"Go to bed Kitty, we have some talking to do" Marcus looks at her, she nods and walks off."I would offer you a drink, but I think you had enough." I shake my head, grabbing the bottle."Nowhere near." I sit down on the chair, Marcus sitting on the sofa looking at me."I want to beat the living crap out of you right now, Jackson." I stand up and look at him, waiting."I deserve it." He sits staring at me."This isn't you Jackson, what the hell is going on? What would you have done if she kissed you back, honestly?" He looks at me, I want to say nothing, but I really don't know."I don't know; I can't go to the business and drink, laugh and talk to a woman than do what I want to do, I would be breaking all the fucking rules." Anaya seemed to relax me, and make me forget about Alena."You still aren't using it?" I shake my head."Fuck sake Jackson, how long has it been honestly?" He looks at me, my mind trying to work it out. “The accident, that night. That was the last time I had sex o
Walking into Marcus's I see the table on the floor broken, photos smashed."Well, you two seem to have sorted things, where is he?" I smile at her."Asleep still, I will wake him" I shake my head."No rush just need him to read through and sign some papers. Made the alterations he needed" She nods putting the photo frame on the self, why didn't I just tell her I need to talk to him rather than using papers as an excuse?"Let me get some tools" I laugh walking out to my car, grabbing the tools I was back in; I may as well fix the table."Right, I will try to fix the table, you sweep" Anaya nods, and I look at her."Or is that sexist? Should I sweep and you fix it?" She laughs, shaking her head at me; I miss that side of Alena."I doubt I could; you're fine honestly, I will sweep" Anaya walks away and grabs the brush, sitting down I start fixing the table."About the other night," she looks at me shaking her head."No need to apologise again, Jackson". nodding I smile, I won't apologise
"What happened?" Anaya gets up and walks towards us, Marcus letting go of me, the room spinning, and I fall hitting the table."Get me the first aid kit please Kitty" Marcus looks at Anaya while dragging me up off the floor."Right, you're staying here tonight, Jackson." I nod, I won't argue with him."Sorry" I look at Marcus shaking my head, I made a mess."No apologies needed Jackson, just unusual been on this side for a change" It usually is him, I am the one who cleans him stops him doing stupid things, it's like Alena has swapped us."I will grab him a clean shirt." Marcus looks at us. He is scared. Why?"He won't hurt me, go grab the shirt." He nods rushing off upstairs, Anaya sits next to me opening the first aid kit."So, what did you do then? Walking into a door or two?" I look at her and laugh."And a fist, and a foot, and maybe even an elbow and a headbutt" She nods smiling at me, she is sweet."Still got your sense of humour I see" I nod, of course, I do."For now, I have
Anaya walks down, his head shaking. I get him, he doesn't want Anaya to know if she knows she will get hurt.She just had Luna, the last thing she needs is to know what Alena said. She gets ready and goes to work, sitting with Marcus. I decide I need to go, I need to walk away while the kids are out of the house.Driving home I walk in, Alena sat there looking at me she smiles, my body shaking. I walk upstairs and grab a bag, putting clothes in it."What are you doing, Jackson?" I turn and look at her."I need space, I am going to stay with Marcus, just give me space and time to think." I walk past her and straight out, she stands looking at me from the door. I shouldn't be walking out, Getting back to Marcus's I walk in and place my bag down."You need time to process everything, Jackson. You're staying here, right?" I nod not wanting to argue, I have given up that fight. Sitting we talk, Marcus looking at me. Anaya walks in, her eyes looking at my bags and then at me. I shouldn't be
"There was something else" I look at him, I don't think I can take the pain."Anaya was talking to me, about the fact you can't use the business, she suggests you join us one night, I start, you take over, I sit back and watch." I look at him, is he crazy?"Look around you, Marcus, what happened when this was the past? Alena, me you?" He looks and laughs."I know, weird right? But, listen. Anaya isn't Alena if she were going to fall in love with anyone who joined it would have been Demitri because that is someone she connected with. There isn't a risk, Jackson. Just consider it, if you do maybe it will clear your mind and help you think?" I nod, looking towards Anaya, asleep on the sofa."I will consider it." He nods, smiling."Right, I will get her to bed, you get some sleep, no more whiskey, okay?" I nod, watching him walk over and carry Anaya upstairs. I soon follow and go to my room, lying down my mind asking me why? Waking up I walk downstairs, Marcus finishing cooking, he hands
"Has she messaged you at all, asking how you are?" I shake my head, she hasn't."So, don't message her Jackson, Liam was right. You're weak, for some reason, you are letting her walk all over you if that were a submissive you would have shown them the door a long time ago" I need to know she is okay."What about the kids, though? They don't deserve this; they deserve a family that is together." I can't rip their family apart."No Jackson, they deserve two parents happy, and not hurting each other. You're just looking for any reason to go back, don't. Think of this, Alena, with Max. How many times did she go to walk away and make excuses to stay? You're doing exactly what she did." Nodding, I agree, but I still feel like I need to know."I guess I am just scared, scared that if I walk away and it was a mistake, I will have lost her"."What's the alternative Jackson? Go back, and then in 6 months walk away and regret not doing it sooner? What sort of life will the kids have, seeing thei
I look at her, moving I kiss her, she looks back at me."Jackson don't" I pull her up, her body against mine as I kiss her again. She moves back, the tears falling from her eyes."Please, I can't take it, you want to hurt me fine, but don't do this, don't give me hope then walk away." I place my finger on her mouth shaking my head."Shh," I kiss her, my arms lifting her, her legs wrapping around my body as I do. I won't leave her, but for now, she can think whatever she likes. Carrying her upstairs, I walk into the playroom, my hands lowering her to her feet. Slowly my fingers begin removing her clothes, her eyes watching me, she is wary, I don't blame her. I just threw our wedding rings in the bin."What are you doing Jackson?" She looks at me and I smile."Taking something for me, and for once, letting myself be free." She looks at me confused, my hands removing her clothes, her body stood still as I remove mine. My hand grasping her body, she looks at me waiting. My hands move, pl
Marcus smiles down at me and Alex; he defied everything I thought was correct. His birth was quick and easy. He was born at 40 weeks, I was on edge throughout the whole pregnancy just waiting for that one small thing that caused me to go into labour early like I had with Luna and Evie, but nothing did."No more, I mean that." I smile at Marcus, my eyes rolling."I said that it was all you this with your 'Just one more kitty, just one more’.” He laughs looking at me. He did, he went from no kids to Luna, to then him telling me we needed just one more for us to be complete."Right, here for the playdate." Marcus looks at Jackson and laughs."A puppy does not count as a child; you do realise that, right?" Jackson nods while shrugging his shoulders."I feel left out okay, the girls have their girly days, we have our man days, and then everyone else has playdates because all your babies are young, I don't have a baby, so a puppy will suffice." Marcus laughs at him, clearly going to make a
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for