My eyes fluttered open, quickly shutting closed again when the bright lights pierced them, my head jerking to the side. I groan from the wave of pain that spreads through my head, clenching my jaw and trying to sit up. Slowly, I forced my eyes open and took in the sterile air, it smelled of disinfectant, medicine and cold. The white walls, clinical smell and even brighter lights of the hospital room send an uneasy feeling through me.
I must be at the hospital. I never did like hospitals. They reminded me too much of sickness and death. I slowly adjust myself on the hospital bed and take in the IV tube stuck in the back of my arm and that’s when I hear the loud beeping noises coming from the machines next to my bed. Rubbing an arm over tired eyes, I feel a sharp pain in my belly and chest. I lightly touch on my stomach. No stitches. So why did it hurt so bad? My chest, on the other hand, hurt like hell. I’m about to move off the bed to shut the blinds when a nurse in pale gray scrubs walks in with a clipboard and a smile that was way too cheery for me. “Hey sweetie. Glad to see you’re awake. Uhn, uhn, you’re not allowed to take that off just yet.” The nurse said, jogging over to me. She gently pushes me down by the shoulder so that I’m lying back down in the bed again. Take what off? That’s when I finally noticed the mask over my nose and mouth. Oxygen? Was I hurt that badly? I try to read her name tag. Sally. She was a middle aged woman. I don’t know why but she reminded me of my mother in the way she smiled and called me Sally and I had to swallow the sudden catch in my chest. “What happened?” I say, my voice coming out gruff. I had to clear my throat to get the next few words out…my throat was so dry and scratchy, like I hadn’t spoken in days. Sally kindly pours me a cup of water and sticks a straw in it, then gently lifts my mask up so I can sip it. I give her a weak smile in thanks as I gulp down the soothing, warm liquid. Soon, my lungs are burning again and I gasp for air, my eyes growing wide in confusion at what’s happening to my body. Sally quickly places the oxygen mask over my nose and mouth again and smooths down my hair, shushing me as I struggle to calm down. “Easy, sweetheart. You’ve had a rough ride over the last twenty-four hours.” Sally says, as she checks on the machines and tubes attached to my body. “Twenty-four hours?” I ask weakly, confused. “What happened to me? And why does everything hurt so bad?” “You ingested some sort of poison, honey. Not sure where you would have gotten that though because you had enough in your system to take out a horse. We had to pump your stomach to make sure we got every last bit of it out. And you coughed so much, you accidentally ruptured your lung. That’s why it hurts so much to breathe. You have to keep that mask on until we’re sure you can handle breathing on your own.” Sally says, pausing to give me a curious look. My eyes widen at Sally’s revelation but I quickly mask it. Sally was obviously a human…I could tell by her scent. I was so weak now that I hadn’t realized it at first. Did something happen to my wolf?! Oh no! If I was right, then something had gone horribly wrong and I had to be very careful. I clear my throat and give Sally a weak smile, shrugging my shoulders. Sally narrows her eyes at me, as if that would get me to tell her what happened. Tough luck. I didn’t know either. Right then, a knock sounds at the door and we both turn to see who it is. My eyes widen with joy and relief at the sight of my little sister, Elsie. I feel my heart relax at her familiar face. “Little sis!” I whisper weakly, smiling as Elsie walks in. Sally sighs, most likely at the loss of a good piece of gossip. She closes up her clipboard and gives Elsie and I the room. Elsie was my favorite person in the world after my husband, Zach. She was the baby sister I had always wanted and when my parents had adopted her eight years ago after her parents had been killed by rogue wolves, I had been excited to finally have someone to dote on, to share secrets with, to have as a confidante. We had grown close incredibly fast, and had been inseparable ever since, much to the surprise of the pack and even my parents. Elsie and I had done everything together and when I got married to my husband five years ago, she was right there by my side. Elsie walked further into the room, dropping her bag by the foot of my bed. I expected her to come hug me or at least show some emotion seeing me in this state. I didn’t think much of it though. She probably doesn’t know how to act since it hadn’t been that long since she lost her parents. Giving her a small encouraging smile, I stretch my hand to her and ask, “Elsie, where’s Zach? Did he come with you? He must be so worried, huh?” Right then, Elsie bursts out into what I can only describe as maniacal laughter. She presses a hand to her chest as she lets the laughter roll through her. I frown at her, confused as to what exactly I said is making her laugh so much. “You stupid, stupid bitch! How clueless can you possibly