"Let me see your outfit," my mother said as I held the phone up to my face to look at hers. I smiled as I walked to the bright side of the filled room with University art students who were rushing to get done.
I showed her my outfit and I saw her smile, "you look so beautiful, baby," she complimented and I smiled.
"Thank you, mummy."
"Now, go put some make up on and take lo-"
"Girls!" My professor, Mevrou (pronounce v as f) Schoeman shouted over all the noise of the girls running around and trying to get ready these last few minutes, "can you all hurry up, asseblief (please)! Come on!" She clapped her hands, rushing everyone, "come on, now, ladies!"
I looked at my mother and waved at her, "bye, mummy!" I said with a smile, "I love you," I blew a kiss at her and she blew one right back at me as I ended the video call and then looked at Mevrou Schoeman who smiled at me.
"You're looking beautiful, Sarafina," she said and I smiled, "as always."
"Thank you, Mevrou," I said to her as I walked past her and to my best friend, Sihle who was brushing her hair, "asambe (let's go)," I said to her and she nodded as she looked at me.
"You're looking nice," she said blankly and I rolled my eyes.
"Whatever, sour Betty, you're looking beautiful as well, let's go."
Sihle was always sarcastic and mean, the bland one who laughed at mean jokes and didn't understand why I was always smiling and thinking positively. We haven't been best friends for a long time but she's been there for me when I was going through depression and I was there for her when she was facing challenges and homeless for some years.
To many people, she's a heartless cold bitch, but to me, there's no one who's kinder than her.
We balance each other out, we're opposites in almost every way. She parties a lot, and I stay home all weekend, she smokes and drinks and I'm there to fetch her when she calls me at 1 or 2 in the morning. She's cold and mean, and I'm kind and gentle. She's a dancer and I play the violin. She's a singer, and I paint. She enjoys listening to deep House and I can spend my entire life listening to The Soil, Freshlyground, Shekinah and Timo ODV.
She held my hand in hers as we walked outside the hotel we were going to be spending the night at and walked to the buses that were parked, waiting for us and many other students from other schools all over the world.
The place was abuzz, even the streets seemed excited. Well, as excited as the English can be. They were walking around with straight faces and no smiles.
Each person to their own but I didn't dwell on it too much because Sihle was pulling me onto the bus and I followed. Knowing that we needed to get good seats where we can sit together.
"La (here)," she said as she stopped and sat down by the window and I frowned. "You can sit here when we come back," she told me and I sat down in the aisle seat, not very happy about it but just agreeing because I wasn't in the mood to fight.
"Can you believe it?" I asked her as I looked outside the window with her, "we're in London," I said with a wide smile and she just shrugged as she looked outside the window.
"What's so special about this place?"
"I mean-"
"The buildings? The people? The buses? Same old shit to me," she looked out the window, "these places are overrated."
I sat back in my seat, frowning at her disinterest.
She looked at me, her eyes looking my face over and she reached out with her hand before she smoothed a finger over my eyebrow, "same old shit, just a different continent."
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Wynverston Arts and Creativity Museum.I couldn't believe I was standing in the middle of the largest and most prestigious arts museum in the world. This is where Art dreams came to life, only the best modern art was displayed along these halls and walls and I was in awe. I wanted to some day have my very own art displayed in this museum for young, hopeful artists to scrutinise and wonder the meaning behind.I was in art heaven.Today was a special day and I’d be a liar if I said I wasn’t excited but I’d also be a liar if I said that I was only excited to see the art showcase of the African duo. I was happy that someone from our wonderful continent had gotten the opportunity of a lifetime, but I was elated that I could see all the other
"A fan of Gauthier?" I heard a rough, husky toned voice that sounded like a man- a real man, break through my little bubble, and I turned to my side to see the man who has been staring at me."Huh?" I asked him as I craned my neck back to look up at him.He looked...deadly. His features looked pronounced, even the wrinkles on his face looked like they were put there purposely to make him look more handsome. Now that he was this close to me, I couldn't help but check him out.He is the hottest man I've ever seen with my own two eyes right in front of me.He had dark brown intense eyes with a smouldering gaze and his eyebrows were shaped in a way that made his eyes seem menacing a
The sound of birds chirping and distant happy laughter met my ears as I rolled over in the bed and sighed against the feel of the silk sheets surrounding my body that were unlike anything I've ever felt in my life. Goodness, I don't remember the pillows of the hotel feeling so soft and like marshmallows against my face. I could literally sleep here forever and I wouldn't mind.I mean, Mevrou Schoeman hasn't come to wake us up yet, so maybe I can enjoy a few more minutes in this...seemingly much larger bed than the single bed I'd shared with Sihle who I kept kicking over and over.I stretched my arm out and my other leg to feel for Sihle but I couldn't find her body. I buried my face into the blanket, shying away from the warm sun on my face so I can open my eyes and look around for Sihle. Knowing her, she pr
When Elisabeth told me I had the best room in the "manor" I didn't believe it. I don't even believe that she's a fairy, I feel like I'm hallucinating and I’m under the influence of heavy drugs. But with each step that I took as I walked through the hallways, the more I saw the grandness of this home. The floor to ceiling windows, the large chandeliers that were just inches from my head, the ceramic tiles and candle lights on either side of the hallway was enough to tell me that wherever I was, was no broke man's place.We walked until we stood at the top of this grand staircase that looked like the kind you'd see in fictional fairy tales. The kind of stairs you swore were made of something magical instead of normal human beings. I held onto the one railing and began to take the many stairs to wherever this fairy was leading me.
