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Saved To Be A Substitute Together Again
Alexander's POV.As I dashed into my room, I paced back and forth, trying to control myself. I wanted to head over to Lillian's apartment right now and ask why that chef was vehemently defending her. I wanted to do that for her, but he came out of nowhere, and the way he acted was angering. Their closeness was disturbing. I shouldn't feel this way because I trust that Lillian will never betray me, but I definitely do not trust that chef. What if he tried to take advantage of her emotional vulnerability? Lillian could be very strong and sometimes weak when she wants to be. I didn't want her to show her weak side to anyone apart from me. My heart broke each time I thought about the way he held her hand and how she didn't even attempt to take her hand out of his grip. I had so many unanswered questions in my head. First, who was the chef? Why was she so comfortable with him? Were they just friends? And more importantly, should I be worried? My mind just kept racing with different t
Last Updated : 2025-01-14Saved To Be A Substitute There’s No Us
Alexander's POV. I took Martin's advice seriously and drove straight to Lillian's apartment. Upon getting there, I stepped out of the car and leaned against it for a while to practice the specific words I had drafted in my mind. I couldn't just go to her and tell her to leave with me without giving her a proper explanation and apology. As my lips mumbled and I memorized what I had to say, I walked to the main door. Reaching there, I rang the doorbell. My heart raced with every moment that passed and almost stopped as Lillian opened the door. At first, she had a smile on her lips, but it faded as if she expected someone else. Was she expecting the chef? Did he bring her home? Some strange thoughts ran through my mind at that moment, but I shook my head slowly as if to push them out. "Alex, what are you doing here?" She asked her expression unreadable. "I'm sorry for coming unannounced. I just want to talk to you—" "About what?" She cut in sharply. "About us,"
Last Updated : 2025-01-16Saved To Be A Substitute Sweet Vengeance
Author's POV.As Lillian slammed the door, her heart sank, but she tried to act like she wasn't shaken by their conversation. She just had to make herself believe she had made the right decision for her safety, sanity and life. Lillian walked over to her couch and curled up. Different thoughts ran through her mind as her eyes stayed glued at the blank television. She had desired for Alexander to suggest an escape long time ago, but now, she didn't want that anymore. Though Lillian hadn't established a stable life, she couldn't leave all this behind. Her new job, adventures and freedom were all important to her. Besides, she knew that if his parents pressured him to return, he would run to them in a heartbeat. Alexander was a good man, and that was one of his weaknesses. He had never cared only about his interests. He always put people's feelings above his. Lillian just had to accept that she had lost him forever and stick with this new life. "Oh God," She let out a sigh, closing
Last Updated : 2025-01-17Saved To Be A Substitute Set up
Author's POV. Alexander was in his room, downing glass upon glass of alcohol. He had been depressed since last night. He was supposed to be at work but the rejection he faced from Lillian yesterday had left him depressed and heartbroken. Things didn't turn out how he expected. Instead, they turned out worse. He wished he could turn back time and probably defend their love harder. But now, he had lost her and there was nothing he could do about it. "I can't believe this is happening to me," Alexander lamented, pouring himself another drink and gulping it down. The hotness that burned through his throat made more tears well in his eyes but he still poured himself more alcohol and drank. He wished that all his pain could go away or rather he could forget everything that was happening to him. As he downed that glass, he quickly reached for the bottle again, but it was empty. Without hesitation, he called one of the maids through the intercom to bring more alcohol for him.In a few m
Last Updated : 2025-01-17Saved To Be A Substitute The Switch
Author's POV. With a mischievous smirk, Jessica walked toward Alexander. Meanwhile, Alexander's eyes were fixed on her body. From her nude, fair breasts down to her curvy waist. Deep down, he wasn't interested and wanted to look away, but the urge that was writhing within him forced him to keep his eyes peered on her. Jessica was feeling so happy, because of how he focused on her. She never knew the drug could have such effect. If she did, she would have gotten it sooner instead of wasting her time by playing the perfect girlfriend "Finally, I'm getting what I want. We will sleep with each other and the pregnancy whether fake or not will come in. I'll finally have a strong hold over him and he will never return to that bitch again," she thought, moving forward. "Do you want this?" Jessica teased, twirling her finger around her nipple. She slipped her finger down to her pussy and swiped against it. Her seductive walks and moves were causing Alexander to get more aroused. He cou
Last Updated : 2025-01-18Saved To Be A Substitute Next Move
Author's POV. Lillian tried to push him away from her, but the harder she resisted him, the more he pressed his lips against her. It got to a point where she couldn't breathe. She tugged his shirt, trying to make him stop but he didn't. She had no choice but to part her lips for some air. Without hesitation, he seized the opportunity and slipped his tongue into her mouth. He roughly rolled his tongue inside, spreading the taste of alcohol in her mouth. Alexander had never kissed her that way before. She was extremely caught off guard, but found herself succumbing to this new passion. Alexander's hand slipped to her ass, and he kneaded her asscheek in his palm. It was so soft and inviting that it made his cock harder and throb painfully. Alexander trembled slightly at the pain as his body demanded more. He delved his tongue deeper, making Lillian moan in between their lips and relish the kiss, despite the confusion that surged through her. Unable to hold back anymore, he gently
