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last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2022-08-16 01:45:44

Tokyo's POV

*My Snow

Snow isn't a person...

She's a persona made to be someone what her readers want her to be...

Snow isn't a human...

She's a creative output built by her readers' imagination...

Snow isn't real...

She's just a dream, an escape for other people...

Snow isn't perfect...

She's just a perfect character built in her readers' mind...

Snow is You...

A persona, a creative output, a dream, an image, a character...

But who is the real Snow?

Who are you?

You always smile, tells them everything is okay...

You always crack jokes, making their feelings lighter when they're down...

You always give advice, to help them get through with everything...

You always put them first...

But I'd like to know, who are you?

Are you happy?

Are you hurting?

Do you feel loved?

Do you feel safe?

Do you want to be Snow?

Or do you want to be someone else?

Do you need to hide to be you?

Do you need to be alone to be happy?

Do you need to turn your back to stop hurting?

Do you need to close your eyes
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    Tokyo's POV"This kid will definitely follow me around. I will teach him how to dance," I said, wiggling as we all gather in the house, crowding the little Mochi in the living room.Zanaya gave birth the other day and to say that all hell broke loose that time was an understatement.Demo fainted, Seth almost did and Zanaya scared the shit out of us after screaming multiple curses about us not being around during her labor.Storm was exhausted as he tries to set everything in order, calming everyone down since we were all in a state of panic. Raze prepared everything that Zanaya needed and Cali watch everything unfolds in front of her.In our defense, we didn't know she'll be giving birth that day because we were so sure they told us otherwise.Seeing little mochi in here made our hearts flutter. He's such a ball of sunshine, I wanna hug him real tight, but I won't coz Zanaya will probably kill me. Zanaya had been at her most sensitive state after she gave birth."Tss, if you're talkin

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  • Secretly Married   2.29

    Tokyo's POV"Nope. No matter how long you two show your bunny teeth in front of me, I won't give in." I cringed as I heard Demo 's response, tapping his feet on the ground, his arms crossed over his chest while he eyed us both in a very suspicious manner.My eyes went wide as I frantically pull Grey by his sleeves, wishing he would do something.When Demo saw us earlier, Grey was so quick to pull him away, especially since Zanaya was so angry because little mochi got startled by the loud noise made by the deafening sound of the shattering of the glass.And we all know how Zanaya had been these past few days.And so we fled, like some coward earthlings, though we're still a little thankful that because of it, we won't have to explain to Zanaya why Demo acted that way."Demo, just this once, please. Keep this a secret from everybody," Grey once again pleaded and I'm not sure if it is because he was basically like a little brother to Demo, but his eyes softened at the sight of his younge

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  • Secretly Married   2.30

    Tokyo's POV"Who are you texting?" Grey asked for the umpteenth time as I frustratedly keep on typing endlessly on my phone.Alex was annoying the hell out of me, constantly persuading me to carry out his stupid plans as he kept on sending me numerous messages, some consisting of saying something about doing it by his ways, which, as I see it sounded like a blackmail or whatever you call that.Everything had been going smoothly. Our parents stopped pressuring us for the engagement but they still haven't dropped the idea of me and Alex getting engaged. It has a been a year and I feel like they almost forgot about it. But then, sometimes, our parents would occasionally remind us of it. I've learned to dismiss the idea. The good thing is, there is no official engagement that had happened yet.But Alex happened to have a girlfriend now. And the playboy must have really fallen in love because he had been desperately trying to get off our engagement when it wasn't even made official. He kep

