Natalie wanted to weep with joy when Paul's phone buzzed in his pocket. God had heard her prayers and given her a moment of reprieve.
"Excuse me. I have to take this," said Paul, releasing her from his vice-like grip."Take your time." Natalie nodded, relief thrashing her body as she watched him vanish in the crowd.She waved down a waiter for a glass of champagne and drained it in one go before dumping the empty flute on a nearby table.She didn't care where the ornate-looking door straight ahead led, just as long as it took her away from here, even if it was only for a few minutes. So she dashed for it and was pleasantly surprised when she landed on an empty balcony.For the first time since she arrived at the hotel, Natalie allowed herself to relax as she breathed deeply and filled her lungs with as much air as possible before slowly easing it out.Horrified tears pricked her eyes, but she quickly blinked them back. She didn't want to acknowledge what had happened on the dance floor.She leaned over the railing and stared at the thousands of lights dotting the skyline. The city view from up here was glorious, and she could gaze at it the whole night. But, reality called."Where are you? Paul says you vanished, and he's not happy! I told you, you can't leave his side!" Emily was almost hysterical on her end as soon as Natalie picked up."What is he? Two years old? I just came out to get some air. I'll head inside now.""Good! I'll let him know.""Wait!" Natalie said quickly before Emily could hang up."Is something wrong?"Natalie took a deep breath, suddenly unsure about everything, convinced she was overreacting.Maybe that was what wealthy people did. They stared too long, held one too close and generally didn't understand personal space.It could all be in her head, and Paul didn't rub himself on her thigh, even after she'd asked him to stop."Are you feeling better?" Natalie asked feebly, choosing to believe it was all in her head. She didn't want to cause trouble for her friend. After all, Paul was a VIP client.Emily laughed. "Wait, is that it? I was so worried. I thought something was wrong.""Well, my friend being sick qualifies as 'something wrong', don't you think?" she asked."I guess," Emily replied. "And to answer your question, I'm still feeling woozy, but I'm about to head home. Something's wrong with the alarm system, and the security guys don't seem to know what's going on. What the hell do I pay them for if they can't check up on this shit?"Natalie figured it was a rhetorical question, so she laughed and moved along. "Okay, let me know when you get home, and just slip the spare key under the pot plant outside my door or give it to me at work on Monday.""Got it!" Emily said. "Anyway, am I the best best friend in the world or what?""Oh boy, what did you do?" Natalie asked, already dreading her response."Well, I shared your fundraiser page in the work chat—""NO, EMILY!" Natalie shrieked as she paced up and down the small space. "Why would you do that? Oh God, this bad!""Before you kill me, allow me to share the best news ever.""I don't want your 'best news ever'!" Natalie snapped. "And I sure as hell didn't want anyone at work to know about this. Now everyone will treat me like a charity case.""Don't be ridiculous! People want to help," Emily argued. "And before you lose your shit, we've raised four thousand Rands since I shared the link."Before Natalie could process the announcement, the door creaked open, and dread settled in the pit of her tummy. She quickly hung up without saying goodbye before turning around slowly, expecting to find Paul. She almost burst into tears of joy when her eyes landed on the stranger hovering near the doorway.Clearly unsure how to proceed, he hesitated briefly but seemed to make up his mind when his gaze locked in on hers.Aware she was still staring and probably looked like a deer caught in headlights, Natalie forced herself to break their eye contact and focus on the city lights in the distance.She heard his footsteps and saw him approach from the corner of her eye.Anger and irritation quickly replaced the relief she'd felt just seconds ago. Out of all the bazillion balconies in this hotel, he just had to choose hers.Annoyed at the intrusion, Natalie turned to him, ready to boot him off her balcony. But her lips remained glued together, trapping her breath in her throat.He wasn't the most handsome man she'd ever seen. But there was something about how his features—the slightly crooked nose, as if it had been broken and reset one too many times, high cheekbones, full lips, and those smoky grey eyes—worked in harmony to give him a face worth a second glance.His longish ink-black hair, especially how it curled around his ears, was a bonus. Blondes and gingers were so overrated. Black hair was her kryptonite.On any other day, if she didn't hate men as much as she did today, she would have found him incredibly attractive. But today, he was a nuisance she didn't want to get entangled with. The sooner he took his call or did whatever he came out to do and left, the better."Do you mind? She demanded, determined not to back the hell down as she glared at