Last Updated : 2025-01-18Saved To Be A Substitute A New Mission
Author's POV.Lillian wondered if this was the right moment to contemplate that, especially since she had been influenced by what happened earlier. If she was going to make any decision, it should be with a clear mind. Sighing, she covered Alexander properly and smiled softly, "Goodbye, Alex." She rose to her feet and stepped out of the house.Upon arriving at her workplace, ten minute before to her shift, she spotted someone unexpected. She saw Jessica sitting at a table in the corner of the restaurant. She wanted to ignore her, but Jessica had already seen her. Jessica stood to her feet and hastily walked up to her.Before Lillian could ask why she was in the restaurant, Jessica interrupted with a question, "Where is Alexander?" Lillian was caught off guard by it. She stared blankly at Jessica for a few minutes but decided it was best to lie for her peace of mind. "I don't know," Lillian replied, acting nonchalantly. "You don't know?" Jessica huffed in disbelief. "I know he
Last Updated : 2025-01-19Saved To Be A Substitute Her Enemy’s Enemy
Author's POV.Lillian knew she had to do something to help Alexander out of this situation because it was obvious that Jessica would rip him off if they got married. "If I tell Mrs McQueen about what Jessica said, would she agree?" Lillian thought. "No, she wouldn't believe me. A single twisted lie from Jessica and Mrs McQueen would have another reason to hate me," She shook her head. Lillian continued thinking of how to move forward, but nothing came to her mind. Eventually, she gave up and decided to concentrate on work. As she grabbed her uniform and closed her locker, she headed to the dressing room and changed. Her busy night began, but it was more tedious than other days. There were much more customers than before. It felt like their reservations were unending. Once her shift was over, she ensured to slip away from the restaurant without anyone's notice. She didn't want Vincent to take her home. Upon reaching her apartment, she found Alexander sitting upright on the couch,
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Saved To Be A Substitute The Twins
Lillian's POV.A month later. “How many times are you going to watch that?” Alexander laughed, sitting beside me. “As many times as possible,” I replied, bursting into laughter. I was watching a video of Jessica and her mother confessing everything they had done before disappearing. That was what they had to do, so Alexander wouldn't press charges against them. They knew they had no chance against especially since, Dad, as I called him now, wouldn't be able to help them. Dad had divorced Gianna, and left her with nothing, while he just left a bit of money for Jessica and disowned her. Since he found out that I was his real daughter, he had been more than sweet to me and our relationship had gotten so much better with time. Meanwhile Mrs. McQueen, though kept at arms length, has been so supportive through this pregnancy. She would call me sometimes and give me some tips on how to eat right and stay healthy. Her husband was also remorseful about his harsh judgment but was too bu
Saved To Be A Substitute Defeated
Author's POV. Days later, Jessica went to the same hospital that she had been going to for her check up. As she stepped into the building, she touched her face and winced a little in pain. “Fuck,” She cursed. She walked over to an office and slipped in without knocking. In a few hours, she slipped out as if nothing had happened. She touched her face again and there was no pain anymore. This discovery made a smile appear on her lips. As she headed to the parking lot, she pulled out her phone to call her mother. “Hello?” Sha muttered as her mother answered. “How was it?” Her mother asked. “Ma, everything went well,” Jessica smiled, getting into her car. “Are you sure? Is there any pain left? Do you want to go abroad again?’ Mrs Sinclair inquired, her voice tinged with worry.“Ma, I'm trying to get Alexander back and returning to Singapore isn't something I want to do. Why do you give the worse ideas?” Jessica gritted, closing her car door and turning on the engine. “I just gave
Saved To Be A Substitute A Plan
Author's POV. Lillian lifted her head from the sink and looked, really looked at Mrs McQueen. She could not understand how a loving gentleman like Alexander had been born by such a bitter mother."What? Why are you staring at me like that?" Mrs McQueen snarled, hands perched on her waist. "I don't know if you know this but Alexander really loves you. He respects you too as his mother but I don't think you love or respect anyone but yourself. You are trying to ruin his happiness with your own hands," Lillian said. "What happiness? Do you think life with someone like you is happiness? Alexander will be miserable if he gets married to you and he will regret choosing you over me," Mrs McQueen accused. Lillian leaned against the wall, suddenly realizing what the matter was all along."You are jealous. That's it, right? You don't even care about Jessica, not really. You are jealous of how much Alexander loves me and you get afraid everytime he considers my feelings before your own." Lil
Saved To Be A Substitute Abortion
