BLAIR POV
The moment I finished making the call, I walked back to Ronnell's office to notice that he had finished his conversation with Ella. I composed myself while he reviewed my work. Well, mostly. My cheeks still burn at the thought of our first night together, his fingers running through every angle of my body, and the sight of him sitting in front of me right now, looking very gorgeous, made my body quiver. I just couldn't deny the chemistry I felt between us, as much as I might want to. It was foolish of me to think one incredible night with him wouldn't impact things or make our working relationship awkward. Ronnell wheels something deep inside me, a craving I have never known. And it was one that threatens to consume me whole if I'm not careful. “Blair, are you here with us?” Ronnell's voice brought me back from my thoughts. I can't even remember what we had been discussing, and it all thanks to him, he was just too close to me and staring at me with those seductive eyes of his___. Breathe. I draw in a deep breath. “I'm sorry, can you repeat that?” “I was just asking if you could tell us about the contract of Mr. Mathews, how is it going?” Ronnell says, cocking his head like he was wondering if I was okay. “Yeah___he says that his company had been through theft recently, he wants us to help investigate the issue because the cops aren't being fair to him,” I say, pasting my most professional smile. “Alright, I will talk to my team. We should probably finish up if we want to review the latest offers before the next meeting.” “Right!” I responded by staring at the opened file on the table, and back to Ronnell who looks almost nervous, though I'm sure that's impossible. As we worked, I could feel the weight of his gaze on me. It takes every ounce of willpower not to turn and meet those deep green eyes, to get lost once more in their depth. This partnership was going to be the death of me, I just know it. • • It had been almost a month, and I had survived working for Ronnell, it was 6.50 a.m. when I walked into his office. “You're early?” his deep voice echoed in the office. “I couldn't sleep.” I shrug, trying to avoid his gaze. “Same here.” He said pulling the laptop in front of his desk open, his eyes darkening. “The last contract was shit,” he growls out of nowhere. “Who on earth approved that garbage?” I fold my hands and keep my face stern. “You did. Two weeks ago, remember?” He scowls, running a hand through his hair. “Well__ I changed my mind.” “You can't just change your mind, sir. This client is a big shot for the company, and we would be losing a lot of money if we drop this job.” He stood up from his chair and paced the area like a caged beast. “I don't think that's your area of expertise, right? Why don't you stick to your work and don't get involved in this,” I scoff at him so hard my face starts to hurt. Anger flares in my chest at his unreasonable behavior. “You hired me to give you my own opinion, remember? I'm just trying to be reasonable right now so you don't end up making a stupid decision you would regret later.” “I didn't hire a watchdog, Blair,” he snaps back. “I have been running this business for years without your help___ you can't dictate my choices for me.” I sucked in a sharp breath at his words, his eyes widened as if realizing his mistake, but the ravage had been done. Without a single word, I turned on my heels, prepared to storm out of his office, ignoring his call for me to come back. Despite our clashes with business that had led to multiple arguments, I had never heard him snap at me like he just did, and he had never insinuated that I wasn't needed. I thought we were past this point. Ever since Ella came to visit last time. I have been working fifteen hours a day and he still marks the hell out of every line and copy I submit to him. Some of the things he marks are ridiculous, too. Honest to God, he complained about my margins last time. The worst part is that some of his suggestions were good. The bosshole attitude he had been giving me drove me crazy, but I never complained. “Blair, stop,” he demands. But I ignored him and grabbed the door knob. His hands grip my shoulder. “Stop, please.” His voice came more of a whisper. “I know that I might have said things out of line but can we please start again?” I slow my pace and turn to look at him, ready to tell him to fuck off. But he looked tired, the lines around his eyes more pronounced. He seemed to be going through more than I realized. “Can we please talk?” He asks. I gave a slight nod. “You want to talk more about the client deal?” “It has nothing to do with the client or the deal they offered.” He says running a hand through his hair in frustration, he stares at me and sighs again. “I owe you an apology. I acted like a jackass, and I'm sorry about that.” Surprise flickered through me at his apology. “Oh,” “I shouldn't have said any of the things I said about your opinion not needed here. That was very stupid and unfair of me.” His gaze lifted to mine, green eyes piercing. “The truth is that I need your help and I want you to stay.” I knew that I should just leave and not look back but he was unpredictable and erratic. And at the same time, he was just too charming and likable. It was a terrible combination but I see the look in his eyes, the need for loyalty and assistance. “Fine,” I