Alpha Sam’s POV
My princess was sixteen today. I cannot believe it. Where does that time go? I am currently ensuring the dining room is decorated in shades of grey and blue. Her favourite and checking on all the food prepared for her breakfast. I turn away, trusting the staff to complete the mission I gave them, they know how important my baby is to me. I run upstairs to retrieve the gift I got for Ren. As I climb up the stairs as fast as my legs will take me, I get lost in thought about the last sixteen years with my little angel.
I still remember her toddling around on the grass out back, laughing and signing in her little dresses. She hated those things. She would strip out of them and run around naked until we let her put a jumpsuit or sweats on. I smile at the memories. I would be having a heart attack every time she played outside, fearing she would fall from the cliff. My mate would lay out there on the sun lounger while she played, however, she wasn’t watching her. I knew she had depression after having Serenity, and I sympathetic to that, but even all these years later, it has affected their relationship. I see the other mothers in my pack, going shopping, going to the salon or going out to eat with their daughters. Sometimes I watch them, mothers and daughters, sat talking together about their day and wonder if I was a bad father for not forcing them to bond better. They didn’t have a bond really. They lived in the same house, and they both loved me, but that... that’s about it. I know my mate loves her. How can a mother not? But I think, after all this time, she just doesn’t know how to bridge the gap between them.
I once came out to the garden; Ren couldn’t have been more than.... three at the time, and it was roasting hot. Sheryl, my mate was in a bikini, laid with a cocktail of some kind on the sun lounger. After a moment of drooling over my bombshell of a mate, and her mile long pale legs, and the way her blond hair laid down to her breasts, I looked around for Ren. I needed to pass the munchkin on to one of the Omega wolves so I could have an afternoon buried between my mate's breasts. As I look around, I see her, sat on the edge of the cliff, with her tiny legs dangling. My heart stopped. I looked at her in panic and dashed over. Lifting her into my arms and carrying her back. I could barely regulate my breathing. I vowed to get a damn fence to stop any young pups being lost, as I felt my life flash before my eyes just now. I looked down at my mate with accusation in my eyes. Who knew how long she had been there, she could've fallen! I remember barking at her, yelling, asking why she hadn't gotten off her ass and saved our daughter. I can't remember the exact words, but I was not kind to my mate that day. She rolled her beautiful blue eyes at me, scoffed and asked me why she should care if she fell. I had never been so mad in my life. This was my pup she was talking about.
“You ever put my daughter in danger again, EVER Shirly and I will reject you so fast your head will fucking spin. You will be out of my pack and back at that shit hole I found you and will never see our pup again! Is that clear?!” I screamed. I'm pretty sure the whole pack heard me, but I didn’t care. My pup is my bottom line. No one hurts my baby. She sighed, laid down and drank her cocktail like I hadn't spoken. She didn’t care. Even to this day, she is cold to Ren. It kills me, but what can I do? I know she loves her and just needs an opportunity to bond with Ren over something... anything. But Ren is an Alpha, born and bred. They had nothing in common. My baby was a workaholic, with a strong sole and a kind heart. She was a lot like me, with a few traits she inherited from my mother too. I am so proud of the woman she is becoming.
I grabbed the gifts from the dresser in our suite and ran back downstairs. I had bought her a new laptop. Top of the line. A set of throwing knives. And four books she would love. She isn't your typical girly girl. She loves practical presents. Not shoes and hairpieces like some of the other Alpha daughters. My daughter is my biggest pride, and my ultimate bragging right when I go to the Alpha summits. They all cannot believe I raised such an amazing young woman. So strong.
I place her gifts in the centre of the dining table with a smile. Shes outside. Shes always outside taking in the morning air at this time. She would be waiting for me to call her in. Normally, I wouldn’t, as I would be getting ready to train the warriors, but never does my princess eat breakfast alone on her birthday. So, she will be out there, waiting for me to tell her that the dining room is ready. I glace around, happy with the work the ladies had done.
