"Okay, I understand."
That's what he have said after I talked to him last night. Ngayon, tanghali na ngunit hindi pa rin ako nakaka tanggap ng panibagong tawag o text man lang galing sa kanya. It's not like that I'm waiting for it, though.
"New mission, Xiania..." Kenzie began after I answered his sudden call.
Napaahon ako sa gulat at nakatuwid na umupo sa sofa sa sala. My eyes widened a bit. I didn't expect that.
"P-pwede na ako ulit?" I almost raised my voice because of excitement that spreading inside me.
I heard my cousin's chuckle. "Yes, though mabilis lang 'to, but I know you will like this. Ganito mga gusto mong misyon eh," makahulugan niyang sabi.
My brow lifted up. "Does the Commander know this?"
I just wanna make sure, ilang beses inulit sa akin ni Tito Harry na hindi pa kami maaaring sumabak muli sa anumang nangyayari sa Organisa
I almost passed out while heading back towards our suite. My knees wobbled in uneasiness and my hands are also shaking and slightly sweating in nervousness. "Lagot! Hindi na nag paalam, kung ano-ano pa ang ginawa—" Iri murmured but I quickly cut him off. "Shut up!" Napangiwi siya. Ira laughed beside him. "You look constipated, Xiania. Kabado bente ba?" I rolled my eyes. "Why didn't you tell me?" "Na ano? Na pupunta rin siya dito?" I nodded. Ira pointed at Iri beside her. "Ask him. Nag sumbong 'to panigurado." Iri's eyes goggled. "Lady Nia, concerned lang naman ako!" I glared at him. "Concerned? Baka awayin ako ni Vraxx!" "Are you scared?" Ira's eyes squinted. Natigilan ako at napaawang ang labi. I quickly tore off my eyes away from her. "N-no, I was just..." hindi ko na nasundan pa iyon dahil pum
We're both laying down on our bed. We're still both naked, halos iilang minuto pa lamang ang nakalipas matapos nang ginawa namin kanina. Vraxx buried and huddled his face on my neck. Ang mga braso at hita niya ay nakaalalay na naka dagan sa akin. Damn, clingy. I just let him do whatever he wants. I felt his hot and wet kisses on my neck, dahilan para lalong pumungay ang mga mata ko. These past few days, I admit that I couldn't understand myself. Minsay ay winawaksi ko na lamang ang mga bagong napapansin ko sa akin, ngunit ngayon ay hindi ko naman magawa iyon. I just let a man touch and pleasure me. This isn't the first time, but this is actually the second time that I initiated the action! What the hell am I thinking? I am not even slave of my libido, then why am I acting like this when it comes to Vraxx? I already started breaking one of my principles. Hindi na ako magtataka pa kung sa susunod na mga
"Really? What do you know about love?" I asked, ridiculed by his sudden confession. Vraxx's face fell, kita ko ang panlulumo ng mga mata niya at ang pag bagsak ng balikat niya dahil sa sagot ko. A flicked of pain attacked in my system. I couldn't understand everything. Hindi ko alam kung ayaw lang ba talagang tanggapin ng utak ko iyong sinasabi niya, o baka talagang ayaw ko lang sa kanya. I released a wry chuckle. "That's not love, Caldwell. It's just probably lust—" "What do you fucking know about my freaking feelings?" he snapped. Halos manlamig ako sa mariin at biglaang paglakas ng boses niya, tila'y kulog na siyang dahilan upang lalo akong mangilabot. The salty cold sea water hugged our bodies. His eyes are now flaming with an infuriated fire. Ang mga kamay niya ay mahigpit na nakahawak sa magkabilang braso ko. I winced in pain. He probably noticed my reaction, t
"What? I didn't gave my number!" Iri shouted, he looks frustrated and afraid at the same time as we walked towards the double doors of our house.We just arrived few minutes ago after a long drive home. Earlier today at five in the morning, bumyahe na kami kaagad gamit ang Chopper. Ira and Iri were both silent, as well as Vraxx and I. Nagsimula lamang silang mag bangayan nang mag landing ang chopper sa Headquarters. Now that we're here at the house, malaya na silang nagsisigawan."Anong hindi?! Sino 'tong unknown number na nag text sa'yo kung ganoon?" Ira snorted, iwinagayway niya sa ere ang cellphone ni Iri.The latter paled as he stared at his phone. Dumapo ang paningin ko kay Vraxx na nanonood rin sa kanila. He probably noticed my stares that's why he look at me. My eyes sharpened at him as we headed towards the living area."I didn't gave my number too," agad siyang umiling at binasa ang labi.
