"Has she messaged you at all, asking how you are?" I shake my head, she hasn't."So, don't message her Jackson, Liam was right. You're weak, for some reason, you are letting her walk all over you if that were a submissive you would have shown them the door a long time ago" I need to know she is okay."What about the kids, though? They don't deserve this; they deserve a family that is together." I can't rip their family apart."No Jackson, they deserve two parents happy, and not hurting each other. You're just looking for any reason to go back, don't. Think of this, Alena, with Max. How many times did she go to walk away and make excuses to stay? You're doing exactly what she did." Nodding, I agree, but I still feel like I need to know."I guess I am just scared, scared that if I walk away and it was a mistake, I will have lost her"."What's the alternative Jackson? Go back, and then in 6 months walk away and regret not doing it sooner? What sort of life will the kids have, seeing thei
I look at her, moving I kiss her, she looks back at me."Jackson don't" I pull her up, her body against mine as I kiss her again. She moves back, the tears falling from her eyes."Please, I can't take it, you want to hurt me fine, but don't do this, don't give me hope then walk away." I place my finger on her mouth shaking my head."Shh," I kiss her, my arms lifting her, her legs wrapping around my body as I do. I won't leave her, but for now, she can think whatever she likes. Carrying her upstairs, I walk into the playroom, my hands lowering her to her feet. Slowly my fingers begin removing her clothes, her eyes watching me, she is wary, I don't blame her. I just threw our wedding rings in the bin."What are you doing Jackson?" She looks at me and I smile."Taking something for me, and for once, letting myself be free." She looks at me confused, my hands removing her clothes, her body stood still as I remove mine. My hand grasping her body, she looks at me waiting. My hands move, pl
Marcus smiles down at me and Alex; he defied everything I thought was correct. His birth was quick and easy. He was born at 40 weeks, I was on edge throughout the whole pregnancy just waiting for that one small thing that caused me to go into labour early like I had with Luna and Evie, but nothing did."No more, I mean that." I smile at Marcus, my eyes rolling."I said that it was all you this with your 'Just one more kitty, just one more’.” He laughs looking at me. He did, he went from no kids to Luna, to then him telling me we needed just one more for us to be complete."Right, here for the playdate." Marcus looks at Jackson and laughs."A puppy does not count as a child; you do realise that, right?" Jackson nods while shrugging his shoulders."I feel left out okay, the girls have their girly days, we have our man days, and then everyone else has playdates because all your babies are young, I don't have a baby, so a puppy will suffice." Marcus laughs at him, clearly going to make a
My body is pulled down the bed, someone's hands turning me over, my body bending over the bed. The whip hits me, and a scream escapes my mouth as it does. The whip swings and hits me again straight after, the sound of Alena screaming at the same time. The feel of a cock pushing into my sex, making me moan, his hips thrusting quickly, my body being pulled up off the bed, so I am kneeling. His hips continue to thrust, making me scream, my body getting pushed down again, someone beneath me.His cock pushes into my mouth, his hands grasping my hair, holding my head in place, my mouth begins to suck, as someone continues to thrust behind me, his hands gripping my waist. My arms lift, removing the blindfold, I don't care, I need to see. I moan, his hands holding my head down on his cock, my eyes looking at his leg, Jackson?Marcus doesn't have that tattoo. Marcus's hips slow, his cock pulling out of my sex, the sound of Alena's screams mixed with the sound of the whip hitting her. Jackson's
Waking up Marcus isn't in bed, walking down the stairs I see him sitting with Jackson, a note in front of him. I look at him and then at the note."It's nothing Kitty, something Jackson got that is all." I nod, smiling and start making breakfast. Marcus sat talking to Jackson; something tells me there is more to that note. I finish cooking and wake Luna, sitting together we eat, Marcus looking like he is miles away, Alex in his arms.My eyes watching him, Jackson will be back soon with Alena and everyone else. After finishing eating, I clean up, getting everything ready for the party, Marcus just sat there in a daze, I will ask him later when everyone has gone. Finishing getting everything ready Alena and Jackson show up, followed by Liam and Georgina. Troy and the rest of them soon after, I look at Alena."Is Jackson acting weird at all today?" She looks at me, nodding."Why?" I look at her and then at Marcus."Marcus has, all day. He literally just sat there staring at Alex, not tal
Waking up, I am laid on the sofa, a woman leaning over me looking at me."Anaya, can you hear me?" I look at her nodding, who is she?"Do you know where you are?" I look around me nodding."At home" She nods smiling."You had a severe panic attack and passed out, can you remember?" I look at her shaking my head."Where's Marcus? I want Marcus." Sitting up, I look around me, everything flooding back, he's gone. My panic rising again."Anaya, breathe. Look at me, please." I look at the woman, the panic rising more, he actually left, it wasn't a dream."Count, please count. Take a breath in and count to six." Sitting she counts my breathing with me until I can breathe again. She looks around."Who is responsible for her?" Everyone looks at me, Jackson, Troy, everyone. No one, because he left."I am." Demitri steps forward."For now, anyway, what do we do?" He looks at her, my mind blocking out the talking as she explains my panic attacks and how to calm me, everyone else listening. Jacks
Jackson:I get the call I was dreading, Anaya looking for Marcus. Driving to hers I try to compose myself; I need to, I can't just walk in there and hope I don't spill everything free. I walk in and smile at Anaya. Why have I got to be the one breaking her heart?"I can't find him, Anaya, I'm sorry,""He's probably just; I don't know." She looks at me with tears in her eyes. Picking up her phone, I watch as she starts calling people, asking if they have seen Marcus. I go through my phone calling people, just to show her I am looking as well. I watch as she grabs his book, going through a list of all his past Brats everyone, just in the hope one of them says they saw him. An hour later she realises he is gone."His car is still here; no clothes have gone, even his wallet is there." She points to his wallet in the kitchen. I can see it; I can see her breaking inside."Something was weird, Jackson; I saw it yesterday on his face, he was acting weird and different; he didn't even want to
I watch as Georgina sorts the kids, getting them in bed, hours pass by Anaya just sat there staring at his chair, walking over I look at her."Bed" She looks up at me, confused."Look, Marcus may not be here, but you still have to look after yourself. Georgina got Luna and Alex down ages ago. You can't keep sleeping on the sofa for a few hours; it isn't good for you." I look at her, please just move."I"-"Don't Anaya, think of the kids; they need their mum right now. Me, Demitri, Alena and Georgina are all here for you. We will help you. Right now, though, please go get some sleep." I cut her off; she needs to sleep."What about this?" I hear Demitri, turning I look at him, hopefully, he can help."I will stay up tonight, all night Anaya in case he comes back?" I look at Anaya, praying she agrees."You will tell him to stay, right?" She looks at Demitri waiting; he isn't going to show up."No Anaya, I will tie his arse to the chair, so he has to." Nodding, she smiles, my body relaxin
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for