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My phone beeps, looking at it, it is a text from Jackson telling me to go home, stop hiding and face him. Starting the car, I drive back, I hope Alena is in bed, I hope she isn’t there, I can’t look at her, I can’t do it. Walking in Jackson is sitting at the table looking hurt, sitting down he pushes the glass over to me, I can’t even look at him.“I am sorry Marcus” I look at him confused, why is he apologising?“I saw it, and I still denied it, I knew she loved you I shouldn’t have let it go on for so long. We both fucked up, and we both fucked her over so neither of us is walking, you can’t run, she loves you and I have to face the fact she does, and we have to figure out a way to sort this shit out.” Sitting we talk for hours, waiting for Alena to come home, she went out with Georgina to drink.“Why? You should hate me and her, and you certainly shouldn’t want me back in the house.” It makes no sense at all.“I asked her to choose and she couldn’t, I told her she had a gun and ha
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“So, what is your plan now then?” Her voice breaks the silence.“Well, after Christmas I am going out on missions with the team, just going to get away for a bit.” I don’t look at her, I don’t want to see her pain and I will see it if I look at her face.Sitting in silence, she parks the car, the shops surrounding us, I look over at her “I will come in with you, don’t worry, I will stay a fair distance behind like a bodyguard, I just know Jackson won’t be happy with either of us if you came alone and got hurt.” She nods to me, we both get out and I walk behind her as she goes shopping.I can see she is struggling, this is the first real Christmas together and she looks so lost. “You are thinking too much Alena, Jackson is simple to think about his wants and needs, honestly think about it what would Jackson really like.”She nods thinking about what I am saying.“I can’t exactly give him something like that in front of family and the girls can I.” She laughs clicking on, yes, someth
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Not long after they walk back downstairs, this no longer feels like home. The knock at the door, makes us all look towards it, Jackson walks over and answers it, and two policemen walk in, after explaining the situation, they decide to ask Alena and Jackson questions separately.To me, that makes no sense, but Jackson doesn’t question it. Sitting with Alena, the policeman sitting down looking at me. “Are you okay discussing this in front of others?” He stays looking at me while he asks her if I am okay to stay.“Yes, it is fine” she nods, why would she not be fine discussing this with me here?“Okay, so please tell me what your relationship is with Roxy” She looks at him, then at me trying to figure out what to say.“I am not sure, I would say we were friends, but we also slept together during that time” She sounds awkward, I knew she would, they should have sent a female police officer not two males.“How do you know Jake?” She seems totally fine answering this one.“He was a friend
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Falling asleep, I plan to sleep for as long as possible, Alena’s screams waking me, running into the room I don’t even know why I am, Jackson is here, standing at the door Jackson is shaking her trying to wake her.She is worse, so much worse than last time, she finally opens her eyes sitting up looking around the room, her eyes looking towards where the girls sleep, and she goes to move out of the bed. I put my hand up signaling her to stop.“Already checked, they are in their cots and asleep, how with you screaming like that I will never know.” I smile at her, trying to reassure her, I have learned to go and check on them before Alena now.“Maybe we should cancel the club and birthday celebrations.” I am concerned, this is getting too much for her.“No, don’t even think about that, you are celebrating your birthday whether you like it or not, suck it up, it’s happening.” Her voice is loud, me and Jackson looking at her, well she isn’t one to argue with tonight, is she?“That told me
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A few minutes later Alena walks in, and she stops seeing me. Jackson talking to her. I can barely hear what they are saying moving closer I hear her word.“No” She turns and walks away, yet she stops and puts the blindfold on, standing near the door, I won’t stay when her last word was no, she obviously doesn’t want me here.“Alena, if that no was a joke we need to know, Marcus is ready to leave right now.” Jackson's voice is soft, Alena’s laugh making me turn to look at her as I am about to walk out.“I just wanted to be sure, your eyes when I said no told me the truth, so yes, I agree Daddy.” Jackson moves quickly, pinning her against the wall and kissing her, stopping he stands her up.“No sight or sound kitten, not for this.” I watch as the ear pieces go into her ears, rendering her deaf, walking over I grab her hands from around his neck, lifting them, I tie them above her head my hands sliding down her arms, a moan escaping her lips at the feel of my touch, my fingers running ov
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Jackson's phone rings.“Yes,” I watch as he answers waiting.“When did that happen?” Something has gone wrong, though I don’t know what.“Call the police, I will be straight there, get the guests out and close the doors.” Jackson's voice full is of concern, he hangs up looking at Alena, clearly concerned about work, but also her.“Go, I will carry her to your room. Fill me in once you get a chance I am guessing it is work.” He nods looking at me.“Don’t, just stay here with her, she doesn’t have that dream as often if someone is with her, honestly, I will be fine, I will call you as soon as I can, I am putting the alarm on when I leave.” Jackson's voice is full of panic, whatever it is at work, isn’t good.He leaves, and I stay laying, just watching her as she sleeps against me, slowly my eyes closing as I sleep with her. Waking up to the sound of the door banging, I jump up, Alena stood at the door looking at me full of terror, I jump out of bed and grab my phone.“What has happened
