David’s P.O.V.
“Vanessa?” I asked her again, just in case she didn’t hear me the first time.
“Yes, sir.” She paused for a while before she continued, placing her right hand on her chest. “Vanessa Jimenez.” Vanessa smiled at me, then she looked down and away. Para ngang nahihiya pa siyang makipag-usap sa akin, o baka hindi lang siya komportable.
At some point, didn’t she recognize me? Well, what a great reunion with my ex-girlfriend here! I’m happy to see her again, really. No sarcasm added.
“Have a seat, please.” I motioned her to get closer and occupy either one of the two upholstered accent chairs in front of me. “I’m David—Engr. David Cristoff Rivera.” My lips formed a thin smile, as I wore my eyeglasses again. Of course, I extended my right arm for a handshake.
She widened her eyes at an instant. She looked like her jaws instantly fell off the floor with how her mouth hung open. It seemed like she also forgot to blink, totally speechless. I guessed that she was really shocked on what I had just said. After all these years, who could have ever thought that we would see each other again?
Disbelief crossed her face as she remained silent. I even caught how many times she swallowed hard, with her chest moving up and down. Hindi siguro siya makapaniwala na nagtagpo na naman ang mga landas naming dalawa.
“Hey, Vanessa? Are you alright?” I chortled, waving my right hand in front of her.
Kanina pa kaya naghihintay ‘yong kamay ko, I wanted to tell her. I found her reaction cute, but not enough for me to fall in love with her once more. It looked like I wouldn’t have that so-called secretary-with-benefits relationship here, though.
“I—I’m sorry, Dave. Oh, I mean… s-sir,” Vanessa stuttered. She accepted my hand as her face flushed. Dalawang kamay niya pa talaga ang pinagsalikop niya sa kanang kamay ko dala ng katarantahan.
“It’s okay. It’s been a while… so, how are you?” I asked her while scanning her curriculum vitae. Now, business should take place. “You took up Business Administration in *QDMC Exclusive School for Business and Finance?”
“Yes, s-sir.” I felt her uneasiness while Vanessa was talking to me. She couldn’t even look at me straight in the eyes while biting her lower lip.
“Hmm, what if we drop the honorifics here? If you’re not comfortable with calling me sir, then feel free to call me Dave instead.” I genuinely smiled at her.
For me, I had already forgotten what happened to us a long time ago. If she would pass this interview screening, then she would have to work for me. Ayoko naman na maiilang ang secretary ko sa’kin. I had lots of priorities right now and that was the last thing I could think of here.
“I’m sorry, Dave. I—I just can’t believe that I’m talking to you right now. I mean, again… and after all these years. As in, face to face! To think that I didn’t even recognize you, really. You’ve changed a lot, but you’re more handsome than before! Oh, I’m sorry… I’m just carried away.”
Vanessa bowed her head, trying to hide her blushing face. Kung hindi lang siya nandito para sa trabaho ay iisipin kong nakikipaglandian lang siya sa’kin.
Lifting my head because I actually liked her compliment, I wouldn’t give her a plus since this was supposed to be a pure applicant interview. She had gotten sexier too, but I didn’t like her to be one of my flings as our time was definitely over!
I would not ask myself for any what-ifs, dahil ang tagal na rin niyon. Hindi man maganda ang naging closure namin noon, pwede naman kaming magsimula ulit nang bago ngayon—fresh and way too far from what we had before.
“It’s okay. Hmm, you’ve graduated last 2013 and worked at a semiconductor company until the end of 2014,” I said as I continued scanning her work experiences. “Would you mind if I ask about what did you do last year?”
Although attentive, Vanessa sighed before answering my question. “Well, I went to different Asian countries, such as Taiwan, Cambodia, and Japan, trying my luck to work abroad. Actually, I worked in Singapore for six months last year, from April to September, but I didn’t include that experience in my curriculum vitae since it wasn’t in-line with my course.”
“What work?” I raised my eyebrow while biting the end of my signature pen. It was actually Ate Diane’s Christmas gift for me, with an embossed David Cristoff on it.
Vanessa was slowly freeing herself from any tension. At the same time, she was somehow making me feel curious about her… hanggang sa para na lang kaming magkaibigan na nag-uusap dito. Na parang hindi niya ako magiging boss.
“AutoCAD Programmer. I brought my certificates, in case you wanted to see them.” She confidently smiled at me, raising her portfolio.
Well, I liked that! It was a bonus skill for a secretary.
“No need, I trust you. So, you knew how to do *AutoCAD drawings?” I wanted to make sure. Hindi naman siguro magiging kalabisan kung titingnan ko kung gaano siya kagaling dito.
