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Chapter 189

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"I cherish Matthew's feelings toward me. But we hadn't started dating each other. I refuse to be belittled, and I don't want him to fall out with his family for me. I will not be called nasty names for the rest of my life.

"He had plenty of options. He was told to choose one option, yet he chose both. You know what that is, Helen? That's a mistake."

"I get what you're saying, Luna. But seeing him so devastated and so heartbroken pains me. I know my demand is very selfish. But I don't know how else to reduce his suffering."

"No one can help Matthew. Not even me. He has to go through this alone. If I can't commit to him or give him a future, I shouldn't give him false hope. Otherwise, he'll fall even deeper in love with me. Helen, don't you like him too? Why don't you keep him company in this time of need?

"They say hardships bring the best out of everyone. I'm sure that one day, he'll notice what you've done for him. I firmly believe that his feelings for me are nothing but an infat
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Dhanpattie
This is so heartbreaking heartbroken heart wrenching situation , poor Matt he’s been in love with her since childhood. Luna is not at fault she just doesn’t love him or have that deep feelings for him and she’s right , she will have a lifetime of unhappiness with his parents.
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Davisha Queen
why the heroine look more villen here
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