Myrna stood next to her still-in-one-piece car, which had reached Des Moines a full hour before the buses. Brian stood before her, plucking absently at a button on her blouse. She stared over his shoulder, finding it difficult to look at him. Every time she did, her heart constricted with anguish.She hated good-byes. Especially permanent ones.She slid a hand into her suit pocket and fingered her business card in indecision. She knew continuing this was a mistake. It would just lead to heartache for both of them. They’d both suffered enough in the past, she decided. She pulled her empty hand from her pocket. No strings. For the best.They started to speak at the same time. “I—”“We—”They laughed. Their eyes met. Brian drew her into his arms and kissed her deeply, his embrace tight. Her throat was also tight. Don’t cry, Myrna. Wait until…She pulled away. “I had a great time with you.” She hoped she sounded impersonal, not emotional.“This doesn’t have to be the end.”She ducked her
Myrna answered her office phone on its second ring. “Doctor Myrna Evans, Psychology Department.”“Myrna. Ah. It’s really you.”All the blood drained from her face. “Brian?”“It’s so good to hear your voice.”“How did you find me?”“Trey looked you up on the Internet by checking the faculty lists of the universities around Kansas City. You aren’t hard to find.” He fell silent for a moment. “Are you mad that I called?”She couldn’t lie and pretend she was anything but delighted to hear from him. She was disturbed that she was so easy to find. She wasn’t hiding from Brian, but there was another man she didn’t want to find her. Ever.“No,” she said. “I’m not mad.”“Will you meet me somewhere?”“What? Now? Are you in Kansas City?”He chuckled. Her breath caught and her nipples tightened. How could the simple sound of his laugh turn her on?“No, I’m in Oregon for the entire weekend. More tour dates. I’ll send you a plane ticket.”“I can’t just drop everything and get on a plane to Oregon.”
The first hour of her plane ride, Myrna could think of nothing but Brian and all the things she wanted to do to him when she saw him. The plane could not get to Portland fast enough. Eventually, she grew tired of checking her wristwatch every thirty seconds and sorted through her mail. Among the textbook advertisements and interdepartmental memos, she found a letter from a funding agency. Her last ditch grant! She’d almost missed the submission deadline and knew it wasn’t her best work, but without research funding, the university wouldn’t let her keep her job for long. She didn’t have tenure yet.Myrna hesitated, afraid to open the letter. She’d applied on a whim the day after she’d left Brian in Des Moines. She had the groupies to thank for the inspiration. And now that she knew for sure her government-sponsored grant would not be renewed for the following year, she didn’t just want to work on this project as a fun summer side project. She needed this project to keep a roof over her
He took off his leather jacket and handed it to her. “Put this on.”She slid into the jacket and inhaled deeply through her nose. The jacketsmelled of leather and Brian—the two biggest turn-ons on Earth. She hoped it wasn’t far to the tour bus.His jacket was several sizes too big and draped over her hands. She could almost wear it as a mini-dress. She zipped it up to her chin.He smiled at her. “You look adorable.” He tapped her nose with his index finger.Brian crammed her purse in the small compartment under the seat. He took off his floppy, leather hat and tried smashing it inside as well. It wouldn’t fit.“Would you mind holding my hat while I drive?” he asked.“Not at all.”He handed it to her.“It’s a good thing I didn’t pack a suitcase,” she said.He laughed and scratched his head as he stared down at the motorcycle’s lack of cargo space. “True. I was in such a hurry to get here, I didn’t think things through clearly. Jace’s bike seemed more manageable than the tour bus.”“Th
“What makes you say that?”“When I called you this afternoon, I thought you’d just hang up on me. Those stupid girls yelling at me to sign their tits the moment I got you on the phone. Great timing, I thought. It took me two weeks to find the balls to call you.”“If I had any sense, I would have hung up on you.”“And now you’re here. Willing to drop everything and hop on a plane to see me.”“For entirely selfish reasons. Trust me.”“Willing to freeze half to death and ride on a motorcycle in a skirt to be here.”“Hey, it’s a really nice bike.”“You like me. Admit it.”“A little,” she said, grinning to herself.He squeezed her closer. “Wanna go to Vegas and get married?”She frowned. “No. Why do you keep asking me that?”“Because I want to marry you, why else?”“Marriage is not my idea of a good time.”“How would you know?”“I tried it. Didn’t like it.”“You were married?” He leaned away from her. She glanced over her shoulder at him.“Yeah. I’ve been divorced for almost five years now
Brian watched Myrna button her shirt, hiding her sexy, lace bra from his appreciative gaze. The woman should be required to stay naked and in his bed at all times. Covering that body was an abomination. His sleep-muddled thoughts began to clear. Had she really just asked him to call a band meeting?“Band meeting?” Brian asked.“Yeah. I have something important to discuss with all of you,” she said. “Do you think we can get everyone together for a few minutes? It won’t take long. I promise.”He sat up and dangled his legs over the edge of the bed. He rubbed his face vigorously. “What time is it?”“Seven-ish, I think.”“Seven-ish? As in seven a.m.?” He lay back down and covered himself with the comforter. “Come back to bed, Myrna. I haven’t seen seven a.m. in over three years.”“Is it too early?”“Uh, yeah. It’s waaaay too early.”“Go back to sleep then. What time do you all usually wake up?”“Ten-ish. Or in Jace’s case, noon-ish.”“Most of the day will be gone by then.” She fastened he
“Oh my God! Oh my God! It’s Master Sinclair!” Myrna squealed and trembled from head to foot with excitement. “Oh my God! Will you sign my tits? Please. Please. You’re soooo hot!”He tossed his sandwich aside, grabbed a handful of ketchup packets from the take-out bag, and tackled her to the bed. He straddled her hips to hold her down.“Certainly, I’ll sign your tits, miss. Anything for a fan.” He opened a ketchup packet with his teeth. She laughed uncontrollably, squirming beneath him. “Holdstill.”She stopped squirming and looked up at him, her hazel eyes wide. He began to write across her chest in ketchup.“P-R,” he spelled aloud. “O-P.” He tossed the empty packet on the floor and reached for another.“Prop?”“I’m not finished.”“That tickles.” She giggled.“E-R-T-Y.”“What are you writing?”He opened another packet and wrote in the middle of her belly. “O-F.” He moved to her lower belly. “B-R.”“Property of brrrrrrr?”“Yeah, property of brrrrr. Exactly.” He opened another packet o
Myrna rolled over, her arm landing on Brian’s flat stomach. Sheets of paper crinkled beneath her. She smiled. He’d had a very productive day of song writing and she’d be bow-legged for life. His arm moved to wrap around her back, drawing her closer to his side.“At this rate, I’ll have the entire new album written by next week.” He paused. “Except you’re leaving in two days.”He didn’t sound very happy about the idea. He frowned. She smiled. She hoped the band accepted her as their tag-along. She really did want to spend more time with Brian. He rocked her world in more than one way.“Do you think the guys are up yet?” she asked.He tilted his head back to look at a digital clock on the side table. “It’s two already?” He sat up. “Yeah, I’d say they’re up.”From the bed, he collected the sheets of music he’d composed, peeling one off Myrna’s sticky back when she rolled over for him. She needed a shower. And about a liter of water. She’d gotten quite a workout in the past five hours. Tr