Ding!
(Don’t forget to arrive at your interview early.)
Yeah, I know.
Ding! Ding!
(What time is your interview?)
(30 minutes early would be the ideal time, so you can relax and get rid of your nerves.)
Regina was the youngest in their family and she could not help that everyone was worried about her, but sometimes she felt choked by their good intentions.
Ding!
(Your dad will know if you don’t show up.)
Yes, Mom. I’m already here.
Regina set her phone to vibrate, knowing her mom would not stop nagging until the interview ended.
Buzz.
And there she was.
(He pulled strings for you to get on this list. You need this job.)
Thank you!
Buzz.
(Stop rolling your eyes.)
Regina turned off her phone to silence her mom. She knew the following messages would just make her mad.
‘For crying out loud. Stop controlling my life!’ Regina screamed in her head and touched both her temples with one hand. She could feel the tension building and just wanted to back out and head home.
‘I knew agreeing to this meeting was a bad idea.’
The only positive thing about the interview taking place in five minutes was that the company held it at the end of the day, so she could relax as soon as they let her go.
Heading to the top floor of the B&D Construction company meant they needed a caregiver for a top-level executive. And though she told Raffy she did not want to do the job, it piqued her interest.
Regina did not bother to ask what the job would entail and who she would care for because she did not want to have prolonged conversations with her mom, which always ended in a lecture.
‘Just get through the next half hour, and you are scot-free. She can’t nag if you don’t get chosen.’
Regina was a health professional, and though she had gone on interviews before, she did not bother to dress nicely for this meeting. She came straight from her brother’s house and used the same scrubs she had that morning. The same one she wanted to use for work.
She came here to honor her parents’ request to show up and nothing else. So impressing someone by dressing nicely was at the bottom of her list.
Regina was being rebellious and was not keen on getting this job. She planned to sabotage the interview so she could return to her post at the hospital immediately. But as she closed her eyes, images of the gunman appeared in front of her.
Her nightmares had been so bad lately that the only way she could find sleep was when she was exhausted. And because of fatigue, she started having waking nightmares.
As the elevator slowly climbed to the top floor, Regina saw the gunman pointing his gun at her, and just like she did in real life, she could not stop staring.
The barrel kept getting bigger and bigger, swallowing up the elevator. The more it grew, the more terrified she felt.
So, as the elevator stopped, she let out a yelp. The gun disappeared, and all she could see were the four metallic walls around her.
Thankfully, the elevator stopped on another floor, and nobody was there to witness her outburst.
Regina squared her shoulder to shake off the memories. She reminded herself that this was the present time, and she was heading to the interview.
‘Stay awake, Regina. You can do this. Stop daydreaming.’
Anxious green eyes collided with angry blue ones as Regina alighted from the elevator. She felt so much hostility in those eyes that left her so terrified she couldn’t look back.
Blue. Those were the color of the gunman’s eyes. Now that she recalled them, it left her unnerved.
In an instant, the scenario in front of her changed, and she was back at the hospital, staring straight into his eyes. She felt too paralyzed to do anything.
“Reggie Martin?” The secretary called out to the men lined up outside a spacious office waiting room.
“Reggie Martin? Is there a Reggie Martin here?”
“He…here,” she said feebly as the situation in front of her registered. The distraction was enough to shake her out of the illusion that she was in danger.
Regina could have kept silent. Let the interviewer pass her over, so she could inform her parents the interview did not go well, but her voice echoed loud enough for everyone to hear.
Her eyes grew large as all their faces swiveled toward her to see who had spoken. It felt right out of a horror movie, and no matter how hard she tried to push it away, she knew Raffy was right.
There was no denying that she was not well enough to work at the hospital.
She told no one, but each time Regina had a waking dream, she would find herself in a different room, forgetting how she got there.
As soon as the gunman’s face appeared, everything blurred away, and she was out, cold.
