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Continuation......

"babe, come back to me" zack cried and said to the person he was talking to on the phone.

"I know, I will accept your son, I told you that that man will only make you laugh, then he left you" I didn't realize I was crying.

"Are you coming back tomorrow? Alright, I'll wait for you here" before he sent me away, I left his house. I just walked because I forgot to take the key from him,

"hey" I stopped walking when someone called from a woman and I wasn't mistaken, it was zack's wife, she approached me smiling

"thank you" I frowned at what she said.

"why?"

"because of your cooking, he missed me and I missed him too, so I will come back to him tomorrow"

"then?"

"it means you're gone, so every day that my husband is with you, you'll pay"

"what? Wait, I thought you had a boyfriend?"

"Is that it? Yes, but he's working in Italy, so I'll go back to him first" then he turned his back on me, but I couldn't do anything about it.

Even if I fight for zack and tell him the truth, he won't believe me because he doesn't love me. I took a taxi and went home. When I come home, I change, but my house is really like this, quiet, I have no sympathy,

when I was sick, no one took care of me, I was just in bed waiting to get better and I would get better even if I just drank water.

I didn't make it for a week, I could have spent two more days with him but it looks like our path is really headed that way, I have nothing against his wife so maybe I'll forget about him. I looked for something to eat but my groceries were full of sweat and expired, and the only thing left was two eggs, I cooked them and ate them, and went to sleep,

(morning)

I immediately stood up and went to the bathroom because I feel like I'm going to throw up but nothing comes out, the pain in my throat but nothing really comes out, I feel like I want to throw up but nothing really comes out, until I feel weak.

And suddenly I cried for no reason, I cried and cried and I don't know why I am like this. I got up and got dressed, I just put on shorts and a shirt and wanted to go grocery shopping, but before that I emailed zack because I was about to resign from work, then I took all the money from my wallet and put it in my pocket I used one car, I

only have two cars, my new one is the one at zack's house. I don't even want to work anymore, because I'm lazy. I don't know myself. When I got to the groceries, everyone was looking at me. Of course I'm pretty too, I'm white as long as I'm pretty. I got a cart and took everything I wanted but I stopped when I saw a peanut,

"how many kilos?" asked the sales lady.

"100 po"

"five kilos" I said with a smile when he handed it to me I happily put it in my cart.

"thank you" I started shopping for something when I suddenly saw zack with his wife and a child that looked like 3 years old. I immediately walked away and turned my back on them, I quickly walked away but I stopped because I wanted to get an apple and banana, I smiled again, I felt like a crazy person because I would smile immediately. I was about to leave when a boy grabbed my thigh. I looked at him.

"hey baby" I sat up to match him.

"im lost" I looked around. I think zack saw me but I didn't pay attention to that the important thing was to find the parents of this child.

"okay baby I will help you" I put her on the cart, she is cute, she is a girl, I went to the counter to pay and loaded the child she's like 2 years old. I don't know, that's all.

"Miss, let's all panch, I'll be back, I'll just look for her mommy."

"yes ma'am"

"thank you" I immediately left there and looked for her mommy. I waited for someone to come to me.

"what is your mommy wearing?" he didn't answer and just laughed so I smiled. I sat down for a while because I was dizzy. Until

"BABY" An old woman came and carried the child.

"grandma" he looked at me

"thank you so much" I smiled.

"It's okay, because he's cute too" I said happily

"help grandma she" the child taught me.

"ah ok, I'm leaving"

"Dada" the child shouted and I turned around and zack was the one who exposed me.

"ma why are you here?" ma? his mommy?

"because it's your brother" before he saw me I left.

"ah miss how many are all?"

"7,000,00 ma'am" I paid

"ah miss can you take it to my car please" he nodded and a sales boy came and put it in the cart when he got to the parking lot the man put it behind my car.

"thank you"

"welcome ma'am" I got into the car and started sniffing, I just want to forget him so I will find a way to forget him. When I got home, I put everything I bought in the fridge, then I ate some peanuts, should I leave them because they were delicious,

after I ate them, it was bananas, as long as I wanted to eat fruits as long as that was what I wanted. Until I felt like I was going to throw up, so I immediately went to the bathroom and threw up.

I just ate it and took it out right away? maybe I need to get checked up, because it's different, and I just felt it now.

It's up to me~ I just went back to sleep. But I couldn't sleep until someone called my phone, I immediately answered

'babe?' I didn't answer because of me.

'babe where are you?'and it's zack what does he need? didn't her husband come back? He already has a son, why is he still calling me?

