We spend the night between us swapping places between Luna and Gabriel, by the morning I am worn out. My head rests on Marcus's shoulder.
"I guess this is how Jackson and Alena felt with the twins" Marcus laughs, and I nod.
From that moment on, the days blur into weeks. Us going back and forth to the hospital, each week new progress, no heater needed, the incubator opened all the time, no jaundice lights, and fewer wires and tubes.
"39 Weeks and she has just reached 4lb" I look at the nurse, we are one step closer to taking her home.
"The past ten weeks have been hard, but she has been a little fighter." I nod and smile.
"We will keep her for two or three more days, to ensure her weight stays at 4lb if it does. She will be ready to go home." I want to feel excited, yet at the same time, I am scared. She has had everything she ever needed here, support, nurses and doctors on call ready. At home, that's all gone.
"I will let you tell Mar
"How are you feeling?" I watch Demitri sit beside me."Tired, usual stuff I guess." I laugh."It will get better. Luna not been sleeping well?”"Yes, but the 3-hour feeds that keep us awake for an hour are tiring. How’s the business coming along?" I forgot about it."Really good actually, started working at Jackson's place this week. The new shop opens next week; I am leaving the ones in the UK open, letting my lead artists watch them.""That is good; then if you decide you are not happy here, you can go back". He moved because of Nancy, has he seen her?"I was happy here, this was my home well, this country. I doubt I will plan to move back." I nod smiling."So, I was thinking, I want a tattoo". He stares at me."Shh, don't say anything to Marcus I want it as a surprise for him"."Okay, and what are you thinking of getting?" Smiling at him I already know. "I'm thinking a woman kneeling, with rope around her body, and a gag. But she isn't kneeling on the floor, she has wings so it gi
We talk more and Jackson turns to me. "How are you?" He looks at me, that's a weird question to ask two hours into a conversation. "I'm good thanks". "Just good? I am sure you should be more than just good, you have everything you want" I roll my eyes, everything sometimes isn't enough. "Yeah, I guess now I have everything, it isn't as amazing as I thought it would be" "Why not? You have Luna, a business, a partner, the lifestyle everything". I laugh, shaking my head. "I have Luna, a business, and well." I look at him thinking of a way to put it. "A husband" He looks at me confused, then realising. "Things can't be that bad; Marcus hasn't even mentioned anything. He should still be your Master". Oh, they are. "Things are okay, except he won't touch me in the same room as Luna and won't leave her alone in a room." "I can understand that, but as long as you're still having sex, the lifestyle part will come back so
"Now that the baby is out of the room Kitty" I look at him smiling, my heart racing more. He moves, walking around the kitchen to me. His hand slides up my leg, reaching my sex. His other hand grasps my hair. "You're naked kitty" I nod, smiling. "Yes, Master, I just threw the dressing gown on after the shower to come to find you". He nods, smiling, his hands unwrapping the dressing gown. He removes the cuffs and pulls the dressing gown off, dropping it at my feet, leaving me standing here naked. "Now kitty, what should I do with you?" I look at him waiting, I want so much right now. I hear Luna crying, going to move, his hands stopping me. "Stay kitty". I watch as he washes his hands and grabs her bottle walking through to her, my eyes on him as he feeds her, my hands staying palm down waiting for him. Half an hour later, he walks back through. "Now, where were we kitty?" I look at him waiting. "That's it, I was deciding on what to do
"Right, I think I packed everything we will need for both Luna and Teddy". I nod, pushing Luna outside in the pushchair, Marcus following me with Teddy. We start walking down the road; this feels so weird yet so normal at the same time. After ten minutes of walking and talking about why Alena has changed her mind, I look at Marcus. "Where exactly is the park Master?". He looks at me, laughing. "I thought you knew? I was following you kitty". He is joking, right? "You really don't know, do you?" I shake my head like hell I do. "Okay, I guess we will just take a walk, and look later online for a park. Never needed one for MJ, he has everything in the garden, I just thought it would be a nice thing to do together." "Oh, it certainly is Master, maybe next time just a bit more planning" I laugh as we walk. "At least we live somewhere with lots of grass and fields, kind of a park" I laugh as we stop at a bench. "Yeah, spontan
He doesn't say anything, my body craves to turn and see him, and the sting of the whip makes me jump and moan. Shit that was hard. I feel the buttplug against my arse, slowly sliding inside, and then he stops, the vibrations on low. My moans are quiet. The whip hits again harder, my kneels going as I fall forward, his hand pulling me back up. "Too hard kitty?" I shake my head. "Then why are you falling kitty?" I moan. "It was nice Daddy, so nice it made my knees weak". He chuckles, my body relaxing as I wait, the whip hitting again harder my body falling forward, his hand once again grabbing me and pulling me back up. "Come on, kitty, I am just getting started". His hand strokes along my back, the feel of the collar wrapping around my neck, making me smile. A toy rubbing against my clit, I moan, his hand removing it again. "New plan kitty" I hear him walk around the room, feeling something strap around my waist, the wand clipping into
"Well, you two seem to have sorted things, where is he?" "Asleep still, I will wake him" Jackson shakes his head. "No rush just need him to read through and sign some papers. Made the alterations he needed." I nod. Putting the frame on the shelf. "Let me get some tools" He laughs walking out of the house as I pick up the other photo frames, and he walks back in. "Right, I will try to fix the table, you sweep." I nod, and he looks at me. "Or is that sexist? Should I sweep and you fix it?" I laugh, shaking my head. "I doubt I could; you're fine honestly, I will sweep" I grab the brush as he sits on the floor at the table. "About the other night," I look at him shaking my head. "No need to apologise again, Jackson". he nods smiling. "I do, I also need to explain. If you will allow me that." "You can if you think it will help Jackson" He nods smiling. "Things are so messed up; I don't even know what
The door opens, and I see Marcus helping Jackson through. "What happened?" I walk towards them, Jackson looks a mess. Marcus lets him go, and it's a big mistake, Jackson sways and falls knocking the table and chairs everywhere. "Get the first aid kit please Kitty." Walking to the kitchen I get it as Marcus gets Jackson sat on a chair. "You're staying here tonight." Marcus looks at Jackson. "Sorry." Jackson looks at him. "No apologies needed, just unusual been on this side for a change." I look at them, it's unusual for Jackson, he usually stays sober and level-headed. I saw him drunk once and that was the night I was with Alena. The blood clearly shows he was fighting with someone. "I will grab him a clean shirt." Marcus looks at us as I sit to clean Jackson. "He won't hurt me, go get the shirt." Nodding Marcus disappears upstairs, sitting in front of Jackson I open the first aid kit, unsure where to start.
Waking, Marcus is no longer in bed. Back to work today, climbing out of bed, I walk into the shower and get washed. Walking downstairs, Jackson and Marcus sit together. "Morning Kitty" Marcus smiles at me. "I'm sorry again, for last night and my mess, bringing it here wasn't right." I look at Jackson. "Don't apologise, you're welcome here, Jackson, problems as well. I'm making my breakfast; you two want some?" "Yes, Kitty." Marcus smiles. "I'm gonna go home, so best not". "He will have some kitty; you're not going anywhere yet, your arse is staying right here." I fight back the laughter at Marcus ordering Jackson about and walk to the kitchen to begin cooking. Marcus and Jackson sit talking, I put food on plates, and we sit down to eat, they sit in silence eating, Jackson clearly not wanting to be so open now he is sober. "Right, I am going to go now." I walk over and pick Luna up, Marcus looking at me confused. "You're
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for