Raffy had prescribed her sleeping pills the first week after the incident, but had cut her off soon as he noticed she was getting too dependent on them, craving them even when she didn’t need to sleep.
Having too many watchful eyes around her meant there was no chance she could get addicted to the pills. So she coped with the situation by denying anything was amiss.
The fear of getting triggered and losing consciousness was too great for her to ignore, and it would be dangerous if that happened while she was treating a patient, which is why she was apprehensive about taking the job.
What if she endangered the person assigned to her?
When she stared into the man’s angry blue eyes, it brought her straight back to the emergency room as if she had never escaped.
Like a wave washing over her, it overcame all her senses and immobilized her, leaving her powerless. If not for the interviewer calling out her name, Regina would have passed out in front of everybody.
It will be rough for our girl if she blacks out a lot.
Owen Bennet had several people lined up for the interview. He needed to fill three positions to help care for his mother, Hailey Bennet. In the past five years, his mom’s Alzheimer’s had gradually progressed, so he needed trained professionals to care for her as the maids they employed to do housework had difficulty knowing the right thing to do. First, Hailey forgot little things. She couldn’t recall her name while filling out a form, but she shrugged it off as old age. Then, as she stood in the middle of the mall, it took her a moment to remember why she was there. Only the sound of her assistant’s voice calling her name eventually brought her back. She denied being sick, but when they realized she did not know who she was for longer periods, they knew it was time to bring in the professionals. All the Bennet family members were present that afternoon to interview the candidates. Owen wanted to involve his mother and brothers so they could scope out the potential applicants an
‘Not all blue-eyed men are gun-crazed maniacs.’ ‘They are not all bad. Some are nice people.’ ‘He was one guy, and they locked him up.’ Regina recited the positive mantra she created to calm down. “Reggie Martin?” Jonah asked, looking suspiciously at the roster. “Yeah, it’s Regina Martin. I signed my nickname when I filled out the form. Is that going to be a problem?” She asked, noticing only men were sitting in the waiting area when she looked around. “We did not expect—” Regina raised an eyebrow, waiting for him to continue. ‘Was he about to say, woman? Are these people sexists? Is that why there are only men here today? I think the Labor Department needs to give them a visit.’ Jonah cleared his throat. “Let us head in so we can start the interview.” “Ms. Regina Martin, here for the nurse position.” The men at the table looked at her in surprise. Miss? They tried to mask their reactions, but Regina noticed. “Mr. Myles Bennet to your left.” Myles nodded in his dark blue s
Mrs. Bennet looked around frantically a few minutes after Regina left. “Where is Mandy? Why did she go?” “Who?” Yvan asked. “My best friend. She was just here.” “The nurse? She had to go home for the day, Mom.” He answered. “Where does she live?” “It’s on her file.” Yvan got a swat on the side of his head. “What are you doing? Don’t give her ideas.” Myles ground the words out in a whisper. “We’ll show it to you later, Mom. The next applicant will be here in a few minutes.” He said in a normal tone. “Just don’t forget, okay? Maybe we will visit her later.” “Sure, Mom,” Myles said dismissively, thinking Mrs. Bennet was in one of her episodes and it would pass away soon, so he swept her request under the rug. -=- Regina was sure she wouldn’t get the job. She was the only female nurse there that day and caught early on that the invitation for the interview had definitely been a mistake, only because she signed her name as Reggie instead of Regina. They couldn’t cancel Regina