"on another planet why?"

"Are you okay? Are you feeling good?"

"yes"

"ah okay" then nothing. Okay fine at least I know he has a little concern for me.

My wife came back to me and I admit I feel happy, I feel blessed she's my home, after all, I'm always thinking how can I afford to lose her, that's what I am thinking since she choose another man than her husband, at that time I was about to tell monic that was fine, that my wife is coming home and she can now go home too, but I didn't see her after that, no message except her email of resignation, that day too monic just came, my wife and only her. I thought I was happy, I thought only her is my missing piece but I was wrong, it all changed and I don't know why, when I was kissing my wife I didn't feel anything, it always happened since the day we meet, since the day we get married and I just realized that our relationship wasn't that sparkling like a shining star above, I just realized na kulang, something is lacking since the day I meet her, since the day I challenge myself to seduce my secretary.

On the day my wife came home we had our night out $#x and that night I can't feel anything, there was none! I was looking for something like I feel on what I feel about my secretary. Before when my and wife making out she was always the one who did the move, and I was just guiding her! And it was true, I was comparing my wife and my secretary, my secretary monica had an innocent mind when it comes to $#x, she always let me do the job, and I'm loving it. But when it comes to my wife any single of my strengths ay di nagagamit, all I can do is to lay down and watch her and make myself moan out a load of pleasure. And the fact that since she aborted our baby she didn't let my seed let inside, instead she drink it, she didn't want it and I don't know why I feel like an idiot for that, I feel like puppet and I feel small when it comes to my wife, and when it comes to my secretary I feel like a king, I can do what I want, I am free and I can full her inside of my seed.

And in the morning that day her son came we did go shopping, but I had a feeling that I was hoping that I had my kid too to laugh with, and while I was following my wife I saw her, I saw her picking something, it's only her back I saw and I already know it's her, I was about to come to her but my wife stops me and I don't know why she stops me, I followed her I mean my eyes following looking at her, she's smiling but then she's pouting and she's so damn beautiful and cute. But I got my temper out when some man always looking at her. And I can't do anything to stop them and I feel that I get jealous and when the time she sees me she suddenly looks away and I didn't see her again, I feel like she's hiding from me,

I admit I only used her, I seduce her because of her name! She has the same name as my wife, when I was 18 I was already madly in love with my wife but that feeling was suddenly gone, I know this feeling was a good intention, might my heart is telling me the truth but were 5 years married already. The day I held my wife at the first time we meet was the same feeling I get every time I was with my secretary. That's why I choose her to be my other woman. The other woman who filled the emptiness I was feelin' the first day I hug my wife. And I know they're different, I can't understand why I feel this way to her like I feel with my wife before.

"honey?" Gulat akong napatingin sa asawa ko

"ha?"

"are you okay? kanina pa ako nagsasalita di ka naman nakikinig" i smile bitterly to her

"Sorry I was just thinking about something" I just told her and I leave them at the salas and let myself lay on the bed when suddenly I just pick the telephone and make calls.

"babe?" bungad ko sa kanya pero walang sumasagot

"babe where are you?" I ask her again

"nasa ibang planeta bakit?" m*****a niyang sagot

"Are you okay? Are you feeling good?" concern kong tanong

"oo" mahinang sabi niya

"ah okay" at agad ko Yung binababa, I miss her already and I don't know what to do, I don't know what I feel and it's crazy.

"sino yun?" Gulat akong napatingin kay monic.

"Nothing" I just told her and I lay again.

"si monic diba? yung kapangalan ko?" di ako sumagot.

"kabit mo Yun diba?" When I heard that word suddenly I feel uneasy so I look at her with knotted

"come on zack ito gusto mo diba? ang bumalik ako?" tumayo ako at hinarap siya.

"where's that damn papers I'll sign it" nagulat siya sa sinabi ko, hinarap ko siya.

"All I can say before you talk like that, please can you kindly look for yourself too? How can you still look at me and smile like that, like you didn't do anything? You kill my child and you choose your other man and now you wanted to hit that on my face that she's my mistress? Let's say yes! But she was the one who filled me, she was the one and she's the reason why I feel this way and how I realize that I was blinded on something and something that I feel since we get married that I was picking the wrong girl" bigla siyang nagulat sa sinabi ko but then she smiles again.

