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Chapter 30
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I didn't get to talk to Ryu for days. My friends were always around me. If we're not goofing around and listening to Toshiro’s news during lunch, we were always hanging out, watching movies, being forced to accompany the girls to the mall, playing video games and having sleepovers. I realized they were dead serious on hanging out together like old times and I had to admit that it was quite refreshing though I missed Ryu a lot. Like, a lot.Talking to him at school was difficult because we weren't really familiar with each other in public and I just couldn't gather the courage to do it. I know where he lives but I didn't want to go there uninvited. He wasn't making any move either so I was really sad and discouraged. Maybe it was a one time thing to him.With each passing day, I found myself watching Ryu constantly and I found everything about him beautiful. The simple smiles, his reactions to things, body movements, what color and style of clothes suited him best. I payed a lot of at
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"Nothing much" she smiled and moved closer to Ryu , one hand resting on his solid chest. I suddenly felt a burst of anger. How dare she touch him!I grabbed her hand and drew her to my side. How can I let her slutty hands touch Ryu?!Sara instantly didn't know what to do. It was clear than she was going to ask Ryu for a second date but I disrupted her plans. Ha! I won't let them be together. He can only be with me.Ryu on the other hand was glaring at our joined hands. It made me furious. So Ryu really likes Sara so much that he can't stand me holding her hand? Why would he like the stupid slut? Is she the reason he never made another move on me? Are they dating and I don't know about it?Oh shit. But if they were, Toshiro would know and he would have told us. But it's still possible. They could be secretly dating.Oh God.I'll show him. I'll show him that he can't be with Sara. I'll show him that she wasn't for him.I pulled her closer and pressed our lips together. The action had th
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I knew I was saying trash. I was spewing nonsense faster than I could think but I couldn't help it. I felt angry, jealous and betrayed."Is this why you asked me to help him that night?" I asked. "So you could win his love and he'll let you fuck him?"He grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and yanked me close. The package I held fell to the floor. He held up his fist in a threatening manner."One more word like that and I won't hesitate to punch you"I let out a bitter laugh. "You'll hit me for him?"So I wasn't worth much in Ryu eyes. I'm nothing. The fag was more important."What were you doing with Sara then? You accuse me of using people and hurting them but you're doing the exact same thing! You used her...and me" I whispered the last part."If hurting you is what it takes to protect a friend then I'll do it" Ryu stated. "And I never used Sara . We went on one date. That's it". His voice went low. "I never used you too. You're the one who messed up. Besides, aren't you her boyfr
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"You seeing anyone lately Haruto?" I asked, wanting to steer the conversation away from sex."Nope. Not yet" he answered.Toshiro chuckled. "Haruto is a nun. Saving himself for the lord or should I say, Virgin Mary"Haruto chucked a pillow at Toshiro who ducked since he saw it coming. We burst out laughing. It's kinda true though. I've never heard Haruto mention any girl to me. Now that I think of it, he rarely talks about sex."Where's the party gonna hold again?" I asked."That hilltop on the outskirts of the city. If we wanna make it on time, we should leave now" Haruto answered. "We still have to pick up the girls""Just give me a few seconds. I need to get my hair right" Toshiro said.I groaned. I'm gonna be stuck in the car with Sara and her strong perfume again. She's always all over me. So needy.I'd rather latch onto Ryu's bicep. He's so strong. Oh god, I miss him. I want him. I feel miserable. It hurts when you have someone in your heart but can't have them in your arms.May
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I found Sara speaking to some of her cheerleading friends. She looked so happy that the thought of breaking her heart made me feel guilty but I had to do it. I had to fix things or I'll just continue to be miserable. Besides, she'll come to know that I've just been deceiving her and that would be much worse."Hey Sara," I said as I made my way to them. "Can we talk for a moment?". I gently grabbed her elbow and led her away without giving her a chance to answer. I took us away from the loud music to a semi-secluded area. Just a few people were littered around the place, chilling and drinking."Babe, what's wrong?" She asked, looking concerned.Everything's wrong Sara. It's all just fucking wrong.Now that she was in front of me, waiting, I suddenly didn't know how to phrase my words. I didn't know how to tell her I didn't want her. I kinda dreaded her reaction. The last time I broke up with her for Aera, she went wild. Maybe I shouldn't do this in public.But then, I remembered Ryu ki
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Tears were streaming down her cheeks. Her makeup was already ruined and she looked like a haggard doll. "Is it because I sleep around a lot? I haven't been with anyone else since we got together. I swear it. I love you, Aito. I love you so much. I've always loved you. Since the first day I met you. Why can't you love me too? What's so repulsing about me?""Nothing," I said to her. "Absolutely nothing Sara""Then why?!" She snapped. "Why do you want to break up with me?!""Because my heart belongs to someone else!" I snapped back. "I have feelings for someone else and it's killing me that they don't know. I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry but I can't. We can't be together""Yes we can" she insisted. "It's not hard. Just open up your heart to me"."That's the thing Sara. I can't" I said to her. "I just can't"She shook her head, refusing to listen to me. She walked closer and cupped my cheeks with both hands. "Yes, you can Aito-kun. It's easy. Just spend more time with me baby. It'll b
