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"Nothing much" she smiled and moved closer to Ryu , one hand resting on his solid chest. I suddenly felt a burst of anger. How dare she touch him!I grabbed her hand and drew her to my side. How can I let her slutty hands touch Ryu?!Sara instantly didn't know what to do. It was clear than she was going to ask Ryu for a second date but I disrupted her plans. Ha! I won't let them be together. He can only be with me.Ryu on the other hand was glaring at our joined hands. It made me furious. So Ryu really likes Sara so much that he can't stand me holding her hand? Why would he like the stupid slut? Is she the reason he never made another move on me? Are they dating and I don't know about it?Oh shit. But if they were, Toshiro would know and he would have told us. But it's still possible. They could be secretly dating.Oh God.I'll show him. I'll show him that he can't be with Sara. I'll show him that she wasn't for him.I pulled her closer and pressed our lips together. The action had th
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I knew I was saying trash. I was spewing nonsense faster than I could think but I couldn't help it. I felt angry, jealous and betrayed."Is this why you asked me to help him that night?" I asked. "So you could win his love and he'll let you fuck him?"He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and yanked me close. The package I held fell to the floor. He held up his fist in a threatening manner."One more word like that and I won't hesitate to punch you"I let out a bitter laugh. "You'll hit me for him?"So I wasn't worth much in Ryu eyes. I'm nothing. The fag was more important."What were you doing with Sara then? You accuse me of using people and hurting them but you're doing the exact same thing! You used her...and me" I whispered the last part."If hurting you is what it takes to protect a friend then I'll do it" Ryu stated. "And I never used Sara . We went on one date. That's it". His voice went low. "I never used you too. You're the one who messed up. Besides, aren't you her boyfr
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"You seeing anyone lately Haruto?" I asked, wanting to steer the conversation away from sex."Nope. Not yet" he answered.Toshiro chuckled. "Haruto is a nun. Saving himself for the lord or should I say, Virgin Mary"Haruto chucked a pillow at Toshiro who ducked since he saw it coming. We burst out laughing. It's kinda true though. I've never heard Haruto mention any girl to me. Now that I think of it, he rarely talks about sex."Where's the party gonna hold again?" I asked."That hilltop on the outskirts of the city. If we wanna make it on time, we should leave now" Haruto answered. "We still have to pick up the girls""Just give me a few seconds. I need to get my hair right" Toshiro said.I groaned. I'm gonna be stuck in the car with Sara and her strong perfume again. She's always all over me. So needy.I'd rather latch onto Ryu's bicep. He's so strong. Oh god, I miss him. I want him. I feel miserable. It hurts when you have someone in your heart but can't have them in your arms.May
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I found Sara speaking to some of her cheerleading friends. She looked so happy that the thought of breaking her heart made me feel guilty but I had to do it. I had to fix things or I'll just continue to be miserable. Besides, she'll come to know that I've just been deceiving her and that would be much worse."Hey Sara," I said as I made my way to them. "Can we talk for a moment?". I gently grabbed her elbow and led her away without giving her a chance to answer. I took us away from the loud music to a semi-secluded area. Just a few people were littered around the place, chilling and drinking."Babe, what's wrong?" She asked, looking concerned.Everything's wrong Sara. It's all just fucking wrong.Now that she was in front of me, waiting, I suddenly didn't know how to phrase my words. I didn't know how to tell her I didn't want her. I kinda dreaded her reaction. The last time I broke up with her for Aera, she went wild. Maybe I shouldn't do this in public.But then, I remembered Ryu ki
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Tears were streaming down her cheeks. Her makeup was already ruined and she looked like a haggard doll. "Is it because I sleep around a lot? I haven't been with anyone else since we got together. I swear it. I love you, Aito. I love you so much. I've always loved you. Since the first day I met you. Why can't you love me too? What's so repulsing about me?""Nothing," I said to her. "Absolutely nothing Sara""Then why?!" She snapped. "Why do you want to break up with me?!""Because my heart belongs to someone else!" I snapped back. "I have feelings for someone else and it's killing me that they don't know. I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry but I can't. We can't be together""Yes we can" she insisted. "It's not hard. Just open up your heart to me"."That's the thing Sara. I can't" I said to her. "I just can't"She shook her head, refusing to listen to me. She walked closer and cupped my cheeks with both hands. "Yes, you can Aito-kun. It's easy. Just spend more time with me baby. It'll b
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"Look we can talk tomorrow Aito. You really should go" Ryu said to me, ignoring her completely.I folded my arms above my chest and stood my ground. "I told you, I'm not leaving""Fuck" he cursed.I knew standing there wouldn't work. He wouldn't listen to me like that so I yanked the girl's arm from his shoulder and dragged her towards my car."Aito, what the hell are you doing?" he asked, confused."Making sure we can talk" I replied. I unlocked my car, opened the passenger door, and shoved her inside. She squealed then burst into a fit of giggles. "Are we having sex in your car?" She asked, giggling hysterically.I scoffed. "You wish". I closed the door, locked the car then made my way back to a stunned Ryu. "Now can we talk?" I asked.He looked at me then the car. I shoved the car key into my pocket and folded my arms again, waiting for his answer.When he saw that I wasn't backing down, he gave up and opened the front door. "Make it quick," he said but I snickered to myself.Once