say, turning back. His shoulder lowered from their tense position. Pressing his lips together, he finally spoke again. “Are you worried about my negotiations?” The quick switchback gives me a second thought. “Not worried, I'm trying to stay focused and do my job right.” “Great,” he says then glances at my outfit. As if assessing something. “Perhaps we could use some distraction elsewhere.” My brows knit together in confusion, sensing his returned arrogance oozing off of him. “Follow me!” He said as we walked out of the office towards the gym room. I watched as Ronnell walked towards the middle mat, demonstrating a choke hold on an invisible partner. His muscular arm flexes as he secures the fake hold, and a wave of heat dries over me. I clench my jaw, pushing the unwanted attraction aside. We have a lot of work to cover up and this wasn't the right time for this. He signals for me to join him on the mat but I shake my head, pushing away the invitation. “I don't think I have a lot of time to finish this!” I tip my folder at him. “We have a lot to finish up or we won't meet up with the meeting,” I said with a slight grin, hoping he didn't notice the nerve twisting in my stomach. “I was hoping to start with that but I don't think we can when you look tensed, you need quick work out, it's perhaps time you learned some skill if you want to keep working in my security company.” His lips quirks up on one side. “Unless you are afraid that you can't keep up with any of this.” I scoff at his challenging tone. “In your fu___king dreams. Just because you're some big top-shot security guy doesn't mean I can't wipe the mat off you.” He gave a slight chuckle that could swallow me right up before speaking. “Why don't you prove it?” He holds up his hands. “Why don't you try coming at me with everything you've got.” I gently pulled off my shoes while I could feel my heart thumping very hard beneath my chest. I stepped onto the mat, mirroring his stance. Here we go again, allowing our competitive spirit to get the better of us. But I just couldn't back down from a challenge, and neither can he. This is the exact push and pull that frustrates and thrills me. I just hope I don't do something that I might end up regretting. Like kissing that smug grin right off his face. I stared at him, trying to think of a weak point to get at him. I aimed to kick at his ribs but he was quick to deflect. He retaliates with a series of quick jabs and I dodge with a hairbreadth, my heart pounding as I duck and weave around him. “Already feeling defeated?” He says with a mocking smirk, and it's the only motivation I need to attack again. Our bodies clash and I grapple very hard, each of us fighting for the upper hand, and I'm acutely aware of every point of contact between us. The vigor in his hands as he grabs my wrists, and the solid warmth of his chest against my back when he pulls me against him made my legs a little shaky. His minty breath was hot on my neck___ I wrenched away from him with a soft growl, chest heaving as I put some space between us. The sexual tension was getting unbearable, setting my whole nerves on fire, and I could see the same heat-reflecting in his own eyes. I know he feels the pull as strongly as I do, no matter how much he tries to deny it. “Well,” he raises an eyebrow, smugness radiating off him in waves. “Don't tell me I have worn you out already,” “You wish,” I spit again, louder this time to cover the breathlessness in my voice. I launch myself at him once more and we wrestle across the mat, each fighting for domination we refuse to give over. Until he pins me beneath him, my wrist captured above my head, while I straddled my hips. Victory gleams in his eyes and I buck against him, straining to break his hold, but it's of no use. I'm caught fast in a grip, our bodies pressed together in a way that steals the breath from my lungs. “Do you now accept defeat?” his voice is a low rumble against my ear, sending a shiver down my spine. I swallow hard, acutely aware of the position we are in, and the only thing I could accept was the desire burning through my veins at our close proximity. “I'm not one to accept defeat easily.” I grit out, just as the bell in the room chimes. In one swift move, Ronnell is off me, reaching his hand to help me up, as a loud crashing startles us and pulls our attention across the gym. My jaw dropped as I stared at Smith, standing with a heavy Gym punching bag lying at his feet and a furious scowl twisting his features. His gaze zeroes on Ronnell, and then on me, and when he speaks, his voice is laced with venom.BLAIR POV“Well, you seem happy and relaxed. I see you have wasted no time moving on.” Smith voiced out in anger. “What the hell are you doing here, Smith?” I blasted back, causing Ronnell to straighten himself. “Does he have any idea that you are just using him to get back at me?” Smith spit out, shaking his head in the process. I blink my eyes, certain his attack can't be real. I walked up to him with furrowed brows. “Smith, why on earth are you here?” I hit him with clenched teeth, still shocked by his presence. His expression only tends to lighten up as he gets even more closer and regret washes across his eyes. “I saw your car parked out front and I was skeptical if it was yours. I wanted to see you, I guess but I never expected to see that___.” he gestures towards Ronnell, who continues to watch our every move, wound tight. “Well, you can't just walk into my life whenever you want because you are not going to like what you see,” I fire back. “You can't always insinuate that
