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Second Fated Mate 25. Rejected Again!
Esmy's Pov Every glance at him, I could feel my heart almost drowning in the abyss of what I could not explain. His brows were slightly furrowed and when his gaze drifted to my cleavage he said, "The other dress was much better." His lips tightened and then his eyes twinkled as he looked up far behind me as if wanting to walk away. . "I thought you liked this better." I muttered and chuckled, my gaze on the floor. His scoff made me realize he was finding it difficult to deal with the dress I'm wearing yet, his eyes wouldn't get off my body. "My eyes would deceive you, these are twinkles of concerns." He placed his hands on his pockets and walks away, his muscles hitting my shoulder causing slightly a hard impact. I tried to maintain my stance but I was few seconds away from hitting the ground. I felt Killian's strong muscles wrapped my body, as he caught me from falling flat on the floor. My hands wrapped around his shoulder and he pulled me closer twice, to his face, but then
Last Updated : 2023-01-08Second Fated Mate 26. Paula's Intentions
Esmy's Pov "Mikel..." I muttered in a low tone and my hand lifts up to reach for him, but he took a step back, his gaze lowered on the ground as he said, "I think you should go home." The cab arrived immediately. My lips parted and the tears falling from my eyes drips in, the salty taste made me feel how miserable my life was. I hopped inside the cab and laid my head on the on the seat, sobbing quietly, till I got home. .... The morning light shone brightly through the curtains. When it's ray hits my face, I covered my face with a pillow, refusing to start the day. "Good morning." Susan walked in, and drags the duvet from my body. I turned and buried my face on the bed to avoid looking at her. My eyes were swollen from the tears last night. I had cried myself to sleep. "You do know, you have to be in school right?" Susans screams at me and opened the curtains, making the room extremely bright. I reached for my phone underneath the other pillow and check the time, but the
Last Updated : 2023-01-09Second Fated Mate 27. Esmy's Mistake
Esmy's Pov 9.30am, at school. "Hey girls, Jake asked me to prom!" "Wow that's nice. Cole asked me as well." Another student shouted as well. "Yeah me too, I got a date. I'm going with Chris." If there was one thing I hated about highschool it was the annoying sounds of teenagers, screaming in the hallway as they talked about the amazing things going on in their lives, loud enough others to know, wanting us to see they have something good going on for themselves, especially we the less active high schoolers. The preys as they call it. Every morning I step inside the school I keep counting my fingers for the number of months I've still got to spend here. Though days do go by, but it felt as if it was getting even longer and not nearing the end anytime soon. I jabbed my locker opened as I grabbed my textbooks and shut it lock, but then- "woo-ooohhh..." I screamed, startled at how Gwen carefulness latched to the locker. "Don't you dare do that again, you freaked me out." I sn
Last Updated : 2023-01-10Second Fated Mate 28. Two People
Esmy PoV “Mikel is playing hard to get”Esmy told Killian I saw him look at me with disbelief,I didn’t know what he was thinking,I could tell what Mikel was thinking whenever he was with me but I couldn’t do the same for Killian. He was so in contrast with his brother. I wanted his opinions,he knew his half brother more than I did and it was only right that I came to him with this. “He isn’t playing hard to get,he is rejecting you”Killian shrugged. I look at him and tried my best to see from his expressions if he was just saying that because he was tired of me asking him questions or he was just saying that to get me off his back,I wasn’t going to give up no matter what he said. “Why would you say that to me”I asked calmly. There was no point in raising my voice,he might tell me why he said that or he won’t. “Esmy,I don’t want to keep talking about this,maybe you should leave the office so I could concentrate on work”Killian said looking upset. I didn’t understand why he was u
Last Updated : 2023-01-11Second Fated Mate 29. A Brother
Esmy POV I was shocked at what I just heard… We finally got to the orphanage and furious as I was to know where I was from and why I was a werewolf. I was confused at what the Nun was saying,I looked at Killian because he was so quiet and he was watching the Nun like he didn’t want to look at me and see what I was doing or how I was feeling.. “Ma’am,I don’t understand what you are telling me”I finally said,because it was looking like I was all in this on my own,I wasn’t going to get help from Killian in asking the questions. “I don’t know what you don’t understand from what I just said,You we’re brought in here by your brother,there is no record of your parents here”She said turning the files towards me so I could see what she was saying. I saw it,I didn’t think it was possible,I had always had the notion that my parents were on my files and I was going to try looking for them when I felt I had waited enough. This wasn’t what I was expecting. How could I have a brother that I d
Last Updated : 2023-01-13Second Fated Mate 30. Defense
Killian’s POV I immediately left the dressing room,Esmy would have to make a choice without me being there any longer. What would have happened if the manager hadn’t walked in. I couldn’t help myself when I saw her in thst sunflower dress,she looked so innocent in it that I didn’t know when I stood up and almost got to where she was standing. I hadn’t being paying attention to all the other dresses she had been trying on but one look at that dress and all I wanted to do was kiss her. I could see the joy in her face as I she noticed that I loved the dress on her and how she couldn’t keep her eyes from going to my lips. I wanted to kiss her but I was happy that we didn’t take it further than this. “I am done” Esmy called out. I stretched out my card,so she could make payment,I was tempted to ask her what gown she finally choose but I didn’t want to think about what I would have loved to do to her with that gown on her. “Thank you Killian”Emmy said immediately she handed the car