Lillian's POV. "Baby, you are glowing," Alexander pointed out breathlessly, bending his head to run his tongue across my chest. He licked the chocolate stain, licking his way to a nipple and curled his tongue around it.My hands went high above my head, and he tossed the empty chocolate wrapper behind him, holding my hands in place. I arched my back, moaning when he sucked on me lavishly."Alex. . .the bed. . .I can't. . ." Even with him holding me up, my knees were beginning to shake. "I got you," he whispered, his hot breath sending chills all over me. He started walking backwards with me attached to him, scattering kisses all over my neck.When he got to the bed, he sat on it, lifting me and placed me across his hips. He didn't break concentration, continuing to tease me while dragging the rest of the teddy down to my waist."My baby is going to have a baby," he said, drawing the leftover chocolate on my chest down to my stomach. "When I think of your belly round with my baby,
Saved To Be A Substitute Just Chocolates
Lillian's POV. In the taxi, I was still thinking about my near encounter with Jessica. She wouldn't know why I was in the hospital but I didn't want her suspecting anything. Too much was at stake for me to be careless."We are here, Miss," the driver informed me and I alighted his taxi after paying him on the app. I sent a text to Alexander to let him know I was home and stretched out on the couch in the living room. Doctor Malcolm said stretching was good for me anyways. He also told me to exercise more and eat more healthy.Alexander called instead of texting back and I was already smiling even before I heard his voice."Hello, darling. How did your appointment go?""It was okay. You really didn't have to call, Alex. I know you are very busy." Yet I was smiling so hard my cheeks were hurting."Don't say that. I can never too busy for my freckles. Have you had something to eat? If not, you can ask the chef to make you something."I glanced at the meal plan chart Doctor Malcolm had
Saved To Be A Substitute Happiness At Last
Lillian's POV. Doctor Malcolm was explaining all the things I had to start doing as am expectant mother when Alexander came into the room. He had been excited when he left the room before but now, he wasn't."Why was the lawyer calling, Alex?" I inquired. He suddenly remembered he was not alone in the room, forcing himself to smile. But I knew him well enough to know that it was not a real smile."It's good news actually but I'll tell you in the car. Let's finish up with Doctor Malcolm first," Alexander replied, keeping me in suspense. "Okay. Sit down then." I still kept my eyes on him, unable to relax when I knew he was hiding something from me."So, Doctor, how soon can she get registered for antenatal classes?" Alex asked and the good doctor laughed at his eagerness."You both just found out that you are expecting a child. Don't be in a hurry to get her registered for anything, Mr McQueen. For today, just go home and have a talk with each other, celebrate. . . you do want this c
Saved To Be A Substitute Snares Of Death
Author's POV. Same Night, Prison Dustin wasn't very popular in jail except for getting bullied, but after his argument with the basketball players, everyone chose to ignore him. He summed it up as them being jealous of him."Dustin, you have a visitor," the warden said, looking down his nose at him. Dustin already knew it was his lawyer and his hope was alive again. He was updated on the official date of his court hearing and reminded to be of good behavior despite being brutalized by inmates. Either his lawyer didn't like him or was scared of him because he refused to look him in the eye when speaking."I'll behave, anything to get me out of this rotten hole. As long as you promise me that I will get out as soon as possible.""The odds are in our favour, Dustin and I haven't lost any case in all my years of being a defense attorney. Just keep your slate clean for the next fifteen days and you have nothing to worry about.""Time up," the warden announced and the lawyer packed up h
Saved To Be A Substitute Poisoned
Author's POV. After throwing up, Lillian felt more better but her vision was so blurry that the walls looked like they were spinning. She tried to stand and missed a step but fell into Alexander's arms."Jesus, Lillian!" He exclaimed, holding on to her tightly. "You are burning up. Come on, let's rinse your mouth."He flushed the toilet first and led her to the sink. She cupped her hands under the running water, rinsed out her mouth and washed her face. She regained some strength and could stand on her own without his help."Baby, you scared the shit out of me. Are you okay now? Do you need anything?""I need. . .I need to sit down." Her legs were weak and she didn't know how long she could keep standing. Without asking, Alexander lifted her off the ground and carried out of the bathroom.She rubbed her face on his shirt, feeling a lot better just from being close to the man she was in love with. He laid her down on the bed, watching over her closely."You are sweating. You need to
Saved To Be A Substitute Symptoms
Author's POV. Jessica slammed her door behind her so loud the house shook. She ran to her desk and pushed everything off, anger welling up within her.She flung a notebook at the wall, searching for a way to get rid of her anger."It's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair," she kept repeating, tearing her room apart until something gave way within her. Anger turned into sadness, disappointment turned to despair and she fell on her knees, shedding tears into her hands."That used to be me. I used to be the only one Alexander had eyes for. Now. . .no, I can't let Lillian steal everything I have built alongside Alexander all this while."She crawled about on her knees, searching for her phone in the scattered room. She found it at the foot of her bed, hidden by the broken table lamp. She dialed a number and sat on her heels, waiting for the other person to come to the phone.The call connected and the person at the other side did not sound very happy."What is it, Jessica? I'm busy,