“Thank you so much ladies. You have all worked so hard this morning, and I am very grateful to you for helping with Rens birthday. You will all receive a bonus this month for all your hard work. Please, go and get some of the breakfast from the kitchen, and feel free to take some to your families.” I said and made my way out of the room. The ladies bowed slightly to me, with wide smiles. I heard mumbled ‘thank you's’ as I left. I always tried to rule with kindness and fairness. I had given them nothing they hadn't earned themselves.
I wander out to the back garden and can see my mate with her arms around Ren. Weird. I'm glad they are getting along but, I don’t think I have ever seen them embrace each other. “Ren! Happy B...” I start, but then pause. There is a strong smell of iron in the air. My Alpha senses kicking into high gear at the danger that is around us.
‘BLOOD’ My wolf, Spear tells me.
‘WHERE!’ I bark at him.
I see Ren turn in my mates' arms. I am slightly panicked that my mate refuses to let her go. Her piercing green eyes meet mine and I notice how pale she it. Her fair complexion has been completely washed out. Suddenly her eyes widen, and she collapses on the ground at my mates' feet.
“Wha.... REN!” I scream. Barrelling across the garden to reach her, my mate backs away. I couldn’t give a fuck about her right now; my pup is injured.
“GET THE PACK DOCTOR TO THE BACK OF THE PACK HOUSE IMMEDIATELY” I scream through the pack link. There is a round of ‘Yes, Alpha’ from my pack, and I head panicked feet pattering all over the place. Holding my bloody and beaten daughter in my arms, I scan her for injury. Suddenly, I see the handle of a knife sicking out of the back of my baby girl. Rage fills my body as I look up to see my mate... missing. WHAT THE FUCK.
I saw my Beta, Delta and Gamma barrelling toward me as I sit on the grass holding my daughter and sending silent prayers to the moon Goddess to save my baby girl.
“Ren...” My Beta, Mylo says on a sob.
“What the fuck happened here Sam!” my Delta, Carson asks with anger in his eyes. He is extremely fond of my daughter. They have had an uncle/niece relationship all her life. I know he hopes his son is mated to her. I honestly... don’t. I don’t want to see my baby mated at all to be honest.
“FIND MY FUCKING MATE NOW!” I scream. They look at me shocked. My gamma, Tom lowers his head. Did he have suspicions of something? Now isn't the time. I need their help.
Alpha Sam's POV “Let's get Ren out of here ok. You two can search for her” Carson says. He is my daughter's protector. I know he would prioritize her over anything. I lift Ren in my arms and begin to carry her to the front of the pack house quickly. “Sam, you need to take it easy.” He says. My wolf lets out a threatening growl. No one was going to tell me how to care for my daughter in this moment. “I know man but the more you bounce her around, the more blood she is losing, look...” he points out. I glace back at the trail of my baby's blood that has trailed behind me. I feel my heart break as I continue moving. “Carson. Go. Get a car or stretcher... anything we can move her on. You can be faster.” I say, choking on every word. Carson sprints off, throwing himself into the pack house. He must have had some idea come to mind, as that was not what I was expecting. I continue walking toward our pack hospital, carrying my daughter in my arms. I can feel her breathing and hear the whee
Serenity's POV I felt so heavy. Like a weight was pressing down on my entire body. I felt so uncomfortable and just wanted to get away from it. It was not so much pain, as it was pressure. Suddenly, as if falling asleep, I found myself at the packhouse on the Alpha floor. My surroundings were so familiar, and the smells of my family were all around me. It was so comforting. I felt so peaceful. I walked toward my bedroom, as if dragged... or maybe even possessed to do so. I am not entirely sure why I am going there. Its early morning. I have things to be doing! Pup training and helping in the pack hospital. But I keep going, walking down the familiar hallway. I glide my hand across the clean white walls that drive my mother crazy. Me and my father love the simple look of our floor. Everything is white, black and steel. All the furniture on our floor matches this theme. It's simple. Classic. It never goes out of style to have a clean feeling home. As a pack, we spend less on maintai
