say she was nearing a panic attack, I looked over to see her swaying on her feet, pale and disorientated. I told him to do whatever necessary to snap her out of it as we didn't want the world seeing her vulnerable. now, as he holds her to him, a small smile on his face, but worry in his eyes, I have a feeling I may need to get used to seeing that pup with my baby girl. If the Goddess wills them as mates, which looks to be the case... we may need to have a discussion. Ren suddenly tenses as her eyes drift over to the forest line. Fucking Dom and Darrius. They are stood close together, smiling and chatting whilst leering at my pup. Shit. Maybe Sheryl gave too much away before I ended her miserable existence. "THIS CONCLUDES T
Serenity Rising End
Serenity's POV From the second she stepped onto the stage, my heart rate increased. I knew I had nothing to fear any longer, but the instinct to retreat was still very much alive and well within me. I take a deep breath and lock my fingers together behind my back. 1... 2... 3... I count in my head, breathing heavily through the fear rising within me. warmth spreads across my back, and I feel his presence behind me. His large warm hand enveloped mine as I maintained my death grip on my hands. 'Breath... breath for me, Se. She can not hurt you. I'd never let her get near you. never again, my Alpha.' Myles says through the mind link. I take in large breaths, trying not to let my fear show. Miles runs his thumb over my hands, and I allow myself to sink into the tingles playing across my skin. I square my shoulders and try to refocus on everything happening. 'Thank you, Myles. I'm OK. I promise. I just want this over.' I tell him, and watch as my father steps forward, radiating anger.
Serenity Rising Cheater
Alpha Sams POV “Now. Bring out the convicted Sheryl, former Luna of the White Moon pack, and Rogue.” Alpha Henry bellows and Spear sits up in my mind with his teeth bared and a snarl falling from his muzzle. We want this over with. Not because he cares in any kind of way, other than to see this mutt punished for the pain she caused our pup. He doesn’t care about her like an ex-mate which is odd. Maybe it's because he heard it from the Goddess himself that he has a second chance out there. I am just not so sure I am ready for that. How do you ever recover? Trust someone so blindly a second time when you are so badly burned from the first? It would be a stranger. Someone I don’t know. Someone who has no idea how damaged I am when it comes to trust. How could I ever put that upon a woman. ‘She waited for us. She will not be like this one. You heard the Goddess. She is the one we should have always had. She waited for us. You will not hurt her Sam or so help me I will take over and
Serenity Rising Madness
Sheryl’s POV I can't fucking believe this. That fucking moron rejected me. ME! Is he out of his damn mind?! I have been locked up here for days with no shower, no nothing! I AM HIS LUNA! I was fated to be with him. He should be fucking thankful I didn’t reject his ass first. I know how hot I was when we met. I still am. I may be older, but I just got better and better. I have been pacing this cell for two days, waiting for him to come back. I get that he is mad, but he doesn’t understand! I remember meeting him. I had been a member of Whitetip pack, living with my parents, trying to fuck my way into Alpha Darrius’s Luna position. I had him exactly where I wanted him. He would have marked me. He was a strong and powerful Alpha with muscle that rippled under my fingertips when he pounded into me. He made me feel like a woman. He had been fucking for a year, since I turned seventeen, when that damn asshole had to show up and ruin it for me. They came for some meeting or another, somet
Serenity Rising Statements
Serenity POV I square my shoulders, stand straight, and follow my father's unit up the steps. I feel my unit fall into formation behind me and am proud to call them mine. It came so naturally. I never realised what I had been missing out on growing up by pushing these wolves away. Since I woke up in that hospital, with all my secrets laid bare, I had barely been able to catch a minute alone. I know they are worried about when the penny will drop, and I will crash. I know they all watch me, waiting for my breakdown. But they are doing that to be there to catch me when I fall, and nothing feels better than knowing I have them. I won't fall. I won't crash. I have never been better in my life, not that that is saying much. I know I have emotional things to recover from, but I am an Alpha. I have my unit, friends, and family I can rely on. I have my mother. My wolf. I am strong and I will not break because of this one, spoiled, petty, bitch. My father takes his place to the right of the