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The answer made my heart squeeze painfully. But that didn't mean that I don't like him now. Because I do. I really do."That's what I thought" he said when I didn't reply."No Ryu it's not true" I quickly said. "Sure I don't think I would have ever thought of us together but that doesn't mean that I don't like you now. We didn't start off as friends. In fact, you made it clear that you didn't like me but things are different now""Yes. I agree that things are different" he said. "Despite how we didn't like each other at first, we ended up doing things and I won't lie to you Aito, being intimate with you is special to me and that's the more reason why I can't be with you. As I've said earlier, I won't be your experiment. I won't let you use me then dump me after you've had your fun like you did to Sara. I won't be your sex toy. I'll admit that I like you a lot Aito. A fucking lot but that doesn't mean I'll whore myself out to you. I don't want just your body. I want you entirely. Your
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"Well, I was about to invite you over to my house before she interrupted us" I proceeded to explain. "All was fine until she touched your bare chest. I got mad and jealous so I held her hand to stop her from touching you further. You kept glaring at our joined hands so I thought you were mad that I was holding her because you liked her. That increased my anger so I kissed her to prove to you that she wasn't worth it. That she's just a slut"Ryu sighed. "It's like your brain just shuts down when you're mad doesn't it? You don't even think for a second before doing something. Your actions ended up hurting us all"My head went even lower in shame."You kissing her just confirmed my thoughts of you regretting our night together. I felt used and betrayed. Couldn't you just calm down and think before doing anything?""I'm sorry" I whispered, feeling more tears in my eyes.He pinched my chin the raised my head so he could look into my eyes."Promise me that you'll talk things out with me bef
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We can never be together so it's better that I don't exist in this world. Ryu will be able to live happily. He won't have to see a murderer like me again.I could see everything clearly now.I could vividly understand how Aera must have felt. One can't fully understand another's pain unless the person has been through the same situation. How she felt when the video was released, I've felt it too. How she felt when she thought I was behind everything, I've felt it too. Just that, I never recorded any video but Ryu really did. Her pain, only I can fully understand.Her feelings of hatred for me, stemmed from the fact that she misunderstood me and she didn't trust me. She just assumed I did it based on my past reputation.She assumed.I suddenly hate that word.Just as I had assumed someone was plotting against me and Ryu, just to find out that it was actually Ryu.I sighed deeply. Right from time, I've been punished for someone else's deeds. I lost Aera. I had psychological problems. I
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By the time Ryu was done, my body was stained with his fluids and the inside of my thighs were on fire. My skin there was delicate and Ryu was especially rough, making the place look frighteningly red. There were harsh bite marks all over my chest. Around my neck, there were even traces of blood.Although Ryu didn't do it with me, he still made the experience very painful. My eyelids felt very heavy and swollen. The result of crying too much. My throat hurt from all the screaming and begging. My arms, which were still bound by the belt were sore.I was tired. My heart was tired.Ryu came out of the bathroom, clean and fully dressed. He untied me then looked away. "Pathetic. Get up and clean yourself. You have twenty minutes. If you don't come out within that time, I'll drag you out however you are. I've wasted enough time already"With that, he walked out and slammed the door, leaving me in all the filth on the bed.That was the last straw. A sudden dull pain flashed in my head. I gro
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Warning: Violation.With that, he smashed our lips together but it wasn't the usual kiss I was used to. It was hard, rough and it hurt. His tongue dug deep into my mouth and he sucked savagely.My eyes went wide as I realised something shocking.I didn't want it. For the first time in my life, I didn't want Ryu's kiss.I raised my hands to his chest and pushed as hard as I could but he didn't budge an inch. He was like a solid wall, trapping my body against the door. I tried to move my head away but his fingers moved from my chin to the back of my neck and held me in place. I was completely powerless. There was nothing I could do.This kind of kiss, filled with anger, hatred and a mad thirst for revenge.I didn't want it. It hurt too much.I bit his tongue hard and he let out a muffled groan. I thought he would pull out but he kissed harder instead. I cringed at the metallic taste of blood. So as not to let it happen again, he grabbed my jaw and squeezed. I couldn't move it let alone
Savage Love Chapter 147