“Ma’am, I’m sorry to say this, but the madam never paid for the items she ordered.” Regina looked at the untouched cake slices in front of her and the fruit drinks beside them. When she hesitated, the server spoke. “You guys looked like you were discussing something important, so I didn’t think it was right to interrupt.” “Oh, it’s fine. I’m just calculating if I should eat half of this right now and the rest at home later, so you won’t think I’m a pig.” She laughed, and so did he, bringing out the dimple on his cheek. ‘Hmm, he’s kinda cute.’ Regina admired the cute server when she thought of an idea. “Do you mind if I ask the people in your cafe if they would like some free cakes and drinks? I really can’t consume all of this.” He agreed, and when only the chocolate cake and iced tea were left, Regina sat down and pretended she would eat it. “Oh, here’s my card. Just charge everything on it.” The man’s eyes lit up after reading her information. “Miss Albright, my name is Jas
A few days later, Regina was relaxing at home in her black tank top and tiny shorts, dancing to the beat of her favorite tunes. She just finished applying to another hospital, knowing she was not getting the Bennet job. So she played it cool. She borrowed a few of her father’s long-playing records, something they had in common even with almost 50 years of an age difference. Regina was a miracle baby. Her parents had given up on having a daughter. So when she came out, everyone doted on her and guarded her with their lives. She loved the sound the old record player made. It was an heirloom from her brother, handed down with the apartment. Choosing the next album and the feel of changing the records gave her entertainment. Stephen Albright had records he collected from when he was a teenager, classics from the 70s to the early 90s when record sales went down because of newer technology. Recently, popular musicians jumped back on the bandwagon, and the newer generation started calli
“Mrs. Bennet, would you like coffee or tea?” “Tea dear. I love tea. I can help you make some,” she replied while gazing at the pictures on the mantle. “Okay, you can help—” “No!” Owen replied, walking to the kitchen to intercept his mother. “I wanted to ask her to select the tea she wanted. She won’t get hurt. I know what I’m doing.” She whispered to Owen in an annoyed voice. “You keep saying that.” “Get the tea box from the pantry and bring it out here, Mrs. Bennet.” “It is not heavy. Even if she drops it, it’s fine. You have to stimulate your mother’s brain and let her think for herself.” Owen gritted his teeth. Though he didn’t agree with her methods, he let the issue go. “You’re babying your mother too much. Let her be. She’s not all gone yet.” ‘She’s probably right, but I’ll never agree with her.’ He snickered silently. “So do you want coffee or tea?” Regina laid out some butter cookies, macaroons, and pound cake she sliced up on a platter. “I’ll take coffee,” he repli
“Hello?” “Ms. Martin, report to my office tomorrow morning at seven. I need to brief you about your job.” “Did I get it?” She didn’t even bother to ask who called her on the phone. She only knew one domineering person who would order her around even before saying hello. “Yes, but there are conditions.” “But I got it, right? I’ll be there on the dot. Thanks!” Regina did her happy dance as she knew after yesterday’s visit from Mrs. Bennet there was no one else perfect for the job. Hailey seemed to take a shine to her and even considered her as a best friend. The next day, Regina headed to the elevator 30 minutes before seven and got surprised that Owen’s assistant was already there to meet her. Owen did a double take as Regina entered his office. She wore a business suit and had her hair slicked and tied at the back, making her look androgynous. Regina meant to surprise him, and she smiled, knowing he got affected like she wanted. She expected to be there earlier, wait for him,
Coming home after a long day, Owen prayed that his mother was not up to her old antics today. After the day he had been through, he was not ready to cater to her whims. “Has my mother had her dinner?” “Yes sir,” Stephan, the butler who welcomed Owen at the door, replied. “Would you like to have dinner in the dining room or on the patio?” “No, not yet. Give me at least 20 minutes before they set the table on the patio. My brothers are on their way.” “The nurse has left, I assume?” “About that sir…” “What? Spit it out!” Owen was losing his patience. He was ready to fire Regina on her second day if she did something wrong. “She’s in the shower with your mother.” “What?” Owen took huge strides to his mother’s room as the old butler struggled to keep up. “Your mother hasn’t bathed in a few days, and Ms. Regina said she had a solution for that—” “What did she do now?” Stephan blocked the door to the bathroom before Owen could enter. “I think we should give them some privacy.” “T
