"Can you please stop showing your ass in my room whenever I'm asleep? you creep the hell out of me!" I said annoyingly to Rodney because I almost jumped into my bed when I opened my eyes and saw him sitting there and staring at me.
"I'm sorry, I just like watching you sleep," he said.
"You like morning visits and you like watching me sleep. Great. Just. Great. Rodney," I said as I shook my head and got out of the bed.
"What do you want for breakfast?" he asked.
"Why? You will ask me out?" I asked him back.
"If you want," he said and followed me as I left my room to go downstairs.
I missed breakfast with my family because I slept late last night. I stare at the big empty rectangular dining table as I face Rodney.
"Look at this, this is your fault. I missed breakfast with daddy and my brothers and sister," I said as I blamed him and pointed my finger to his broad chest.
"And how is that my fault?" he asked.
"Because you took me home late last night. I mean, look at the time, I am so late with my appointments," I frustratedly said to him.
"My apologies, what kind of appointments?" he asked.
"Business, as usual," I just frankly said to him.
"I called Daphne earlier and–" I cut off his words because I was shocked. How does he know Daphne?
"Wait–you talked to Daphne?!" I worriedly asked.
"Yes, she said that you have no appointment for today," he just simply said and I was so surprised because he talked to my personal assistant.
"Alright, you caught me there," I said.
"Where do you want to eat?" he asked.
"Just here, I'll cook," I said.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
"Yes," I said as I checked the fridge to find something to eat and saw the eggs aligned inside. I got four and immediately got the mixing bowl.
"Did you eat already?" I asked him as he followed me into the kitchen. I don't know why he's following me while he can just sit and wait for me in the living room.
"No, I haven't," he said.
"Alright, I'll cook for two," I said as I reached the frying pan and the spatula.
"Let me help you," he said.
"It's alright Rodney, just wait for me in the living room," I said but he didn't obey me and just sat on the chair beside the big marble table like a child.
"You're really gonna wait for me there?" I asked.
"Yes," he simply said but a few minutes later, I noticed that he had already arranged some plates and made a black coffee on the coffee maker machine. It smells so good.
As soon as I finished cooking, I put the food on the plates that he arranged and grabbed the fork and just simply dug in, Rodney took off his mask and did the same.
He's not ashamed to take off his mask in front of me now. It's a good thing that he's comfortable with me and we didn't even notice that we were eating on the big marble table.
"How was the food?" I asked.
"It's great," he said as he took a spoonful and put it in his mouth.
"Glad you liked it. How was your business? Don't you have any appointments for today? It's Monday, the busiest day of the week," I said.
"My consultant already did it for me, so I'm free for today. What do you want to do?" he asked.
"Uhm, I haven't thought about it, yet," I said.
"How about we get married today?" he said and I just laughed.
"So, you can joke around now?" I said.
"I'm not joking Sushmita," he said and I shook my head to disagree.
"No. My dad would freak out if we rushed things, just let them do their thing. Wait. When and where will the wedding be held?" I said.
"My dad said that they will arrange everything next week so that we can get married before the end of June," he said seriously.
"Oh, okay," I said and took a bite on my sandwich.
"Is there someone you wanted to come on your wedding day? Someone you really miss and you want him or her to see at your wedding?" He asked.
"Why do you ask?" I said and I was really curious about his question.
"I don't know, maybe you have someone in mind. A long time friend or a relative. It's your wedding day, they should come," he said. The atmosphere began to change, I feel so appreciated. Rodney's words are so comforting.
"Well, there's one. My grandfather. I was only eighteen when I last saw him," I said.
"Alright, we will send him an invitation," Rodney said.
"Thank you Rodney, it's very thoughtful of you," I said.
"Thoughtful, heh." he chuckled and just poured a cup of black coffee in our cups.
"Look Sushmita, I'm just trying to be nice. You're the only one who can see this side of mine, no one else," he said.
"Tell me what happened," I said, trying to lead the conversation elsewhere.
"To what?" He asked.
"To your face," I simply asked.
His expression began to be serious and mad.
