I smile, we go on our real honeymoon today. I look at the clock, it is 3, did I really sleep straight through the day? I sit up confused, realising we were meant to leave at 1. Getting dressed I walk downstairs, something is wrong, I can just feel it.I see Marcus sat with Liam, Demitri and all the kids, even Alena's. Marcus's head raises and he sees me coming through, he stops me from walking in."What has happened? We were meant to be leaving." Marcus nods pointing to the seat, moving I sit as he gets me a coffee, my eyes following him."Marcus, you are scaring me, what has happened?" I look at him as he walks towards me."We won't be going Kitty, I know that will upset you, but we need to be here for Jackson and Alena." I look at him and then to the living room, where is Katy?"Oh God, Katy." I feel my eyes fill with tears, we are too late."No kitty, Katy is fine she is with Jacob, Alena and Jackson were out shopping, and Alena started bleeding." I look at him, poor Alena."How's
"Marcus, can I have a word?" Alena looks at him, us all looking at her confused, nodding they walk through to the living room, sitting down with Jackson he looks at me."I don't know what that is about Jackson, she never mentioned speaking to him, she is home now though." he nods, his eyes never leaving her."I hate myself, really hate myself Anaya, the stress I just caused over Ella, she told me over and over, she was scared something bad would happen, that I was putting us in danger, I ignored her." I look at him, I want to tell him what he did was wrong, but I can't."You were trying to save a woman and her kids, you didn't cause it, she was right about the danger but that alone didn't cause it." I feel like I am broken again."I am a foolish man, Anaya, I have everything most men dream of, and I keep risking it, I didn't want to accept the missions and the team were over. I didn't want to accept I was getting old, and what was it Marcus said? Pretending to adult, this whole thing
"I'm sorry Kitty" I wake up hearing Marcus's words, rolling over I look at him."The way I spoke to Jackson and you last night was wrong, the fact I left last night and bought a house""You actually bought it, Master?" I didn't think he had."Yeah, yesterday scared the hell out of me, Troy, everything with Ella, I didn't want to wait." I nod, yesterday changed a lot of things."It is fine Master, yes I would have liked to help, but I understand, what about Jackson?""I need to apologise, I spoke to Liam, Georgina and Alena are going to meet up today, I will take Jackson out, Katy is still with Jacob, and Issy is going go Liam’s with MJ. None of them knows yet." I nod, we stay quiet."Right, come on Kitty, time to move I guess, take a look over the papers, our house is the one with the orange stamp in the corner." I nod as we start getting ready for the day ahead.I walk downstairs seeing Marcus sitting with Luna and Alex, looking around I can't see Alena or the other kids."Right Kitt
"So, move back then, it will make you happy Demitri, you left this country when you were young for a reason, you can leave again""I know I can Puddin, that isn't the issue." I watch as he finishes the glass and refills it."Your drinking a lot, and quick there." He nods smiling taking a drink."What do you expect? This shit isn't simple, of course, I need a drink." His words are harsh."I'm not saying don't drink, or that you don't need to drink Demitri, just it is unlike you. Why? You came in here and was a right mess.""It's your fault, you getting involved." I look at him, so it is back to blaming me again."Okay, it is my fault Demitri, I got involved, but that is no excuse to act like an arsehole!" I look at him, maybe I was too harsh."I told her my terms, and she refused. She told me, I was to pay the 15,000 now, and she would contact me once she had the baby for the other 15,000 then she would hand over the baby""And you refused?" He nods."I told her I would pay her the fir
I walk downstairs, Marcus has the table set. Walking through he is stood there in his suit, the same suit from that day."Well Kitty, I did say you had amazing taste, didn't I?" I nod, he did, that first meeting he said I had amazing taste."Shall we try not to rip this one, Kitty?" I laugh shaking my head at him as I walk closer."Master, I will have no issues not ripping this dress, if you remember that was all you." He chuckles nodding and stepping closer."No Kitty, you're mistaken, I may have ripped it, but you caused it by looking so fucking good, kissing me, and begging me." I did, I have to admit that."Okay Master, I will take part of the blame." He stands in front of me smiling."That was our first date, Kitty, sure it was a business meeting and you were my escort, but that was our first date." I nod remembering how amazing it started and how awful it ended."So, are we replaying it Master, I am wearing the dress from that night, oh and by the way, I still have the shoes so
"Do you love Demitri Kitty?" I look at him confused by his blunt question."I don't know Master.""Bullshit Kitty, that is not what you said last night." I nod, I know I didn't. We are going to end up right back in that same place, me not understanding it. He looks angry at me, his words are harsh. How did we go from last night to him looking like he hates me?"It is a simple yes or no Kitty, doesn't matter how much, or in which way, do you love Demitri?" I feel my head nod."So, this is like Jackson, Alena and me all over again right?" I look at him confused shaking my head, it is nothing like that."Don't shake your head, Kitty. You need to be honest, even if the truth will hurt me, or hurt Demitri. The state he was in last night, you say one thing wrong today and he will believe it, so you need to know for sure!" Can I just rewind back to last night? The meal, everything?"Is this like Jackson, Alena and me again Kitty?" I want to shake my head, but that is no, and I have no idea.
Walking down I grab another drink, Marcus sitting watching the TV when Demitri walks in, I look at him and feel annoyed that he caused all this. I watch as he walks straight through to Marcus and sits down. He is clearly apologising, but he is apologising to the wrong person.Sitting down at the table he walks back through to me, shutting the door after me. A few minutes pass by with us just sitting in silence, what do I say? I love you but not in the way you need me to."Guess I will start." I look up at him and nod."I am sorry I lied, that I made out I didn't love you much when I did and I never loved Sasha, not enough to mask what I felt for you. I am sorry I kissed you last night, that I spoke out of line and made you feel like you had to tell me you loved me when you didn't." Does he really think he forced me to say it?"Demitri I didn't lie, you didn't force me to say I loved you. I said that because I do. I should never have lied either, I should have been honest from the star
"Can I talk? Please?" She looks past Marcus to me, nodding to her Marcus moves out of the way looking at me questioningly like I have any idea what is going on. I walk through the room and sit down, Georgina following me, I watch as Marcus begins cleaning."I could do with a drink if you had one?" I nod, walking out I grab the wine and glasses, and Marcus walks over to me."All clean, I guess we will carry this on tomorrow Kitty, I will get to bed." I nod kissing him as he disappears. Walking back through I pour her a drink."I can't go to Alena; I didn't know who else to talk to." I nod looking at her waiting."You know things have been going well with me and Liam, the whole openness of me being with women, how we sorted everything, and things have been going great. Anyway, Alena and you and even Demitri are now moving back to the UK." I nod."Liam won't, he says we have friends here, but we don't. We don't have friends here, not real friends, I need you to change Alena's mind, pleas
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for