My heart beats in a frantic rhythm, and adrenaline courses through my body with each thunderous contraction. My mind is scattered with too many scenarios that could destroy my only chance of escape.
I clench my fists as I press my ear closer to the door, listening to the chaos that quickly spread through the compound. Screams permeate the air, and a part of me is destroyed every time the echoes reach me.
Somewhere out there, the person who raised me that cared for me is on a killing spree, maddened with the loss of her mate. Somewhere out there, Natalie is ready to fight these men until her last breath.
We orchestrated this plan years ago, already knowing that one of them would be assassinated. It was only a matter of time. Still, losing them both is agony.
I swallow my sorrow and grab the necklace around my neck, squeezing it tight. It's a simple heart-shaped pendant hanging from a rusty chain. It's also my most prized possession. This symbolizes Natalie and Adrian, their love for each other and me. I think of them now and the long days spent fantasizing about this very moment. I will not let their sacrifice be in vain.
I look around the room that used to be my haven for the last time, the space just big enough to contain two sleeping bags. There are no windows and no artificial light either. My bedroom was always in profound darkness. Next to Natalie's bag is a toilet and a little sink, nothing more.
This cell is all that I know. Here, I created my happiest memories. I smile sadly now as I recall being squeezed between Adrian and Natalie; on those nights, I could call this prison home.
"Every torture has its end," Adrian used to say.
I summon his strength as I open the door and step outside. Anarchy reigns so much that no one notices me running from the crowd.
Usually, I'd be the one to contain the wolf and concede him or her the blessing of death. But no more, never again. Today, I'll either be free or die. Either way, I'm reborn. I refuse to be a prisoner a second longer.
The hybrids that were in the gym upstairs cluster the place; my body trembles with the anticipation of confrontation. Natalie is nothing but a distraction to diminish the number of opponents I'd have to face down, but they fly by me without a single glance. I keep marching forward at a rushed pace.
I know these narrow corridors like the back of my hand. I recognize each crack and stain. This makeshift prison has six cells, one small kitchen, and a living room turned into an arena. This is a hellhole constructed to learn how to torture and destroy wolves, and every prisoner bears the marks to prove it. If everything goes according to plan, the compound is ruined today.
But doubt has seeped into my bones and lingers in my system. It throbs with every slight move and circles in my body with every beat of my erratic heart. So, when I see the exit door, I visibly shake.
My expression doesn't betray me. I successfully hide all the anxiety that fills my lungs and overloads me with a veil of indifference.
The entrance is wide open, and it's now or never. I don't look back and pass the threshold. I think I could cry right now from pure relief, but this battle is far from over. If I don't get to the top of these stairs, everything we sacrificed will go to waste.
When a hybrid comes down barreling towards me, I turn feral. He gets closer, and I identify him immediately. In his mid-thirties, tall and broad-shouldered, blue eyes that were cold as ice, Thomas was quite a sight. He had joined the group merely a few months ago but was climbing up the chain at a fast pace. Still, he is no match for a person that has been training for a decade.
His hands stretch to strike me. I gather all the anger in me and sidestep him with ease. The staircase- entirely too small to contain us both- is constraining our movements.
I propel the door shut, and we're engulfed in darkness, and this grants me the upper hand. Even though they have speed, eyesight isn't one of their enhanced senses. While he struggles in the dark, my movements are fluid.
In a swift movement, I get behind him and send a powerful kick to his back. He stumbles, and he's finished. Losing balance means losing the advantage. It means you're vulnerable.
I circle his head with my hands and twist. A sickening crack fills the air, and his frame goes limp, thumping to the ground. If they weren't so many, I would have managed to break loose a long time ago.
I climb over his body and take the stairs two at a time. When I reach the top, I'm in an unfamiliar room. It's been years since I've been here. The older I got, the more scared they were that I'd manage to escape.
I peer around at the small division; it's an office of sorts. There are no windows here either, only a few chairs and a round table. I do one more quick sweep and exit without hesitation.
I'm immediately taken aback by how bright the light is. I have to shield my eyes as the beams hit me head-on. I need a minute to accommodate the sensation, but I push through. The basement has lights, sure, but nothing like this. I've been in the dark for so long that I forgot what the sun feels like.