“Regina, are you okay?” Arthur’s softer voice asked from the other side, and she looked up as she wiped her tears away. “I need to tell you something before he comes back. I drugged you the entire time you were with Jacob because he wanted you to cry and scream when he raped you, but he wouldn’t touch a sleeping body. He said it felt like he was fucking the dead. So I made you sleep.” “You what?” “I drugged you, so he couldn’t do anything to you. All the things he told you were lies. None of them happened.” “You did that for me?” she asked, confused about whom to believe. Was this version of Arthur telling the truth, or was it also another lie? “I couldn’t bear the thought that I stood by and watched while he harmed you.” “Why?” “I always loved you, Regina. I always will,” Arthur said before his face changed again. “That stupid shit. What did he tell you?” Armed with the knowledge that nothing happened between them, Regina stood to taunt Jacob. She wanted to get to the bottom o
“I wanted to see.”“And there’s a reason I told you no.”“Babe…”“That guy left me for dead, Regina. Would you like to see a picture of that?”“Yes. I want to understand why a man with a face so kind could be so horrible.”“I will show you the footage from the precinct and how they found out Arthur’s mental illness.” Owen sighed, knowing that keeping the truth from Regina would just give her more reason to sneak around. “Then will you come to bed and forget about this?” She nodded as Owen retrieved a file from his computer and showed her a video of Arthur arguing with himself at the precinct. He was fighting with himself as if there were two people instead of one, and Regina felt unnerved. “The doctors said Jacob was too traumatized by Arthur’s loss that he erased the fact that he was dead. In his grief, he developed the Arthur persona, who was kind and smart, just like the actual person. It was a form of coping mechanism.”“Where is he now?”“In the psychiatric hospital inside the
“YOU KILLED ARTHUR! YOU DON’T DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!” It said before images began appearing on the screen. Regina was frozen and horrified because of the text, she was trying to figure out what the images were but Owen closed the lid before she did.“Don’t touch the computer. It was just a virus. I have a friend who can clean this for you.“Who would send such a horrific message? And what is that message about Arthur? Is he dead?”“Yes, no. It’s a long story. Don’t worry about it.” He said as he moved the laptop to his desk.“Don’t lie to me, Owen.” Regina stood up to face him. “We said no secrets. What was that about? And why is there a naked woman on my screen?”“Did you have an affair and not tell me, because gods help me, I am not taking this crap from you.”“No babe, I wouldn’t do that to you. You have to sit while I tell you what that was about.”“I can’t sit. My blood is boiling right now.”“Okay, let’s go to the kitchen, get a glass of water for both of us while I collect my tho
“Dad, thank you for giving me the extended leave. France has inspired me a lot with my artistic side. Did you see my paintings?”“Yeah, I have a few of them put up in the hospital and around the house already. Is that what you want to do now? Paint?”“Oh no, that’s just my side hobby. I was inspired by the nursing home in France and wanted to build a non-profit nursing home as a branch of our hospital.”“That sounds like a good idea. I think someone suggested that before and we just didn’t have time to look into it. Talk to the project manager so we can get this started. Which wing do you want it in?”“Well, that’s the thing. I want it to be separate from the hospital, in a more scenic setting so we can usher the old people to rest peacefully. I don’t want them to feel like they’re in the hospital all the time.”“Are you willing to put in work for this project? This will be a lot of work, starting with finding available properties. You can’t just quit mid-way because it’s too hard.”R