"oh? How can you still say that when she already knows about us? She knew that you used her, and the fact that she knew that she's one of your thousands mistress zack, and she knew that you only used her because you were deeply in love with me, she knew that you used her because of my name, she knew that you love me and she already knew that she's your mistress, your wh0re, your b! tch,

Your dominated girl, your dog, and your sl#t wh0re h0le all the time, maybe that's why she let herself out of this house because you kick her out right? For me?" I fitted my fist with my anger, I felt hurt hearing those words, and what if monica can hear this? I don't know what to do, my heart was beating faster.

"You want to know what i tell her? Well i just tell her that she's a piece of your trash" sa galit ko gusto ko siyang suntukin pero pinigilan ko.

"I'll sign the annulment if you pay me for 5 million pesos Zack" nakangiti niyang sabi.

"I'll pay you gave me that" ngumiti siya saka ibinigay ang papeles agad ko itong piniramahan at binigyan siya ng cheke.

"I finally found out your dark side" ngumiti siya

"its just for the sake of money zack kaya kita pinakasalan" sabay alis niya sa kwarto ko. Napahawak nalang ako sa ulo ko saka napahiga. Bukas na bukas pupuntahan ko siya di ko hahayaang mawala siya sakin. She's only mine. MINE

(after 2 weeks)

Monic POV

I'm here at the hospital and I'm just waiting for the results.

"miss cruz?" I looked at the person who called me.

"come here" he said with a smile and he let me in then sat down

"I have a good news" he said with a smile.

"What's that?"

"your pregnant"

"po?" I said in shock while holding my stomach.

"2 weeks"

"2 weeks?" it's been two weeks since I was here in London and my doctor is Filipino, she's my mom's doctor.

"so be careful okay" he gave me vitamins and something else.

"So you're back in the Philippines right?" I nodded to him

"it's okay to travel just be careful" I nodded and then walked out dumbfounded.

"im pregnant with zack's baby" I held my stomach and just smiled.

"our mini-me"

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I arrived in the Philippines well, the reason why I went to London is that mommy and daddy's anniversary, and daddy is of British descent so they were both buried there. When I got to my house I noticed a car parked in front of my house, I looked at it but I entered the house and put the suitcase somewhere.

"Tiring" I closed my eyes for a moment and really wanted to sleep when I felt someone kiss my lips so I immediately pushed him away.

"zack?" I said in shock

"Miss me?"

"wait what? panmmmmmmmmm" a delicious kiss stopped me from speaking. It's our turn, I responded to his kiss because I missed him too much.

I pushed him then looked him in the face.

"what are you doing here?"

"I miss you, I found out that you were out of the country and I thought you weren't coming back so I keep going here every day maybe I still see you and I was right! You came back" and he kissed me again caressing my chest.

He stopped then looked at what he was holding and frowned

"babe why do these two get 3x bigger? All I know they were only fitted for my both hands then why do they get even more bigger this time?" shall i say if I tell him he will abort our child.

I didn't pay attention to that.

"what are you doing here?"

"About that, I am here to get you back" again? so does that mean he and his wife are gone? is this why he is with me? but I don't know and I went with him he locked the house and let me ride in his car., we were quiet baby I won't tell your daddy, sorry if he doesn't accept you, sorry if he doesn't want to accept you, I don't want to lose you I will watch over you, mommy is here

when we got to his house he immediately hugged me from behind while he was behind me.

"babe are you beautiful?" I looked at the old house and I was impressed by his house because it has a new look,

"did you change it?"

"yup let's build another memory baby" I looked at him, and he just smiled.

zack, if you find out what we're doing, will you accept the angel in my womb?

"zack?"

"yes?"

"do you want ~" I stopped

"what babe?" why should I ask if I already know his answer, I know I'm just passing the time, he's going out, one of his girls, and the girl he replaced with his wife because I'm his wife's name, so what's the point of the question right?

"no," I said smiling.

"Are you hungry?" I nodded, then I saw manang

"manang you cook delicious," zack said smiling so I approached manang

"how are you?"

"Are you okay?"

"it's okay" I saw a banana so I took it and sat in the dining room, I just ate and ate while zack just looked at me and was confused so I just ignored him.

"babe?" I looked at him

"why?"

"You don't usually eat bananas?" I stopped eating, I almost forgot, he must have thought I was pregnant.

"Yes it is, don't you want that?" Manang asked, I took a deep breath and then tried to smile.

"I'm hungry so this is the first," I said with a smile.

"ahhh," zack said smiling and stood up then made me stand up.

"we're just tall" he took me to his room with a kiss on my lips then he suddenly stopped and picked me up slowly and laid me on his bed.