him. She fixed her posture and straightened her shoulders, hoping to match his mountainous height. But even with the help of her shoes, she still fell short in that department."Is something wrong?" he asked with a puzzled look."Yes." Natalie crossed her arms and tapped her foot impatiently. "I need to be alone.""No one's stopping you. I'll stand over here, and you can remain over there. I won't talk to you, and you don't have to talk to me. We can both carry on in silence," he said with a casual shrug of his broad shoulders."I found this balcony.""So?""So, go find your own. This one's mine. I'm sure there are plenty of empty balconies out there." Natalie stretched out her hands, gesturing at the expansive structure and grounds before them."How much?""Excuse me?" She glanced at him again, wondering what exactly it was about her that gave him the impression she was in the mood to argue with him."You claim this is your balcony, and nobody but you is allowed to be here. So how much did you pay for it?""You!" She shook her puny fist at him.He grabbed her hand and gently pushed it back at her, dropping it at her side. "Relax, we don't want you popping a vein. I'll be out of your hair in no time. I need a minute to collect my thoughts."He turned to the thousands of lights dotting the skyline, ignoring her frustrated sigh."God!" Natalie breathed in hard and closed her eyes as she said the first few lines of the Serenity Prayer.No man— actually nobody— had ever rubbed her up the wrong way at first sight as much as this guy. Something about him irritated her to no end, and she'd need all the strength, courage and wisdom she could get just to get through the night if he insisted on sharing her space."Beautiful, isn't it?"Natalie opened her eyes and was momentarily speechless when she found him looking at her.She knew he was referring to the view of the city, but the intensity of his gaze holding her captive, coupled with that small, knowing smirk, said something else.Her irritation went from zero to a hundred again, but she refused to give him the satisfaction of knowing that his overpowering presence affected her in ways she didn't understand.So she nodded and looked away, unable to take the heat from his piercing gaze. "It's incredible!""So, what would you do to make this incredible view yours? How far would you go?""Excuse me?" Natalie played with the latch on her clutch. Now more than ever, she was convinced this shameless stranger was low-key flirting with her."I mean, how much would you pay to make this view yours?"She couldn't believe she was entertaining his question, but she found herself thinking it over."I wouldn't pay a thing," she replied after what seemed like the longest minute of her life, her voice coming out a little thicker than she would have wanted."Why?""Because it's priceless."He chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners.Despite her annoyance, she liked the sound of his deep, unrestrained laugh. It had been a while since she heard someone laugh like that. Other than Emily, everyone in this town took themselves way too seriously."I like that, Miss—" he said, holding out his hand, suddenly looking way younger than she thought he was. She'd placed him at thirty or so."Na—" She caught herself, remembering Natalie Taylor didn't exist tonight. "Noelle. Just Noelle."An electrical bolt surged through her body when their fingers touched. Natalie looked up, confusion—and maybe awareness, too—flitting in her eyes.His small, knowing smirk was back again, but with a dimple alongside it this time. As if he wasn't already attractive enough!Focus, Natalie thought crossly, pulling her hand away. She would not let down her guard no matter how cute that dimple was. This balcony was hers and hers alone.The man carried on with his banter, "let me guess, you are a doctor, lawyer or CEO of some Stock-Exchange listed company, and you bought yourself a shiny award by making a large donation to The Foundation?""God, no!" Natalie pretended to shudder, and there was that laugh again. Rich and warm, like coffee on a cold winter's morning."What's wrong with doctors, lawyers and CEOs?" he asked, a perplexed look in his eye."Other than being self-absorbed, pompous jackasses, absolutely nothing!" Natalie smiled."So you are?""Passing through town," she said, embracing her role as Noelle for the moment. "Monday, I'll be back in my hermit's cabin, living out my reclusive life away from all the doctors, lawyers and CEOs of this world.""What a shame!" he said, disappointment etched on his face. But as quickly as it had appeared, it was gone, leaving Natalie wondering if she'd imagined it."I'm Levi Van Holt, and it's an honour to share this balcony with you, Noelle," he added.The name sounded f