"What was that?!" Kenzie's solemn face made me shut my eyes, stopping myself from saying something that might offend them. We are all here outside the Hospital's room in Atlas Org Headquarters. Kasalukuyang ginagamot ng mga Doctor sina Vraxx at Iri kasama ni Ira, kami lamang ng mga pinsan ko ang nandito sa labas ng silid. "Are you falling for Caldwell?" Awtomatikong napadilat ang mga mata ko nang marinig ang tanong na iyon galing kay Kenzie. I pursed my lips as I feel my heart thumping so loud and fast. Napipilan ako at hindi kaagad nakahanap ng tamang salita na sasabihin. Kenzie looks confused and angry at the same time, the reason why I was a bit confused too. I examined all of their reactions, and I was flabbergasted to noticed that they are all has the same expressions. Heck! This is what they want right? "Oh damn it! Don't fucking answer my question, Xiania! I k
"What should we do?" Ira asked problematically. "Wala tayong dapat na gawin-" "Anong wala? Ilang araw na silang hindi nag papansinan!" "Let them! Mas lalo lang lalala kapag nakialam tayo!" Iri hissed. "Shh! Ingay mo naman, baka marinig tayo!" I rolled my eyes boredly when I heard those two rats-whispering to each other-as if I can't hear them talking about me though. I am here inside our room. It's been almost a week since Vraxx and I fought with each other. Mula noon, hindi pa rin kami nagkaka-ayos o nag-uusap man lang. Bukod sa galit ako, panay rin ang iwas niya sa akin at parang ilag pa. I don't mind though. "I can hear you two! Anong ginagawa niyo rito?" I asked nonchalantly while sitting comfortably at my bed. Vraxx has been sleeping at the guestroom since that night. Wala siyang angal at kaagad na sinunod ang anumang utos ko.
"Vraxx oh, si Xiania ayaw pa pumunta sa taas—""Iri!" I grunted in annoyance and stood up, panicking.Humalakhak sila Ira at Iri sa pagmamadali kong kumaripas ng takbo patungo sa taas. My steps are all heavy as I sauntered upstairs. Hindi na ako nag abala pa na lumingon sa kwarto namin dahil sabi naman niya ay sa Playroom daw kami mag uusap.I wonder if it's true... Usap lang ba talaga? I cussed myself when I realized that my thoughts was clouded by something green.Stop it, Xiania. You're not like this. Stop being so horny because of this argument!I swallowed hard when I am already in front of the Playroom's door. I breathed deeply and touched the cold metal of the doorknob. I slowly twisted it open and was about to push it back when someone spoke."What are you doing?" Vraxx asked in a cold tone.Agad akong napabaling sa gawi niya. My mou
"Vraxx!" My body was lethargic, it feels heavy and tired, probably too drained because of the consecutive release. I shut my eyes when I felt Vraxx' flickering tongue and lips, devouring my wet flesh in between my thighs. The pleasure was too intense and delicate, it was slowly burning my senses as well as my whole body. I shut my eyes tightly, my fists clenched and my body sweat hard as pleasure built up inside me. "Shit!" I cussed after the mind blowing release that made my body stiffened up. I catch up my breath while composing myself. My flesh feels sensitive as it keeps on throbbing. I panted when my drowsy eyes glinted sensually when I met Vraxx' blazing gaze. His lips curved into a sexy smirk. "How's my tongue, baby?" he whispered while crawling on the top of me. Napapikit ako nang maramdaman ang mainit na buga ng hininga niya sa mukha ko. He's also panting he
Xiania's Point of View."Are you really sure about this?" nag-aalalang tanong ng bawat tao na sasabihan ko ng pinaplano.I nodded confidently. "I already made up my mind, I'll do it."Actually, deep inside me... I am still afraid. I won't deny that. It's okay to feel scared sometimes, ang mali ay ang magpalamon sa takot, dahilan upang mapigilan tayong gawin ang mga bagay na dapat ay sinubukan pa rin natin kahit na walang kasiguraduhan.Worry was evident all over their faces. Hindi nila maitago ang pag-aalala, syempre dahil sa ilang taon na rin ang naka lipas, tapos ngayon pa ako biglaang magkakaganito."Thanks to your Girl, Wright." Binigyan ko ang pinsan ng isang matamis na ngiti.He smirked arrogantly. "She's not just my girl, Xiania."Umirap ako, heto nanaman siya. "Wala akong pakialam."Wright scoffed and just ignored what I've said. Our cousins remained silent while watching us. Maging si Vraxx na kasama ko ay tahimik din.