be?” Elsie says with venom, wiping tears from her eyes. My frown deepens and I try to conceal my utter shock. Elsie had never spoken to me this way before. She had never spoken to anyone this way…period. “Elsie…I don’t understand. Come here, what’s wrong?” I ask, stretching my hand toward her again, concerned. “Of course, you don’t. You’re an idiot!” Elsie says harshly, her eyes glowering with hatred. “Elsie! That’s-, that’s enough.” I wheeze out, struggling to speak through the oxygen mask. “Oh, shut the hell up! I’m going to explain something to you and I want you to listen fucking carefully.” Elsie yells, pointing a long, sharp nail in my direction. “Little sis..” I start, desperate to understand why Elsie is acting this way, desperate to get her back to the sweet girl I still hung out with yesterday. “I’m not your fucking sister, bitch! I wouldn’t want a weak, barren old haggard like you as a sister.” Elsie spews, smirking wickedly at the stunned expression on my face. “Els-” “Shut up! I just wanted you to know that I was the one who poisoned you. Actually, me and Zach did. We wanted you dead but apparently, some people in the pack still deem you worthy of respect, though I can’t see why.” Elsie says, walking over to the window. “What? What are you talking about?!” I ask frantically, refusing to believe my ears. “Where’s Zach, Elsie? What have you done to him? If you’ve hurt him, I swear to the moon goddess, I’ll make you pay!” I scream, my voice weak, my body feeble from the operation. I have no idea what’s going on but I could only worry about Zach. Zach would never be in on this. Poison me? Impossible. He must be in danger or something. “Zach? Zach’s fine. Probably off shopping for the baby we’re having together.” Elsie says, turning around to smile at me. She walks over slowly, dragging a chair closer to my bed before finally sitting down, placing a perfectly manicured nail under her chin. “What? That’s impossible!” I scream, my eyes bugging in shock before trailing down to Elsie’s stomach. There didn’t seem to be a bump or anything so I refused to believe her. However, I couldn’t fight the tears streaming down my face. “Elsie, please. If this is some sort of sick joke, I’m begging you…stop it. Where’s Zach? I need to see my husband!” I say weakly, my hand gripping the sheets beneath me, I feel pain and confusion. “Stop. Calling. Him. That. Zach’s not your husband anymore. He’s with me and he’s the father of my unborn child. After you couldn’t provide Zach with an heir, he came to me… a real woman to give him the one thing he desired. An heir. A son.” Elsie says, cackling wildly when I stare at her in shock. “That’s not true. That can’t be true. You’re my sister. I tell you everything. You wouldn’t do that to me.” I cry, my lugs burning from lack of enough air but I don’t care. Elsie is lying. She has to be. “Oh, moon goddess. You can come in now.” Elsie says, rolling her eyes before getting up and walking a few steps away from the bed. Suddenly, the door swings open and Zach walks in. I nearly sob in relief at the sight of my husband but my relief is short lived as Zach basically ignores me in the hospital bed and walks over to Elsie. He wraps an arm around her waist, the same arm that he’d wrapped around me countless times and pulls her into a kiss. My eyes widen at the sight of my husband kissing another woman, my sister.Seven Years AgoIt is the evening of my sixteenth birthday. My parents had promised to throw me a party in grand style. Anything for their little girl, they had said.Dad had outdone himself with the party. I couldn’t go explore everything yet but from the little I’d seen while peeking from the windows, everything looked perfect. The clearing in front of our cabin home had been transformed into a magical garden. Lights had been strung up all the beams and poles, flowers of every color and type covered the ground, tables and even the guests’ clothes. Appetizers were being passed round and music was playing. As much as I hadn’t wanted to admit it to my mom, I had been looking forward to this day for my entire life. I was anxious I wouldn’t find my mate or worse, the moon goddess hadn’t given me one but I swallowed down my doubts and smoothed down my dress. As I stand in front of my floor length mirror, I reflect on how lucky I was to have my family. Even if I ended up not finding my ma
It was quiet. No, not quiet. Silent. At least at first. Then came the sound of trees as a gentle wind passed through its leaves, teasing, touching. The rush of water as if from a stream. I slowly open my eyes, squinting as the sun shines brightly on my face. Sitting up slowly, I find myself on a bed made of the softest leaves, as if someone had very carefully gathered them together, then placed me there. I take in my surroundings, my jaw dropping in awe at the absolute beauty before my eyes. I was sitting beneath what looked like a giant cherry blossom tree, the sun shining beautifully through its leaves. Nearby was the stream I had heard, its water so clear and pure, glistening like liquid silver in the bright sun. Everything looked brighter, more vivid, more beautiful than anything I had ever seen before. Even the bird sound was sharper, clearer. The air was fresh and crisp and carried a note of sweetness, almost a fruity taste. Mangoes, maybe? No, this was different. Everything in