BLAIR POVFor one hundred and one days of working in Ronnell's company, I arrived at the office at eight a.m., sat down at my desk, flipped open a notepad, and neatly wrote my schedule down. And at the bottom, following the notation for the last meeting of the day. I pulled open the drawer of my desk to restock them with candy. Those were the only things that allowed me to release a tiny drip of the anger I swallowed down daily. When Ronnell's demands became unbearable, I used them to sort my own anger. I took out the file, and ran my fingers over it before sighing deeply. The therapist I'd been forced to see when I was a young teen would definitely be proud of me right now. Once I had gone through the file and my desk was back to its neat position. I ran through my usual routine before Ronnell arrived for the day. Lately, it has been me going to the bathroom, break room, bathroom, Fatigue, backache.My bladder seems like it would burst out from frequent urination, which meant I spe
RONNELL POVWe had just finished my meeting with Mathew and William. Blair and I were in the back of my Rolls-Royce La Rose Noire drop-tail, being driven to the office. Traffic crawled, taking several minutes of travel a handful of feet. Fortunately, I had my phone and laptop. Blair on the other hand sat silently, while tapping away on her phone. Perhaps, she was making efficient use of her time. I stared at the email on my laptop. Details were very important to me. If I missed a single word or number, it could be a huge problem for me. That was why I didn't miss anything untouched, I studied details to avoid fumbling. Yet, I'd missed a glaring one.Blair was pregnant. But how? I know for sure that she wasn't married ___was this for her ex-boyfriend that came in the other day or was this my child from the one-night stand we shared? Was that even possible? I honestly had no idea about it until Mathew who was a doctor told me. How could I have missed noticing the changes in her? Her
BLAIR POVI halted a little the moment I noticed an unfamiliar face behind my office desk doing something around my chair. I hated that chair ever since I sat on it, and I even hated it more ever since I started feeling so much backache and fatigue lately. I was fairly certain that it would shove me to the floor if I shifted the wrong way but still. It was mine. My steps picked up speed, intent on defending my chair. But as I drew closer, the butter-like leather and plush cushions came into focus. It wasn't my chair after all. My exhaustion from a night of interrupted sleep— my sleep time seemed to be short recently, due to the fact that my thoughts were clustered with so many worries. Could I raise this child alone as a single mom? Whose child was I even carrying?I sighed heavily trying to push the thought away. It took me a long moment to realize that the man behind my desk was a delivery guy, not some random man off the street.“Hey,” I called calmly while I approached my desk.
BLAIR POVI looked through the clothing price tag and my eyes wouldn't stop bulging out at the ridiculous prices, and right now, I had next to no budget. I hadn't even told Ella yet about my newfound secret___she had been away preparing for her wedding and I just didn't want to shove this kind of news down her throat. Finally, I was able to find a few things at a thrift store close to my house. Brown and black where what picked my interest, since those were my ideal types these days. Hopefully, I’d be up to douse for Ronnell. If he said anything else about my clothes. I'd likely jab him with my pen. I honestly didn't like how it felt when he'd told me that I couldn't wear my dress anymore. I should be the only one to stop wearing them when I wanted to. I kept replaying the way he'd looked at me when he said it. Like he had been embarrassed for me that I couldn't fit my body into an item of proper clothing. It wasn't like he paid me a whole hell of a lot that would make me a millio
RONNELL POVThe weekend brunch Tradition we started after college had balloned. today, it wasn't just William, Mathew, and me. Today, William's sister, Mia, graced us with her presence. Not that Mia was bad, exactly. there was just...a friction between us, a static charge built from year's of childhood sniping. But williiam was practically a brother, so I endured Mia for his sake. (besides, she drove William equally crazy)Our table was situated at our favorite brunch spot, overlooking the sidewalk. The early autumn sun was positioned directly above us, providing a beacon of warmth on a mildly chilly day. “I'm surprised you're here, Ron, you have been less active__” Sarah remarked. “It seems like you've made It to more brunches than you've missed lately.” I looked up from my menu, which I didn't really need since I almost always ordered the same thing. “Is that a complaint?”I knew that it wasn't. Sarah was my cousin who was married to Mathew, and we were really close. Both our pare