Serenity’s POV “So, this is a long story, and may take some time, so, let's go sit over there and get comfortable.” Selene said, pointing to my two chairs and coffee table. It was set up for me to have friends over, with a matching sofa in my suit. Unfortunately, due to how my home life is, I never have anyone over. I can barely hold a friendship down. I mean, I am nice to everyone, and wish for true friendships, and everyone in the pack is amazing to me, but when you must hide half your life from everyone, it isn't easy to keep a friendship going. I smile sadly at the little area my father set up when I started high school. We move over, and I get comfortable in the white chair, upholstered with teddy material. They are extremely comfortable, and I often sit here alone to read... or hide. Selene smiles sadly at me, almost as if she knows what I am thinking. “I know your life has been so hard my child. I didn’t want that for you, and I wish I could have done something... anything t
Serenity POV “So, your father and mother met three years before you were born, and they struggled to conceive. I designed it that way, as your mother was never destined to be a great mother, I'm afraid.” She said with a sad smile and sympathy in her eyes. “Why did you change your mind if you knew what she would become?” I asked, furrowing my brow. Surely, if she ensured that she couldn’t have children, she would have a reason for giving me to her. “Your father is an Alpha and needed an heir. He was supposed to see the evil residing in your mother and leave her. His second chance mate has been waiting a long time for him, but being the faithful and loving man he is, he never gave up on her.” she said, leaning forward in her chair and angling her body toward me. “I saw your mother lazing around, ordering and beating pack members, and destroying the soul of the pack behind your fathers back. He never discovered the evil that is held inside that woman, and I had to make a change. I h
Alpha Sam's POV The doctor had come out twice to tell me they were still trying to repair the damage to my baby girl. I had stopped staring stoically at the doors after the second time. Now, I am pacing back and forth across the width of the corridor. Spear has been pacing in my mind, making my already out of control anger and anxiety even worse. Carson has slumped down against the wall in the hallway with his head in his hands. Tom and Mylo came back at some point, but I haven't paid much attention to either of them. I know I should be asking about my mate, but I know they would not be here if she wasn’t put in the cells already. I can't stop playing that image in my head. My mates' arms holding my daughter still as she stabbed her straight through the back. The look of shock and fear in my baby's eyes as the blade went in. Her crumpling to the floor, and the smell of her blood in the air. Wait! I freeze in my movement. I smelt blood before she stabbed that knife into her! What the
Serenity’s POV Selene laughs at me, like she finds my impatience funny. I think she has finished with her whole... Ren, this is your life... moment, so I want to do this and deal with whatever comes after. I am hoping she gives me a chance to save my father from the grief my death will cause him. If I am here, I know this isn't good for me. I don’t care about punishing that woman, I just don’t want my father going down a dark path because of me, or for my pack to suffer for the grief and blame he will feel. He was such a good father and an amazing Alpha; I cannot let that happen to him. “Oh, you are definitely my daughter. Always rushing to business.” She says with a big smile and a shake of her head. “Sorry” I say, realising I may have jumped the gun. “Never be sorry to me sweetheart. Not for being who you are. I am very proud of the woman you are becoming. So, we actually have two things to discuss, and two choices will need to be made. Neither will affect the other, but
Alpha Sam's POV They told me they wouldn’t be able to close her wound for another day, as the strain on her body without her wolf present was too much. She would slip away. They had wrapped her up in some kind of tape to keep her insides... well... inside. It was killing me seeing her like this. I sat at her bedside alone, having sent my men away. I needed some time to think. I appreciate their support and presence in my time of need, but I just can think with everyone hovering around me right now. I needed to sort this out in my own mind before I deal with everything else. I sat there, staring at my baby girls face, with a tube down her throat to help her breath, a tube coming out of her neck going into a deep vein somewhere there. Tubes in both her hands with drips attached on either side and monitor wires all over her body. They even left the blood pressure cuff on so that they didn’t have to reattach it ever time, as they needed to monitor it so damn often. I want so badly to hol
