Will you marry me

Nevaeh's POV

These four weeks have been the best in my life although Ash goes to work he comes back early or he works from home and if he is not busy we do a lot of stuff together, we cook, bake, watch movies, talk for hours, play games, take walks, go on dates and just most of all have fun together no matter what we doing. Something me and my ex-husband never did and he always had secrets but with Ash he tells me almost everything except for when he is planning something for me which is something I’m starting to get use to. I love being taken care of for once to have a man actually take car of me.

Well the last few two weeks have been awkward because I would blush and giggle. Me and giggling??? I’m shocked and not sure how to act around Ash because every time he holds my hand or holds me I feel my heart beat so fast I think it would jump out of my chest and I think if it had that opportunity it would run for the hill cause my nerves just get shot and I really don’t know what is wrong with me I’ve never felt like this. So I will just write it up as pregnancy symptoms cause it’s not my normal feelings.

When we left for the doctors I was happy knowing that Ash is gonna be with me, I just couldn’t help but smile the whole way this will make me look crazy just smiling for no reason in front of everyone but maybe I am crazy, I could be one of those people who go crazy after getting pregnant or the divorce finally broke my sanity and I’ve lost it. After hearing the heartbeat and seeing our baby and getting the sonogram pictures we walked out hand in hand with me smiling and before walking out of the doctor’s office he pulled me a little closer to him and my heart just spend up like a horse on a race track. Maybe I’m feeling the baby’s heartbeat with mine but is that even possible.

When we got to the car he opened the car door for me ad always. As I buckled up I turned to see him out of the car talking to his phone with his back to so I couldn’t tell if it was business or friends/family cause he has a face for each but he looked so relaxed so I’m sure it can’t be business or he would be slightly tensed. He turned to me after a while and I just had to give him a smile to let him know I’m good and he can carry on with the call if needed cause I don’t want him worried or stressed and as he saw me looking and smiling he smiled bigger I think to let me know not to stress or something he dropped the call and came back to the car.

“Sorry, babe ready to go?” he said getting into the car. “Yes, let’s go.” I said with a smile. He started the car and was about to drive out of the parking lot he grabbed my hand and kissed the back of it I smiled, I blushed, my heart stopped for a few seconds before speeding up. We started driving and to say I wasn’t paying attention is a understatement because I would have noticed that we weren’t going home but I guess that is how much I trust him if it was anyone else I would have asked or more like demanded to know where we are going but we carried on driving until 25 minutes later we pulled up at a restaurant 'ROSE NOIRE' I guess we are going to eat but I got confused when I get handed a cute panda sleeping eye mask I take it and look at him “I know this might seem weird but babe I need you to please wear the mask I will take you inside I just have a surprise for you.” He said smiling and me with encouragement and the first thing that came in my head as I looked at the mask is 'he will never hurt me and the baby' so I just gave a little smile and nodded and slipped the eye mask over my eyes I heard his door open and he stepped out and came to my side he took my hand and walked me to the restaurant.

When we walked in he led me somewhere in the room and made me stand still he stood in front of me and grabbed my left hand and then he cleared his throat “Okay babe you can take the eye mask off now and open your eyes.” He said and I thought I picked up a little nervousness in his voice as if he wasn’t sure of what he was doing I kept my eyes shut and took of the eye mask a little nervous to open my eyes as I slowly opened them they nearly popped out of my head with the scene in front of me. I felt tears go down my eyes and I quickly wipes them away as I took my eyes of the beautiful scene in front of me I notice that Ash is on one knee in front of me holding a grey ring box with my favourite colour blue topaz.

“Babe I know you might think I'm crazy but I know what I want and what I want is you. I can’t stop myself from always thinking about you, since the day we met I couldn’t stop myself from falling for you, you have been my friend, to girlfriend and now I’m asking you to please be my life, my love, my heart, mother of our children, my partner in crime and my wife. You are the reason I feel at peace, taken care of, loved, happy and free. So I need you to please make me the happiest person on this Earth and I promise to make you the second happiest because you won’t be as blessed as I will be for having you. Will you Please marry me and become my Wife for all eternity???? Please Marry me???” he said with a smile looking me in the eye and felt something slip down my face I wipe it quickly and realized it’s tears.