"I'll tell you when it's time," He said.
"It's alright, I promise you," I said as I held his hand but he pulled his hand and stood up.
"Maybe I should go. I'll just call you some other time. Thanks for the meal," He said while putting his mask on and walked away but I didn't want him to leave.
"Rodney, wait," He stopped walking as soon as he heard me but he's not looking back at me so I hurriedly walked towards him.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked you that. So rude of me. Are you upset?" I asked.
"No. It's just that I–" His words were cutted off when I hugged him from the back.
"Hey, don't leave, please," I begged him.
He took my hands and he turned around to face me.
"Why?" He asked as he confronted me with a heavy heart, "Why are you doing this? Are you falling in love with me?"
"I don't know, maybe, it's just there's something in you that makes me feel better so please, don't leave," I begged him again and he pulled my left cheeks to kiss me torridly. I didn't refuse–I gave in instead. I really love the way he kisses me. That familiar warmth. It feels like I felt it before and I was longing for it for a very long time.
I stared at the beautiful flowers that the wedding planner arranged into the stairs of the luxurious Xiu Grand Hotel. It's the dream come true, and it's finally happening. "Hey, are you alright?" Rodney asked while walking towards me. "Yeah, I'm good. I was just amazed at the flower arrangements. They look really wonderful and classy," I said. "Just tell me if you need anything, okay?" He said."Yeah, sure," I said while he turned around again to talk to the wedding planner. "I want to make sure that everything is perfect, alright?" Rodney said, I was just behind him so I will hear him clearly. "Yes sir," said the wedding planner. Everyone is busy, except me. I looked at the lobby and saw a man stopped by the grand door with a cart of dirty ice cream. He was waving his bell so that he could attract others to buy and when the other staff heard it, they eventually went outside to buy so I poked Rodney. "Rodney, I want one," I said but he didn't respond. "Rodney, I want ice cream
June 26, 2022 1:00 pmXiu Grand HotelI stared at the big vanity mirror in front of me with Deborrah on my side because she's my maid-of-honor. "Mom will be so proud of you, Sushmita," Debbie said as she combed my hair in style. "I hope so," I said while holding my tears back but I really can't help it. "Hey, don't cry, your makeup will be ruined," She said while helping me wipe my tears gently to avoid my eyeshadows and mascara from destruction. "I'm gonna miss you all," I said to her."We will miss you too. We will keep in touch okay? I'm just a chat away," Debbie said. Her words never fail to comfort me. "Just don't forget what I said, no matter how hard it is, always look at the good side. Alright?" She said with a smile on her lips. "Alright," I agreed while wearing my shoes. "You're all set, you're gonna be an amazing wife, Sushmita," Debbie said as she reached out to help me stand up because the bridal car was already waiting for us. We we're on the bridal car when Rod
Coron, Palawan5:00 pm We checked-in to Bacau Bay Resort in Coron and got a VIP room for our honeymoon. The place is very wonderful and scenic. It's really a perfect place for a honeymoon trip but I don't know if Rodney will enjoy this. My husband here doesn't have happiness in his vocabulary but I'm very much willing to change that. I'm in the shower now cleansing my body and relaxing myself when Rodney came and hugged me from the back. He kissed my neck and smelled my hair and it tickled me but I kept myself calm even if my heart was racing. He started to rub the soap on my body slowly and gently. I turned around to face him and saw his broad chest and big manhood. His chest is full of scars, tattoos and burns. "What's this?" I asked. "This is the part that you have to be scared of," He said."Now, I'm afraid," I said. "Good," He said as he immediately raised his left arm to caress my face and kissed me torridly. "Uhm.." I moaned because I can't help myself, he makes me crav