“What are you telling them?”“Don’t worry about it, sweetie. I have everything in control.” He said confidently as they walked to his mother’s room.“Mom? Are you awake?” Owen asked. Myles was reading her a book Regina sent from France, and the scenes were getting steamy, so he was glad that his mother’s attention got diverted to the guests. “Look who’s here?”He stepped aside, and Regina softly exclaimed, “Surprise!”Mrs. Bennet stared at Regina, wondering who she was, and then it clicked. “Mandy? Oh, I’m glad you’ve come. I’ve missed you so.” She grew emotional as Regina sat on the bed and hugged her.“So did I Mrs. Bennet. I am glad to see that you are better.” Regina touched her forehead to get the temperature and her wrist to check how fast her pulse rate was.“Oh, it was nothing. They just worry too much. Now I’m in the hospital when all I want to do is see that dog.” Bella had been constant in her life, and like Regina, not having seen her for a few days, threw everything out o
News of Owen’s mystery woman spread throughout the nation as pictures of the couple were shared across every website on the internet. “Owen, what are we going to do? Can we hire someone to delete the pictures?” Regina asked as the car sped away. He smirked, “No.” “No? But your reputation?” “I’m a single man in a relationship with a beautiful woman, so I don’t care about the pictures.” “But the paparazzi, they’ll know.” “We’re not hiding our relationship, my love. Unless you want to.” “I don’t.” “I know you don’t want your face in the media, so we won’t tell them who you are. Let them find out on their own.” “I don’t care if they find out. I’m through hiding. It didn’t do me any good, anyway. I kept lying to people I really liked. I just hope they could forgive me,” she said, leaning back into the seat, more relaxed. “Well then, that’s settled,” Owen smiled and leaned over to nuzzle her ear. “You know they’ll be at my apartment waiting. What do you say we go to yours and lock
Regina asked how they all knew each other, and the three men regaled her with stories of when they met while re-constructing the apartment she was staying in.“So I have a question. If Owen owns the complex, then why do I have a small apartment?”Caelan and François both laughed and teased Owen.“Well, I didn’t want you to get suspicious about paying such a small price for an enormous apartment, so we gave you the smallest unit. It was Caelan’s place.”“Aww…” Regina looked at Caelan, “You gave it up for me? I’m sorry if I brought in mismatched furniture in there.”“Don’t feel sorry for him. He got a bigger apartment out of the deal, so he’s happy about that.” Owen butted in, and Regina laughed.“I don’t mind how you decorated the place. I like it and will keep most of the furniture,” Caelan replied.“So I heard Owen hired you to follow me around and disrupt my dates with Jason. Is that true?”“Well—I—He—Yes, it’s true,” Caelan could not defend himself, so he admitted the truth.“So th
The sun was peeking through the horizon by the time the couple fell asleep, satiated and full of love. Neither wanted to sleep lest everything was just a dream. Regina woke up first, staring at the sleeping man beside her, waiting for him to awaken. “What are you doing?” Owen asked, his voice husky from sleep.She blushed that she got caught running her finger down his chest, tracing the lines of his abdomen. “Waking you. Did it work?”“It did.” He grabbed her waist, pulling her toward him. He hooked his legs around hers and kissed her neck. “I missed you so much that when you stopped sending me messages, it made me go crazy.”“I’m sorry. I was so ashamed about what happened that I did not know how to handle the situation. How could I not know anything about my body?”“There were a lot of things happening during that time. Stop blaming yourself. We’re here now, where we should be. Just don’t shut me out again.”“I promise I won’t.” Owen nibbled her neck, and her body came alive. “W
“I had a baby—”“I know.”Regina scrunched her brows in shock. “But I never told you. The diary said you didn’t know.”“The baby was ours,” he said, holding her gaze. If her mouth wasn’t hanging open before, it was now.“How—”“How did I know? I have the same tracker app you do, and they were synched together so I could watch your cycle. I wanted to know when it would be safe because we were having unprotected sex. We needed to take extra precautions to prevent having an accident.”“But we still did.”“It doesn’t make a difference. I still love you.” “You knew, and you didn’t tell me?”“I was waiting for you to share your troubles, so I gave you the space you needed, but you just distanced yourself from me. I didn’t want to nag you because you’ve been through so much already. So I waited.”“The diary said I couldn’t tell you because I felt guilty.”“I know.”“But I didn’t tell you…”“You said it in the letter that you sent me.”“The letter that you keep talking about?”“Yes, do you w