To Choose Death is for the Weak

I floated above my body, remembering the conversation i had with the angel.

*flashback*

After the crash i opened my eyes to bright light and thought i was in the hospital but when i sit up and my eyes adjusted i knew i wasn’t. i was in a sitting room in whites blues and gold. A desk set at one end and a couch in front of it and beside the couch was a fireplace. I looked around and there were bookshelves and other things on the walls but i didn’t look around mush because a figure walked through the door, she looked at me with a smile and thats when i realized i was still on the floor. I stand up and watch as she walks to the desk and waves for me to take a seat on the couch. i walk over and sit on the couch and wait.

She sits there watching waiting, after a few minutes she speaks, “i bet you are wondering where you are?” i nod and reply, “im assuming im dead judging by being in here with an angel.” She giggles, “yes and no, the gods are wanting you to try and see if its safe to bring the world’s together or if they’re going to go ahead and destroy themselves with their hatred of other species.” She takes a breath, “Each Species has their own god and this was decided to let you decide if you want to save them to save yourself.”

I look at her and notice she is giving me time to ponder and let the information sink in, “Wait! So if i want to live i have no choice but to do this. How is that a choice?!” Im huffing and crying now feeling like i am having something forced on me and i hated that living more less dying.

The angel shakes her head, “No, you died in the wreck but you were chosen to make the choice of living in a coma, while you try and complete these missions or to die in your world.” I realize i jumped to conclusions, “Oh, sorry. So can i get more information on what I’m supposed to do if i choose to help?” She laughs, “Still as thorough in death as in life.” I look at her confused and she notices, “i am Amelia, while you were living i was your Guardian Angel, you made my job easy, always calculating your next move.” I looked at her with wide eyes and she continued, “The mission is to go to each realm as your human self and try to make them see humans aren’t inferior. That they deserve to coexist with them. There are seven species. so that means a year in each world, but one year in their worlds are a month in the human world so don’t worry too much about time.”

I sit there soaking in the information shes telling me. I look up and ask, “what do you mean by species?” she smiles at me and replies, “Vampire, Sirens and mermaids, Werewolves, Dragons, Succubus, Fairies and Elves.” I look at her remembering all my stories in loved as a child and still read about these species and hearing that they’re real. Excitement and apprehension flood me simultaneously.

She notices a change in my demeanor and waits for my response. I look at her and asked, “so how long do i have to make a choice and what all do i need to do?” she smiles and tells me, “i can give you a month as a ghost to think about it. you are confined to your room with your body, your mom is keeping you on the life support in a coma. she knows you have a choice but not what and as long as your not flatlining you have a little under a year left, one month to think about your choice, two months to train your body and mind of the other worlds, and a month in each realm.”

I nod, “so im not going in there empty handed? i will know about each world?” She nods,” right! here just like in the other realms is a year to each month so two years to learn each species and train your body to keep up with them.” i nod and we continue our conversation for about an hour.

*end flashback*

So now I’m sitting here in the air watching my body, my loved ones are all crying. Brents came in apologizing for his daughter’s actions. turns out she survived and he’s making sure she gets help and vehicular manslaughter.

if i was there id stop that second option she lost a child and was deceived by a heartless jackass. If i was in her shoes and never told no I would probably end up the same. I continued to ponder and think watching friends and family come and go listening to their stories and how their talking to me mom taking over my business temporarily with Jasah’s help i finally came to the decision the last day of the month and decided to do my best to save the realms.

when i told Amelia my decision the next two months or years depending on which timeline you want to go by flew by like and breeze and before you knew it it was time to go to my first realm: The Vampires realm.