I was woken up by the smell of hard liquor passing around our VIP room.I fell asleep while crying but I guess I'm gonna cry again now that I'm awake but someone was pulling the comforter. I know that it was Rodney but I don't have the energy to argue with him anymore so I decided to ignore him and just go back to sleep but he pulled me closer to him and kissed me hard, like an animal who's thirsty for his prey. I could taste the hard liquor on his mouth as he continued what he was doing to me. "Rodney please, I want to sleep," I begged him but he undressed me again instead. "The 'anything' that you said will start now, so don't try to refuse," He said. He was really aggressive as he was doing me, he was like a wild beast marking me inch by inch and all I could do was to cry. He blindfolded my eyes and tied my hands on the headboard of the bed while he was rubbing and entering my wetfold with his fingers.I can feel the aching, stinging pain down there as he put his manhood again
Tuesday 10:30 a.m. Our private plane landed at NAIA Terminal 1 and as soon as we landed, we immediately went down because I'm really tired. We put our luggage in the trolley and walked through the exit and we saw a welcoming banner for us. "Welcome back, Mr. & Mrs. Xiu. I'm Daniel Rosales, I will be your personal driver and bodyguard, Ms. Sushmita," he said as he raised his hand to perform a hand shake but Rodney didn't allow me to do it, he performed the hand shake for me. "Me? Why do I have a bodyguard?" I asked Rodney because I don't like that. I just whispered it into his ear because Daniel was in front of us while we continued walking through the lobby of the airport. "So that you won't escape from me and it's for your own safety," he said. "But I can drive myself," I said. "Yes dear, but I don't want you to get involved in accidents when going around with your friends or whenever you wish to go, so I hired one for you," he said. "Why? I can't go alone?" I asked him becau
"Rodney it's so dark in here," I complained as he toured me around the house. "Well, this is my life Sushmita, deal with it," Rodney said sarcastically without even throwing a glance at me. "You can call me Mita or Erin if you find it difficult to pronounce Sushmita," I said and he froze and glanced at me. His face described as if I said something wrong."Erin?" he asked. "It's my second name, I'm Sushmita Erin," I said to him but he looked really uncomfortable, he turned pale. "Are you– alright? You're looking kind of pale, come on, we should get some rest," I said as I grabbed his left shoulder."I'm alright, you go first, I have something to do," he said. "B-but Rodney, you've been looking kind of pale," I said and tried to touch his cheeks but he removed my hand. "I said, I'm fucking fine, Sushmita!" his voice highered as he burst in anger again, he looked so upset. "Did I say something wrong?" I asked because he got upset. "Nothing, just go to our room, I have something v
I was blinded by the sun coming from the window of our bedroom. I didn't remember that it's open and the curtains were gone. It's very beautiful and full of life. I could see wildflowers outside as I stood up on the bed. Rodney is still sleeping so I will prepare him a nice breakfast, it was 8:00 a.m and it's saturday. It's his free time today. I went downstairs and saw Daniel again passing around with a beer in his hands again. "Hey, Daniel!" I called him while I was going down the stairs. "Yes, Mrs. Xiu, what can I do for you?" He asked. I came closer to him and grabbed the beer in his right hand."Hey, that's mine!" He said as he refused. "No-uh! It's too early, cut it off for God's sake! Did you already eat?" I asked him."That's my breakfast, my lady," He said."No. I'll prepare something to eat, so don't grab this okay?" I said. "Fine, thanks. Do you need help?" He asked."No. I can manage," I said as I went directly to the kitchen but I got distracted cause he was followi
I was leaning on my lap while covering my ears because of the series of the gunshots on Rodney's car but it didn't bother him, I guess he's used to it.He was driving fast now to lose the van who we're following us. He immediately turned right and hid on the other street. He stopped the car on the side to check me. "Damn, that was close, hey, are you alright?" He said with sincerity in his eyes as he touched my cheeks. I didn't realize that I was crying when he suddenly hugged me. "It's alright, love. They're gone," he said, trying to comfort me and I guess that's working but I'm really scared."Let's just go h-home, please. We can visit them some other time," I said because I really wanna go home. I was trembling in fear and my hands were shaking. "Alright, we will go home now," he said while starting the engine to drive again. When we got back home, I just locked myself in our room and Rodney started to get worried. "Hey, come here," Rodney said as he was ordering me to go to