RONNELL POVBlair was already hailing a cab when I caught up. Her shoulders were hunched, a stark unlikeness to her usual posture, and she clutched her bag tightly to her side."You should come back," I said, stopping in front of her. "Sarah will have my head if I let you leave without joining us."Blair was usually impeccably dressed, with her hair styled and clothes nice and simple. Today, her hair was pulled back willy-nilly in a bun, and a baggy hoodie and leggings replaced her usual attire."I don't think—I can't really," she stammered, tugging self-consciously at the hem of her hoodie. "Honestly, I don't know about crashing an unplanned dinner, and everyone else—""You look good, Blair," I interrupted gently. "No one will judge you for a hoodie, especially at nearly four months pregnant."Surprise flickered across her face, followed by a flicker of confusion. "Wait, you know how far—?""Of course," I said with a smile. "You told me, and it wasn't exactly a math equation after th
BLAIR POV"I'm fine," I managed to say, my voice wobbly."You're not—" His gaze snapped to my stomach, catching the violent movement beneath the thin fabric of my dress. His eyes widened in surprise, and dawning realization."I don't know why the baby kicks every now and then," I stammered, trying to cover my sudden unease. The movement felt different this time, sharper, almost urgent.“I think that's normal, right?” Ronnell stared at my belly being prodded from inside.“I think it's normal for the baby anyway.” As if its own will, his hand slowly touched the middle of my stomach. I held my breath, watching him move in slow motion. At the last second, his eyes flickered to mine, asking permission. For reasons I couldn't explain, I gave it to him with a nod of my head. His palm stretched out on top of my belly, and the baby pressed against him. A shiver ran down my spine as his warm hand settled further on my stomach. It was a foreign sensation, a touch from a man who wasn't suppose
EPILOGUETWO YEARS LATER“Ronnell, I’m fine___you don't need to follow me everywhere.” Blair muttered in frustration. “I’m sorry if I'm worried about the both of you like a husband and a father should…” Ronnell responded with a cute pout. Even after two years of being together, he still wasn't fed up of his wife, rather he even craved more of her as the day went by.“I know but I need to be free, not caged.” She joked, walking into the kitchen to grab herself more snacks. “The doctor said you will be ready to pop any day now and I want to make sure you don't wonder around and have a baby somewhere unpleasant.”“Pop? You make it sound like I'm carrying a balloon and I know what the doctor said, and I know where I'm going to go but you won't even let me outside the house.” Blair grumbled, grabbing herself some pickles , cheese, tuna, peanut butter and some fresh grilled meat . Ronnell looked at her with an arched eyebrow. “It's not me. It's your child who's making me eat these weird
BLAIR POVWilliam stumbled out of Daniel's hospital room, looking more like a ghost than a man. "Can you believe it?" he muttered, rubbing his face. "Shot in the butt, and still acting like he's on cloud nine. They're taking him in for surgery, but he told them to leave the scar big and bold. He said, and I quote, ' Chicks dig scars.' That guy, he's... unbelievable____."He broke off, and Ronnell didn't hesitate to pull his oldest friend into a tight hug. Sarah stationed herself to the side, rubbing them both up and down their backs. Daniel was going to live. He had been fine. A gunshot to the ass wouldn't stop him for long. But there had been long, harrowing minutes of silence where none of us had known where he had been hit. Okay, firstly we thought it was his chest that got shot because all we saw was blood. So much blood. Daniel had passed out from the pain and blood loss, and I had watched William and Mia crumble. They had fallen to his knees and cried over Daniel's body. Mathe
RONNELL POVBlair’s body shook like a leaf, her teeth clacking against each other as she tried to mask her terror with a forced smile, I grabbed her hands and pulled her close to me.The reason for her panic was clear as day.Tyler, the asshole whose lease I had terminated, had crashed the party, and he had brought with him Blair's mother, the woman who had abandoned her daughter years ago. I knew something was off when she didn't show, but this was a whole new level of wrong. I didn't see this coming, and I didn't like it one bit. A no-show at the bar was bad enough, but this? This was a total shock. I didn't expect this twist, and I definitely wasn't prepared."Don't worry, Princess. I've got this." I pressed a reassuring kiss to her temple. "No one is going to hurt you."I gave her to Mia and Sarah, who enfolded her between them without me having to say a single word. Then I stepped forward to intercept the two unwanted guests, Weston and Mathew, on one side of me, security guard
BLAIR POVI had been more of a wreck than I had suspected. It had taken me several minutes to clean up the black tear tracks from my cheeks. Once I was good as new and there was no chance of more tears, I left the restroom, eager to find Ronnell. Hopefully, he was finished with the security. I didn't think I had properly thanked him for the name of the building. Then again, the way I wanted to thank him was better left behind doors. My dress swished around my legs as I strode down the hall. The clinking of glasses and din of conversation swirling with the music from the string quartet grew louder with each step, but as soon as I reached the mouth of the hallway, a man stepped in front of me, stopping me dead in my tracks.“Hey, Blair.”The last time I saw Tyler, he had been making a scene in front of Ronnell's company. We hadn't heard from him since, so I had assumed he had slinked back into the slimy hole he had come from. Apparently not,“Tyler, you shouldn't be here. Ronnell told