Serenity's POV “Star” I whisper. It's beautiful. I already know she will be my best friend. I smile thinking that she is a chatterbox, the exact opposite of me. I suppose that is how it works with some wolves. Their counterpart is the total opposite of their own personalities, I always thought it was done that way intentionally to balance them out. “Serenity...” Selene, or I suppose... my mom says to me. I snap my eyes over to her. I must have zoned out, contemplating my wolf. “You will meet her shortly; she will be here soon. You two will have a hell of a ride on your hands. She is a very special wolf darling. I am very proud of you.” she says with a smile. “Proud? Of me? You made her... why would you be...” I reply completely confused. “I didn’t design her like the other wolves my girl. Star was born with you. She is yours. Your creation. She is only as strong and powerful as she is because of who you are.” she says with a smile. I furrow my brow in confusion. Born with me? I d
Serenity's POV Uncle Mylo had a point. something needed to be done, but I don't think it's me who needs to do it. He looks at me with a broken soul, only seeing his failure. It's killing me inside because I am his daughter... his heir. I want to see him look at me with pride, but that all went away when I broke our family. 'You didn't break your family, Ren. She did. Maybe we should ask mom what to do? she may have an answer.' Star tells me in my mind, and I have to agree that calling my mom could help. He was chosen to be my dad for a reason. maybe she can knock some sense into him? "Uncle Mylo, you're right. dad is spiralling and causing all of his unit to spiral with him. But... it can't be me who speaks to him." I tell him, and he furrows his brow in confusion."But Ren, you're the only one who can solve this. he is drowning in his own guilt, and it's all focused on you pup. I know it's a lot to ask, but we need to snap him out of this." He says with a hint of panic in his voic
Beta Mylos POV"I know you're trying to be supportive, but you're just pissing me off and getting underfoot... now would you just go. I need peace. " Sam, all but snarls at me, and I heave a loud exasperated sigh. He was hunched over his huge glass topped, metal desk, pouring over paperwork. The dark grey circles around his eyes, and the way his cheeks seem to be sinking in, has us all on edge. Me and the guys are gifted with intuitive connections with our Alpha. It's a large part of what makes an Alpha unit so successful and close. We can tell when he's in danger, pain, feeling fear or anxiety. Since the verdict, we could all feel his stress and anger. It poured off him in waves, and we had all started losing sleep. "Sam, you're officially affecting us all now. Me, and the guys are worried. We can't continue like this. None of us are sleeping because you're up all night drinking your pain away and then wallowing in regret. Do you think we don't feel that? that we don't sit in the ha
Serenity's POVI haven't seen my dad for three days, and I'm starting to panic. He is either locked in his suit or in his office. I know the sentencing must have been hard on him, but for him to shut everyone out for days is a little extreme. I have been trying to keep my distance, as I know it will only hurt him more to see me. me. the cause of all of this. the reason for his pain. I almost whimper with the slice of pain that whips across my chest. the guilt is eating me alive. "Nope," Myles says, pooping me on the nose with his finger. I snap out of my internal war and snap my eyes to his. bloody fool has a goofy ass grin on his face as I scowl at him. "Your father is dealing with things right now and I can promise you, not one of those things is regret or grief over that horrid bitches death. OK?" he asks as he rubs his nose against mine. Myles has utilised the absence of my father over the last few days to be affectionate with me whenever possible. We barely go an hour without
Alpha Sam's POVMe, and my unit, stand in a circle, watching as the flames roar in front of us. no one says a word. thus is not a funeral, and this bitch deserves none. we brought canisters filled with fuel and doused her in it before lighting the bitch on fire at the closest rogue pire. we have a few dotted around the pack. the smell serves as a nice warning to those who chose to try to attack us. We have lived in peace for so long that nowadays, it's a small burned patch on the earth, forever smelling of rotten, burned flesh. the crackle of the fire and the rustle of nearby woodland animals fleeing from the blaze are the only sounds. I know I'm supposed to feel something now. maybe even grief, however irrational it may be... but I don't. Now my anger has faded, although I am sure it will never fully go away. Now, all I have left is exhaustion and numbness. I push my hands into the pockets of my black slacks. I hate wearing formal clothing, but being Alpha calls for it far more than