SUSHMITA'S POV: I woke up having a headache but I was astonished to wake up in an unfamiliar room. “Where am I?” I asked myself but I was shocked when I saw a man wearing only his boxers. His brown eyes met my gaze and I can't help it, my heart is racing. I think I saw those eyes before. The way he stares at me, it's full of love and sincerity.“Oh, finally you're awake,” he said and smiled as he swung into the bed and sat in front of me. I can’t understand what I’m feeling. The man in front of me is so gorgeous and my heart is beating so fast but not because he is handsome and perfect but his brown eyes. Just like Rodney’s. “Who are you? Where am I?” I asked but I felt a sudden sharp pain on my head. “You got so drunk last night when we met and… yeah this happened, I’m Rodney by the way, Rodney Chen of the Chen Group of Companies,” he said and raised his hand to perform a handshake. Damn it, his name is Rodney too. “Uhm, Sushmita Xiu,” I said and took his hand. I can feel the
SUSHMITA'S POV: ONE YEAR LATER…“You're such a badass Mita! your baby is just one year old and you're here with me, clubbing!” Deborah shouted those words as we we're dancing in front of the dance floor while holding some drinks. We were at the Fusion Paradise Bar having some tequila shots. They said that the owner of this Bar is a successful young lady at my age. The music was too loud so no one heard her but me. “What’s the problem with that?! I just wanna ease the pain, my husband is dead. I can't bring him back so I'm just gonna dance the night away,” I replied as the thoughts of Rodney flowed through my mind. Our life together. Our hopes and dreams. Our ups and downs and our happiness. Our little Romita. I guess I’m so drunk tonight but I don't care. I just don't want to feel sad. My head is spinning and my vision starts to blur but I don't want to leave Debbie so I will just dance with her until we get tired. “Party, party!” Deborah shouted so I just smiled at her. ***D
SUSHMITA’S POV: “What about Rodney?” Lana asked but we got interrupted by the waiter. “Here's your frappe, enjoy,” the waiter said as he put my frappe on the table with a 2 ply of tissue on it and immediately left. “Damn it, for god's sake, that waiter is flirting with you,” Royce said as he threw a cold angry stare at the waiter. “Just let him and don't make a scene here, Royce,” I said. “Okay, let's continue, we don't have all the time in the world,” Lana said. “You're so serious, babe, all the time,” Royce said. “Can you just shut the fuck up?” Lana said and stared sharply at Royce. “You know that Rodney just died and–” I said but Lana cut me off. “Of course Dear, I know this is so difficult for all of us, it's really hard, I know that you're grieving so much and–” she said but I cut her off because she doesn't understand what I’m trying to say. “No, Lana,” “No?” she asked. “Well yeah, I'm grieving but… actually, I want revenge. Don't worry, I’m willing to pay a large a
SUSHMITA’S POV: When we got home, Daniel already stored the baby stuff that we got to the room beside mine. “Is there anything you need?” he asked. “I’m good now Daniel, thanks for your help. I really appreciate it, oh and yeah, take care of the watch please,” I said while holding my brush to comb my hair. “Yes, don’t worry, I will start to investigate when I’m done with some other errands,” he assured me. “Okay, goodnight Daniel, I mean Don Ezekiel Xiu,” I said and raised my eyebrows and he smiled. “Do you really have to do that?” he said and giggled. “What? You're now the mafia Don taking care of Rodney's business but I still like to call you Daniel,” “Just keep it that way Miss, goodnight and goodbye for now. If you need me, I’m just a call away,” he said and waved goodbye to me. As soon as he left, I grabbed the flash drive on my purse and inserted it on my laptop. There must be something in Rodney’s computer, I want to know everything about why they have to kill Rodney s