Last Updated : 2023-01-14Second Fated Mate 31. Lies To Myself
Esmy POV It wasn’t a real kiss,she kept telling herself that she belonged to Mikel and she shouldn’t be thinking about what would have happened if the manager didn’t walk in on them. I was going to get the Sun flowered gown,Killian likes it and I loved how comfortable and confident I looked in it. I came out of the dressing closet and asked the manager to park my dress,Killian was nowhere to be found. He wasn’t standing close to the dressing room like I thought he was going to be,he wasn’t anywhere around here. I made my way olto the receptionist and I could see him standing there with his eyes looking far away like he just wanted to be out of this place. “The dress has been parked,I would need your card to pay for it”I told him. He didn’t even look at me,he was looking at what had caught his attention,Killian gave me the card. I paid for it and walked to the car after appreciating him. He didn’t want to talk to me and I am going to keep that same energy. We got to the house
Last Updated : 2023-01-15Second Fated Mate 32. Flower maiden
Esmy POV I couldn’t understand why Donna was still pissed at me,we weren’t in a competition,she had what I wanted in a family and I wasn’t even jealous of her anymore. Flynn was awfully quiet today,maybe he had his own demons that he was fighting with or he didn’t just want to talk to me. I would have asked him but I was in my own word too and talking to him wasn’t going to help me think properly. It was Killian and how his lips would have been perfect on my lips,I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I knew it wasn’t what I should be thinking about but it was in my thoughts,I couldn’t erase it no matter how hard I tried. I didn’t even want to talk about how disgusted I felt when Mikel kissed me without my consent,I wouldn’t have allowed him go any further if he hadn’t calmed me down. I was going to have to take my mind off Killian,he wasn’t mine and he wasn’t even going to be mine. Paula was back to take her man,I didn’t stand a chance. Donna was a hateful person,I would have rep
Last Updated : 2023-01-16
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Esmeralda's POV.I had told Killian that I wanted to ride in a convertible and the man went ahead and got the deal done.About twenty minutes after I told him what I wanted, I saw myself in a red convertible, sitting in the passenger seat. The hood of the car was tucked in the back and my hair was caught in the wind and I was laughing hard.After what happened in the hotel room, we both got dressed up. Well, I got dressed up while he watched and when I finished, we went to a boutique to get him some clothes and that was when I told him that I wanted to ride in a convertible.I was caught off guard when we walked out of the boutique and a red convertible was waiting for us and not just that, there were four wrapped up weeds waiting for us in the glove box.He offered them to me along with a lighter.When he gave them to me, I was surprised. He really was listening to me and he really had the contacts for everything and everyone.The minute I took them, I laughed so hard because I found
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Camille's POVI had been worried sick ever since Killian brought home my son. He was not healing but he was alive and what was more excruciating for me was that he was in pain.I had never known a time in my life that I had been through such a thing before. I had never seen someone else undergoing this ordeal. It was all too sudden and new to me that I didn't know how to feel, nor what to do.The only emotion I could recognize when I thought things through was worry. I was undeniably worried about my son. I was so worried that I started to doubt if it was a good idea to bring him back. Killian had claimed that he was treating him and from how confident he sounded, he seemed like he knew exactly what he was doing and what was going on.I didn't. The person who even talked me into doing this was nowhere to be seen. I couldn't guess what Paula got from this game of hers. Paula had called me one evening and told me about where Mikel was and how he was fairing. I couldn't have guessed t
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Killian's POVI laughed as I watched her laugh. Esmeralda had such a beautiful laugh.Coming to Berlin was impromptu, I was just in a hurry to show her that she was wrong to think life was so simple, that with me, this was the least of things that she would enjoy.Everything was perfect. The night was perfect, when I walked out of the bathroom, when I saw her naked on the bed, she was perfect.On her knees, doing a bad job at sucking me off, she was perfect.Everything felt like a dream, that for once, I get to be happy, I get to accept Esmeralda.What I couldn't stop thinking about was when she said those words to me.When she told me that she loved me. I had been busy staring through the window, looking at the city and how amazing it looked. I was happy that I brought her with me. Berlin was a beautiful place and it was one of my favorite cities and being here with her was perfect.I could've taken her to Paris but I wanted to go to my favorite places with her. I wanted to leave a