Xiania's Point of View. "Vraxx..." I've been thinking about this for almost half of a year now. Matagal na rin mula noong trahedyang nangyari sa amin ni Ira... Sa akin. Magmula noon, hangga't maaari ay iniiwasan ng lahat ng naka paligid sa akin ang magbanggit ng kahit na anong maka pagpapaalala sa akin ng nangyari noon. It traumatized me a lot. It took me so long before I recovered. Until now, I wasn't sure if I am already fully recovered. Tingin ko, sa pinplano ko ngayon... Iyon na ang sagot sa paghihirap ko. "Do you need anything?" tanong niya habang nakatutok ang mga mata sa laptop. We're here inside our room. Kakatapos ko lang patulugin si Volt, ngayong kami na lamang dalawa ng Ama niya ang gising, tsaka ako nagpasya na kausapin si Vraxx. "Ah, ano kasi..." nangangapa kong panimula. I don't know if I can do this. Baka pa mamaya ay mas lalo ko pa na ikapahamak 'to. Sa pambibitin ko, naagaw ko ang atensyon niya. Vraxx worriedl
Iri's Point of View: "Crush niyong dalawa 'yong magkaibigan na 'yon?" tanong ni Wright sabay nguso sa Pinsan niyang babae katabi 'yong babaeng gusto ko. Vraxx panicked. I saw how his eyes widened in fraction. "Tanginamo, ingay!" Sinuntok niya nang mahina si Wright na ngayon ay natatawa lang. I chuckled. "Takot! Ano naman ngayon kung malaman ni Lady Nia na crush mo siya?" "Crush amputa," napaismid siya. "Mag bestfriend nga kayo, pareho rin ang tipo. Sige, basted din kayo riyan pareho. Friendship goals!" Humalakhak si Wright at pinag-aasar kami. I frowned as I darted my sight to the two ladies in front of us. Nasa field kami sa loob ng Atlas Organization kung saan kadalasan nagaganap ang pageensayo ng bawat Agents. Usually, dito nangyayari ang mga pagpapraktis kung papaano ang tamang pagbabaril at pagpapana. Just like what they're doing. Lady Nia and Agent Ira are practicing how to properly use the bow and arrow. Samantalang kami
Ira's Point of view: (Flashbacks)"Oh, shit..."My eyes circled in surprise the moment I heard Iri's moans when I walked towards the bathroom.Iisa lamang kasi ang bathroom dito sa Barn. Maayos naman ang bahay at may sarili naman kaming silid, pero pagdating talaga sa Cr, palagi kaming nagtatalo."Oh, open your mouth baby..."Halos kilabutan ako sa narinig. Sino ang kasama niya roon? May kasama ba siya? Are they doing something strange inside the Barn?My body stiffened, I couldn't move with that thought.Kuryusidad na siguro ang nagtulak sa akin upang buksan ang pintuan at kumpirmahin ang nasa isip. I couldn't even think properly, I just realized what I did the moment our eyes met."Ah!" we both screamed at the top of our lungs.Shocked was written all over his face. Hindi maipinta ang mukha niya, pero tingin ko'y ganoon din ako.My eyes lowered down on his... Damn it!"What the hell, Iri?!" sigaw ko.He's
"I'm sorry..." I said in almost a whisper.Kararating lang ni Vraxx ngayon sa kwarto namin. We were about to make love awhile ago, but I suddenly had an anxiety attack. The reason why he had to left me alone, because that's what I always want. Kung mananatili siya rito, mas lalong hindi ako kakalma.I thought I was fine already...Hindi pa pala.Vraxx slowly went towards me. Nanunuyo ang mga mata niyang nakatingin sa akin, tila sinasabi niya mula roon na hindi niya ako sasaktan at ligtas ako ngayong nadirito na siya."You don't have to apologize, alright?" he softly said. "Can I sat down beside you?" kita ang pag-aalangan sa kanyang ekspresyon.I nodded and gently pulled him beside me. We are now laying down our bed. Sumiksik ako sa kanya at niyakap siya nang buong-buo. He chuckled when he felt how tight my hug."You don't have to force yourself if you really can't do it... I can wait," he said in an assuring tone.Umiling ako.