My breath catches in my chest as the man confirms what I knew in my heart but refused to believe. The room is deathly silent, the gravity of his revelation hanging like a bomb in the air. My heart is racing with confusion but strangely, I feel safe here, with him, with Len. As if sensing that I won’t bolt the minute he turns his back, Len commands the guards to leave the room, his voice low yet powerful. I shiver as the timber of his voice rolls over my skin like honey. Len waits until the guards leave and shut the door behind them to speak to me. He makes a tentative move towards me but I unconsciously jerk away from his touch, causing him to wince and clench his jaw.“I’m not going to hurt you, alright?” Len says low, a pained expression in his eyes. Even though my wolf whines in my head to go to him, I can’t rationalize this man who was my what? Second mate? I may feel safe with him but that was probably the mate bond playing tricks on my mind. I couldn’t trust this man…at least,
I’m flying through the forest, my bare feet pounding across the hard grassy plains as I go farther and farther away from Len and Selene. Suddenly, the adrenaline runs out and my lungs scream for air, my body giving out. The cold night air whips against my exposed flesh and my feet ache. A coma. If that Selene person was right, then this body was weaker than I had thought. I can’t stop. I continue to push forward, running until I can’t anymore. When a harsh wind slaps at my arms and thighs, that’s only when I realize that I was only in a nightgown and I had run off in the middle of the night with no idea of where I was or how I was going to get out of there. Why didn’t I think this through?The cold night air begins to seep into my bones and my heart thunders against my chest. I pause to catch my breath, resting against a sturdy tree. My mind races, trying to figure out a plan, my next move. I have to get out of here. They are all crazy. Or hallucinating. I can’t go back to Len beca
Ana's POVMy heart thuds frantically in my chest as I stare wide eyed at the man stalking towards me. My brain is thrown into full panic, willing my body to run as fast as it can in the opposite direction, sparks firing along my skin signalling every molecule in my body to move. My heart and wolf on the hand, plant my feet to the ground as I remain frozen watching Zach.It can’t be. No! This has to be some sort of mistake. Three mates? Dear moon goddess.Zach stalks casually towards me, an almost predatory gait. His eyes are fixed on mine and for a moment, I’m transfixed, watching him like he was a saviour riding in on a white horse to save me from the chaos my life had become.I called for Selene, internally begging her for some explanation, anything that would make this situation real. She was unhelpful. No, instead she howled and whined, repeating the word ‘mate’ until it was pounding in my head like an anthem.Everyone and everything else seemed to fade away as Zach drew closer an
Ana's POVI see through my peripheral vision how Len’s eyes grow wide at my words and he immediately turns to send away the crowd. Apparently, my words rejecting Zach had been firm but quiet enough that the crowd hadn’t heard me. They all walk away, murmuring their disappointments at not being able to witness the rest of the show.Once the room is cleared and just Len, Logan, Zach and I left, Zach lets out a dry, nervous laugh and he glances back and forth between Len and Logan. His smile disappears when he realises I meant every word I said. He clears his throat and takes a single step back. I watched him carefully, only allowing the slightest bit of confusion to show on my face as to why he didn’t seem destroyed by me severing the mate bond. Even more confusing, I couldn’t really feel it either.“Uh, this is very awkward.” Zach said, then laughed humorlessly. His eyes returned to mine looking hurt and a tiny bit angry. “Alpha Selene, you must be tired. I should have expected as muc
Ana’s POVI slam the door closed and pace in front of the window. My heart thuds rapidly in my chest and I take deep breaths to calm myself. My hands are cold and I can feel the blood draining away from my face.How did this happen? What grave offence had I committed that the moon goddess had to punish so cruelly? And how was I going to explain that I was a living fraud? Possessing the body of another woman? If Len and Logan, not to mention the rest of the pack, found out that I was an imposter, they might have me killed for deceiving them.I pace the length of the room, running my fingers through my hair. My eyes shift rapidly as I try to make sense of the events of the past few days. It’s all too much and suddenly, I feel like there isn’t enough oxygen in the room.I’m about to step out of the room again when the doors swing open and Len and Logan walk in, both looking concerned. My mouth drops open in shock but I school my expression quickly and pin them with a look.“What are you