“Not only AutoCAD drawings, Dave! I can even maneuver the latest *Autodesk 3DS Max software!” Vanessa said with conviction. I guessed that she was proud enough. Mukhang may ibubuga naman siya.
“Woah, okay! Then, let’s see.” I eagerly clasped my palms altogether. Then, I opened my drawer, gave her a laptop, and an average blueprint. “Do it, Vanessa. I’ll give you ten minutes.”
“Sure thing.” Nakangiti naman niyang kinuha ang blueprint at mabilis na sinimulan ‘yon sa binuksang laptop. A few minutes went by and Vanessa was already done.
Wow, she was adept! I was impressed that she just did it in less than ten minutes—knowing that it was really far from a Business Administration skill.
Pinahanga niya ako at mukhang malayo na siya sa pagiging cheer leader noon na ang tanging alam lang ay mag-cut ng klase at mag-practice para sa cheering competition nila. Kung papipiliin ako kumpara sa dalawang nauna, Vanessa did a damn great job at hindi ko iyon maipagkakaila.
“I’ll go straight to the point, Vanessa. You’re now hired as my secretary! You can start to report tomorrow morning.” I told her, with a sincere smile on my face.
“Really? Thanks, Dave! Oh, I mean… S-Sir Dave!” Vanessa blushed again. She was clearly uncomfortable with what slipped through her lips, despite her excitement.
“Hey, I said that it’s okay with me! Call me Dave if you’re more comfortable with it. Well, how about you? Do you prefer any other names aside from Vanessa?”
“Vanessa will do.”
“Alright, so I’ll see you tomorrow then. Don’t be late! I hate latecomers,” I demanded as we shook our hands again.
“Yeah, I promise I won’t. Thanks again for the opportunity! It feels surreal.”
“No, it’s nothing. You earned it. But for now, I think you should go back to Trixie. She will be the one to discuss some important items to you, such as Employee Orientation Program and the likes.”
Vanessa just nodded while fixing her things. At some point, hindi pa rin siya makapaniwala sa mga nangyari. Seven years later, here we are and she would be my secretary.
She stood up, headed towards the door, and was about to leave… when she turned around and asked me. “Hmm, Dave? C-Can I ask you something?” Vanessa shrugged her shoulders, somewhat hesitating.
“Yeah, what is it?” I frowned. I was busy reading Melissa’s emails, but I guessed I already had an idea what Vanessa’s question would be all about.
“Did you… hmm, perhaps… did you already forget about… you know, our—” she stammered. Yumuko na lang si Vanessa, so I helped her finish what she started.
“If you’re talking about what happened to us way back our high school years, the answer is yes. I’ve already forgotten about it… long time ago! We should start all over again—fresh from everything that we had in the past. I’m happy to be working with you, Vanessa… and I hope you do, too.” I smiled at her.
“Okay, hmm… same here, Dave. I’ll go ahead,” Vanessa bade her goodbye before finally leaving my office. That was when I blankly stared at something.
Yes, I had really forgotten about what happened to us and Vanessa was already forgiven. Its extent was just a handful of deceitful sand, compared to the whole ocean floor of betrayal that I would never ever forget!
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*QDMC Exclusive School for Business and Finance is just a fictional counterpart for Adamson University.
*AutoCAD is a commercial computer-aided design (CAD) and drafting software application.
*Autodesk 3DS Max, formerly 3D Studio and 3D Studio Max, is a professional 3D computer graphics program for making 3D animations, models, games and images.
David’s P.O.V.“Wait, what? You’ve hired your ex-girlfriend as your secretary? Okay ka lang, brad?” Chad asked as soon as I told him about Vanessa. It had been a week since she started working for me, and it looked like my mischievous best friend here would deliberately turn me into a laughing stock.Nandito kami ngayon sa loob ng office ko. Chad just dropped by para lang maki-usyoso! Well, I was only kidding. Malapit lang naman kasi ‘yong office niya rito, so he dropped by for us to talk in person—not just over the phone.Like me, Chad also graduated with Latin Honors. Magna Cum Laude to be exact and aside from that, he copped the seventh place in the board exam. The two of us were both true to that so-called best friend goals. Now, he was also the Section Head of Surveying Process Department at Delacerna Group of Companies or DGC—their very own company.
