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How am I going to be able to look Jackson in the eye? How can I act like nothing happened? I need to forget Marcus, forget today, forget how hot he is, and forget that he made me so wet within seconds. How did he manage that?

I am scared, scared of going home, scared of facing Jackson. I don’t want to ruin his relationship with Marcus, and I also don’t want to hide this from him. How can I pretend like nothing happened? Like Marcus did not just try it on with me? 

Walking into the house, I look in his direction. He is so happy. How could I destroy that? I really shouldn’t. I can’t destroy his happiness. Nothing happened, exactly. I will keep it to myself for as long as I can. It isn’t just about Jackson and me, or even Marcus, but his wife Maria, she loves him, and the thought of hurting her, the thought that he would do that to her, even though she approves, just doesn’t feel right.

Jackson turns. He is smiling, so happy

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