Len’s POVI pulled my arm from under Selene’s neck where she had fallen asleep, exhausted yet and turned over onto my side with my arm propped up against head. In the quiet of the large room, I watched her sleep. My ears picked up every small inhale into her lungs, the soft rustling of sheets as she snuggled into Logan’s arms. Selene looked… softer, warmer even. It was an odd thing to think or even realize especially since this was a woman I had known and loved for far too long. Which was exactly why none of it made sense. Selene wasn’t a soft woman. Sure, she was far more beautiful than words could describe and her womanly nature wasn’t ever in question but one wouldn’t look at Selene and call her soft. No, she was powerful and passionate and fierce, in bed and out. She was never vulnerable, never shy or meek. Her strength and power were one of the many things that I loved about her. Yet, the woman lying next to me wasn’t that.She was the same but different. Her face looked peacef
ANA'S POV“Selene! get back in the car!” They screamed, and I hurried into the car. Len and Logan quickly shifted to their wolves. I looked out from the window of the car, and the wolves still had their eyes on me. It was almost like I was the one that they wanted. Not Logan or Len. I couldn't leave them to fight like that while I stayed in safety. They were strong, but I was their Alpha. I was supposed to be the one out there. I barely knew how to fight, but I knew that I should give it a shot. I would never be able to hear Selene's voice in my head in peace if anything happened to Len and Logan. I got out of the car immediately. “I can't let the both of you do this. Let me handle it.”Logan turned back to his human form. “Are you sure?” He asked and I nodded as I swallowed hard. “Selene?” I whispered to myself. “It's time you take over.”“my thoughts exactly.” Selene said, and I could hear the grinning in her voice. I felt my soul being ripped out of my body as Selene took over
ANA’S POV“What do you need the car for?” Len asked immediately. “I'm going to meet Alpha Zachary,” I said, still keeping my eyes fixed on Logan. Why wasn't he going yet?It didn't matter. I wasn't going to just stand there and wait. I didn't care if I had to walk all the way to Zach's pack. I tried moving, and Len’s hands to make me stay back, with his hands on my shoulder. “Where the hell do you think you’re going?” he asked, obviously getting angry. His nostrils were already flaring. With all the drama outside, I wouldn’t blame him if his patience was running thin.“I need to get Anna! Why don't you fucking understand?” I screamed, trying to get up again. “You don’t have to do that!” Len screamed back. I was already breathing hard from them trying to hold me back. I was frustrated. Why couldn’t they see that Zach was going to deal with Anna? He was going to kill Anna if I took my time in coming to see him. “It’s obviously a trap,” Logan said in a calmer manner. “He wants you
ANA'S POV My heart was racing as I headed downstairs. What happened? Did something happen to Anna? Or the pack? Was the pack under attack? I was freaking out more than anything. Everything that Len was apologizing about was out of my head in seconds. My mood went from horny to panicking. The switch up was crazy. If the pack was under attack, how the hell was I going to fight? I barely had any idea on how I was even supposed to shift. And I was suddenly expected to fight a pack war? Ordinary instructions from Selene weren't going to do the trick this time. “Calm down. The pack attack alarm didn't go off,” Selene said, but I didn't pay attention to her. I wasn't going to have any peace until I got downstairs and saw what the hell was happening. Len was right behind me. “Selene, you don't have to run,” he was saying, trying to be calm. He couldn't calm me down. Not when my mind was flying. There was constant drama in this pack. I had to certify first of all. If it was nothing, the m
LEN’S POVI spotted Selene as she walked out of the priestess’ lair. I knew just how much she hated going there. She had always said that something about the place spooked her out and usually sent me there to deliver messages and things like that. But now, she has gone herself? This could only mean that she was still angry at me for everything that had happened?Things have been tense between the both of us and it was all because of that man, Zach. That must be the reason she was changing. It was only going to be time when she starts craving for him. His position and dominance was going to start calling out for her. And she was going to succumb. That was how it always happened with other female Alphas. Logan might have so much hope in her. But why the hell was he acting like he wasn’t noticing the change in her? I took a deep breath, trying to follow whatever advice he had given me. It was almost like he was trying to make me him. Giving her soft, right?“Selene!” I called out to h