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Jackson busy all day planning tonight, sorting out the work issue still and worrying over Alena. The day passes quickly, I get the girls in bed as Jackson is still struggling to get everything sorted. Walking back down I take the laptop off him.“Have a coffee, relax for five minutes, and I will do this” He nods, walking to the kitchen, I look at the CCTV he is going through of work, trying to see if we can see Roxy or Jake at work when it happened. People arrive to set up the party, bringing food and drinks in, Jackson comes back over to take the laptop, and putting my hand up I stop him.“No, drink the coffee and have five minutes.” I never thought on my birthday I would be with people, celebrating it and working, but apparently, Alena has changed me in so many ways. Sitting in the living room after we wait, unsure if we should wake Alena or not. She comes downstairs, she looks worn out, far too worn out for a party. Walking towards us Jackson stands up stopping her.“No, food now t
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Waking up I go downstairs, Jackson sat with the team, they are talking, walking in Jackson looks at me and I know what he has done.“Don’t you fucking dare Jackson.” I sit down, everyone looking at me confused.“They know everything Marcus, I am taking your place.” He is crazy, totally crazy.“Do I have to remind you of last time? The last mission you went on and how close you came to losing Alena?” He can’t go on this mission.“What about Alena? What if whoever is causing all this shit hasn’t been caught, you're going to leave her here alone?” He says he loves her, yet he knows going on a mission will break her and he is seriously considering it.“You will be here, I am taking your place, you can protect her more than me, and it isn’t like you don’t love each other.” I shake my head looking at the team, they know everything I am guessing.“Oh, come on, what are you all idiots? So, fucking what how I feel about her, I can’t fucking fix her when you go and get yourself locked up again
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Seductive Vibrations Book Three Secrets Of Marcus Hello America
It is Monday, and Jackson leaves soon, and I know he will hate himself more than he hates Liam right now if he leaves and doesn’t sort it. So protecting my balls, I walk into the now-empty office.“Go see Liam.” He doesn’t even look up to me, he shakes his head and continues signing papers.“I mean it, you go and see Liam, he is the only family you have left Jackson. Go see him sort this shit out, I know Alena is hurting not seeing Georgina.” No one has even communicated, Georgina is sticking by Liam and Alena is sticking with Jackson, it needs sorting.“Go sort it, then Alena can at least say bye to Georgina.” He finally looks up and moves, standing in front of me.“I will, but only for Alena, I have no intention of accepting his apology none at all, but for her, I will.” He walks out, following him I watch him leave, Alena looking at him confused.“He is going to sort things out.” She smiles, clearly, she agrees it needs fixing“I am glad, he leaves in an hour and I don’t want him g
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“What are you trying to do to me? Seriously.” I laugh stepping backwards, her body coming towards me,“Stay kitten.” She looks at me with an innocent look and slowly takes another step.“I thought I would come and help Master.” I shake my head looking at her, she is amazing.“Kitten, not happening, I would be fucking you right here for everyone to see all night” Her eyes spark with interest and it just makes me want to do it more.“Fine, no sex, I will just help you.” She steps forward now reaching me, her hand pushing into my jeans and grabbing my cock.“And how do you plan to do that kitten?” Someone walks in, Alena moving closer to my body hiding her hand, he walks past into a cubicle, and she smiles.“Well Master, first I am going to go so slow, so, so slow until you can’t take no more you drag me onto my knees. Then after that, I am going to tease slowly and gently with my mouth until you grab my hair Master, grab it so hard I scream and force me, gagging me” She smiles, does she
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Arriving at the club we walk in, Georgina and Liam nowhere in sight.“You stay here Alena, and I will see if I can see them.” I leave her standing against the bar leaning over it ordering drinks, is she doing that on purpose? If she leans forward a bit more, we will see everything!Shaking my head I walk around and can’t see them anywhere, giving up I walk back to the bar, someone is standing with Alena. His arm is around her, and he is laughing. I recognise him, but I don’t like how his hand is slowly sliding down Alena’s back, and she is letting it.Walking over I stand behind them, Alena looking back and smiling.“Marcus, you remember Daz right?” Oh, I do remember Daz, pushing myself in between them his arm folds,“How are you Daz? Any new crazy girlfriends?” He flinches shaking his head.“No, no one yet still holding out for someone if I am honest.” I look at him, acting interested but really I am not, everyone knows that person is Alena.“Oh is she that good she’s worth staying s
