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CHAPTER 293

Author: Shile
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Had Quinn suffered a crisis of faith in his skills as a lover? Was that somehow her fault?

You’ve been so focused on the results of sex—creating a baby—you’ve forgotten the best part of sex is creating lifelong intimacy with the person you trust above all others.

Libby gazed at him. When had their marriage become only about what she wanted and needed? What about Quinn’s wants and needs?

“Lib? Darlin’, what’s wrong?”

She swallowed the lump of guilt stuck in her throat. Quinn deserved better than the little he’d been getting from her. Sobering, to consider she had just as much changing to do as she’d expected from him—maybe more. Those changes wouldn’t happen overnight for either of them, but she’d do her part, starting right now.

“Nothing is wrong.” Libby’s voice dropped to a whisper. “I’ve missed you. Being with you like this.

Whenever you put your mouth on me I can’t think of anything else but how great you make me feel.”

Quinn’s eyes shone with male pride. He slapped his palms on th
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    “Has it come in handy?”No answer.Rather than demand her response, Quinn picked it up and turned it on. A loud buzzing sound echoed in the room.Libby’s face was beet red.“Tell me, have you used this vibrator?”“Yes, damn you, I did, okay? I was curious and horny and I burned through an entire sixteen pack of batteries in the first week. Happy now?”“Did it make you happy?” Quinn tossed the tube of K-Y on the bed and moved over her so they were face-to-face. “Is this piece of vibrating plastic better than the real thing?”She shook her head. “It takes the edge off, but it’s…”“What?”“Impersonal. Mechanical. Not you.” She gave him a considering look. “Are you mad?”“Hell no.” The grin he’d been hiding bloomed. “I’d been tryin’ to figure out a way to bring up sex toys to spice up our sex life long before our…break. I’m happy to see you’re good with it.” Quinn lowered his head, reviving their desire with a steamy kiss.“Mmm.” Libby whispered against his mouth, “You ready to fulfill yo

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    How much weight had Libby given to Jilly’s suggestions regarding fertility issues? A lot. After all, with four pregnancies under her belt, Jilly was an expert. She just wanted to help. Why had Libby confided her fears to her sister instead of her husband? God. She’d been such an idiot on so many levels.“Libby?”She couldn’t face him when she blurted, “I spent years feeling like a failure as a woman because I couldn’t pop out a little McKay.”“It ain’t like the McKay name is gonna die out with the way my cousins are reproducing like rabbits.”“True. But I was constantly fielding questions from relatives about when you and I were going to start a family since we’ve been married a while. If I hedged, then they asked if we were having marriage problems or reproductive issues. It was a stick poking an open wound you didn’t even know I had.”Libby felt him wince.“I’m so damn sorry. To be honest, it hurt that you wanted a kid more than you wanted me. Part of the reason I refused the fertil

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    “I didn’t care. I just wanted to be with you.” A wistful look crossed her face. “Sometimes I think we’ve come so far…and then I look at you and still feel like that unsure sixteen-year-old girl.”That jarred him. “Unsure about me?”“No, unsure on why you picked me.”“Why?”“The McKay boys’ reputation for preferring wild girls. I’ve never been wild.”“I ain’t ever been like my cousins when it comes to skirt chasin’. Didn’t interest me.” He allowed a small grin. “On the other hand, I’m likin’ that you’re finally gettin’ wild with me.”“But, you could’ve had any girl.”“Don’t matter. I didn’t want any other girl besides you, Libby. Then or now.”Libby’s gaze roamed his face. “What are we doing?”Quinn knew she wasn’t referring to their supper plans. A temporary break from the issues would do them both good, so he deliberately misunderstood her. “Soon as you slip on some clothes, we’re headed to the Tasty Treat.”Her mouth opened. Closed.“Come on, it’ll be fun.”“Fine.” She hopped off th

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    Dragging openmouthed kisses to his ear, she whispered, “Help me slide these down so I can touch you bare.”Immediately, Quinn gripped the back of the seat with his right hand and lifted his hips.Libby hooked her fingers in the waistband and pulled the sweatpants down to his knees. She curled her hand around the girth of his cock and squeezed.He hissed. Loudly.Hmmm. What other noises could she elicit from her normally silent cowboy?Still kissing his neck, she played with his cock. Feathering touches from tip to root, circling her thumb through the pre-come to tease the sweet spot below the head.After giving his jawline one last nip, she lowered her face into his lap and replaced her hand with her mouth.“Sweet Jesus, woman, what are you doin’?”Libby scooted back slightly for a better angle and cranked her head around. “If you don’t know I must be doing it wrong. You want me to stop?”“No!”“Thought you might say that.”“It’s just, I never thought you’d…” He looked down at her. “Y

