Waking up Demitri isn't in bed, I lay looking at the ceiling, I feel like I lost everyone, it's been weeks since Jackson and Alena came around. It has been nearly 11 months since Marcus left, it is Alex’s first birthday soon and we still haven’t heard from him. I feel like the fact I am moving on is making everyone hate me, but what else can I do?Demitri has been amazing; I no longer feel alone. I feel like I lost my friends, though. Walking downstairs Demitri is sitting at the table with the kids; they love him. Who could blame them? The past months he has been here, him and Georgina were the ones sorting the kids, of course, they would. I look at Luna, laughing away with him. Walking over he looks at me."Breakfast is ready Puddin; I was about to come to wake you." Nodding, I sit down."How are you feeling?" I look at him, how am I feeling?"Amazing, really amazing. Slightly upset that everyone seems to have fallen out with me." He nods."I know Puddin, give them time, when you rea
"I'm sorry Anaya, I'm sorry. I don't know how else to say it. You have no idea though, the pain and torment I went through knowing how bad you were. Or the pain I felt when I got told you were moving on. I couldn't walk back, though.""I had to know who was sending them so I could keep you safe, I wish I could have just walked back in and stopped your pain but I couldn't." I nod, I don't know what to think or do now."I was a mess, for nearly a month Luna and Alex didn't see me, I didn't eat, and I didn't sleep. For like three weeks, I sat at that table. My mind told me you would come back, that it was a test to see how committed I was. Alex and Luna have forgotten who you are; they see Jackson and Demitri as their dads.""Then you never came back; then we found you taking money out in a bank in England. I honestly thought that was you starting a new life. I can't trust you, Marcus. Not in the sense of you cheating, but how do I know in two years you won't just disappear again and not
He kisses me briefly, his head resting against mine, his eyes closing. I stand watching him, waiting and wondering what he is doing. A minute later, he steps back, his head raises, and I look at him. Can he just do it? Like that? I don't need to actually need to push him to be free. I stand amazed, watching as he walks around the room, my eyes following him confused. He is free, yet part of him is in control like he planning something.I feel my anger rise within me, why isn't he touching me yet? I walk over to him, my hands pushing against his back, his body turning and pinning me to the wall, a moan escaping my lips as he does. His mouth kissing against mine. His hand grasps my arm, pulling me across the room, pushing me down over the table. His hands fasten me down. His hand grasping my hair, his cock pushing into my mouth forcefully, gagging me straight away as his hips thrust. The paddle hitting my arse constantly making me want to scream, but unable to as his hips keep thrusting
"You look hurt kitty?" I nod, I am."Not because he is leaving, I am hurt because out of everyone, he let the kids in and fell in love with them just to lose them." He nods walking over, Luna watching him, climbing to the other side of me."I guess I am the stranger in her eyes." I nod, turning to Luna, I smile at her."Do you want to say hello?" I look at her, her eyes looking between us. She stays quiet, I guess not."How about this, you sit and play with toys? Mummy and Daddy will talk to Alena and Jackson?" She nods smiling, getting down she sits with her toys, MJ watching her."Come on, let's go talk, have a cuppa, then we will think of a way to get her talking to you, or at least not scared of you." He nods, looking at me."My fault, when Demitri hit me, I should have just let him, not fight back." I nod, both of them were in the wrong."Right, drinks?" Alena looks at us, and I nod."So, are you two okay?" Jackson looks at us as we sit down."I hope so. Otherwise, I went through
"I didn't leave because I would be guilty. Do you really think I am more afraid of living with the guilt of you dying than I would the pain of losing you?""I can't trust you, Marcus, Demitri was right. I am lying to myself thinking you will change and there won't be a next time. This is the next time; you did this shit to Alena!" I remember it now, he has already done it, and despite knowing how hurt she was, he did it to me."You did it to Alena; you saw the pain she was in and still choose to do it to me. How do I know you won't take that deal again, Marcus? How do I know if someone comes into our lives to hurt us you won't be tempted to sign a contract and fucking run leaving me?" He stands shaking his head at me, I thought I could do it but I can't."Demitri? Really Anaya? What does Demitri know? Nothing.""Don't avoid it, Marcus, you just ignored everything I said and decided to pick out Demitri one word, nothing else? I don't want you to decide this for us! Even if someone has
Demitri:Walking out of the house, I try to stay calm, for Anaya, not him. I would love nothing more than to hit him, but I have a feeling Anaya will be hurting if we fight. We walk for a short while through the woods. Stopping I sit down and look at him, waiting for him to speak."First, I want to say thank you. From what I know, you were the only one who seemed to get through to Anaya, who got her eating, sleeping and everything else." Is he for real?"I don't need your thanks, Marcus, I did it for her and the kids, not you." He nods."Well, I am grateful either way, and I am sorry. Part of me now wishes I had told you, so you didn't get dragged in like you did. For that, I am sorry, if I could have stopped it, I would have." I look at him, my anger rising."Are you taking the piss? You could have stopped it, you knew and did fuck all, told Jackson to sit on his hands and stay quiet." He nods at me."I would have left her with you. If I came back and she chose you I wouldn't have fo
"We still haven't seen her since she bolted, there are pictures dating back to what, over 9 or 10 years now. She has pictures of Alena and Jackson, their kids. You two and your kids. I can only assume she knew Alena and Marcus wouldn't last, which is why she wasn't too bothered." I nod, so it's me who caused it."Right, what happened between you two?" I look at Marcus waiting. There has to be more to this story, we all turn and look at him."She was my slave for a few years. This was while I was married to Maria, she wanted more I told her no, I was married. She agreed that was fine and I said it was best if we stopped and she found a new Master." I nod, seems weird she popped up now"Then, after the break up with Maria, I would be with her every now and then, not often and only ever at the business. The last time, she told me she had stopped all contraception, that she thought she was pregnant." I look at him shocked, was she pregnant? It is clear Alena had no idea about this, Jackso
We have three hours to ourselves. Getting in the car we drive home, Marcus smiling at me."So, three hours Kitty, what would you like to do?" I look at him, holding out my hands."My wrists feel a bit light, Master." I miss my cuffs, I miss it all in fact. He stops the car and we walk in together."Okay, I will go grab some tools that may be of assistance including your favourite cuffs. You kitty, you can make us a hot drink, then strip." Nodding, I smile watching as he walks upstairs. Going into the kitchen, I grab the cups and I can't help but smile turning the kettle on I step back, my body hitting something I laugh."That was quick Master." I laugh, I guess he knew exactly what he wanted, I go to turn, as I hear the sound of someone on the stairs. Looking up, I see Marcus, my body freezing, who the hell is behind me? I go to move, but someone's hands grab me, the feel of a blade against my neck, my eyes widen. I turn trying to see who it is but as I move the knife cuts slightly. I
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for