"I really just want to be left alone..." I said softly as I held the sheets closer to my chest and buried my face deeper into the pillows.Elisabeth just wouldn't leave me alone and she's been tinkering and zooming all around the room. The sound was starting to bother me and I didn't even want to talk to her. I just wanted to get out of here.That Quentin old man was out of his mind, and I knew this the second he started talking about weddings and getting married and living life together. I refuse to be some grown man's child bride. I didn't give a damn about wealth, I just needed to get the fuck out of here and never set foot in England ever again.Does anyone even know that I'm missing? Is anyone even looking
I sucked in a breath- holding it in and standing still because I was trying to still my racing heart. I didn't know if I should run or scream and hide, or stand still and do nothing, so I just froze. I hoped it would not see me.Maybe wolves can't see at night and I can actually make it out of this alive.I would've rather crossed paths with a snake at this point, not this wolf that looks like the size of my mother's boyfriend's 4x4 van.Its eyes still looked right into mine before they trailed down to my leg where I was bleeding profusely, no doubt I was sure it could smell my blood.Is this how I'm going to die? Being eaten by a wolf, in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by En
"Who are you?" I croaked out as I looked at the woman who stood beside my bed when I opened my eyes.She cleared her throat before speaking, "my name's Brigitte. I'm Alpha Quentin's first wife. I just came to check up on you. I was given orders to stay by your side until you woke up and attend to your needs.""Well, I'm fine," I said blandly as I turned my face away from hers and looked to the side. Looking outside of the square window that was on the other side of the room, too far for me to reach. I wanted to run towards it and seek escape once more but I knew I wouldn't get too far."Are you hungry?" She asked me again and I closed my eyes as I swallowed and my throat felt dry and tight.
"When will she come around, Elisabeth?" Quentin asked as he leaned back into his leather chair behind his big oak desk. "It's frustrating that my true mate keeps rejecting me," he complained with distaste as he gripped his left hand into a tight fist.Elisabeth landed lightly on the corner of the desk as she smiled up at the Alpha, "well, Alpha, you need to let her wrap her mind around this entire ordeal. Remember that she's human, and humans are much more innocent than any of us. You can’t expect her to just jump into your arms and for the both of you to live happily ever after," she spoke delicately, hoping that her words didn't seem disrespectful to the raging and heartbroken Alpha or it would be "off with her head!".
"You really made her bow down to you?" Elisabeth asked me with wide eyes as I struggled to keep the proud smirk off my face as I bit my bottom lip and stretched my arms from the position that I was laying in.The tea party with the wives had ended a few hours ago and I was relaxing with Elisabeth as I told her what happened and at first, she was giggling when I told her about how the wives all started fighting until I got to the part where I made Katherine bow down to me.I didn't think I had it in me to do such a thing and I'd be lying if I said that I had planned on doing that. I didn't plan on standing up and putting their wives in their place which was clearly all the way down there compared to me and I most definitely didn't plan on making Katherine bow at my feet but I'd be lying if I said it didn't feel good.