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  • Secretly Married   2.31

    Tokyo's POV"Zanaya, did you see my phone?" I asked her while puffing air on my bangs as I try to locate my phone, which, I have been searching the entire house after I woke up late in the afternoon."Nope. I was dead asleep last night after we had a midnight snack," she mumbled as she sways her body, baby Ashton on her arms while they stand in front of the kitchen door."I was holding it last night, didn't I?" I asked her as I turn around just in time as Cali enters the kitchen and grabs a glass of water."What are you looking for?" she asked, her eyebrows raised, before drinking her water, her left hand hanging around her waist."My phone," I pouted, and then my brows furrowed at the sight of the familiar marks showing on her neck. ", at least try to hide those hickeys on your neck. You're reeking sex, ge'ez!" I snickered and Zanaya frown while Cali choke on the water she was drinking."I didn't have sex with Storm!" she exclaimed before wiping the droplets of water on her chin."An

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  • Secretly Married   2.32

    Tokyo's POV"Why didn't you fight back?" I pressed the cold towel over Alex's cheeks as he winced for the thousand time.I pulled away a little and noticed how he was glaring at me."What?" I snickered. "I didn't tell you to pick a fight with Grey, you know," I told him."Did you see how thick Grey's muscles are?" he scoffed and I admit, he actually has a point. "Plus, it's not my fault your boyfriend has a temper,"My heart clenched at his words."Ex," I corrected him, but damn, those words coming out from my own mouth hurts like a truck.It has been three months since Grey indirectly broke up with me.For weeks, all I did was follow him around and tried to explain the situation to him but he treated me like some ant he can barely see.Those weeks were the most painful momenta of my life and Demo witnessed it all, but he said Grey always evades the topic every time he tries to convince him to listen to my explanation.And after my failed attempts of explaining to him, I decided that

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  • Secretly Married   2.33

    Grey's POV"We're back. Are you ready?" I turned around and was greeted by Demo's worried expression.After turning my attention back to the crowd of people flocking to the exit, I released a long sigh from my lips."Do you think she'll ever forgive me?" I worriedly asked and he kept his lips mum, my stomach churning in anticipation."I can't decide for that Grey. You rarely saw each other within these past few months and I can tell you that you prolonged this too much," he stated and my heart dropped at his words. He looked at me pitifully. "Tokyo is a wonderful girl. I'm sure the two of you can work this out," he added and I felt butterflies running around my stomach at the mention of her name.Eleven months...It's been so long. I wonder how I was able to last this long.My mind flashes back to the night where everything started.*flashback*"Wipe that grin off your face before I throw my slippers on you Grey Simons," I chuckled at Demo's words.Tokyo just took a run and headed back

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  • Secretly Married   2.34

    Grey's POV"Mark, I'm sorry but I need to head some place today," I spoke, my phone's speaker mode was on as I pull down my shirt while talking to my friend.He had been calling me nonstop since earlier. Thinking it must be important, I decided to pick up the call."Well Alex told me to keep on calling you until you answered," he chuckled and my brows furrowed."Why?" I asked him before opening my closet and grabbing one of my jackets."He said something about giving back what you thought was his, yeah, something about that," he stated and I stopped from my tracks.Huh?My eyes widening in instant and I n a flash, I grab the phone and relieved it from speaker mode."What exactly did he say?" I asked, my heart beating rapidly.He isn't talking about Tokyo is he?But why did he said something about what I thought was his? Aren't they engaged? Technically, I was the one who crashed into their relationship."I can't really remember but he said if you want to have it back, meet him at that

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  • Secretly Married   2.35

    Tokyo's POVWhat the fuck is going on?My mind was lost at the sight of Grey being hugged by my mom. But at the same time, butterflies started banging right through my stomach at the sight of his beautiful face.Even with the confused expression written all over his face, he still looks so drop-dead gorgeous I can't blame my mom for fangirling over SHADOW's youngest member.I tucked my lower lip in between my teeth, my heart skipping a beat the moment our eyes locked.Grey Simons...It's been eleven months since we broke up and for that six months, all we shared are casual conversations every time both SHADOW and WHISTLE are together.We went back to being enemies and though it hurts that our relationship ended like this, I can't blame him.He was hurt.I hurt him.He probably thought bad about me because he thought I two-timed him with Alex. And just like what Alex told me, Grey had built a protective wall in front of him that doesn't allow me to enter.He was protecting his heart an