Alpha Sam's POVI watched Ren slump against the young Beta in relief. I know she panicked, thinking I wouldn't go through with it. I know I have a long way to go before she trusts me again, but I refuse to let my pup down again. When the Beta pup mind linked to say she was nearing a panic attack, I looked over to see her swaying on her feet, pale and disorientated. I told him to do whatever necessary to snap her out of it as we didn't want the world seeing her vulnerable. now, as he holds her to him, a small smile on his face, but worry in his eyes, I have a feeling I may need to get used to seeing that pup with my baby girl. If the Goddess wills them as mates, which looks to be the case... we may need to have a discussion. Ren suddenly tenses as her eyes drift over to the forest line. Fucking Dom and Darrius. They are stood close together, smiling and chatting whilst leering at my pup. Shit. Maybe Sheryl gave too much away before I ended her miserable existence. "THIS CONCLUDES T
Serenity's POV From the second she stepped onto the stage, my heart rate increased. I knew I had nothing to fear any longer, but the instinct to retreat was still very much alive and well within me. I take a deep breath and lock my fingers together behind my back. 1... 2... 3... I count in my head, breathing heavily through the fear rising within me. warmth spreads across my back, and I feel his presence behind me. His large warm hand enveloped mine as I maintained my death grip on my hands. 'Breath... breath for me, Se. She can not hurt you. I'd never let her get near you. never again, my Alpha.' Myles says through the mind link. I take in large breaths, trying not to let my fear show. Miles runs his thumb over my hands, and I allow myself to sink into the tingles playing across my skin. I square my shoulders and try to refocus on everything happening. 'Thank you, Myles. I'm OK. I promise. I just want this over.' I tell him, and watch as my father steps forward, radiating anger.
Alpha Sams POV “Now. Bring out the convicted Sheryl, former Luna of the White Moon pack, and Rogue.” Alpha Henry bellows and Spear sits up in my mind with his teeth bared and a snarl falling from his muzzle. We want this over with. Not because he cares in any kind of way, other than to see this mutt punished for the pain she caused our pup. He doesn’t care about her like an ex-mate which is odd. Maybe it's because he heard it from the Goddess himself that he has a second chance out there. I am just not so sure I am ready for that. How do you ever recover? Trust someone so blindly a second time when you are so badly burned from the first? It would be a stranger. Someone I don’t know. Someone who has no idea how damaged I am when it comes to trust. How could I ever put that upon a woman. ‘She waited for us. She will not be like this one. You heard the Goddess. She is the one we should have always had. She waited for us. You will not hurt her Sam or so help me I will take over and
Sheryl’s POV I can't fucking believe this. That fucking moron rejected me. ME! Is he out of his damn mind?! I have been locked up here for days with no shower, no nothing! I AM HIS LUNA! I was fated to be with him. He should be fucking thankful I didn’t reject his ass first. I know how hot I was when we met. I still am. I may be older, but I just got better and better. I have been pacing this cell for two days, waiting for him to come back. I get that he is mad, but he doesn’t understand! I remember meeting him. I had been a member of Whitetip pack, living with my parents, trying to fuck my way into Alpha Darrius’s Luna position. I had him exactly where I wanted him. He would have marked me. He was a strong and powerful Alpha with muscle that rippled under my fingertips when he pounded into me. He made me feel like a woman. He had been fucking for a year, since I turned seventeen, when that damn asshole had to show up and ruin it for me. They came for some meeting or another, somet
Serenity POV I square my shoulders, stand straight, and follow my father's unit up the steps. I feel my unit fall into formation behind me and am proud to call them mine. It came so naturally. I never realised what I had been missing out on growing up by pushing these wolves away. Since I woke up in that hospital, with all my secrets laid bare, I had barely been able to catch a minute alone. I know they are worried about when the penny will drop, and I will crash. I know they all watch me, waiting for my breakdown. But they are doing that to be there to catch me when I fall, and nothing feels better than knowing I have them. I won't fall. I won't crash. I have never been better in my life, not that that is saying much. I know I have emotional things to recover from, but I am an Alpha. I have my unit, friends, and family I can rely on. I have my mother. My wolf. I am strong and I will not break because of this one, spoiled, petty, bitch. My father takes his place to the right of the