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    Libby made a surprised noise.“Do you like that?”“Yes. It feels…Bare. Super-sensitive. Put your mouth on me. All over me. God. Everywhere. Like you promised.”“I ain’t lettin’ you outta my bed until mornin’. We clear on that?”“Uh-huh.”He helped her to her feet and they shuffled to the single bed inset into the wall. “Step up.”She stretched out flat on her back. Quinn ditched his clothes and turned off the lights before climbing in.After giving her a quick peck on the mouth, he kissed straight down her torso. Quinn used the tip of his tongue to trace her silky smooth pussy lips. He burrowed his tongue inside that hot, clenching channel then retreated to lick every hairless inch of her pussy. Damn. He could stay there for hours, coaxing the sticky sweetness from her body and gorging himself on her juices. On just her. His lover. His best friend.His wife. His everything. Not a stranger, his Libby.“That feels so… Oh, don’t stop.”He used his thumbs to hold her open as he focused on

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    “She’s your mother.”“So?”“So, if I would’ve said, ‘Quinn, your mama’s been demanding answers on why I’m not pregnant yet’, we both know you would have brushed it off. If I had complained every damn time she did it, you would’ve thought I was being overly sensitive and brushed it off too.”Guilt flashed across his face.“It wasn’t bad at first. But as the years wore on, her comments became a little sharper. I didn’t want to cause family problems or make waves so I didn’t tell you.”“Dammit, Libby, I didn’t know. I’m sorry. So damn sorry.”“You can’t control her. I’ll admit I was jealous when your cousins started having babies. It embarrassed me at McKay functions hearing your mother complaining to the other women in the family that she didn’t have a grandchild to spoil yet.”“And yet, she never said a fucking word to me. Sayin’ sorry doesn’t seem like enough. No wonder you resented me. No wonder you wanted to rid yourself of me and this overbearing family.”“Your mother didn’t cause

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    Libby widened her stance, performing a bump-and-grind routine that’d cause a stripper envy. She rolled her pelvis as she shimmied forward and peeped at him upside down from between her legs. She cooed, “How’m I doing, cowboy?”“Definitely makin’ me wild. Stand up and face me.”She spun around. “What now?”“You’ll see. Be still.” He idly dragged his index finger from the tip of her chin, down the flushed skin of her throat, through the valley of her cleavage, zigzagging over her ribs and stomach. He traced the leather strap between her hipbones and her flesh quivered.Libby trembled when he fell to his knees.Quinn admired his handiwork from the previous night—her completely bare-shaven pussy. He passed his palms down the outside of her thighs. The fringe tickled her legs as he followed the sensuous curves to her ankles.When he allowed his hands the same leisurely journey back up, she emitted a soft moan. Brushing his lips across the swell of her belly, he murmured, “Tell me what you

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    Late Thursday morning, Quinn was wrenching on an old tractor outside the barn when a Crook County sheriff’s car pulled up. He wiped his hands on a rag and squinted at the familiar driver.His cousin, Cam McKay, had signed on as a deputy after his return from Iraq. The door opened and all six-foot-five inches of Cam unfolded from the vehicle.“Mornin’,” Quinn said.“Mornin’, Q,” Cam replied, slamming the door.Cam’s limp was noticeable as he ambled over. Quinn focused his attention on Cam’s face rather than his disability. “Out makin’ the rounds today, Deputy McKay?”“I wish. Is Libby around?”“Nah. She’s at a conference in Cheyenne all week.”“That explains it.”“Explains what?”“This.” Cam held up an envelope. “Why I’m serving you with papers from Ginger Paulson, Attorney-at-Law.”Quinn’s stomach pitched. “You’re shittin’ me.”“Nope. Sorry.” Cam passed over the envelope. “This part of my job sucks worse than dodging bullets.”“When did you get this?” Quinn asked as he ripped the flap

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