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    Cali's POV"Okay, this is so upsetting. Why are you able to go around like this when I was close to going crazy after I just gave birth to Ashton?" Zanaya scowled as we sat on the couch, on her hands were a bowl of nachos that we've been munching since she arrived. "We married two different men, Zanaya. They think and act the exact opposite like each other," I chuckled as Zanaya pouted. It's cute how she'd start whining about it."But it's unfair! You always have this time to chitchat with us not worrying that your baby will cry," I saw Storm shaking his head from afar. He was seated while he watches Ashton stare at our baby who was sleeping on the crib. Ashton was simply standing and staring at her in awe. He can hear our conversation as well as Seth. Storm takes care of our child. He likes to be hands-on and is always insisting that I take a rest. "Zanaya, our case was different. You kinda have a postpartum then which I don't. Plus, Storm may have gotten quite a few notes seeing

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    Cali’s POVI was literally lost about everything that was happening. Just then, the sound of Ashton's voice filled the room. "Aunt Chu!" my eyes turned towards Ashton the same moment their eyes snapped towards mine. Ashton stood up and walked towards me. "Aunt Chu, this yours?" he asked innocently and my eyes widened when he gave me a ring, a diamond one. Max and Tokyo's gasped filled the room while Zanaya was squealing. What the hell? Why were they acting like that? "Yah!" Storm's voice echoed the room and he looked so pissed off. Now, even Seth immediately kneeled beside the two. "I swear I just put it on top of the table. I didn't know Ashton will take the ring," he pleaded and my jaw almost dropped on the floor. So, this ring was Storm's?I saw how the girls were all acting giddy and excited. The place... The balloons and ribbons... The snowballs... The photos... Is this what I think it is? Slowly, my hands covered my lips as I started to shake. "Oh my God..." I whis

  • Secretly Married   4.32

    Cali’s POV"How long have you've been dating?""Storm! Do your members know about your relationship from the beginning?""What are your next plans?""California! What do you think about your fans' reaction? Now that all of WHISTLE is in a relationship, your fans are organizing a boycott! Are you going to disband?!""Storm! What can you say about the rumors that it was Cali who probably gave motive-”?The reporter wasn't even able to finish as Storm stopped midway after letting me in first, even covering my head for support. He faced the reporters particularly the last one who seemed taken aback at Storm's actions. He can be very intimidating. "First of all, it was me who made a move first," he started and all of the reporters kept their mouth shut. The power that he holds. "Second, when she first met me, I was merely Storm and she doesn't have the slightest idea that someone with a stage name of SHADOW’s Storm exists. And even so, Cali isn't the type of person who clings into some

  • Secretly Married   4.31

    Cali's POV"Cali, why are you here? You are supposed to be preparing for your press conference..." my boss asked and I bowed in greeting as I moved forward. He was sipping his coffee while reviewing a few documents he has in front of him. I can't remember how many times I've come here in this office, all because of my relationship with Storm. And every time I go out, it's either me crying or me being on my loneliest state.This specific office had never given me a good memory. The news about my debut anything good was all delivered on a conference hall downstairs. Sometimes, I dread coming in here. "Boss..." I started. There's this fifty percent chance that this talk wouldn't bring me any good like the past ones but I gotta try. "I know I've been pushing my luck a lot of times already but again, I want to ask for your permission," I started. He wasn't looking at me but that didn't stop me from speaking my thoughts. "I promise; I will work harder. I will make sure this relationshi