SUSHMITA’S POV:"Sweetheart, our baby is growing well and healthy, I wish you were here," I said in front of his grave as I felt my tears running down my cheeks. That familiar pain is still lingering on me. Daniel is just puzzled beside me, I don't know why. He is emotionless, he's not even crying. "Daniel, are you alright?" I asked. "Yeah, I'm fine, Miss," he replied. "My baby is due in a month, and I haven't bought some hospital stuff yet, can you help me this afternoon?" I asked him. "Oh, which reminds me, actually Miss, Boss prepared everything the night he died. He was so excited when he knew that he was going to be a father so he contacted a personal shopper and had them buy some stuff and hospital needs for you and your baby," Daniel explained."Oh my god, really?" I said, trying to control my emotions. It's both happiness and sadness. "And I will show it to you now, shall we?" he asked. I looked at Rodney's grave and felt the cold hard ground. "Thankyou, My Love, Goodb
SUSHMITA’S POV: I can’t sleep and keep on looking at the luxurious watch that Rodney gave to me so I opened my laptop and searched for it on the internet but I couldn't find anything. It is so authentic and unique that only a few have it so I called Daniel but he’s not answering his phone. I checked the watch for some clues but I couldn't find anything. I’m kinda frustrated searching for some answers. I wanna know what’s inside of this treasure I’m holding. I kept on dialing Daniel’s number and he answered it finally after dialing it twice. “Hello, what is it, Ms. Mita?” “Can you come over? I need to talk to you,” “I’m sorry but I can’t right now, maybe some other time,” “Daniel, this is urgent,” “What urgent? Are you gonna give birth now?” “No. not yet, but I need to discuss about something,” “Okay, look. I will accompany you as soon as I can but I’m sorry I can’t right now, bye,” I was about to talk but it turned into a deep sigh when the line broke. RODNEY’S POV: “Boss
SUSHMITA'S POV: I never thought that this would come in my life. Rodney is gone forever and I left wounded. The wound is so deep that it can crush my heart and soul. I held my belly to feel my baby kicking inside me. She was growing well. I didn't have the chance to tell his dad that she's a girl. I walked slowly inside of our bedroom. I can still smell his Salvador Dali perfume all over. I opened the automatic washing machine and saw all of his dirty clothes. He didn't have the time to do the laundry so he stuck all of it there. I ordered Loreta not to wash Rodney's belongings as soon as I got here because I want to be the best wife that he ever had and do all his laundry while he was away but I can't do it now. I smelled his white polo and t-shirt. It was him, I carried all of his dirty clothes and put it on our bed. As soon as I laid down, I smelled it again and closed my eyes, wishing that he would be here beside me. I can clearly see his face now, smiling at me. His big bro
SUSHMITA'S POV: Rodney was covering me the whole time when we were in the car because of the series of gunshots that kept on destroying our vehicle. "Cover your ears Honey, it's alright, I'm here," I did what Rodney said. We were almost at the Airport, and as soon as we got there Daniel already grabbed my luggage."Come on, Miss," Daniel said and gave me his hand so that I could grab it. "B-but Rodney," I said while looking at Rodney. "Go Honey, I'll be fine, I just need to finish this, all of this, remember what I tell you. I'm sorry, I love you so much. Take care of our baby," he said and kissed me quickly and then he helped me get out of the car. "I love you too, Rodney," I said."I know, now, go! before it's too late, there's no time," he said and Daniel pulled me closer to him and had me enter the Airport. We're suddenly on the plane now going back to the Philippines. I travelled with a heavy heart again, I just watched the skies and the clouds dancing in the atmosphere.
SUSHMITA'S POV: I watched the sunset through my glass window while having a cup of maternity milk. It's like the sunset in El Nido where I met Rodney that night. I miss him. I grabbed my cell phone and sent him an email. Dear Husband, I hope you're doing fine and still alive. As soon as you read this I'm packing my things to get ready to leave. My life is meaningless without you so I'm coming home. You are my safe haven and my peace in this chaotic world. We had this right love and perfect time so I will never waste this chance again to be with you. I'm sorry for all the things I've done. I know, I hurted you a lot. I hope you forgive me. I'm in New York now. Meet me at the Time Square. I have a surprise for you. Chat me. Love,Your WifeAs soon as I hit the sent button I immediately packed my things. I love Rodney and I can't do this without him. He should know that we're having a baby, maybe this child can stop him from doing all the mob work. This is my only hope to save my h