"Chris, you may not love me, but I must love myself. I've worked hard in my studies and my job. I've taken good care of myself. I'm not here to be mistreated by you. In the past, I was stupid, thinking I could move you. But I don't think that way anymore, and I won't continue to do so," I said."No, Zara. You're my girlfriend. I've never thought of you as anything else. I went with Faye only because her parents weren't around, and we grew up together. I couldn't just abandon her." Chris' voice grew quieter as he spoke. Perhaps realizing how absurd his words sounded, he gradually fell silent."Oh, you couldn't abandon her, but you could abandon me. Why is that? Because you don't love me. I understand it now. Since I can't move you, let's just end it here."After we break up, you'll have your freedom, and I'll find someone who loves me. The world is big, and there are many people out there. I'm sure there's someone out there who belongs to me and loves me only."I smiled slightly, my
"Chris, you asked for my forgiveness, but what about me? Who will comfort me? You left me to face our families alone. When I was facing my parents' disappointment and the mockery of others, what were you doing?"Oh, you were helping your sweetheart who fell. She kissed you, and you couldn't resist, then you got carried away and used a box of condoms."Can you imagine what I have to face? You knew my parents were here to meet yours. You knew people would mock me for being pushed aside. You knew how important that day was to us, yet you let Faye make a scene unreasonably. You made me into a laughingstock."Chris, was that your so-called sincerity? Do you really want both families to meet again? Or are you so used to being in control and feeling bitter that I was the one ending this relationship? If that's the case, then just say it. Say 'Let's break up,' and I'll pick up my suitcase and leave."I don't care about anything anymore. I've been your lapdog for five years. I don't care ab
There were many times I cried very hard in my dreams, only to wake up alone in some hotel.I spent five years revolving around Chris. Now, when I tried to forget him, the pain ran deep in my bones and pierced through my heart like a dagger.Every night, when I couldn't sleep because of him, every cell in my body was in pain.Rationally, I knew I had to stay away from someone like Chris from the beginning. However, emotionally, after giving him five years of love without complaints, it was not something I could easily take back.I hated and resented him, but I also loved him.I hated that I had lost myself in this relationship and only had eyes for him. No matter how he treated me, I never thought of letting go.I resented that he knew there was someone else in his heart, knew how deep my feelings for him were, yet shamelessly deceived me.While he was enjoying my care for him, he was entangled in an ambiguous relationship with his beloved Faye. He never truly appreciated my devo
I remembered the day I left Chris' apartment with my suitcase, feeling truly empty.However, when I thought about the concern and comforting words from my parents, brother, and friends, I realized I wasn't truly alone. I only lost someone who never truly belonged to me.It was like a perfect world that had a dry leaf fall into it from the outside. You would think it was a precious gift from the world, so you exerted all your effort to cherish and protect it.Then, one day, you suddenly realized it was never a treasure. It was just a piece of trash blown in by the wind. It was everywhere once you stepped out of the room.How would you feel then?One would think that it was just trash. I could just throw it away, and I should have thrown it away long ago.The world was still the world, and I was still me. Nothing had changed.My world just excluded Chris Moyer.Time passed quickly when people were busy. By the time I completed my last task, it was almost New Year's.Due to my go
"Mr. Moyer, was I wrong?" I asked."Do you know what you're saying? You better come with me before I regret coming here, or there won't be a next time." Chris was embarrassed and furious.I felt like cursing his family. "Thank you, but please, there better not be a next time. I beg you.""Zara, I'll give you one last chance. Don't regret it later, and come crying to me." Chris was getting frustrated, and his speech became incoherent.Zachary couldn't take it anymore. He raised his hand and delivered a punch straight to Chris' nose, cursing through clenched teeth."Zara, you're actually letting your brother curse at me," Chris said.Zachary smirked before moving in and kicked him while he was down. "What's wrong with that? Did it hit a nerve? Or are you having trouble remembering? If you have trouble, I can carve it into your tombstone."Zachary was a long-distance runner and had learned martial arts before.In contrast, Chris was born into a wealthy family. Aside from his elega
My parents said that since most people would return home during the holidays, it was the perfect time for me to go on blind dates. If I met anyone I liked, we could visit each other's homes and let our relationship develop further.Although I was a little unwilling, I decided to listen to them this time. After all, my own judgment hadn't always been the best. It was more reliable to listen to them.Today's blind date was a peculiar one. The guy seemed quite honest, though his appearance wasn't exactly neat.He wore formal trousers with a belt fastened and a gray shirt with pink stripes that barely contained his round belly, the hem awkwardly tucked into the waistband. His face was round, with slightly thick lips, a slightly flat nose, and a shiny bald forehead.According to the introduction, this man was some kind of middle manager in a public institution, possibly at the level of a team leader.Once seated, he started recounting his illustrious career and pivotal role in the co
I was flabbergasted. In fact, moments ago, his face reminded me of something, but I couldn't quite put my fingers to it. But as he squinted and looked upward, shoving his flappy cheeks outward until they squeezed his nose into a tiny crease, I finally found the answer. He looked like an ass.I wanted to rebuke, but what could I expect from someone whose face looked like an ass? Whatever. "Mr. Civil Servant, I only finished my bottle of water after I sat down." I then brandished the water bottle in my hand. "It's also my water bottle. You finished the entire meal yourself. If you don't believe me, we can check the surveillance cameras here. The truth will surface."The man's squinty eyes opened slightly as he glanced at the camera lens above his head. His cheeks trembled, and he fell silent. Seeing that I was leaving, he scoffed. "Those who don't work for the government have no class."I wanted to slap him, but I decided not to after looking at my tender palm. His cheeks were so fa
I did everything I could to stop her from confronting Chris. Then, I begged her not to tell Lulu. She initially agreed, but she forgot about it as soon as she went home. She told Lulu everything.Luna was the nicest and the most stubborn among all three of us. Ever since Jade told her that I had broken up with Chris, I dreaded receiving her call. In the next few days, Lulu finally called. I forced myself to pick up the call. As she questioned me, I didn't know what to say.After all, I hadn't told her about my breakup. It wasn't a nice thing to do since I was her best friend. To my surprise, my fear that I might ruin Luna's day didn't materialize at all. She thought that I couldn't move on from that five-year-long relationship. She was very tactful in her consolation."Zara, why don't you move in with me? I miss you. Jinovy is a big city. It's bustling with opportunities. It's boring to live alone here. Why don't you come and work here?"That was my Luna, alright. She was kind and