"you know I miss you for weeks baby, I really miss you so much" I smiled at what he said.

"I know you want it." I sat down and took off my clothes.

"You take care of the rest" he smiled then leaned on me and kissed me on the lips while he removed the hook of my bra.

He removed my panty with one of his hands and his foot moved down, I feel his broad chest, his hot body, his kiss goes down my neck, up to my chest, his licking and playing with it.

"I really miss this" he whispered, then he kissed my tummy down to his favorite part.

"and this" he kissed her

"ahhh~~" and then he licked my cl*tor*s and his tongue kept playing with it.

"i miss thishmmmm" he muttered, seven is really good, this is what I feel, I feel so good,

"ah zack~~" he stopped then returned to kiss my lips.

"I miss you so much" I smiled and then held his neck.

"I'm coming in babe" I nodded and put my foot on his thigh, and I feel his strongest again inside me I lifted up, but this time slowly and as if he was having sex with me with love, or I'm crazy seeing that, he kissed me on the lips so I responded

"hmmmmm" I mumbled because I can't explain what I feel it's so intimate and I love this, I hope it was like this always, just slowly.

"zack~"

"yes babe?" he kissed my neck.

"you changed?" he looked at me while he was still moving and he looked sexy when he was just slowly.

"change? like what babe?"

"your not like this before if were making out" he smiled then kissed me on the lips and bit him,

"ahh zack~" I grabbed his neck.

"zack this is i really want it before then but your so wild before "

"then you like it now?" he sped up a bit and I was enjoying it.

"ahh~~"

"yea so muchahhhhhh~" she laughed

"baby i will make it faster okay"

"okay babe" I hugged her and she sped up

"ah~ zack~ "

"hold on im almost "

"ahhh~~~ " I hugged him tightly and I felt him come out and lay on top of me. He lay on top of me for more than five minutes. And his breathing is also getting deeper.

I think he's asleep.

"zack?" now he was fast asleep so I laid him down slowly then put his arm on him then hugged him so I held my stomach while looking at zack's handsome face.

baby, I can't lie anymore, I can do whatever I decide, forgive me, your daddy doesn't want you, but I love you, I want you to live and see the world, but your daddy doesn't want you to live because your daddy is married, I he's just hooking up, girl, let him out, I'm sorry son if I'm like this, I'm sorry if I became your mother, I'm sorry,

I couldn't stop crying so I hugged zack~

zack I love you, I love you so much, but I just know that I will lose my child because you don't want it, I will fulfill that.

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I took a shower in the morning and then looked at him sleeping. I caressed his face and then kissed him.

zack i love you i love you so much i will do this for you.

I was coming down and saw manang.

"Manang, I'm going to help you" I said happily to Manang so he smiled at me while I was next to him.

"don't"

"I'm here manang" manang didn't stop me.

"heritage?"

"yes?"

"How is zack doing without me?"

"Is Ma'am Monic with him" the smile disappeared but continued what I was doing

"done?"

"That's all because I just came back just like that when I left them they were happy, and I can see that sir was happy when his wife came back" it felt like something was throbbing in me, the pain was too much, the pain I was feeling.

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"is that so?" tears started to flow so I turned back for a moment and washed my face.

I'll continue, that's my decision, I put the food on the table,

"I'll just wake him up"

"okay" when I was in front of his door, I smiled even though I didn't want to, and went in and sat on the bed with him shaken.

"Zack wake up" I caressed his face, I kissed him on his cheek and nose.

"hmmmmm" he muttered.

"I cooked something" he smiled then he pulled me closer then hugged me,

zack why are you so sweet? why are you like this? why? I know everything~ I know I'm just spending time with you,

I shed a tear but I immediately wiped it away.

"Let's go" I said smiling, he kissed me on the lips for a long time then he bit it.

zack stop being so sweet, please

when we got to his house he immediately hugged me from behind while he was behind me.

"babe are you beautiful?" I looked at the old house and I was impressed by his house because it has a new look,

"did you change it?"

"yup let's build another memory baby" I looked at him, and he just smiled.

zack, if you find out what we're doing, will you accept the angel in my womb?

"zack?"

"yes?"

"do you want ~" I stopped

"what babe?" why should I ask if I already know his answer, I know I'm just passing the time, he's going out, one of his girls, and the girl he replaced with his wife because I'm his wife's name, so what's the point of the question right?

"no," I said smiling.

"Are you hungry?" I nodded, then I saw manang

"manang you cook delicious," zack said smiling so I approached manang

"how are you?"