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"Look we can talk tomorrow Aito. You really should go" Ryu said to me, ignoring her completely.I folded my arms above my chest and stood my ground. "I told you, I'm not leaving""Fuck" he cursed.I knew standing there wouldn't work. He wouldn't listen to me like that so I yanked the girl's arm from his shoulder and dragged her towards my car."Aito, what the hell are you doing?" he asked, confused."Making sure we can talk" I replied. I unlocked my car, opened the passenger door, and shoved her inside. She squealed then burst into a fit of giggles. "Are we having sex in your car?" She asked, giggling hysterically.I scoffed. "You wish". I closed the door, locked the car then made my way back to a stunned Ryu. "Now can we talk?" I asked.He looked at me then the car. I shoved the car key into my pocket and folded my arms again, waiting for his answer.When he saw that I wasn't backing down, he gave up and opened the front door. "Make it quick," he said but I snickered to myself.Once
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The answer made my heart squeeze painfully. But that didn't mean that I don't like him now. Because I do. I really do."That's what I thought" he said when I didn't reply."No Ryu it's not true" I quickly said. "Sure I don't think I would have ever thought of us together but that doesn't mean that I don't like you now. We didn't start off as friends. In fact, you made it clear that you didn't like me but things are different now""Yes. I agree that things are different" he said. "Despite how we didn't like each other at first, we ended up doing things and I won't lie to you Aito, being intimate with you is special to me and that's the more reason why I can't be with you. As I've said earlier, I won't be your experiment. I won't let you use me then dump me after you've had your fun like you did to Sara. I won't be your sex toy. I'll admit that I like you a lot Aito. A fucking lot but that doesn't mean I'll whore myself out to you. I don't want just your body. I want you entirely. Your
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Mr Igarashi was enraged. "What do you think you're doing, Ryuho?". He tried to remove his hand but Ryu just held it tighter."You can't kill him father" he answered and the hope that had been been extinguished in me was ignited once again.Tears of joy ran down my face. Ryu stopped him. Ryu stopped him!Does this mean Ryu couldn't bear to see me dead? Does this mean he had even a sliver of feelings for me? Does this mean we still had a chance?"Ryuho, what are you doing?" Tobio asked as he stepped up. "Let go""Oh you shut up" Kaito snapped, pulling Tobio back. Tobio tried to break free but Yasu grabbed him by the collar and held him in place."Stay here like a good boy" he said, patting Tobio's hair. "Do not interfere between father and son""Let go of me this instant!" Mr Igarashi commanded, trying but failing to free himself. "What the fuck has gotten into you? Don't tell me his little speech has softened you. Or have you developed some kind of feelings for him?"My hope burned br
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At my question, Mr Igarashi finally released me then stood straight. He stayed there until he slowed his breathing and schooled his expression. "What do I want from you?" he asked then laughed. He raised a hand then patted my hair. "Ah, I want so many things from you Aito. I want to see you in pain. On one hand, I just want to fucking kill you right now and on the other, I want to torture you till you beg for death. I want you to suffer like my daughter suffered""No! Aito has suffered enough!" Yua wailed. "D-Don't hurt him anymore! I-It wasn't him. It was us. It was Sakura and I that hurt her the most out of jealousy. Aito even tried to protect her. He-""Silence!" Mr Igarashi snapped and she immediately shut her mouth. "You think he's the only one I'm going to punish? I'm coming for you sweetheart. Don't worry" Yua visibly paled as she shrunk back, as if her presence would be hidden from him by doing that."You know, that friend of yours, Sakura, is very lucky" he said, meeting my
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To say I was shocked would be an understatement. That sudden information slapped the life out of me. I was frozen still and I couldn't even breath. The entire room was deathly still and felt like air didn't even exist. My ears were muffled by the erratic beating of my own heart. It was so fast and so painful that I wanted to pass out.Mr Igarashi... is... Aera's father?..."So you see," Mr Igarashi continued, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb. I don't know if it was due to my pounding heartbeat that flooded my ears but his voice sounded far away and a bit distorted. "It isn't just Ryuho who wants revenge for what you did to his parents. I also want revenge for what you did to my daughter!""H-How can it be?" Toshiro stuttered. The fear in his voice was evident. "H-How can you be her father?"Mr Igarashi chuckled lowly. "Due to issues you don't need to know, we got divorced and although I loved my daughter immensely, I let my ex-wife get the custody. They both left me and settled do