All around me, humans train on a diversity of machines. They renovated the gym since the last time I was here. Still, the path continues to be the same. The violet-painted walls, and the upbeat music blasting in the room, can almost hide the hideous atrocities happening in the cave.
I break into a sweat. I'm overwhelmed by how mundane this picture is. I can almost taste my freedom, feel its warmth embrace me, and so I hurry through the motions. I feel every cell on alert, ready to strike at a second notice.
I sense a couple of eyes burn through me, and I'm terrified. Natalie spent most of last night combing my dark brown hair with her skilled hands, trying to make me presentable, and yet you can only do so much without a comb and a proper source of water.
I try to act casual, just a girl walking down a gym, nothing else. If humans think something is wrong, they might alert someone, and the plan would go downhill. I gaze at a few group classes through ceiling-high windows and immediately look away. The instructors would waste no time restraining me.
I see the reception to the left, and I practically run toward it. I don't falter on my steps even when my legs tremble, threatening to give out at any instant. I force my mind away from these thoughts. This is no time to become a coward.
There's a human on the front desk, and if he is here, then he's a hunter or aspiring to be one. He looks no more than twenty-five and stares uninterestedly into a computer. He's a few inches taller than me, though his poorly built body only shows that his training just started. His sharp jaw ticks as he taps something on the computer. He's too careless.
Without caring who might see me, I use my inhuman speed and get behind him. I grab his head, preparing to give him the same fate as Thomas. This is the cleanest method to murder someone. It's also my trademark.
I lean closer to his ear and whisper menacingly, "Move a single finger, and you're dead."
His whole body tenses and freezes. He's just an aspirant, he has no idea how to defend himself, and I could bet my life he was warned about me. He'd be a fool not to obey me. If he saw my brand, he'd probably scream. They all do.
"Give me your phone slowly."
With my peripheral vision, I notice nobody is paying us any attention, though they will if I overstay my welcome. The hybrids will notice my absence soon enough, and then I'm done.
The human takes his phone out carefully. He tries to hand it to me, but I reject it. I don't know how to use one. I never held one. I've only examined it from afar.
"Dial." I recite the number that I have known for years now. My heart speeds up.
He dials as a person exits the side door. I stare at the slender woman and try to apologize with my eyes for what she's about to witness. I need a motive for the police to come and shut this place up, at least see the men and women trapped downstairs. I need a diversion.
I stare straight ahead and bang his head on the table. He immediately falls. I seize the phone as a scream emanates from the frail woman and run outside.
I don't know where I am, and I couldn't care less. I'm outside. I'm finally free. I run left and press the little green button to start a call.
I press it to my ears and hear a low beeping sound. Please, please answer.
I take another turn and enter a busy avenue. I slow down to mingle with the crowd and continue forward. If he doesn't pick up, I won't last a day out here. I don't know where to go, and the forest would be the first place the hybrids would investigate.
"Hello?" Reaches a raspy voice from the other end of the line. I sigh in relief.
"Is this Martin Jones?" I'm shaking. My heart tries to leave my ribcage with excitement.
"Speaking."
"I'm Gabriel's daughter, the warrior of Alpha Henry's pack. I need your help."
I glance behind me, and there's no one on my trail. By now, they already found the bodies; they know I escaped. It won't be long before the streets become too dangerous for me to be in.
The man on the other end gasps. "What's your name?"
"Audrey Reed."