BLAIR POVI walked back into the kitchen to find Daniel holding the monitor, and the others were gathered around, intently watching the live feed from the nursery.“Are you spying on my baby?” I teased. “Yes,” Daniel responded unabashedly. “This is cool as hell. You can just watch your kid whenever you want to?”“Of course, I can. I’m not as neurotic about watching him as I used to be, though.”Mia laughed. “Let me guess, Ronnell is?”I grinned. “Uhmmm, he finds it soothing having the monitor really close by.”William shook his head. “Yeah, I can see Ronnell as a total hover father.” When he realized what he had said, that he called Ronnell a father, he clamped his mouth shut. “Hey, it's fine,” I assured him. “He is absolutely a hover father, but I like it. It makes me feel not so crazy.” Daniel turned the sound up to listen in on Ronnell and Emmanuella talking. “Can I be aunt Emmanuella already?” “Yeah, that would be alright with me and Blair.” Emmanuella sighed. “I think you s
RONNELL POVDinner was easy and totally stress free. Frankie was babysitting Nathan upstairs, and as much as I loved my son very much, I had to admit having adult time was a very nice change.After we ate, Blair went upstairs to feed Nathan before we left for the party while the rest of us cleaned up. There wasn't much to clean up since we had ordered in, but there were a few dishes and utensils.Emmanuella held up a plastic container. “Do you recycle or do you keep these for spare storage?”“You can recycle.” I opened a cabinet to show her the stack of take out containers we had kept. “we have tons of collections.”Her eyes flared. “Oh my God. Ronnell! Don't tell me you do not cook for my best girl? Don't you know that you are suppose to cook for your girlfriend. I and my Fiancee are terrible cooks, but he's marginally better, so he insists on doing most of the cooking. Blair deserve that amount of treatment too.”“She does deserve it, you are right.” I lifted a shoulder, unbothered.
BLAIR POVThe day of reckoning finally arrived. Smith was due in town, and we had to confront him with the truth: Ronnell, not him, was Nathan's father. We'd exchanged a few text messages over the past week, but each day had brought a growing unease. Something about this whole situation felt... off.Perhaps, I was nervous because I had left him believing that he was the father of Nathan. Ronnell came into the room carrying Nathan. He had learned to blow raspberries recently and hadn't honestly stopped showing off his new skill. Anyone who came within arms reach of him instantly became drenched in his saliva, but nothing dettered Ronnell. When he saw his new trick, he proclaimed him a super genius and didn't even blink when he drenched his shoulder with his drool. “He hasn't replied yet?” Ronnell questioned patting Nathan softly on the back. “No.” I held up my phone. “I guess he is busy saving the world to reply but he's a notoriously bad texter, so…”I hadn't heard from Smith for a
BLAIR POVRonnell offered me my job back, and I happily accepted. I was relieved to learn he hadn't let go of his new assistant; instead, he transferred her to another department. I sat down at my desk, unable to keep the satisfied smile off my face. Being in love and being loved back made my mundane, everyday tasks feel a lot less tedious.I was so excited to be back to the office and my desk. As I pulled my belongings from the neatly stacked box, I noticed a small tear in the cardboard. To my surprise, the tampon inside had been jostled loose and was now upside down and facing the wrong way.My palms were sweaty as I picked up the envelope. The papers inside were scattered and rumpled, and a cold dread washed over me. Someone had been searching through my things. The only person who had been in the office and could go through my stuff was Ronnell. Had he found my papers?But…but… he hadn't even mentioned it to me, and we had barely even spent a second apart from each other yesterda
RONNELL POV I didn't want to miss more of this so I wrapped my arms around her middle as my shoulders shook, I clung to her with a franticness that didn't make sense but felt real nonetheless. “Fuck, Ronnell,” she whispered. “You don't need to feel bad because everything is okay. We understand each other now.” Lowering herself to the bench, her knees on the outside of my hips, she held my face in her hands gently. I should have been mortified by the tears I had let loose, but she pressed her lips to each one, never asking where they had come from or why they were even there. She kissed them away. Just like that.My Blair. My princess.Her fingers stroked through my wet hair, and her lips slid along my cheeks, soothing me, caring for me in the way only she could.“I love you, Ronnell.” She murmured. “I have cared for you for a long time, even when you drove me mad, but I think it started to turn into love when I walked into my bedroom after you let me sleep all night and there you