"Are you okay?"

"it's okay" I saw a banana so I took it and sat in the dining room, I just ate and ate while zack just looked at me and was confused so I just ignored him.

"babe?" I looked at him

"why?"

"You don't usually eat bananas?" I stopped eating, I almost forgot, he must have thought I was pregnant.

"Yes it is, don't you want that?" Manang asked, I took a deep breath and then tried to smile.

"I'm hungry so this is the first," I said with a smile.

"ahhh," zack said smiling and stood up then made me stand up.

"we're just tall" he took me to his room with a kiss on my lips then he suddenly stopped and picked me up slowly and laid me on his bed.

"you know I miss you for weeks baby, I really miss you so much" I smiled at what he said.

"I know you want it." I sat down and took off my clothes.

"You take care of the rest" he smiled then leaned on me and kissed me on the lips while he removed the hook of my bra.

He removed my panty with one of his hands and his foot moved down, I feel his broad chest, his hot body, his kiss goes down my neck, up to my chest, his licking and playing with it.

"I really miss this" he whispered, then he kissed my tummy down to his favorite part.

"and this" he kissed her

"ahhh~~" and then he licked my cl*tor*s and his tongue kept playing with it.

"i miss thishmmmm" he muttered, seven is really good, this is what I feel, I feel so good,

"ah zack~~" he stopped then returned to kiss my lips.

"I miss you so much" I smiled and then held his neck.

"I'm coming in babe" I nodded and put my foot on his thigh, and I feel his strongest again inside me I lifted up, but this time slowly and as if he was having sex with me with love, or I'm crazy seeing that, he kissed me on the lips so I responded

"hmmmmm" I mumbled because I can't explain what I feel it's so intimate and I love this, I hope it was like this always, just slowly.

"zack~"

"yes babe?" he kissed my neck.

"you changed?" he looked at me while he was still moving and he looked sexy when he was just slowly.

"change? like what babe?"

"your not like this before if were making out" he smiled then kissed me on the lips and bit him,

"ahh zack~" I grabbed his neck.

"zack this is i really want it before then but your so wild before "

"then you like it now?" he sped up a bit and I was enjoying it.

"ahh~~"

"yea so muchahhhhhh~" she laughed

"baby i will make it faster okay"

"okay babe" I hugged her and she sped up

"ah~ zack~ "

"hold on im almost "

"ahhh~~~ " I hugged him tightly and I felt him come out and lay on top of me. He lay on top of me for more than five minutes. And his breathing is also getting deeper.

I think he's asleep.

"zack?" now he was fast asleep so I laid him down slowly then put his arm on him then hugged him so I held my stomach while looking at zack's handsome face.

baby, I can't lie anymore, I can do whatever I decide, forgive me, your daddy doesn't want you, but I love you, I want you to live and see the world, but your daddy doesn't want you to live because your daddy is married, I he's just hooking up, girl, let him out, I'm sorry son if I'm like this, I'm sorry if I became your mother, I'm sorry,

I couldn't stop crying so I hugged zack~

zack I love you, I love you so much, but I just know that I will lose my child because you don't want it, I will fulfill that.

-----

I took a shower in the morning and then looked at him sleeping. I caressed his face and then kissed him.

zack i love you i love you so much i will do this for you.

I was coming down and saw manang.

"Manang, I'm going to help you" I said happily to Manang so he smiled at me while I was next to him.

"don't"

"I'm here manang" manang didn't stop me.

"heritage?"

"yes?"

"How is zack doing without me?"

"Is Ma'am Monic with him" the smile disappeared but continued what I was doing

"done?"

"That's all because I just came back just like that when I left them they were happy, and I can see that sir was happy when his wife came back" it felt like something was throbbing in me, the pain was too much, the pain I was feeling.

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"is that so?" tears started to flow so I turned back for a moment and washed my face.

I'll continue, that's my decision, I put the food on the table,

"I'll just wake him up"

"okay" when I was in front of his door, I smiled even though I didn't want to, and went in and sat on the bed with him shaken.

"Zack wake up" I caressed his face, I kissed him on his cheek and nose.

"hmmmmm" he muttered.

"I cooked something" he smiled then he pulled me closer then hugged me,

zack why are you so sweet? why are you like this? why? I know everything~ I know I'm just spending time with you,

I shed a tear but I immediately wiped it away.

"Let's go" I said smiling, he kissed me on the lips for a long time then he bit it.

zack stop being so sweet, please