David’s P.O.V.“Hi, Dave! Sir Liam booked for an afternoon meeting—two o’clock sharp at the Emerald Conference Room,” Vanessa enthusiastically informed me as soon as I got out of my office.Her smile was so wide that it could even reach her ears. I also noticed her dangle earring when she tucked her hair at the back of her right ear. Kanina ay hindi pa naman niya ito suot. She was wearing a cropped-top white sleeveless shirt and a long-pleated maxi black skirt.Pagkatapos niyon ay muli na niyang ibinalik ang atensiyon sa harap ng computer. Ate Trixie provided her a laptop and a second monitor—na ang specs ay higit pa sa kung anong mayroon ang ibang secretary dito.Aaminin kong hindi lang secretary paper works ang pinagagawa ko kay Vanessa, kung hindi pati na rin ang ibang urgent na AutoCAD reports. And I must admit, she didn’t disappoint me e
David’s P.O.V.“It’s okay, but can I ask you a favor? Pwede bang huwag ka nang mailang sa akin? I mean, just think that I’m only your classmate and not your boss. That way, you will be able to talk to me without any uneasiness or hesitation!” I said, then I tasted the mushroom soup. The appetizer was free here too and the best part? It was truly delicious!“Pasensiya ka na, Dave ha? Nakakailang pa rin kasi eh! Hmm… alam kong hindi naging malalim ‘yong pinagsamahan nating dalawa noon. But after seeing you during the interview, parang bigla na lang bumalik ‘yong lahat. I know that everything was already buried in the past, but I couldn’t help and be guilty on what happened to us,” Vanessa confessed and she took a sip of her iced tea. Hindi na siya nagsasalita, pero parang nangungusap pa rin ang mga mata niyang nakatingin sa akin.“Don
David’s P.O.V.Feeling a surge of happiness, I expected Kuya Liam to be followed by a young and voluptuous architect but it didn’t happen. Now, it felt like the perfect ambiance was slowly covering me in a fucking distress. It was as if my soul was flying with too much anticipation earlier, but now, everything in front of me became distorted.Okay, epic fail! But where is she?Ah, baka nag-CR lang.At the last minute, gusto ko pa ring umasa. What was iconic here was the fact that all conference rooms were having an ensuite restrooms, so sana ay dito na lang siya nag-CR. Nevertheless, I didn’t want to give up. Gusto ko pa rin siyang makita.The door of the Emerald Conference Room was already closed and it was crystal clear that this meeting only required the presence of me and Kuya Liam. That was when
David’s P.O.V.“But why? Even though you’re now a Section Head, you’re still one of the best engineers the EGC has! You know that! This one is a very in-demand and high-cost project hotel here in the Philippines, David. This is our top priority, that’s why I have already assigned this to your team!” Kuya Liam narrowed his eyes as he raised his voice, with his forefinger impatiently pointing at the transparent envelope in front of him.Dave, wake up! You were no longer a foolish teenager nor an engineering student who would always chase after her.Kuya Liam must be very disappointed at me, but do I have a choice? Gusto ko lang namang maging totoo sa sarili ko. Ayoko siyang makatrabaho. Ngayon pa lang, I could say that working with her would be an entire disaster!“This is the very first time that you are neglecting a
David’s P.O.V.Still dazed about how things went through, I came back to my office and began scanningherprofile. It didn’t even cross my mind that the lady architect was none other thanher.Napasubo na rin naman ako sa proyektong ito ay lulubusin ko na ang pagkakataon. Before meeting her in person, I should have known some recent details about her. Well, as we always had the famous saying: ‘Keep your friends close and your enemies closer.’Damn it! I didn’t see this one coming.How would I have ever expected that she continued her post-graduate studies at Harston University in the US after she graduated at the TU Munich in Germany, when all I did before was just to forgether? I wasn’t even prepared for this and I felt like being slapped with the sudden t
David’s P.O.V.I closed my eyes as my heart leaped for a second, after remembering some of those moments that we shared together at the said famous bridge. Those happy memories that she just ruined effortlessly. Those fucking initials—DC and AC. Those remarkable moments that I had already forgotten.Oh, well! Who am I fooling with in the last sentence?I gently massaged my forehead. The memories were like ghosts that seemed to be haunting me every night!Hindi ako kailanman nakalimot. But how I wished I did, para hindi sana ako nagkakaganito!Damn it! I know, I did it… butoverall, I failed! She was a dream came true for me, but a nightmare to deal with.Back then, I tried. I tried the best that I could just to forget everything about her—everything about us. Lahat na nang masamang ba