The colorful shops, the bursting-to-the-brim coffee shops, the cars that hurriedly pass the avenue, and even the people themselves are fascinating. Everything feels so strange, so intense. It's tremendously hard to get used to seeing so many people. For years, all I could do was imagine the outside world, and now that I'm finally here, I can never let go. I'm mesmerized by the sky, how the clouds chase each other in a never-ending race, and how the sun displays itself so proudly.These people have the most magnificent miracle above their heads and do not glance up. They take these mundane things for granted, unaware of the unfortunate ones that would give anything to be this free. Instead, they look at the ground or their phones. Some are in such a rush that they don't see anything at all. So many saddened faces pass through me, and no one bothers to slow down.As I absorb the world around me, I vow that if I ever find myself safe, I'll stare at the sun every single day because every
Tyler doesn't slow down until we reach the modest house standing in the middle of the woods. The pack house is the living quarters of the alpha and the warrior. In cases of emergency, it's also the shelter for all Jason's subordinates. Most days, it's deserted so as not to attract unwanted attention. Today is no different, it seems. Richard was ushered into the house long before I reached it, and I'm glad. My patience is already short on a good day, and I'm sure I couldn't handle his taunting without breaking his neck. The two-story house is poorly kept, showing the years that rippled through her. White paint cascades down the exterior walls, showing the cement below; the windows have a layer of dust preventing the entrance of the light and bars covering them. If I didn't know any better, I'd say it had been abandoned for a few months now. I pass a living room but have no time to stand and look as I'm rushed to the office. My eyes quickly avert to the enormous maple table in the
Their arms stay wrapped around me for the longest time. It's strange to be in such proximity to other people. It took me months to allow Natalie to get near me, even more, to let her touch me; it was years before I let her hug me, but with them it's almost easy. It takes what seems like hours for the tears to dry from our eyes. Distance has its own way of destroying the soul, and the cracks in our bodies are already showing. When the two other people in the room become too much to ignore, we're forced to stand and separate. Alpha Jason is about my height and lean; from his frame, I'd never say he was the alpha of this pack. His body appears more prepared to sit behind a desk than to fight, but this, I know, is an illusion. To become a leader, he had to undergo a series of cruel tests, and brutal challenges. He was crafted to defeat all potential opponents. As I stare into his almond eyes, I sense the danger that lurks underneath. I remind myself that a fighter isn't only measured b
I wake disorientated. For a moment, I forget where I am, and jump when I see the light streaming through the window. I sit as the events of yesterday rush through me. This was probably the best rest I had in years. Silently, I trudge to the hallway, fearing that this dream might come to an end if I dare to make a noise. A heavenly smell wafts to my nostrils as I climb down the stairs. "Good morning." I startle at the sound, frantically looking around for a threat. I search the foreign surroundings, but there isn't a menace nearby, only my mother with a dissolving smile on her angelic face."I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you."My heart kicks at my rib cage with a familiar ferocity. I take small breaths to calm my erratic system. "It's fine." Even as the words escape my lips, I can see my mother recriminating herself for this. I offer her a small smile as I enter the kitchen. My father stares at me with concern painted across his features. I dismiss their gaze by observing the
At exactly 4 p.m, I stand in front of the pack house, ready to be evaluated. Yesterday, passed by in a swirl of commotion, there's too much to do and improve. Now that I'm free, I can finally allow myself to think of other aspects of my life that were lacking. We discussed long and hard about my education and settled for a private tutor. It would be too humiliating to ingress in a public school when I don't know the basics. Adrian and Natalie taught me all they knew, but there's only so much you can do without the proper resources. I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear as I wait for my opponent to arrive. My mother put her best efforts into my haircut, trying to make it more presentable; from the result, I'd never say this was her first try. Her gaze was on my tattoo the whole time, and even though she wanted to know more about it, she didn't ask. Devin strolls nonchalantly into the clearing dressed in loose grey pants, and a tight white shirt. I hope he feels more comfortable than
I try, in vain, to contain the way my body trembles in the chilly April breeze. It's still dark outside when I'm forced to leave my parents to attend the Council's meeting. The fading moon extends across the deepest blue sky, shifting to give place to the following rays."Do you have your phone?" My mother's soft voice reaches me."Rachel, you just gave it to her," my father replies lovingly. My father is clad in black from head to toe, the tone almost obscures his tanned skin. His gaze is on my form, giving me his undivided attention. The reduced light successfully covers the bags under his eyes from sleepless nights. He has kept guard outside my bedroom door from the very first night. Even though there's always a couple of pack members protecting the area, the fear of losing me again surpasses all reason. If this is what he needs, then I'll let him. After the blow that was seeing my scars, they deserve a little relief. I smile at them, trying to chase away the doubt. I loathe the