"Are you ready?" Elisabeth asked me as she magically appeared in front of me while I was observing myself in the mirror. Some other women would spend the 24 hours before their wedding by going out with friends, having a bachelorette party and reflecting back on their single days; but I am not like other women. The day before my wedding will not be spent with my closest friends and half naked men with bulging crotches and tight underwear accompanied by strip poles rather, it will be spent with my future husband's eight other wives.I'm attending their infamous tea party. I remember the disaster the previous one had been and I hope that I don't have to witness the same thing but more importantly I hope I'm not the one they all turn their fiery gaze on. I don't think I can fight eight she wolves. Matter of fact, I know that I can't fight them.
"I can't believe you cut your hair," Quentin's English accent was thickly coated in shock as he ran his hand over my new hair and I slapped his hand away."Stop it," I scolded him but he was still looking at me in shock."I thought you were going to put in hair extensions or a weave," he told me as I glared at him."Are you saying that I look ugly?" I snapped at him but he quickly shook his head."You're incapable of ever looking ugly, Sarafina. I just wasn't expecting you to cut your hair. You look astonishingly beautiful, perhaps the most beautiful and bare I've ever seen you."I wasn't expecting to cut my hair either. When Quentin brought m
What use was crying and moping going to be? There was only so many times I could cry about the situation but it was permanent and there was nothing that I could do about it. Quentin would not let them die and I shouldn't want them to die just for my own selfish needs.I chose him over my own mother, I chose him over death and what I hope had been paradise. I had to stick with him now and there was no going back.I woke up before the break of dawn and took a much needed shower. I needed to scrub myself clean because it had been days since I stepp
The bedroom door banged open and my mother came charging in, "you know what, Sarafina, I can't do this!" my mother exclaimed as she ripped the sheets off my body and I just looked at her.Quentin had carried me from the balcony and laid me on the bed before covering me with the sheets as he cleaned around the room and I finally rested after what felt like years.I hadn't seen my mother this week because I didn't want to face her and I guess she gave me that space or Elisabeth has been holding her back."I can't just sit back and watch you live like this," my mother snapped at me but her angry tone was only laced with heartbreak. The heart
I would do anything to make her happy. I'd put my life on the line without a second thought if that is what made her happy but no matter how much I loved and cared for her, I couldn't let my children grow up without their biological mothers. I care for my children and I don't want to take their mothers away from them. It would be the most foul and selfish thing that I could do and I know that Sarafina understands this but it is difficult to wrap her head around the fact that the only way to save them would be for me to create that mate bond again.I had promised myself that I would never hurt her again when she had been laying there with no heart beat and just a pale sunken in face after I had prayed for her to come back to me and when she opened her eyes I promised myself and the moon goddess that I would never be the reason behind her tears of pain and I'd kill anyone who dare
I thought I knew what I was getting into but now it's pretty obvious that I was in way over my head. Once again, my mother did know best. She was right when she said love just wasn't enough. At this point, I wasn't feeling very loved or needed or...anything at all. If anything it felt like my heart was breaking and I tried so hard to keep a straight face on as I stood beside Quentin. Brigitte and Florence were across us. Both of them looked sickly pale and they looked horrible.I felt bad for them and sorry for them, they were dying for crying out loud and the evidence was all over their form but I just didn't want them marrying Quentin.I can't believe he'd do this to me...is it wrong of me to want him all to myself? I guess n
I know understood why Katherine hated me. Even though it hadn't been my fault, the man that she loved, found someone else. I couldn't even find the strength to stand from the floor and I don't know how my mother knew or found out that something was wrong with me but when she came into the room, pleading with me from the other side of the door to let her in, I realized how glad I was that I had her here with me.I didn't even have the energy to put on any clothes. My mother came into the room and immediately covered me with one of the many robes in the room. After that, she sat on the floor with me and cradled me in her arms like I was baby as I sobbed into her chest.I welcomed the comfort that she provided me, sobbing uncontro
"Good morning, Sarafina," I heard his deep voice croak into my ear as he kissed my forehead and I opened my eyes with a grin on my face.I let go of the pillow that I was holding onto that smelled like him because I couldn't sleep at night without his body right next to mine, "Quentin, baby," I squealed in excitement, all trace of exhaustion gone from my system as I wrapped my arms around his neck and forced his body to fall onto mine, "I missed you," I cried into his neck, burying my nose deep into his flesh and inhaling as much of him as possible."I missed you too, baby," he coaxed me gently, running his fingers along the sides of my waist, tickling the naked flesh and causing goosebumps to appear on my arms "I'm sorry that