Levi watched Noelle's fingers slip away as she eased herself from both their grasps, his heart screaming at him to not let her leave with Paul.But even when he felt it deep in his gut that things would not end well for her if she left with this man, he still allowed her to pull away.The door closed softly behind them, solidifying the visceral feeling in the pit of his stomach.Shivering a little, Levi watched the moon slowly make its way up the clear night sky, wishing he'd done more to keep her with him."Noelle!" he sighed in frustration. He should have added her as a contact as soon as he saw the fire in her eyes when she called dibs on the balcony.The door yawned open, and he turned expectantly, relieved she came to her senses. "Noelle?"But his shoulders sagged when he saw his partner cross the small area in a few quick strides."I thought I'd find you hiding in some dark and depressing corner. I was wrong. This view never gets old!" Mark said, his arms spread out as if to embr
Paul didn't give Natalie any room to object. He grabbed her hand and led her out of the Blue Room."This isn't necessary, you know! I can walk on my own. Let me go!" she tried to shake off his hand, but he held on tightly and twisted her wrist as he dragged her out of the hotel, her shoes sliding on the gleaming floor.When Paul's driver pulled up in a sleek Lexus, Natalie kicked up a fuss, refusing to get in the car. She felt it deep in her gut that if she got in, she might never come out. Not alive, at least.She was so damn relieved when the security guard came over to check on the commotion. But her hope quickly vanished when the thick wad of crisp one hundred Rand notes from Paul's wallet proved to be enough to buy his silence.He helped Paul shove her into the back seat and closed the door, ignoring her pleas for help as she slammed her palms on the window, her eyes wide with horror and panic.As soon as the car slid away from the entrance, Paul slipped on a pair of brass knuckle
They left the hotel just after 7:00 PM, with Mark still buzzing from the free-flowing booze he'd guzzled throughout the evening. He fiddled with the stereo, searching for upbeat tunes to keep him all fired up. Eventually, he settled on some house music and cranked up the volume, sending the metal walls of his car shuddering. "We did it, man! Woohoo!" he cheered, slapping Levi hard on the back. Levi breathed in sharply, wincing in pain. He'd never get used to his friend's strength; he was a mass of muscles, thanks to his strict daily sessions with a personal trainer. "So, did we kick butt or what?" Mark asked, linking his hands behind his head as he leaned back in his seat, content with himself and life in general. After being fondled half the evening, Levi would not have expected anything less, and he was mighty glad the gala was finally over. Now that he'd fulfilled his duty to Van Holt Industries, he hoped his father would not ask him for anything else for at least another year.
Natalie roused to life in total panic when she realised she was in a stationary car, dead sure it was Paul's, and he'd somehow come back for her.It had to be.It had the same luxurious interiors and leather car seat smell—a smell she would now associate with the beating she had endured at his hands.With dread, she turned to the man beside her, expecting to see his cold, pale blue eyes staring back at her.She trembled with relief when she found Levi focused on his phone.She was so happy it wasn't Paul, so relieved she was safe— for the moment at least—she said a small prayer of gratitude, sobbing when the memory of Levi holding her so gently after he almost ran her over drifted through her mind."You're awake," he said as he peeled his eyes away from his phone and gave her his undivided attention.Behind the wheel sat the man from earlier, the same one who'd wanted to call an ambulance, and Natalie immediately tensed up, remembering Paul's warning. She had to leave before the ambula
They followed her for a while, and Mark was irritable the whole time. He didn't understand why they couldn't just snatch Noelle up and drop her off at the nearest hospital or police station."You heard her. No hospitals," Levi said again when the same suggestion to make her someone else's problem came up."I know a lot about bad ideas, and I can spot them a mile away. That woman is a bad idea waiting to happen. Why are we getting involved with her?"Levi explained for the third or fourth time. "Because we almost ran her over! Do you not feel guilty at all?""But we didn't. I don't see why I should feel guilty. Besides, weren't you the one who wanted to run back to Chassis for the patch deployment?" Mark asked, appealing to the workaholic in him.But Levi held steady, refusing to change his mind. "We have an army of developers. What the fuck do we pay them for if I have to monitor them constantly?"Mark sighed and looked through the glove compartment for his Dunhills. He rolled down his
It was Sunday when Natalie opened her eyes again.Groaning, she draped her hand over her face to block out the fluorescent light glaring down at her.She knew she was in a hospital. The sterile smell of antiseptic filling the air couldn't be confused with anything else, and it spurred her to action.She had to leave.Right now.Paul was very clear. No police. No hospitals. Otherwise, he'd fix her up real good."Ugh!" Natalie moaned as she pushed aside the white sheets and placed her feet on the floor, the room shaking violently in front of her. Every part of her ached. Everything felt broken. But it was nothing a couple of aspirins couldn't fix just as soon as she got out of there.So she powered through the pain and looked through the side cabinet, smiling with relief when she found her stuff, feeling grateful everything was still there. Not so much for the clothes and necklace but for her phone inside the clutch. Her purse was also still there, with everything intact— her two hundred
