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Chapter 22
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I woke up because of my Parent's messages. Tanghali naman na kaya naisipan ko na rin na bumangon.
Mom:
How are you, Anak?
I typed my reply.
Ako:
I'm fine, Mom. How about you and Dad?
Mom and Dad have the same content of message, kaya naman halos pareho lang din ang sagot ko nang maka pag reply ako.
Mom:
Have you thought about the exact wedding date?
Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman nang mabasa ko iyon. Pero mas hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili nang marealized na nag iisip ako ng specific date para doon.
I cussed myself.
I will never get married.
I've been bothered by my own principles since the day that I gave myself to Vraxx. I saw and I noticed every single thing that has changed ever since that night happened between us. Ayaw kong isipin, at pilit ko rin na isinasantabi iyon dahil ayaw kong aminin ang totoo.
I am still scared. I wasn't ready yet.
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