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CHAPTER 35: Alexithymia due to ineffable emotion
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2022-04-08 23:50:43JAXON POV:
"Rosalina!!!!"
We all looked at the door only to see Kai screaming his lungs out alongside Ivy. Rosalina covered her ears by the amount of noise he was making.
"If I knew I was going to have to be dealing with a siren then I would have never accepted your offer of being friends in the first place!" Rosalina stated
Kai faked a hurt look making Rosalina and Ivy roll their eyes at him. They looked at each other for a few seconds until they burst out laughing. However, Rosalina did not laugh and only gave a small smile which turned upside down again. My heart clenched as she was hurt so much that she lost her ability to be able to laugh and a way or the other I am at blame.
Kai came forward and hugged Rosalina. She returned the hug with a small smile as he asked.
"How are you?"
"Life goes on.." She said sighing
I got a b
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