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If Only This Was Real

Author: Starz
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-11 22:25:10

Bianca's POV

Liam's hand was still glued to my lower back and his other hand held my thigh in the air. He pushed me backwards slightly, staring deeply at me. I stared right back at him, one of my hands around his shoulder and the other one on his hard chest.

The beating of my heart increased rapidly and I felt like it would rip out of my chest any time soon. I was almost out of breath, like I had gone a marathon. I didn't know what was wrong with me. It wasn't like this was the first time I was this close to him. We had been in such proximity quite a number of times but I felt like it was getting worse by the day.

The more I grew closer to Liam, the more helpless I began to feel. The more time I spent with him, the more I fell deeper in love with him. I felt extremely hopeless and spellbound. When I was with him, he was the only thing I could see. It was as though nothing else mattered whenever he was with me. All I could see was him.

Even now, it was as if he was the only one in the
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