David’s P.O.V.It was already one-fifty in the afternoon. Actually, kanina pa akong one-thirty rito sa Diamond Conference Room—the largest meeting room in the EGC located on the thirty-second floor.We only had ten more minutes before we start the meeting, and everyone was already here except for that one great lady architect! Describing her as great turned out to be too sardonic for me.Well, in contrast with her achievements, I guessed that she doesn’t know how to do time management and proper work-life balance. As much as I knew, she was only living at *ALeour Residences in Ville Park, and that was only a fifteen-minute drive to *Alabana.The EGC was just located along the *Zambia Road near Alabana, tapos male-late pa siya? Tuesday ngayon—walang traffic at hindi naman rush hour. Dapat nga ay pumasok na siya kanina pang umaga! Sino ba naman ang
Athena’s P.O.V.“Please, Cristoff. Tap your wristband!” I was impatiently tapping my wristband, but I couldn’t do anything to know his exact location… unless he would be the one to tap his.Pakiramdam ko, nauubusan ako ng oras at sa sobra kong pagkalito kung bakit kailangang mangyari ang lahat nang ito ngayon ay wala akong ibang maisip na paraan para makita siya agad. I was about to call Kuya Liam, when I suddenly remembered Denise…“Wow, how cute!” I snapped.The mini robot’s height was only about twelve-inch long. “This one is also for you. But you only have to turn it on once, Ate Athena. Sa oras lang na ikaw naman ‘yong naghahanap kay Kuya at hindi mo siya makita.”“Hmm, what do you mean by that?” I was staring at the
Athena’s P.O.V. It was just a short drive as we only decided to dine in at the ground floor of the Lexington Hotel, located at the east part of Countryside, Alabana. Halos hindi na nga kami nakapag-usap sa loob ng sasakyan. And that was a good thing dahil hindi ko rin naman alam ang sasabihin ko sa kanya. Not until… “Grabe, Cristoff! Ang dami naman nang in-order mo. Pinapataba mo ba ako?” nakangiting sabi ko sa kanya while still exploring my sight sa iba’t ibang putahe na inilalagay ng waiter sa mesa. I guessed Cristoff ordered via call or online. From the looks of it, I could say that he even reserved the restaurant for the two of us tonight. Masasarap ang lahat nang in-order niya at paniguradong masisira ang diet ko. Like The Mediterranean, the Lexington Restaurant also offers European foods—probably, to get three Michelin stars and have a healthy competition with the former. What I was seeing right now were paella, pierogi, goulash, gyros, and cheese fondue. “Hmmm, sort of!” C
Athena’s P.O.V. Another day had passed at hindi ko pa rin maiwasan ang mag-overthink. For almost four months, hindi na ako nakakatulog nang maayos sa gabi. Hindi dahil sa masyado akong busy sa EGC at CD Squared, kung hindi dahil sa isang bagay na patuloy lang na gumugulo sa aking isip. Pakiramdam ko, kung makakatulog man ako ay paulit-ulit ko pa ring mapapanaginipan ang nangyari nang mga oras na ‘yon. At paulit-ulit din akong sasampalin ng katotohanang ayaw sa’kin ng nakatatandang kapatid ni Cristoff. As much as I didn’t want to bury myself with what I heard, insecurities were reigning over me. I wanted to win Ate Diane’s favor, but I didn’t know where I would start with… until the plans went into ashes. “I don’t like her for you, Dave. Bakit ba paulit-ulit ka na lang na nahuhumaling sa babaeng ‘yan? High school pa lang, sinaktan ka na niya. No’ng college ka naman, halos
Athena’s P.O.V. It had already been almost four months since my accidental eavesdropping happened, and until now, I still didn’t know how to treat Cristoff right. I was guilty as hell, knowing that I was slowly walking away from him while weaving different sets of alibis. What I said when we were on the fire exit was true—Nadine and I really stayed at our mansion in Quezon City to talk about the reason behind that old letter. She explained to me her reasons and I was informed then, that she had also explained her side to Cristoff. I let that one pass. Siguro, kung ngayon niya ginawa sa’kin ‘yon ay hindi ko ‘yon mapapalagpas. Magagalit talaga ako kay Nadine dahil parang trinaydor niya ako sa kabila ng tiwalang ibinigay ko sa kanya. But then, hindi pa naman niya ako noon kilala at kailangan niya lang talaga ng pera. There was nothing weaker than a person’s mind, most especially in the face of money. Kapag gipit na gipit ka na, gagawin mo talaga ang lahat kahit na ang kumapit pa sa pa