Natalie flipped through a dozen or so images of bruises in various colours, shapes, and sizes."What is this? Who is this? Am I supposed to know what these mean?" she asked shrilly, dumping the pictures on the bed."That's you, and those are the bruises on your body.""That's a lie!" Natalie shook her head.No, she wasn't the girl in those photos. She didn't get beat up in the back seat of a luxury car for chatting with a stranger at a gala she had no business attending.She wasn't that girl.She was Natalie Taylor, the girl who came to Rock Union to save her brother."I know it's hard to accept—""That's not me!" she cut Sam off. But even as she denied it, she knew it was true. She didn't have to breathe deeply to feel the sharp pain in her lungs and abdomen. It was so constant it was almost a part of her now. But she'd wanted to pretend, just so she could hold on to the last shred of dignity she thought she still had.Confronted with the images, Natalie could no longer deny it.She w
"Something's different," Natalie murmured as she flicked her gaze through the room.Levi gave her a back hug and kissed the top of her head. "I installed shutters.""Why?""This is our second home, Nat, and I wanted you to feel safe and comfortable.""Thank you," she turned around and hugged him, resting her head on his chest. "The windows don't look as scary and frightening as they did when I first stayed over.""That was the plan. To make them look less frightening." He tapped her nose and asked, "are you hungry?""For something else.""I was hoping you'd say that!" he replied and promptly threw her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes as he carried her to their bedroom."You sexy brute!" Natalie scolded him. "Put me down. The housekeepers will see us!"But he paid her no mind and only set her down once they were in their room."Say it again," he commanded as he moved over her on the bed and nibbled her lower lip. "Tell me all the filthy things you want me to do to you."Natalie
Natalie had to blink a few times at the picturesque scene before her. It was hard to believe this place, decorated splendidly in ivory and silver motifs, was the same town hall used by Sparrow Beach's residence association to host their weekly meetings."This is amazing," she whispered as she swept her gaze through the room, at all the tiny details, the little things she would never have thought of if she was left to her own devices. Cynthia and the wedding planners had done an incredible job transforming it into a venue fit for a grand wedding reception. Natalie couldn't pry her eyes away from string fairy lights draping the ceiling. But the smell of white lilies permeating the room transported her back to her balcony at The Empress the night Levi proposed to her, and she turned him down. It felt like a lifetime ago, and as she gave him a sidelong glance and caught him looking at her, she couldn't help but be glad he never gave up on her, and she had the sense to say yes on his sixth
At the altar, Seth and Mark seemed to be way more nervous than Levi."Are you sure about this?" Mark asked for the hundredth time, and Levi gritted his teeth for the hundredth time."How many times should I tell you? I love Nat, and I want to spend the rest of my life with her.""Well, I'm just saying marriage is forever, you know." Mark dabbed his forehead with his handkerchief."Why are you sweating? It's not even your wedding," Seth said as he pulled out his own handkerchief and patted his face."Can I have some water?" Liam asked. "God, I need some water. What did that crazy Russian do to me last night?""You fell for his dare again," Mark tried to fill in the blanks for him. "He made you a Russian fuck bomb—that's what he called it. Still don't know what was in it. But you were a goner after you drank that shit, and we had to help Eden carry you back to your room at the B&B.""No wonder she's mad as fuck at me," Liam whispered. "Is she looking at me right now? Guys, I can feel he
The weatherman had predicted strong winds and heavy rain. But Natalie's big day dawned bright and sunny. The sky was as blue as the ocean behind her house, with no cloud in sight. Amber and Colleen thought it was a good omen, and Emily, not a believer of anything really, agreed with them."You are the most beautiful bride I've ever seen," Amber said for what felt like the hundredth time since Natalie had stepped into her wedding dress.They were in one of the smaller administration rooms on the chapel's grounds, and the stylists had turned it into a makeshift dressing room."What are you talking about? I'm the only bride you've ever seen!" Natalie teased, but she really was overwhelmed by all the love her sister and friends had shown her, and she was trying so hard not to cry and ruin her makeup."Just accept the compliment already," Colleen scolded her as she fussed over the hem of Natalie's dress."Yeah, Nat, you need to learn to work on accepting compliments graciously," Emily agre