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“What’s happened?” Moving I hug her, my heart still beating in my chest.“You that is what, tell me next time please, I have been searching the house for twenty minutes, I even called Jackson.” Her arms wrap around me, hell I thought I had lost her, just like that.“Sorry, I didn’t think. I am fine.” She moves back, turning in a circle.“See, nothing wrong, totally fine. Let’s get packing.” Sitting we pack away a suitcase each for the kids. Alena carries on while I go down to cook, walking around the kitchen I make us dinner, Alena coming down looking exhausted already.“Early night for you tonight” She nods not even trying to argue with me, sitting we eat. Alena is quiet the whole time.“Why don’t you go get some sleep now? Honestly, there is no need for you to sit awake.” She nods and walks upstairs, I will even get the kids if she is still asleep, sitting in the living room I turn the tv on, sitting and watching random stuff.The time comes to get the kids, and as much as I want to
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I throw on a pair of slacks and walk out, Jackson stood there in the hall waiting.“She came then.”I nod walking towards the room.“Good, the first thud I thought you fell off the bed, then the scream had me worried it was Max but checking her room was empty and the second thud came from your room, so I figured she had.”“Yeah, I walked in turned around, and she was standing there waiting”. I shake my head to myself, I took a risk there doing that to her, a huge risk.“What happened?” He looks at me sensing my doubt.“Nothing bad I don’t think. She just kept pushing for me to be me, to stop hiding and take control.” His eyes widen, he knows what I am like.“She cried, a lot but still didn’t tell me to stop even when I asked her she said not to. I need to clean the room.”“I will help, and you can tell me what you did, and how she reacted, so I know, I won’t do it myself, but if she gets that side from you that is a good thing.” Nodding I open the door walking in we clean the room, Ja
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Walking to the office, I sit down with Jackson looking at me.“No way, even just to cuddle she didn't look comfortable. It may take time, if she is like this in a few weeks, it stops." Jackson nods, clearly agreeing her not being comfortable with doing anything with me with Jackson around isn’t good.“Right, bed for me, if you need me just come wake me." Walking out I go back to my room. Closing the door I rest my head against it and sigh. As I turn I stop, my eyes taking her in.“Sorry Master, I thought I should change first.” She stands smiling, her body looking perfect, heels and stockings, but other than that totally naked.“Would you like a picture?” She giggles.“Why would I need a picture when I have you?” I'm frozen, taking her in. I think it's just shock that she just did it, I thought she was in bed. She steps towards me, hitting the play button on the music. Her body stops before me, standing she looks at me, then her hands stroke down my chest, her hips swinging as she beg
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Walking in Georgina and Alena are sat talking and looking through printouts of houses.“Right, for you two. I am happy with all these, Georgina has found houses local to each one as well. So you two decide which house and location are the best.” She hands us both a pile of sheets. Sitting at the table with go through them, Alena and Georgina cooking and talking.“You think she is giving a hint here Marcus?” I laugh and nod.“Yeah, considering for every one house in this country there are about four in America.”“Okay, if you're happy with it, throw the ones here away and pick from America?” He looks at me, and I nod.“Hell yeah, no arguing from me, let’s move to America.” Laughing I push the ones from this country away, sitting another hour we look over the pictures getting it down to two.“Alena, Georgina,” Jackson calls them over, sitting at the table Jackson places the two sheets down in front of them“Two houses, you two need to decide this part.” They turn over the sheets, Alena
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My alarm wakes me and I get ready, walking down I grab a coffee, when Jackson comes down looking at me.“I’m coming, I left Alena a note, there is no way I am just going to sit and wait.” Grabbing his coat he follows me out, and I drive us the three hours to the court. The trip is done in silence. Nothing right now is right to talk about. I stop outside the court and both of us just look at the doors. Waiting for the other to move. I guess I will. Getting out of the car Jackson follows and we walk into the courtroom and sit down. We sit where they will see us. Jake is brought up first, then Roxy, their eyes catching ours but don't linger as they quickly avert their eyes away.Roxy's barrister stands up."My client made a full confession and admitted to all charges that were put before her. Yes, he was the one who used the gun, but she had no part in the torment of the family, the boxes, and such. She did not intend to physically harm anyone, and Mr Jake O'Brian used her broken mental
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“In we go kitten.” I get out of the car walking into the house Alena follows me.“Honestly, after Melanie how did you have the energy for more?” Jackson laughs looking at her, and she looks embarrassed, seriously embarrassed.“Sorry.” Her head lowers, and we both look at her confused.“Oi, we agreed on no apologising, and why would you apologise anyway, you did nothing wrong in fact you did something right you let it happen around people that could see.”“Wait, surely she has at some point let you do that around people?” Jackson shakes his head, and I honestly feel shocked.“Other than at the business, those days when the blinds are up, and staff can check in no, never has she agreed or thrown caution to the wind and let me do what you did, so to me, that is an achievement.” He walks to Alena pulling her to him.“I love you kitten, go get a shower, I will be up in five minutes to cuddle and sleep.” He kisses her gently, and she walks off, turning to me I am ready for some sort of argu