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Esmeralda's POV I was suddenly overtaken by a sense of panic. I feared what it meant. I had never given it much thought before, I had never wondered what would become of my life since I developed these feelings for Killian. I had never worried much about anything. But now, the thought has succeeded in creeping into me, making my hands shake and my whole body spasm. I was standing in the middle of the room, Killian had excused himself, he wanted to make a call, probably had to do with the surprise that he was planning for the evening. I was left alone with my thoughts. I had never hated being alone, I had never hated being the one left in a whole. I didn't care about the loneliness, I didn't fear my thoughts because I always felt that they were just thoughts and there was nothing more to it. But here I was, overpowered by my thoughts. I kept thinking of what would happen to our lives, I kept thinking about how the trajectory of our lives have been altered. Killian has never men
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Esmeralda's POVI bit my lip and realized that those words were dominating and as such, I was expected to be submissive.Killian was punishing me for whatever I might have done. He did mention that he was going to punish me but my brain has forgotten what I could've done because I was more focused on his finger that is buried inside me turning in circles, thrusting in and out in a slow motion.He dropped my leg that he had been holding, then he removed his finger from inside of me. I was disappointed because it wasn't what I wanted but then he took my hands and pulled it thereby lifting my upper body from the bed."You're not a pillow princess so don't act like one". He scolded."What do you want me to do?" I asked him.He guided my hand and placed it on his very hard and big erection. "Work for this".I bit my lip again. My finger grazed over the cap and the precum was waiting for me to feel its thickness.He pulled me closer to himself from my waist and buried his head into my ches
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Esmeralda's POVI considered myself already kind of used to the kind of words Killian said and how he acted when he said those words but there was something different at the moment, maybe it was because we weren't in the same country anymore or because he and I had somehow become a couple.When he said those words I started to anticipate the second when we would go back to the hotel and he would take the dress off me. It became what I was ready for. Whatever he had planned for me even though I didn't know what it was at the moment, I lost interest in it. All I wanted for us to do was make our way into our hotel room and he would be pulling the dress off me.I looked around and found out that during the time I was spending standing in a spot trying to fathom just how weirdly those words affected me, Killian was already in the bathroom taking his bath so there was no one but me left to open the door for the person who was knocking.I was skeptical at first because I didn't want to open
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Esmeralda's POVI ran my hand over my chest, giving him the sluttiest eyes I could muster."Oh Daddy"Killian almost lost it. He laughed so hard that he suddenly began to cough and meanwhile, k was wheezing beside him, about to lose my mind.We must've been such a pain in the ass of the driver because the second he stopped the car, he was outside holding the door open for me.I alighted the car with a warmth in my heart. I was happy. It was already nightfall and the wind was cold and the lights illuminated the city. It was wonderful. It looked wonderful.Suddenly, some fingers interlocked with mine accompanied by the smell of apples. It was perfect.He was perfect."We should get dinner"."Okay, but I'm still gonna smoke some weed or try molly"."Esmeralda, I don't have the contacts of people that sell".I frowned, "I thought you have the contacts of everyone?"He looked utterly confused, he took his hands back from mine and crossed them as he stared at me."Esmeralda, what could've
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Esmeralda's POVStepping on the private jet, I had thought I would surely be so excited that I wouldn't sleep or even try to zone out.I wanted to see through the windows and guess alphabetically where we were going since Killian refused to let me know. Even though he didn't say the exact words, I knew he wanted it to be a surprise. I had a hunch that it would be Paris and if it really was Paris I certainly would be a bit disappointed.Paris was a beautiful city and known as the city of love but it was cliché. Every woman wanted to go to Paris, people went to Paris for honeymoons and all that and it was the spot for romance. I didn't want that. Sure I would love to see Paris one day but not because of a special event or maybe I was invited for a wedding there. If it wasn't the case, the case then I don't think I'd ever want to go there.It just didn't feel magical for me.Killian had no idea about all this. He was busy sipping wine and working on his laptop leaving me to myself. I wa
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Esmeralda's POV.The last class of the day was literature. It wasn't a boring class. I loved the fiction and we were about indulging in the magic that Sylvia Path was.We were going to read one of her books and so we woukd be able to read the pieces of herself she left in the world.I had talked to the counselor about the major that was on my mind, she thought psychology was good for me since I had a passion to understand humans and the way they acted.The only issue became the college of my choice. She showed me a list of really good colleges in the country but I tokd her that I already knew where I wanted to go.She didn't seem disappointed to hear that I wanted to go the the states college. She thought it was a good choice and I was going to get accepted.Lucky me, it wasn't a long drive from Killian's house and so it was perfect. I get to continue living with Killian while I go to college.I had no desire to experience this or that, to meet new people or to have the full college e