ANA'S POV “What do you think you are doing?” Elder Xavier asked immediately Zach left the room. “What do you mean?” I asked, narrowing my eyes at him. “This man is giving you an opportunity worth millions. Worth lifting the pack from whatever problem it is in. And you are letting him walk away like that?” He made a move to ask the guards to call him back. “You wouldn't dare,” I said, and he paused. “Are we going to stand by, until he goes and gets married to the daughter of the Alpha of another pack? Trust me, we won't recover from that.” I stood up. I wasn't willing to sit down here and allow this man to keep ranting on how I was supposed to be kissing Zach's feet and agreeing to marry him. “Elder Xavier,” I called in the calmest way I could. “The reason for the pack’s Elder Council is to agree with the decisions I take, and suggest a few. It's not necessary that I adhere to them. So please, no one should speak about him anymore. The meeting is over.” I walked out,
ANA'S POVJust as Logan had advised, I was putting on a pretty white dress. My hair was set in a rough bun. It didn't matter that the dress was red. The Elders were going to permit some black shoes right?Of course they would. Selene was Alpha. I mean… I was Alpha. I had to confirm with Selene to make sure that the Elders really liked her in white, and she confirmed. See? Logan wasn't out there trying to make sure that I wasn't fooling them. He was genuinely helping like a gentleman. Anna was awake by the time I finished getting dressed. I sent her downstairs for breakfast. For every little thing she did, I kissed her forehead. She seemed to like it. I was showering her with all the attention I could. I was showering her with all the attention I couldn't get. I wanted to take her with me to the meeting, but that wouldn't be too pleasing. I ended up walking into the large hall alone for the first time in my life. For the first time, I was walking into a place in this huge palace, with
LOGAN'S POVI wanted to lean up and kiss her again. But I didn't know if she was going to push me away again. She was going hot and cold, it was almost getting hard for me to keep up. And it was getting me hard as well. I couldn't forget that. It didn't matter if Len said she was changing, and he was suspecting that something was wrong. I loved this part of her. The one that let me carry her up instead of keeping things strictly to the bed. The one who didn't hesitate to tug on my hair and moan out loud instead of making stifled sounds. The one that let me stick around after sex. The one that blushed so hard like she was the most innocent thing in the world.“Are you done?” She finally asked, peeking at her feet like she was a little girl. She should have known that she didn't need bandages. She was going to heal in seconds. Anything to touch her. Anything to have time with her like this. Now, that was something to worry about. There were splinters of wood under her feet. How the he
ANA'S POV I woke up with a start. My hands were wrapped around Anna. It was the most peaceful sleep I had in a while. But for some reason, my heart was racing when I woke up. It was almost like I was having little revelations. I was running in bushes for some reason. Turning back constantly like I was being chased. I pushed the thought out of my head, running my hands through Anna's body, trying to make sure I didn't hurt her in any way. Her sleeping in this room was another reason why Len was going to dislike her even more. He obviously had plans. We were already kissing last night when we heard a tiny knock on the door, and it was Anna, saying that she was scared of staying in the maid quarters alone. I instantly felt guilty for leaving her there alone. Len left in anger without a word. While Logan stayed back, cuddling the both of us until we both fell asleep. But now, even he wasn't in bed. I shook my head at the way they both woke up so early. It was probably Selene's thing as
ZACH'S POVI couldn't look away from her eyes as she turned to look at me. Her face first slipped from surprised to angry immediately. What the hell did I do to her?It was crazy that she had disgraced me like that. But I was willing to go through all that. All for her. I stood there, as I watched all my pride and ego being rubbed in the mud by this infuriating woman.I was Alpha Zach, yet she had left me there on the training grounds in my underwear.I was the fucking Alpha of one of the largest packs. And she, a mere female had asked me to strip. For some reason, her voice when she asked me to do so was commanding. Compelling even.And the way she swayed her hips even when she walked away in anger. Fuck, I was getting hard just thinking about it. There was something about her. Something that made me want her. Something that made me want to do anything for her. And it wasn't just about her being my mate. I knew that too well. She walked over to me, handing the child that she was hol