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    Storm's POV"I can't believe you're doing this," I turned around and saw Raze, struggling as he ties down the ribbons. I just passed him another set to finish. I was about to speak when we were startled after one balloon popped. "Yahhhh!!!" I glared at Sky and Grey who's playing. Seth was giving out a v-sign while grinning. To think that he's already married with a kid, he sure still acts a lot like Grey and Sky still. Well, he's almost of the same age after all. "Yah! Why do I have to do this when you're the boyfriend?" Raze snickered but continued tying the ribbons. "Right. I haven't slept since last night. Can't you like, get an organizer for this stuff or something?" Demo asked and I threw him my slippers. "You just woke up! So much for being my friend," I scowled and he laughed adorably. ", are you sure about this? I mean, this is something else. You're gonna have to live like how Seth and Zaya used to," Mono asked and I saw how all the boys focus where on me. My eyes shi

  • Secretly Married   4.29

    Cali's POV"What's happening? I thought everything was settled?" I paced back and forth as the girls try to pacify me. It hadn't been two weeks after Max and Sky revealed their relationship to the public and here we getting the biggest downfall on our careers after my relationship with Storm had been revealed. "Cali..." Zanaya was looking at me in worry while Tokyo and Max checks on the articles online. They were using Tokyo's laptop. It was there, on every social media platform, photos of me and Storm, from our dates when I was a trainee, those days when we got back together, and even those days when we already broke up. Everything was there and it scares me. I just woke up and everyone was in panic. I thought it has been taken cared of? Storm was not here and was still in their company. Our managers had gotten our phones because everybody has been contacting us. Fans are possessive. Imagine finding out Zanaya's marriage with Seth. That was more than enough to shake our career

  • Secretly Married   4.28

    Cali's POV"Cali..." the girls spread their arms and engulfing me in a hug. My lips quiver and I felt them brushing my hair and rubbing my back. It has been three days after the incident in which Storm had to leave the house after our managers decided it's best that we part ways after what happened. Everybody was frantic and I was so out of it that Storm had to call me every now and then to make sure everything was okay. His focus was all on me, how I was doing, if I've already eaten. He was so selfless I feel like I don't deserve him. Our boss didn't talk to me. I was never called to the seventh floor. Instead, a lot of meetings had happened and Storm told me they're trying to figure things out. What it is or their plans, I don't have any idea until we saw the articles on the internet about Sky and Max's relationship. Photos of their dates were shown. I was surprised to see multiple photos taken on multiple occasions too. So now I wonder if Boss had a lot of instances in which

  • Secretly Married   4.27

    Cali's POV"Sorry son, I know how much you suffered because of me," my father stated and it broke my heart to hear him say those words. I felt the air feeling like it was being taken out of my lungs. Why? Why did Storm suffer because of him? Did he do something to Storm? Curious, I stay glued hiding behind the wall. "It's all my fault and I will forever repent on my sins. If I didn't gamble, if that reporter didn't see you helping me, then BP Enterntainment wouldn't have to do something about it. You wouldn't have to sacrifice your love for her. You did a lot just so she can reach her dreams," my father added and I felt my world started crumbling in front of me. My knees weaken and it was as if my soul was being extracted from my body. What did I just hear? No. Storm didn't deliberately leave me a few years ago. He did it for me. Gambling is illegal in Korea and I can't believe my father actually even do that. "I'd do it again if I have to," my lips quiver at Storm's words.

  • Secretly Married   4.26

    Cali's POV"Are you sure this is a good idea?" I heard Storm's voice. My brows furrowed. He'd been acting so weird lately. It's been so long since he last went to our house and today is my father's birthday. We agreed that he'll drop by our house for dinner. Actually, I forced him into it. This was not the first time he'd visit our house but this will be the first time after I debut. Come to think of it, ever since we got back together, he never went to our house like he used to. Storm was close to my family. My Mom love him so much and my father adored him the same way. Even after we broke up then, I never heard my family saying anything bad about him. "We've talked about this Storm. It's my father's birthday," I told him in a stern voice. I felt his hand on mine tightening a little. Why is he so tense? He looked at me nervously. We were on the van together. "Did you tell them I'm coming?" he asked again and I raised an eyebrow at him. "It was meant to be a surprise? Or do yo

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