My eyes search the forest ahead with obsessive carefulness. Even in complete darkness, my vision is impeccable, so, when I catch sight of movement in a nearby tree, I rush to meet the intruder.I'm vaguely aware of Devin calling my name, but can't process that information above the roar in my head. It demands vengeance, it wants blood. I dash into the trees, and I can sense the urgency of my enemy. My legs strain against the effort of catching up to him, sidestepping a few tigs and fallen logs in the way.I follow the shadow of a man, chasing him wherever he takes me. He will not leave this territory alive. He's clumsy at best, tripping every few seconds. My heart jump starts in my chest when I crash against him, tackling him to the floor. His body cushions my fall still, the momentum reverberates in my body. I hear the trespasser whine beneath me. He struggles against me, but in vain."Do you have him?" Devin asks behind me. "Let me go," the man snaps. I smell the air as Devin help
I watch through the window as the alphas arrive, ready to wring all truth out of my mouth. My parents tried to appease my nerves but were unsuccessful. I feel dread settling deep in the pit of my stomach. What will they ask? How will I answer?I rub my tired eyes, to chase the sleep away. I barely slept after the argument with Devin, too preoccupied with today, and immersed in the memories. My throat closes as a lump settles in it midway, preventing air from reaching my starving lungs. My heart is heavy with longing while my mind cages me in the past. I'm acutely aware of the scars that paint my back. I force myself to remember the day each one was made, I dive willingly into insanity as the whip seems to strike once, twice, so many times that I lose count. Pain has a variety of forms; some days is just a breeze, a kiss from the wind to recall how much damage humans can inflict, others, agony is an ocean, the beast pulling me under time after time, drowning slowly but steady.A knock
The hours pass by incredibly slow as we attempt to deal with all the bagagge that just landed in our laps. So, we do everything we can to minimize the collateral damage. We talk, we walk, and we pretend that the world isn't falling apart right beneath our feet. We fall into a dependent rotine, concerned that even the slightest detour could send us reeling into the somber pit we barely escaped of. When my phone buzzes in the middle of the second night, disrupting the quiet of our small hotel room, I all but jump to it, because there's only one person that would try to text me.Can you come downstairs?I frown. What is Devin doing here so early? Something must be seriously wrong. My heart kickstarts in my chest. I look at my mother's sleeping form once before I push the sheets back from my body, and rapidly tip toe to the exit. I close the door as softly as I can, but I'm already anxious, torn between launching myself into a stream of apologies or questions. I fly by the empty, bare
The walk to the hotel is a blur. So much so that I have no idea how my mother achieved it. She calls someone as soon as we arrive- my father, no doubt. The word 'therapist' is repeated often, but I'm in no condition to resist. The air in the room is pungent with crippling dread, and awkward silence. Nothing I can say can fill the empty void, and it all seems useless. If the cemetery is any proof, it just showed that I can't deal with my past. Any of it. And it's finally catching up to me. What a mess. My mother gets us a few sandwiches for lunch, and I attempt a smile. I don't think I could handle leaving this room, even if I wanted to. She cleans the superficial wounds I created while scratching my back, and we fall back into silence.We sit side by side on the single bed, reeling from the entire experience. It seems like hours before my mother breaks the silence. "How are you feeling?" She asks timidly, and I want to punish myself for making her uncomfortable around me, for push
"What happened at the station?" My mother asks, abruptly rescuing me from my wandering mind. We walk through the empty streets on our way to the cemetery side by side. The air is filled with tension and dread, mostly mine. "Nothing," I reply quickly. She turns to me and gives me the look. The one that says that I'm not fooling her. "It's a bad day," I justify. I can't see she's not happy, but she doesn't force me to say anything else. And all too soon we reach the black iron gates. My steps falter as my heart gallops straight to my throat. "We don't have to do this now. We can come back another time," my mother says noticing my hesitation.I shake my head vehemently. "Let's go," I say with no determination. We navigate through the cemetery, each step weighing more than the previous, my blood rushing, my eyes burning, my breaths shallow, and then... then I find them. The sight brings me to my knees in front of them. My mother attempts to grab me, but I'm in a distant world, so