Athena’s P.O.V.“Iniiwasan mo ba ako, Athena?” tila nagdududang tanong sa akin ni Cristoff—isang linggo pagkatapos ng insidenteng iyon.We just bumped into each other when we opened the same fire exit door at the twelfth floor. Paakyat siya at pababa naman ako. Naka-preventive maintenance kasi ang main elevator at malayo naman ‘yong secondary elevator sa office ko.It felt like my chest had swiftly congested by his question. Dahil hindi ko siya kayang tingnan nang diretso, I averted my stares away from Cristoff. Bababa na sana ako para pumunta sa tenth floor nang hawakan niya ang kaliwang braso ko.My mind was cloudy at first, but I chose to pretend like nothing had happened. Tutal, doon naman ako magaling—ang magkunwari.“Huh? Ano bang sinasabi mo diyan? I was just in a rush to see Evanna. At saka, bakit naman kita iiwasan?” pagmamaang-maangan kong tanong sa kanya pabalik. I was smiling at him, just for the two of us to feel that everything was still at ease.Pero sa totoo lang, naii
David’s P.O.V. [Back to the Present] Nagmamadali akong bumalik sa opisina ko, pero wala na akong inabutang Athena na naghihintay sa loob nito. Just when I thought that I would be able to surprise her, I was the one who got surprised at all. And what made me even more surprised was seeing her mini robot still on top of my coffee table. I even knocked on the door of my personal restroom dahil nagbaka-sakali akong nasa loob lang siya nito, pero ni anino niya ay hindi ko nakita nang buksan ko ang pinto nito. It had been a month and I wasn’t yet able to tell her what I had discovered. Actually, hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin sa kanya ang totoo. Alam kong mabibigla siya, kaya hanggang ngayon ay humahanap pa rin ako ng tamang tiyempo. Nagmamadali akong lumabas at napag-alaman kong naka-lock na ang glass door ng opisina niya, which possibly means na umuwi na siya. Kumatok pa ako roon nang ilang beses—making sure na baka nasa loob lang siya, pero wala talaga. These past few days ka
David’s P.O.V. “Take care of Athena, Dave. Angelo and I—we are leaving. We are going back to Germany,” Tyler hissed. “You don’t have to tell me what to do. I’ll always take care of her. But why are you leaving so soon? Is it because of Angelo’s mother?” walang paligoy-ligoy at diretso kong tanong. Hindi naman sumagot si Tyler. Nag-iwas lang ito ng tingin at saka sinuklay paitaas ang buhok. It was none of my business, but I wanted to make him realize some sense. I wasn’t expecting him to listen to me, but for Angelo’s sake… I was hoping. Then, I narrowed my eyes. “I don’t have any right to tell you this or instruct you on what you should do next, but just a piece of advice. Angelo deserves to meet his real mother. Huwag mo naman sanang ipagkait sa kanya kung ano ang totoo.” Tyler remained speechless for a while until he was able to say, “I had to resume work and take care of our business in Germany, Dave. Well, about Angelo’s real mother… she’s dead. That’s why Athena stood up for
David’s P.O.V.But whatever it was, I would not make a big deal out of it. Kung tutuusin ay pabor na pabor ‘yon sa’kin. I knew that Kuya Liam only did it for good. For all the things he did to me, alam kong hindi ako kailanman ipapahamak at pababayaan ng bayaw ko.Kuya Liam was the one who bailed me out of the jail and at that time, he even flew all the way to Europe. He gave me a lawyer who would take care of my case, without me worrying so much about my future. Of all the people, I would trust Kuya Liam even more.Kung ano man ang naging usapan nilang dalawa ni Don Miguel involving Athena and I, the deal was indeed at my advantage if part of the plan was for our paths to cross again in the corporate world. I wished it was, pero hindi ko pa rin napigilang mapalunok.If that was the case, what about the stage
David’s P.O.V. “About Angelo. Whose son is he?” I found myself asking him despite the fact that I didn’t want to begin any conversation with him. If I had a firearm here, I would have threatened him at gunpoint for him to divulge the truth to me. Mahina ang pagkakasabi ko dahil baka magising sila Athena, ngunit binigyang diin ko naman ang bawat salita—habang diretsong nakatingin sa mga mata ng taong naging bahagi ng masalimuot kong nakaraan. Nagtatagis ang aking mga bagang habang kaharap ang isa sa mga taong minsa’y pinagkaitan ako ng kaligayahan. “Enough with all the lies, please!” My voice was still controlled as I snapped at Tyler. Right now, the gushing blood through my whole system was already at boiling point and my nose was indeed flaring in anger. Matigas kong kinuyom ang mga kamao ko. Pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko ngayon dahil kaunti na lang talaga ay baka bigla ko nang mahawakan at maiangat ang kanyang kuwelyo. His son already spilled the beans, and I believed Angelo with