Chapter 364

The nurse said that Felix would be asleep for a long time. To stabilize his mood, she gave him sedatives.

Lights were switched off at nine at the wards. Colin and I sat silently in the darkness.

I looked outside while Colin stared at me with cold eyes. I knew he resented me, but I let him be. There weren't many things I could do for him. But by sacrificing myself, it showed that our love wasn't in vain.

I didn't dare to look at him or meet his eyes. I was afraid that once I turned around, my resolution would vanish.

My heart ached. It probably would hurt for the entirety of my life. But perhaps that was the only way to know that I still breathed.

When it was almost dawn break, I couldn't hang in there anymore and fell asleep.

The noises from the corridor woke me up. I realized that Colin's jacket was on top of me, but he was nowhere to be found.

Did he leave? A world without him felt so lonely.

I heard shuffling from the bed, and Felix opened his eyes. There was no light in his