"I c-can't do this y-yet..." Xiania looks like she's in pained the moment she avoided my face, when I tried to kisa her.Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig sa narinig. I quickly get off from her. Nang tuluyan akong makalayo sa kanya, tsaka pa lamang siya naka hinga nang maluwag. Kitang kita ko kung paano siya napa singhap at naghabol ng hininga."Baby..." I whispered.She's trembling so bad. Hindi ko iyon napansin kanina nang magdikit kami at sinimulan ko siyang halikan. We're in the middle of our honeymoon. We were so fine awhile ago, but then... This suddenly happened.I don't know what happened...Dahan dahan ko siyang pilit na inabot. Kahit na natatakot, sinikap ko siyang hawakan. Ngunit agad din akong napalayo nang para siyang napasong lumayo sa akin. She looks shocked and scared at the same time.It hurts to see her like this.Later on, she cried furiously. Yakap niya ang sariling tuhod at doon yumuko.My lips quive
"Ano ba ang dream wedding ni Xiania?" Wala sa sariling tanong ko habang tulala sa kawalan. I'm currently here at the Flint's mansion. I'm with Xiania's cousins. Kami ang naiwan dito ngayon dahil si Xiania ay nagpa-check up kasama ang Parents niya. Naiwan sa amin ang anak ko, smantalang ang mga pinsan naman ni Xiania ay sinamahan ako sa pagbabantay kay Volt. "Gago! Wala nga sa plano ni Xiania 'yon, tapos tatanungin mo kung ano ang dream wedding niya?" natatawang sabat ni Diveghn. Natawa naman ang iba pa nilang pinsan kaya't napasimangot ako. Oo nga pala... "Bakit? Payag na raw ba talaga siya magpakasal sa'yo? Sure na 'yon?" Kenzie asked dubiously. I glared at him. "Oo nga! She was the one who proposed!" They all laughed again. Parang pinagkakaisahan naman ako ng mga tanginang 'to. Ba't ba ayaw nilang maniwala? Is that too hard to believe that Xiania fell inlove with me? I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling. Agad naman akong
"Vraxx, magtimpla ka ng gatas!"I pursed my lips as I make Volt's milk to his baby bottle. Bahagya akong sumulyap sa gawi ni Xiania at nakitang abala siya sa pagpapatahan sa bata. Volt has been crying since earlier today."Ano na? Pakibilisan naman!" she irritatingly said.Napangiwi ako at kaagad na iniabot sa kanya ang bote. She looks so tired. Lagi naman kaming ganito magmula noong nanganak siya. Yes, we're fine and happy... Well, I can say that."Shh, baby... What do you want?" halos maiyak na niyang tanong dahil umiiyak pa rin si Volt.I sighed. "Give him to me..."Xiania looked at me pleadingly, like she wants me to make him stop crying. Nang mapunta na sa mga bisig ko si Volt, parang nagkaroon ng magic na bigla na lamang siyang tumahan.Xiania's face was too hard to read. Para siyang nakahinga ng maluwag, pero galit at the same time."Oh fine! Ayaw mo sa Mommy mo?" Humalukipkip siya at parang inaway pa ang bata.I
"What happened?" Mom worriedly asked as soon as they arrived at the Hospital. He's with my Dad. Sila ang nauna ko na tawagan nang itakbo ko si Xiania kanina rito dahil sa manganganak na raw siya. Of course I was so nervous. She's just 8months old pregnant. Delikado iyon pag nagkataon. "She's currently inside the ER." Pinasadahan ko gamit ang aking mga daliri ang buhok na nabasa dahil sa pawis. "Manganganak na raw ba?" I nodded anxiously. "Sabi niya..." "Diyos ko! Buti sana kung pitong buwan pa lang siyang buntis!" Iyon nga ang nasa isip ko. Syempre ay inaral ko na iyon nang mga panahong nagbubuntis si Xiania, at malayo ako sa kanya. I still want to understand her, and also take care of her even though she doesn't wants me to. Sabi na nga ba't magagamit ko iyon pagdating ng panahon. "Calm down, anak... For sure kakayanin ni Xiania 'yon at ng anak niyo." Dad tapped my shoulder to gave me an assurance. Wala ako sa sariling