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20. Unknown Feelings
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Second Fated Mate 21. First mate's love
Esmeralda's POV I was stunned by what Mikel had asked of me. There was a funny feeling in my heart, a burst of joy maybe but I couldn't stop smiling as I stared at him. The possibility of him finally accepting me as his mate lingered on my heart. "What party is that?" I tried to contain my excitement so he wouldn't see the burst of joy flowing in my body. He casually shrugged, tucking his hands into the pocket of his trousers "I'm opening a new branch of my father's company and I need a date". I hid my smile away from him "sure, that won't be a problem" "I'll come pick you up later" he gave me a small smile before walking away from me. Since Mikel and I had come to a sort of agreement, there was no need to go looking for Killian. A part of me had been contemplating going to his office, if it was possible I didn't want to see Killian ever again. Reasons being, I still have not been able to move past what happened between us last night and also bjs relationships with Paula. I ha
Last Updated : 2023-01-04Second Fated Mate 22. The visitor
Killian's Pov The door to my office opened after two knocks had been placed on it. Fowler walked in with a strange man trailing behind him. I said nothing as I watched the two of them, waiting for Fowler to introduce his company to me. "This is Gerald" Fowler never failed "He's not from here and there's something he'd like to talk to you about". Gerald the strange man made his way towards my desk, he stretched his hand out for a handshake and I took it. His grip was strong and he looked strong as well. He had dirty blonde hair and brown eyes, I could smell his wolf. "Pleasure to meet you Killian" he said. "Likewise" I replied him "please have a seat" I gestured to the chair and he sat on it. It was then that Fowler walked out of the office leaving just Gerald and I. "So what can I do for you?" I asked him. I didn't quite see the need to beat around the bush. I already had an idea what he was here for. He wouldn't be the first person with the intention of trying to convince me to
Last Updated : 2023-01-05Second Fated Mate 23. Killian (Heartbeat)
Killian's POV. There was no point in sitting in my car and questioning myself about why I was here. I was already there and whether or not I didn't know why I was so bothered about Esmeralda and Mikel getting comfortable in each other, I couldn't drive away. Scratch that, I knew exactly what I was doing here and why I didn't want Mikel anywhere near Esmeralda. He wanted to mark her tonight, there's no way in hell that I was going to let that happen. Though it's mostly my fault, while regulating how I was feeling I tended to push her away and I was very mean to her. I knew this fear of losing her didn't only come from my wolf. I did not also want to lose her but Mikel is hell bent on marking her. It was quite suspicious, a minute ago he rejected her because he wanted to be mated with the pure blood wolf and he spent a lot of money looking for that rarity and the next minute, he comes and decided to accept Esmeralda as his mate. Why? Did he find the pure blood wolf and was it a man
Last Updated : 2023-01-06Second Fated Mate 24. Heartbeat
Esmeralda's POV Mikel and I were enjoying our dance together. Although I was a terrible student, he was patient with me, he held me with my footing and even made jokes about it. There was nothing that could compare to how good i felt when I heard the sound of his laughter, it felt really good knowing I was the one that made him laugh. A woman walked up to him and he excused himself as she whispered something into his ears. He returned to where I was standing waiting for him with a small smile on his face. "Something came up, I'll have to go check on it. I'll be back" he walked away from me. However, as he was walking away, I felt something pull on my dress making me to trip and at that same time, the lights went off. They had been flickering for a while but I was too busy enjoying my moment with Mikel. As I felt my body launch to the ground, a pair of strong muscled hands grabbed me by the waist and carried me away. The person smelled familiar like apples and when he caught me,
Last Updated : 2023-01-07Second Fated Mate 25. Rejected Again!
Esmy's Pov Every glance at him, I could feel my heart almost drowning in the abyss of what I could not explain. His brows were slightly furrowed and when his gaze drifted to my cleavage he said, "The other dress was much better." His lips tightened and then his eyes twinkled as he looked up far behind me as if wanting to walk away. . "I thought you liked this better." I muttered and chuckled, my gaze on the floor. His scoff made me realize he was finding it difficult to deal with the dress I'm wearing yet, his eyes wouldn't get off my body. "My eyes would deceive you, these are twinkles of concerns." He placed his hands on his pockets and walks away, his muscles hitting my shoulder causing slightly a hard impact. I tried to maintain my stance but I was few seconds away from hitting the ground. I felt Killian's strong muscles wrapped my body, as he caught me from falling flat on the floor. My hands wrapped around his shoulder and he pulled me closer twice, to his face, but then
Last Updated : 2023-01-08Second Fated Mate 26. Paula's Intentions
Esmy's Pov "Mikel..." I muttered in a low tone and my hand lifts up to reach for him, but he took a step back, his gaze lowered on the ground as he said, "I think you should go home." The cab arrived immediately. My lips parted and the tears falling from my eyes drips in, the salty taste made me feel how miserable my life was. I hopped inside the cab and laid my head on the on the seat, sobbing quietly, till I got home. .... The morning light shone brightly through the curtains. When it's ray hits my face, I covered my face with a pillow, refusing to start the day. "Good morning." Susan walked in, and drags the duvet from my body. I turned and buried my face on the bed to avoid looking at her. My eyes were swollen from the tears last night. I had cried myself to sleep. "You do know, you have to be in school right?" Susans screams at me and opened the curtains, making the room extremely bright. I reached for my phone underneath the other pillow and check the time, but the
Last Updated : 2023-01-09Second Fated Mate 27. Esmy's Mistake
Esmy's Pov 9.30am, at school. "Hey girls, Jake asked me to prom!" "Wow that's nice. Cole asked me as well." Another student shouted as well. "Yeah me too, I got a date. I'm going with Chris." If there was one thing I hated about highschool it was the annoying sounds of teenagers, screaming in the hallway as they talked about the amazing things going on in their lives, loud enough others to know, wanting us to see they have something good going on for themselves, especially we the less active high schoolers. The preys as they call it. Every morning I step inside the school I keep counting my fingers for the number of months I've still got to spend here. Though days do go by, but it felt as if it was getting even longer and not nearing the end anytime soon. I jabbed my locker opened as I grabbed my textbooks and shut it lock, but then- "woo-ooohhh..." I screamed, startled at how Gwen carefulness latched to the locker. "Don't you dare do that again, you freaked me out." I sn
Last Updated : 2023-01-10Second Fated Mate 28. Two People
Esmy PoV “Mikel is playing hard to get”Esmy told Killian I saw him look at me with disbelief,I didn’t know what he was thinking,I could tell what Mikel was thinking whenever he was with me but I couldn’t do the same for Killian. He was so in contrast with his brother. I wanted his opinions,he knew his half brother more than I did and it was only right that I came to him with this. “He isn’t playing hard to get,he is rejecting you”Killian shrugged. I look at him and tried my best to see from his expressions if he was just saying that because he was tired of me asking him questions or he was just saying that to get me off his back,I wasn’t going to give up no matter what he said. “Why would you say that to me”I asked calmly. There was no point in raising my voice,he might tell me why he said that or he won’t. “Esmy,I don’t want to keep talking about this,maybe you should leave the office so I could concentrate on work”Killian said looking upset. I didn’t understand why he was u
Last Updated : 2023-01-11
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Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
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Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
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Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
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Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
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Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
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Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
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Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
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Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
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Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