"Is everything okay with you two?" Colleen approached him. "I'm sensing a weird vibe. Are you guys getting cold feet?""I don't know about Nat, but I'm not," Levi replied and pushed his hands in his pockets. "How was she today? I don't know…These last two weeks, she's been so calm.""And how is that a bad thing?""Because I know Nat. A wedding is a huge, life-altering event, and she doesn't do life-altering events well. Her knee-jerk reaction is to run. I'm just scared that—Never mind.""No," Colleen refused to let him leave her with half the info. "You're scared of what?""She's too calm, Leeny. The last time she was this way was when she threw you the welcome party. The very next day, she made a run for it without telling me about the twins.""That was months ago!" Colleen reminded him. "You're overthinking this. I've seen the way Nat looks at you. She's crazy about you and your babies. She won't leave you in the lurch! Besides, where would she run to? This is her home town."Right,
Julian and Andrei took it upon themselves to throw Levi the biggest and craziest bachelor party Sparrow Beach had ever seen.And Levi was only happy to blame Mark for everything."What did I do? I followed your 'no bachelor party' rule to the T." His best friend held up his hands as they watched Liam, Jaxon and Matthew try to outdrink each other over a beer pong game."That's exactly why it's your fault. You didn't enforce the rule hard enough," Levi replied, his attention stolen away briefly by Julian and Andrei sipping champagne from the navel of one of the three models-slash-strippers they'd flown in for the occasion.The said model was laid out on the pool table, her half-naked body out on display for everyone to see, and Levi wondered just how Joe had allowed this debauchery to carry on at his family-friendly establishment."Seriously, Mark, as my best man, how do you think Natalie will feel about all this crap?"Ten—maybe even two years ago—this was totally his scene. But now, a
In theory, the idea of having twins had sounded fun and appealing. But the reality was far from it, as Natalie and Levi soon learned over the next few weeks.Indeed, it was double the blessing, double the fun, and double the joy. But it was also double the work, and it didn't help that the first week after they brought them home, Juno and Mars decided to go on different sleep schedules.If she and Levi didn't have a strong support system to rely on, Natalie knew they would have lost their minds in those first few weeks.Mrs Ackerman semi-moved in with them, splitting her time between the Blue Mountains and Green Point. It was nice having her around; she was a pro at the never-ending laundry of tiny-sized human clothes and the general upkeep of the house.Levi suggested hiring a nanny full time, but Natalie wasn't sold on the idea. She wanted to be hands-on and involved in the twins' upbringing."Love, it's not working," he said after one particularly difficult night. They were running
Natalie received a clean bill of health five days after the twins' arrival, and two days later, they were all finally allowed to leave the hospital.After months of being cooped up in bed and eating terrible hospital food, she couldn't get home fast enough.She couldn't stop raving about all the stuff she'd do when they got home, like taking an actual shower and sleeping in her own bed—all the things she used to take for granted before her bed rest.Zachary and Carlos picked them up, and they spent a few minutes gazing at the twins in their double infant stroller, trying to decide who they resembled the most."I really can't tell who they look like," Carlos admitted at last."Neither can we," Levi said with a smile as he covered the twins with a light blanket and turned to Natalie. "Ready to go?"She took one last look around the ward, ensuring they had all their stuff. Satisfied everything was packed away, she nodded. "Yep, let's go home."She hooked her arm around Levi's, and he pus
Levi called his assistant on his way back to the hospital and cancelled all his meetings for the week."Sir," Angela said before they could hang up. "We are all thinking of you. Norah and Natalie's team are beside themselves with worry. But she's a fighter. She'll be out of the hospital in no time.""Thank you," he smiled into the phone, praying with all his heart she was right. He'd lose his mind if anything had to happen to Natalie and their twins. They'd come too far for him to lose her now, especially after everything they'd been through.After he hung up from Angela, he called Amber. She was hysterical, and it took him a long time to calm her down and assure her Natalie, and their babies were fine, and there was no need for them to drive down to Rock Union.He was immensely relieved when he found Natalie sitting up, chatting with his folks and her bestie.Now that he was back, his parents and Emily excused themselves, promising to return later to relieve him."See, I told you I'l