Chapter 1

Rowena

I always thought that being eighteen should be the happiest moment of my life. I always dream of waking up and seeing my parents’ joyful faces, bringing me cakes, and singing me happy birthday. How Dad sneaks me wine and lets me drive his car just like two years ago, and how on this eighteenth birthday, I will see them stand proudly beside me as I transform into a full wolf. But no. That’s not going to happen. Not anymore. Not after they die in perished flame because of my foolishness and the goddess’ cruel fate that gave me this monster as my mate.

“Hey, why are you not moaning?” Javier slaps, not slowing his thrust. “Are you tired?! Is my dick not big enough for you?! Should I call the boys to make you moan with one fuck?!”  he screamed, pushing himself harder. My eyes widened in shock as another tear fell from my eyes.

No…Please… Not the boys again...

“No… Please, I can’t endure it anymore. I…” and once again, I’m being slapped. I forgot I had no right to speak without his consent. I had lost that right years ago after he became my Alpha.

“Then moan! Show how slutty you are! Show how you love my dick and yearn more!” he screams, pounding harder. I try to moan despite crying, which is very difficult as my body still hasn't recovered from yesterday’s ordeal. Not to mention my lower is profusely bleeding from the countless times he used me. I couldn’t even tell if I was really moaning or if it was just another strangled cry.

Finally, the torment ends as Javier releases his fluid inside me. He yanks my hair and forces the special herbal concoction into my mouth, preventing me from being pregnant as he doesn’t want me to bear his child again.

“Tsk… Look at you! Can’t you open your mouth wider?! The medicine spills out! Do you need my dick to open your mouth wider?!!!” He threatens, and I open my mouth wider. After finishes, Javier throws the bowl elsewhere, which hits my father’s favorite trophy—a gift I made on Father’s Day. 

Then, Javier kisses me roughly and sticks his member again before pulling out. I wheeze very hard when he finally leaves, and I can’t help but cry more, wondering when this torture will end and when the Goddess will separate me from this man before collecting myself and get dressed up. However, just as I was about to walk out, someone suddenly halted my movement. 

It is none other than Vivi Gelly, the bitch of the house.

“Oh, Rowena. Being a slave again, I see,” Vivi said, feigning an innocent smile as she looked around. “My, my, what a mess in here! The blanket… The wall… Your father’s broken trophy, and... Oh!” she gasps, reaching out to touch me.

“You’re bleeding! Javier has been hard on you again, hasn’t he?” She chuckled, patting my bruised shoulder.  “My, my! Of course, he has! He never loves you but me after all! Not to mention you’re also giving that mistake as his offspring! Seriously, Rowena, why did you accept the bond and give birth to that cripple? That nuisance can’t even r—”

As she continues her rambling, I find myself biting my lip hard. Friend? Who are you to call yourself a friend when you’re the cause of my misery? I also hate the fact that she called Javier her own. Although that ruthless Alpha brought nothing but tears into my life, the goddess already cursed me with this mate bond. No matter how much I DESPISE him for killing my parents, my stupid wolf still loves him. My eyes darken more when she calls Asher a mistake. 

Who is she to call my son that?

“But you know, I can probably change the way he thinks after I become his Luna. I mean, you are just a temporary until this pack is stabilize enough and—”

“Bullshit.” I interrupted sharply, making her doe eyes widen.

“Excuse me?”

“I said bullshit.” I let out a sly smirk when feeling my wolf begin to stir. I bore true Alpha’s blood so I can heal myself despite not having shifted yet. “And secondly, making you his Luna? Don’t make me laugh! Javier only thinks of you as a consort if you forgot! Why would he want a commoner like you as Luna?”

“W–What–How dare you—”

“He never considered you as Luna because you two didn’t share a mate bond,” I continued, feeling my confidence rise. “Alas, if he thinks of you as his future Luna, then...” I lean closer to her. “Why did he never fuck you? He always comes to fuck me despite my constant rejections, while you... You always beg with open legs, yet he never gives you one! Why is that, Vivi?” 

I smile, letting her know that her love is just one-sided. That she only earns his trust and his sick warm regards because she sells my pack's information to him, with the help of my father’s treacherous Beta, who is her real mate.

Vivi sure takes my sarcasm to heart as her face turns red, making her cakey makeup look like a clown. She lets out a high-pitched scream before shifting to her wolf form, which shouldn’t be bigger than my future one, and just as she’s about to charge me…I easily dodge her attack without effort!

Her oversized head immediately collided with the hard wall, and she instantly reverted to her ugly human form, crying like a baby.

“Argh!!!!” Vivi screams as she clutches her forehead, which would soon turn purple. I smile gloatingly, clearly satisfied with the sudden turn of events until a familiar voice, followed by footsteps, enters the room.

“What is going on here?!! Why is there the sound of an earthquake?! What did you—Vivi?!”

Shit! This is not good.