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"Stop using him!" my dad gritted. "We all know that he's not really your son!"Wait what? I looked at Ryu but he was glaring at my parents. I glanced at everyone just to see that only Yua and I were shocked.Tobio, Yasu, Kaito, Toshiro, my mum and dad all seemed normal. Like they knew about it already. Wait, were Yasu and Kaito in on this too? Were they pretending to be on my side?Mr Igarashi looked amused. "Oh really? And how do you know that I'm not his real father?""Because I knew his real father. He looks nothing like you but looks exactly like Mr Gotou!""Then why is he calling me his father? Where is Mr Gotou?""He-" Dad began but stopped abruptly then went silent. He lowered his head and refused to speak."He what, Dad?" I asked. I wanted to know. I was tired of all the secrets. "I want to know everything. What are you all hiding?""Will you tell him or should I?" Mr Igarashi asked.Dad glared at him but still refused to speak. If Mr Igarashi wasn't Ryu's real father, it on
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My eyes widened in shock. He'll be mine? Ryu will be mine? Could he really do that? I gazed at him questionably for I couldn't believe it. Still, it didn't stop my heart from fluttering. "A-Are you serious?""Aito!" Toshiro snapped. "Are you fucking serious right now? He's lying to you. Don't fall for it!""I give you my word Aito" Mr Igarashi said. "I never go back on my word""What do you want?" I asked. I could already see the future. To be with Ryu..."Aito!" Dad roared. "Aito stop this!""Aito, listen to your dad" Yua said. "Don't betray us like this""What do you want?" I asked again, pretending like I couldn't hear them.For the first time, Mr Igarashi gave a genuine smile. "All I need is the passcode to their study and I want you to open the laptops inside. I'm sure you know the passcodes too"I nodded. "I know everything"My dad, Toshiro and Yua started to shout, trying to convince me not to agree. Not to listen.But I wanted Ryu. I deeply love Ryu. After everything, how co
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Those words were like sharp knives, slashing open my heart. Tears poured down my cheeks like a waterfall. I felt utterly humiliated and worthless. "Ryu...""Don't say my name" he snapped. "You don't deserve to say it""You fucker!" Toshiro shouted, twisting and turning on the floor, trying to untie himself. "What kind of person are you! Leave Aito alone and come fight me. I'll beat the shit out of you! I'll make you pay for this!""Shut up!" Tobio snapped, sending a kick to Toshiro's gut. "Shut the fuck up!"Toshiro coughed, scrunching his face in pain. Still, he didn't give up. "Cowards! You two are fucking cowards!"I felt so disappointed and ashamed of myself. Toshiro had told me so many times. Even Dr Desai too. But I refused to listen to any of them. I defended Ryu fiercely. In my heart, I believed I was loved by him. I believed I was his priority.And now... I chuckled. My pathetic situation was even funny to me now. I started to laugh, drawing their attention but I didn't care.
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I was stunned."W-What..."Ryu retracted his hands and took a step back. "When have I ever told you that I love you Aito?" he asked. "Think about it carefully. Have I ever told you those three words?"I raked my brain as hard and as fast as I could, thinking back on all the moments we've shared, all the times we've been together, and I couldn't come up with a single time he said the words 'I love you'. I couldn't remember Ryu telling me that he loves me. Not even once. Instead, I could hear myself repeating them over and over and over again to Ryu.Knowing that not once has he ever said those words to me made me weak. I felt like there was no energy in my body. As if my very life was seeping away.Then what about the intimate moments we shared? The kisses, the hugs, the looks of affection, the possessiveness, how he protected me, the concern he showed me, what were all that? What have we been doing?"I haven't right?" he asked with a smile. But the smile wasn't a smile. It was just a
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The picture frame crashed to the ground, emitting a loud crack sound, indicating that the glass had broken. I watched as the cold look in Ryu's eyes changed to that of fear and concern then he rushed into the room. At first I thought he was going to hug me or something but to my great disappointment, Ryu knelt on the wooden floor and gingerly picked up the broken frame. He held it in his hands as if it was some delicate fragile object.His head was bent low so I couldn't see his expression. He remained in that position for a few seconds, staring at the picture behind the shattered glass and at that moment, so many thoughts rushed into my head.Why did Ryu have Aera's picture? What was the connection? What did this all mean?Those questions flew out of my head though for Ryu suddenly raised his head and the way he looked at me made me stumble backwards in shock and fear."R-Ryu..." I whispered, not believing that he could actually stare at me like that.He was glaring at me like I was
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I pushed that question to the very back of my mind as I was about to enter Ryu's room but stoped when I saw a stream of light coming from his mum's room. The door was slightly ajar and I began to panic. Does this mean his mum was home??? Fuck! I was so used to never seeing that door open that I didn't even remember that he doesn't live alone. No wonder he left the front door open. How could he lock his mum inside? I held my breath and waited for a while but I didn't hear any sounds. Huh, maybe she was asleep. I quietly walked to the door and peeped through the small space. You can't blame me though. I was very curious for I had never seen his mum before. I visit Ryu a lot but not once did his mother and I ever meet. My eyes swept through the small room and I was confused to find no one there. Oh well. Maybe she was in the bathroom. I was about to leave when my eye caught something strange. There were stuff like papers littered all over the bed. Oh wait, they weren't papers. Maybe p