I stepped out of the bathroom holding a first aid kit. Ryu was leaning on the wall by the door, making me wonder if he had been listening to what I was doing. Did he think I would try to escape?"What is that?" he asked, glancing at the box in my hands. My heart was racing with fear. What if he refused to let me treat his hand?"F-First aid" I stuttered, not daring to look at him. I chose to stare at his injured hand instead. "Y-Your hand... when you fought with dad... i-it's still bleeding""So what?" he scoffed. "You're going to help me?"I lowered my head further. "If you would let me..."The world swayed as I was suddenly grabbed by my collar and jacked up. Caught by surprise, the kit flew right out of my hands and crashed to the floor. He slammed me hard against the bathroom door, making me hit my head on the hard wood. My vision blurred instantly and I cried out in pain. It hurt. It really hurt."Just what the fuck do you think you're doing?!" he seethed. My sight was hazy but I
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But, what will happen to me after? Will Mr Igarashi honour his promise and let me be with Ryu? No matter what, I still wanted that more than anything.I stood up but a wave a intense dizziness crashed over me and I felt my body falling forward but before I made contact with the ground, a familiar strong arm seized my waist and my body came in contact with that familiar body.My head was directly on his hard chest, his arm like a vice around my waist, my senses surrounded by his breezy scent and my body, soaking in his warmth.I closed my eyes and it felt like I was transported back to the past. When I had no idea who he really was. When I was just falling for him. When everything was still alright.Ryu saved me. He saved me from getting stabbed by Mr Igarashi and now, he saved me from falling.I was confused. Does Ryu hate me or not?If he does, why would he save me twice?What were his real feelings?I slowly raised my head up and our eyes met. My heart sunk to my stomach. There was
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"Are you done?" Ryu suddenly asked, as if everything they had been saying was utter nonsense and he couldn't wait for them to shut up.Ryu...He suddenly chuckled then gazed at me. "I was gone for a few minutes and you manged to brainwash my own friends". He took a few steps towards me and the corners of his lips raised up a little. It was a smile that wasn't a smile. "Commendable"I shook my head in disbelief. "T-That wasn't- I-I-"Although, I shouldn't be surprised" he continued. "You have that charm"Huh? I have that charm? What did he mean?"Ryuho, you're misunderstanding" Yasu said. "Just calm down and listen to us first""Yes. Nothing like that happened" Kaito added."And how will you know?" He turned back to Yasu and Kaito. "It happens before you even know it. You look into his eyes and with just a few words, he makes you feel.... anyway, it doesn't matter. You two should leave""But Ryuho, are you really not going to give Aito a chance?" Kaito asked. "You can't tell me that al
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"You think we're afraid?" Mum shouted. "We don't fucking care! Come at us with all you've got! We're the Yamamotos and there's nothing we can't handle! Ryu, if we manage to get free, just run. Run as far as you can and hide from us because if we get you, you'll wish you were never born! I'll personally grind you to dust! I will- ah!"In the blink of an eye, Ryu swiftly snatched the gun in Tobio's hand and pointed it at mum who cried out in shock. "You will what?" he asked, raising a brow. "You will what?!"Mum went silent. Her eyes were wide, staring at the gun like it would go off anytime. It was so obvious that she was scared shitless.He cocked the gun. "Speak!"That single command made us all tremble. Was he really going to shoot?"Y-You wouldn't dare!" she spat. "A-Aito won't give you what you want"Ryu laughed like it was the funniest thing he heard all day. "You know what Mrs Yamamoto, the secrets of your study are not what I want but what father wants. That's why you're still
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Warning: Violence.Ryu strolled directly before dad, looking so cold that it made my heart thump with fear but dad didn't cower. He raised his head and glared at him straight on. "I've dealt with stupid kids like you" he sneered. "Inexperienced little shit heads that come crying for revenge. You think you can scare me Ryu? You think because you found out the truth that I'll what? Cry and beg for mercy? Fall on the ground and lick your feet? Beg for forgiveness?"With every word dad spoke, Ryu's frown deepened further. I had a bad feeling. A very very bad feeling. Like things would go very wrong.He chuckled. "Well you're gravely mistaken Ryu" dad continued with a smirk. "I do not regret a single action of mine. Who asked your parents to plunge into a world they knew nothing of? I was even kind hearted enough to offer them a way out. I tried to negotiate with them but no. They preferred their so called dignity over my money. You know what? Your meddling father got what he deserved. I'm
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"Oh my God, Aito, I'm so sorry. So that's what Dr Desai and your mum were arguing over today" Kaito said, wiping his tears. "I didn't know. I'm sorry"I couldn't help but smile. "Come on. We didn't know each other when it all happened. What are you sorry for? Stop crying. It's all in the past"He nodded but still kept on crying. Yasu had to hug him tight. "Does Ryuho know all of this?" he asked me while making soothing circles on Kaito's back.I shook my head. "He probably doesn't. And I don't want him to know""But he should" Yasu said. "I understand why you became that way Aito. Even I don't know what will happen to me if I lose Kaito so yeah, I totally get it. And I believe you because I've seen the way you love Ryuho. He should know that you really loved his sister. He should know that you weren't behind her death""Aren't I though?" I asked. "I was careless and let someone record us. I should have been able to protect her""You can't do everything Aito" Kaito said. "How would you