By the time we hit the road, I'm convinced my heart has finally and utterly given up. My mind swirls around the kiss I shared with Devin, trying- and failing- to make sense of what exactly happened back in my room. Does this change things between us? Does it have to? Still, it's a welcoming distraction from the overwhelming and all-consuming anxiety creeping steadily on me. My mom drives while Devin cheerfully chats away with her from the passenger seat. There's a boyish grin plastered on his face, threatening to split his lips, something that wasn't there this morning. It's strangely fascinating how at ease with each other they seem to be, how the conversation just flows. I can only hope one day to have the same ability. To walk without my ghost's weight crushing me or to endure it as they do. How do they do it? Every so often, Devin glances back at me and smiles with abandon. I know this is just a ruse, a trick to stray his conscience away from the lingering worry. Worry for
Today, I see the graves. Today, I finally say goodbye. And so, I'm all nervous energy, walking around my room aimlessly, just trying to calm down. I barely slept, too afraid of the monsters lying waiting for me with open mouths and sharp teeth.Devin and my parents have tried in vain to calm me down these past couple of days. I can see the worry that oozes off them in waves. Even though being near them is a welcoming distraction, it's not enough. As the hands of the clock get closer to the desired time, my heart escalates to an alarming rhythm, the blood quickly traveling through my veins, rushing, screaming, begging for relief. My mind is so scattered that I've successfully tricked myself into believing that the scars on my back are open. I keep glancing at the mirror to assure myself it's only an illusion. The hallucination is so real that the scent of blood tickles my nose, and my back burns exactly like it did all those days of torture. My brain keeps balancing between past and
I open my eyelids and focus on the middle-aged man in front of me. His full beard, bald head, and relaxed posture strangely put me at ease, as if I were talking to my own father. His calm green eyes try to read right into mine. What does he see? Desperation? "Why did Sean banish his son?" I ask defeatedly. It's not much to go on, I'm relying on pure instinct and curiosity, but I have nothing else to tether to. He crosses his arms and replies nonchalantly. "Because of what the hybrids did to his son."I nod. Everyone knows this much. The hybrids scarred his son. However, I remember the discomfort my dad displayed when he mentioned this, how he said he could never have put me through something like that, and so, I follow his lead."Because of a mark? What, Sean can't handle a scar?" I provoke. The result is immediate. Fierceness replaces tranquility, battling among his wrinkles, anger directed at the perpetrators. Rage that I recognize all too well. "It's more than that," he takes
Even though the tension in the room was suffocating, my parents and I managed to come up with a plausible story for my disappearance. We predicted all of the questions and created the answers. Bethany informed the police that I was discharged and was finally ready to be interrogated. How she got a doctor to play along with the act is beyond me. They came to the house, a man and a woman, and spoke as if not to scare me away. They revised the pictures of my wounds and inquired about every single detail: who they were, their appearance, and what they wanted. I answered as truthfully as I could, except for the purpose of my abduction. I played the role of the devastated victim: fragile, defeated, and heartbroken, to prevent them from confronting me. My parents stood beside me, one on each side, encouraging and aiding the scenario of the destroyed family coming together. It takes us about 2 hours before they're satisfied, though I doubt this will be the last time I hear from them. Onc
Devin tenses, reluctant for once, but he doesn't deny me the truth. "It started four days ago. Your parents asked me to not say anything. They wanted to talk to you first, to deliver the news."I stare ahead once again, pondering over this new piece of information."Don't be too harsh on them, Audrey. They want to protect you. They just don't know how."I bow my head to hide the disappointment and the fear. The overwhelming and all-consuming fear that threatens to untether me from this earth. Against my will, my hands start to shake uncontrollably, and I can feel myself slipping away to another reality, to another time. Slowly, I begin to fall into another flashback. Devin's hand suddenly covers my own, and I flinch out of instinct at the unexpected connection. Still, he shows no indication of moving them soon. This, too, is a change, the ease with which he touches me. "Hey," he says softly. "We won't let them hurt you. You have my word," Devin vows passionately, squeezing my hands
I'm numb. I'm in another dimension as Eric turns on the TV, and my name appears on each channel. A picture pops up next to it- how they got it is beyond me. But there's no mistaking my identity. My breathing becomes shallow, and I become hyperaware of it. Ryan and Eric speak, but the sound is lost on me. Ryan finishes the arrangements with Eric, and all I can do is focus on the air quickly leaving my lungs. I'm done. I'm utterly and irrevocably done. I can't do this anymore. This was the last straw. The thin grip I had on reality just escaped my weak hands. They are coming for me. The words keep replaying in my mind as I try, in vain, to stay tethered to this moment. I'm slipping away. My back burns, reminding me of what they will do when they find me. I can smell the scent of burnt flesh and feel my skin reaping apart beneath the sharpness of the whip. They're coming. I can't breathe. Ryan must have noticed because he quickly leads me away from the building. Still, when he tr